The breakfast for the three of them was spent in the early morning sunshine, and although there was not much language, it still made people feel very warm.

"I'm sorry, Mengtong-san."

The silence was broken by an apologetic voice.

"Huh?" Zhao Shaoqing looked at Li Rurong who was sitting next to her with a curious attitude, while Dai Mengtong, who was sitting opposite her, had an expression of disbelief.

This is the first time since that incident that I have heard Li Rurong call out his name in a regular manner, without adding any insulting words.

"I'm sorry, I can now relate to how you felt at that time, my heart, it hurts here."

Li Rurong lowered her head and pointed at her left chest with her finger, what happened last night made her feel more or less sorry in her heart.

Under the gaze of so many people, that feeling is uncomfortable.

Dai Mengtong just dropped the chopsticks in her hand to the ground, her expression was dull, and soon she quickly picked up the chopsticks on the ground, squeezing out an ugly wry smile on her face.

"I ......"

"I will not forgive you, I will not forgive you for the pain and sorrow you have inflicted on me, whether it was before or now."

Tears dripped down his cheeks on the smooth dining table, and Zhao Shaoqing silently stared at the tears on the table, looking as surprised as Li Rurong.

"I will never forgive you!"

The little girl picked up the unfinished plate in her hand and fled in a hurry, leaving Zhao Shaoqing with a depressed back.

"What!"

Li Rurong sat on the chair with a dejected face, although she had already guessed the ending, she didn't expect Dai Mengtong's reaction to be so intense.

"I ......"

Bite one's tongue.

Zhao Shaoqing was thoughtful, staring at the remaining tears on the table, originally called Dai Mengtong out to make Li Rurong apologize, but now it seems that he has been self-defeating.

"We were originally very good friends, but because of that incident, we broke up with that thing, and although sometimes I wanted to apologize, I couldn't say anything when I saw her expression."

