As soon as I got off the elevator with Mango and Little Cream, I heard my mother shouting in the house, you want to see Xia Fei, you are dreaming! You me off.

Mango and I looked at each other, and Mango quietly asked me, "What's wrong with grandma, grandma is swearing." ”

"Children can't learn, you have to know that this is not a good thing." I scratched the nose of Little Cream and opened the door with a suspicious stomach.

When my mother saw me coming back, she immediately hung up the phone in her hand, and my father sat on the sofa drinking tea, but today it was obvious that the speed of drinking tea was a little fast, and it didn't look comfortable at all, more like ...... Drinking, yes, is to use wine to dispel sorrows, so one cup after another.

"Fei Fei, are you back? Whatever you want to eat, Mom will do it. With that, the mother turned around and was about to leave.

"Mom, who did you quarrel with just now, Mango and I heard it clearly at the door."

The mother looked at the father, the father nodded, the mother bit her lower lip and said, "Well, he's back and wants to see you." ”

"Who's so mysterious," I put the cream in the stroller and took off Mango's coat for her.

"It's your biological father who has returned." Mother turned around and went into the kitchen.

I sat down next to my father and asked, "What's going on?" ”

"What else is going on, I don't know where I got your mother's phone number, call your mother, say that my conscience has found out, and say that I am ashamed of your mother and daughter and want to compensate you" The father picked up a cup of tea and raised his head and cooed, just like he drank liquor.

"Dad, if you have something in your heart, you can get drunk when you drink water. Don't worry, I have a spectrum in my heart. ”

My father patted my hand, "It's good to have a score, I'm afraid that your heart is a mess, and I don't know what to do." ”

"Don't worry, Dad, I'm here today to make a promise to you, I will never go to see him."

"Feifei, it's not that Dad doesn't want you to see him, but ......"

"Dad, don't worry, I will not hurt my mother, and you are the only father in my life" After speaking, I hugged my father for a long time and did not let go.

It is this broad mind that has protected me and my mother for so many years, what can I do if I am not related by blood in my heart, my own can leave me away from home, and those who are not related by blood are like a big tree for me to shelter from the wind and rain for so many years.

During the whole dinner, as if nothing had happened in the family, no one mentioned this topic, and I knew that everyone was deliberately avoiding it, and since everyone was avoiding it, why should I bring it up again, so I did everything as usual and said nothing.

After dinner, my mother and I returned to my room with our two children, and my mother said while undressing Xiao Cream, "He is your biological father, you can decide whether you see or not, I can't be your master, if you want to meet, Mom won't stop you, after all, you are also his bloodline." ”

"Mom, don't think about anything, just act as if it never happened, I have you and my dad's blood flowing in my body, and I have nothing to do with him, I will never forget the days when you lived with me alone. Mom, if I don't kill him, I'll cheapen him, how can he have the face to recognize me? I gritted my back molars and said indignantly.

I didn't mean to comfort my mother, because for as long as I can remember, my mother would take me on her bicycle for half an hour, drop me off at my grandmother's house, and then go to work. Since I was a child, I was ridiculed by the children in the class for not having a father, and my self-esteem went up, so I replied angrily to them. But whenever everyone asked me to take them to see my father, I really got intimidated and began to find reasons to cover up the fact that I didn't have a father.

This night, in the memory of the hard life of childhood, just passed.

Early the next morning, I went to work, and as soon as I walked out of the gate of the community at seven o'clock in the morning, I was stopped by someone "Xia Fei, Xia Fei." ”

At first I thought it was a neighbor, but when I turned around it was a stranger I had never seen before, I chuckled inwardly and felt a little bad premonition.

"Xia Fei, do you know me?"

"Who are you?" I asked with a strong sense of vigilance, at this moment I was like a cat with its back upright, ready to attack people at any time.

"Feifei, don't you recognize me? I'm Daddy."

"Phew. Don't put gold on your face, my father's name is Xia Zhengnan, and he is having breakfast upstairs at this time, which green onion are you, and you are still pretending to be my father. ”

"It seems that you have really forgotten me, I am Xie Yongjiang." The person on the other side excitedly said his name. Sure enough, it was a name I didn't want to hear, because I changed my surname later, and I clearly remember that my name was Xie Fei.

"What do you want?" I asked coldly.

"It's nothing, it's just that I'm old, I miss you, I know that I did something sorry for your mother and you when I was young, and now I want to make amends."

I looked at my watch, "Well, I'll treat you to dinner in the evening, I'll go to work now, see you in the evening." ”

When Xie Yongjiang heard this, he immediately nodded, "Okay, okay, we haven't seen each other for so many years, we have to have a good chat tonight."

"You'd better not bother my mother, my mother is very happy now that she has a new family," I said coldly to him.

Xie Yongjiang nodded at me and said, "Don't worry, don't worry, I came today to see you from afar, but I didn't expect to be uncontrollable for a while, so I still called you." Xie Yongjiang showed a pitiful look, I didn't answer the question, and left the community by myself.

All day long, because I saw an unrelated person in the morning, I made myself unhappy.

"Xia Fei, you look so absent-minded today." Jing Xin asked with concern.

"It's okay, it's just that my biological father came to me, saying that he came to see me, and he blocked the gate of the community early in the morning and made me feel very uncomfortable." I explained to her.

"He hasn't looked for you for more than 20 years, what are you doing now?"

"Who knows, I asked him to have dinner tonight, and I'll see what tricks he plays."

When I was about to get off work, I called my father in advance and told him that I was going to have dinner with Xie Yongjiang tonight. ”

"He blocked me at the entrance of our community this morning." I didn't have the heart to tell my father.

"What seems to be my face, he even dared to come to the door to block you, Feifei, don't be afraid, there is a father." I could tell that the old man on the other end of the phone was angry, but he kept comforting me.

My heart suddenly warmed up, "Dad, I'm 30 years old, it's time for me to protect you and mom in the days ahead, you don't care, I'll deal with him, as long as you and my mom are happy, I'm not afraid of anything, the only thing I'm afraid of is that you two are unhappy." ”

After a short conversation with my father, I hung up.

Life never seemed to give people a chance to breathe, and there were waves of unsettled, and there were always new tricks waiting to abuse me.

Before parting in the morning, I had already told him the address of the restaurant where I was going to eat in the evening, and I looked at my watch, and it was almost time, so I was ready to leave for the restaurant.

Along the way, the events of my childhood reappeared in front of my eyes like a movie, and I saw my mother riding a bicycle with me on a snowy day, holding the handlebars with one hand and holding me napping in the back seat of the bicycle with the other hand. Of course, I also saw that I was bullied by my friends, scolding me for picking up garbage and not having a father. These once bad scenes seem to be hidden in the deepest part of my memory, but because of his appearance, these long-sealed memories are spread out in front of my eyes again.