The next morning, I went home from the observation room, because I was frightened in the hospital, so the head nurse specially granted me a few days off to go home and rest.

Before going home, I went to the ICU to see Lin Jia, because I was emotionally unstable before, so I didn't go to see him before the injury. As soon as I entered the ICU, the director said to me, "Fei Fei, I didn't bother you when you observed me in the observation room yesterday, Lin Jia's whole blood pressure and breathing were better, so I pulled out the tube yesterday, although I still didn't wake up, but I think it should be soon." ”

Hearing this, I excitedly ran to Lin Jia's hospital bed, without the assistance of the ventilator, Lin Jia, the whole person looked a lot better, because he couldn't eat yet, so the stomach tube was not pulled, and the hematoma cavity drainage tube on the head had also been removed.

I held Lin Jia's hand, "Wake up and look at me, I was threatened by a prisoner yesterday, at that moment I thought I was almost dead, but I was rescued in the end, I came to see you today and you were extubated, is it fast, are you almost well." ”

I shook Lin Jia's hand excitedly, hoping that he would open his eyes and look at me. I stayed in the ICU until almost noon before I was reluctant to go home. Before leaving, the director said, "Don't worry, Lin Jia will be fine, I heard about yesterday's incident, it's really dangerous." ”

I waved at the director, "Thank you for your concern, it's just an example, it's fine." ”

I got home before lunch, and as soon as I entered the house, my mother started to check the scars on my neck, "Mom, I'm fine." ”

"Why is it okay, it's so bruised, it must be painful to death, this person who has been stabbed a thousand times, how much effort has been exerted."

In order to comfort my mother, I deliberately smiled and said, "It's like a Hong Kong police movie, how exciting." ”

My mom patted me on the back of the head, "Go, lie down, I'll call you when the meal is ready, hurry up and rest." ”

As she walked, her mother muttered, "If you are so poor, you should hurt your mouth." ”

I took the apple on the table, took a bite and said, "If that's the case, you'll have to cry too." After saying that, he quickly smeared oil on the soles of his feet and returned to the room.

Back in the house, I instantly put away my smile, I couldn't understand why I was bipolar disorder, I obviously looked normal, was it because I hurt Feng Nannan? Just because I can't control my own emotions?

I lay myself down on the bed in a large figure, not sleepy, with nothing to rest on. I lay motionless on the bed while my mother came in to deliver the fruit, but I didn't speak to her, she put the fruit on the table, looked at me and went out quietly.

When I got up to go to the bathroom, I heard my mother call my father again: "Lao Xia, you said that Feifei wouldn't really have an accident, right?" ”

I scratched my head, feeling a little sad that I was too distant from my mother, but I really didn't know how to talk to her.

At lunchtime, my father came back, and because two children were in school, there were only three of us in the house.

I saw my mother gently poke my father's elbow with chopsticks, and then my father said, "Feifei, you have been talking to your parents less recently, and your parents know that you are busy and you are tired, but if you have something, please tell your parents, okay?" ”

"Dad, I'm fine." I took a piece of lotus cabbage and put it in my mouth.

"Are you alright?" Father then asked.

"It's fine."

"No, if it's okay, how can you not talk to your parents, I suspect you are not telling the truth."

"That." I put the bowl on the table and said to my father and mother with a serious expression, "Mom, I have bipolar disorder, which is slightly worse than my previous depression, and I feel that I can't control my emotions, which makes me a little scared, so I went to the hospital again." ”

"So, is it serious?" My mother stared at my face for fear of missing a word.

"It's okay, it's not very serious, it's just that I'm afraid that I'll get excited, so now not only with you, but also with my colleagues, I feel like I barely talk, because this medicine really makes me can't lift my spirits about anything."

"Then you must have a good rest, Fei Fei, you remember, if it is not for any of you, you just think about yourself, do you hear?"

"Well, Mom and Dad, don't worry." I patted my mother's hand and motioned for her not to worry.

"Okay, okay, let's eat quickly, it's not too late to talk about anything when you're full." Father urged.

At work in the afternoon, I went to Zhang Teng again, and before I left last time, Zhang Teng specially said that he wanted me to come to him every three days to adjust the medication time and dosage.

"How are you feeling today?"

"It's okay, it wasn't so good yesterday."

"What's the matter, how are you doing?" Zhang Teng pushed his glasses and asked.

"I had surgery yesterday, and before the operation began, I was kidnapped and taken hostage by my own patients, and finally the special police came."

"It turns out that the TV said that the medical staff who was held hostage by the prisoners was you, I said, who is so stupid." Speaking of this, Zhang Teng snorted and laughed.

"Okay, don't laugh at me, I'm feeling depressed now, I'm really back home this year, I'm going to buy a lottery ticket tomorrow to try, can I bump into such a small probability event again."

"Is there anything wrong with taking medicine in the past two days?"

"I don't feel like the dose is a little sufficient, I wasn't nervous at all when something so big happened yesterday, I didn't know how to be scared." I said, "I fainted after I was rescued, but other times it's normal, my brain still spins fast, and I can know and stabilize the emotions of criminals." ”

"Then, let's adjust the medicine again, you can feel it again tomorrow, and come to me the day after tomorrow."

"Okay, no problem."

After adjusting the dose, I left the hospital only to wait in line at the kindergarten to pick up my child. Because the time for the small nursery to pick up the children is relatively early, I held the little cream to pick up the mango, and I deliberately hid behind the crowd of parents, only to see the mango keep looking, and the big eyes searched for the figure of the familiar person.

Suddenly, I was found in the crowd, and I saw Mango running towards me with her arms outstretched like a little swallow, "Mom, why is it you, I thought you were grandma!" ”

"Because my mother has time today, as long as my mother has time, she will definitely come to pick up the mango from school." Mango excitedly hooked my neck and said, "Mom, I want to kiss, Mango hasn't seen my mother for a long time, about a century." ”

I picked up the two children, and although it was a bit difficult, I tried to be fair, and Mango was still a child, so I couldn't let her feel that no one would pay attention to her feelings because of the little cream.

"Mom, when is Daddy coming back? I miss him, this time my dad doesn't make video calls with me, and he doesn't talk to me about gifts, do you say dad forgot me. Mango pouted and complained.

"How is it possible, you are the cutest and most obedient little mango in the world, how can you forget you before your parents love you." I squatted on the ground and put the mango down, rubbed her head, pulled the mango in one hand and held the little cream in the other, and slowly left the kindergarten.