"Yes. It's really sad. ”

~~~~~~

I'm Li Rurong, and I used to have a very good friend, and her name is Dai Mengtong.

I met her in the park, the sun was shining that day, and on the slide in the park, I saw the girl, who was sitting silently on the swing alone, alone with her legs and swaying up and down with the swing.

"Hello, I'm Li Rurong, can I play that swing with you?"

"Uh-huh."

The child was slightly stunned at first, and then nodded heavily with a glint of longing in his eyes, and in this way, we met.

"Hello, I'm Dai Mengtong, can we play together?"

"Uh-huh."

On a weekend afternoon, two little girls made a promise to each other that they must become the best friends in the world.

Because of her parents, her father became her father's boss at some point, and sometimes she went to her house to play, and she often saw an inexplicable glint in her father's eyes.

"Xiaotong, let's hang out together."

I tried to make an invitation, but she didn't say yes, and the girl who was supposed to have a smile on her face became silent.

Later, when I went to elementary school, although we often went to school together, she always kept her head down on the way to school together.

I heard that she was a single parent, and her mother died when she was very young, and although I sympathized with her, I didn't know how to express this feeling.

"Xiaorong, do you say that after a person dies, can he really go to heaven?"

That's what she asked.

Sometimes I wonder if people can really go to heaven after they die, just like they did on TV, where there is no sorrow, no pain.

But is there really such a place in this world?

I didn't know, but the best place I've ever been to is the beach, the blue sea sparkling in the sun, it's beautiful, and I love it very much.

I also wish I could go to that sea with her, pick up shells and pile sand on the beach together.

But, but why! That's going to happen!

"Ugly."

"Mengtong is an ugly bastard."

"It's really ugly!"

It is a sad thing for a single-parent family with only a father and no mother.

Children from single-parent families are often bullied at school, and although teachers often try to stop them, there will always be such darkness in places where they can't be seen.

Lavatory.

What a dark place!

It's just an ordinary day, but you can ruin the relationship between two people at will.

"Hahaha, toilet Kiri."

"She actually peed her pants in front of so many people, I really don't know how to be shy."

"Hahaha, toilet kiri."

Everyone around was laughing at the girl, and even when he stood with her, he felt that the eyes of everyone around him were hot on him, and it all became terrifying.

"I ......"

"I'm sorry, I ......"

I left her side, and when she needed me the most, she lifted her skirt and stood in front of me, the transparent urine wetting her panties, while I did nothing but watch her from afar, watching her become a laughing stock in class.

"Toilet Kiri."

This sentence was a random joke of mine, but it became a tragedy for everything.

I wanted to protect her, but I didn't know how to protect her, so I could only immerse myself in grief every day, following behind those people's backs, slandering and satirizing her with sentence after sentence.

The sarcasm is followed by repentance, regretting what he has done.

In this way, I threw all the responsibilities to them.

yes, it wasn't me who laughed at her in the first place, it was the rude kids.

"I, I just don't want to be laughed at by others."

"Yes, I'm also a child, it's not realistic to save others or anything, all I can do is stand behind me, be silent, and avoid getting hurt myself."

But for some reason, she became cowardly, and sometimes she even became scared when she saw herself.

It was a peaceful afternoon, and it was just a very ordinary afternoon.

I was about to go home, but I saw her walk into the toilet alone in silence, I quietly followed, and saw the picture I regretted seeing the most in my life.

It was a boy, a boy and a girl appeared in the toilet together, and the loud laughter of the girl pierced my heart, and it really hurt so much, I think, this matter seems to be getting worse.

In my astonished gaze, the boys took off their pants and showed their most shameful parts, the filth, splashing all over her, curled up, hiding in the corner, her eyes blank.

It's too much, it's too much, it's really too much. Carried away by the anger, I rushed in and shouted a loud reprimand. My arrival made her head twist, and a glimmer of anticipation flashed in her eyes but quickly disappeared.

Under the wanton ridicule of the boys, I was arrested by the girls.

The boys started to turn on me.

She was surprised why I, who had been bullying her, was here.

"Hey, she's Li Rurong, the toilet seems to be what she called at the beginning."

Not really.

"Oh, I see, then let her go."

Isn't it, I'm a good friend of hers.

"Come on, come on, this is the water pipe, rinse her off, hahaha."

The laughter of boys and girls filled my mind, and I picked up the hose from the boy's hands with trembling hands, gritted my teeth, but did not dare to act.

"Hey, what's the matter, aren't you the leader, you don't dare to do this thing, or else, I'll give you a little, hahaha."

The boy's unbridled laughter kept stinging my heart, maybe I was afraid, afraid that I would become like Mengtong, being excluded and abused, and being nicknamed Toilet Tong, I turned on the faucet in their eyes.

"That's right."

"Woo ......"

I don't know why she cried, she cried very sadly, wasn't I still very stubborn before I came? Why did she cry when I came.

I took the faucet and passed it over her head, and the cold tap water slowly rushed over her head, wetting her clothes.

"Xiaorong, why?"

"Why do you want to do this?"

No, it's not, I'm being persecuted.

"Xiaorong, didn't we say before that we must be good friends for life?"

Yes, yes, we must be good friends for life.

"Why, Xiaorong, why."

Her mouth was murmuring, and my hands were shaking.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

I don't know what happened after that, because I was so scared, I ran home early.

I heard that she was later rescued by a teacher who was passing by, and I was really sorry for being so cowardly.

I've changed, I've become the same as those girls, laughing and mocking her, when did the toilet become my mantra?

I also forgot.

There is a new classmate in the class today, she is really beautiful, just like Dai Mengtong who met when she was a child, petite and cute.

When I violated my heart again, she stopped me, and for the first time in so many years, someone protected Mengtong for me, and I was really happy, so happy.

Although the events of last night are unforgettable, the feeling of shame is unforgettable. I remembered her hiding in the corner at that time, covered with disgusting filth, and at that time in front of myself, was she also like this?

I want to make a move to redeem it, I know that I have already become a heinous person in Mengtong's heart, but I still want to redeem it, and redeem the girl named Dai Mengtong who I met for the first time in the park.

Such feelings, even if you kneel down in front of everyone, you don't hesitate.

Face, face or something, I have long been poured from my good friend's head with a water hose at the beginning, and it has been washed clean by water.

Such a me......

"Lord Xuanjun, please help me."