"I love my wife and children, and I am dedicated to working hard for my family to live a better life, but I am an independent person, I have my own independent mind and heart, let go of a former emotion, do not affect any reality, quiet in my heart, what's wrong? Do I have to cut off this emotion and compete with myself to be worthy of my family? So I'm going to have to suffer from my emotional turmoil with my family, and you think it's the best of both worlds? ”

In fact, Qin Wafan himself asked himself countless times about this question, but in the end, he still reconciled with himself.

It's just that he can't judge his heart, maybe in the reality that can be seen at a glance, he wants to see the scenery beyond the boundary, and his heart, which is guided by the reality of life, can't listen to the more beautiful scenery when he is tired, but he easily heard his own unexplained emotional voice that has long been accustomed to Bai Pujia, and he doesn't want to be bound or cut off, and in the phone call with her, he listened to the voice of the different flowing clouds in the distance passing through the sky, and even, I vaguely heard my own pulse beating in the most distant call from life itself.

Between him and Bai Pujia, there may be a cloak in love, but in fact, he and she both know that between him and her is not love. General love is fleeting, either you want to get or you want to be get, and when you fall into the blandness, you will enter the torment and ask the other party to pay attention to yourself in order to maintain the existence of emotions. Where is it possible to be like between him and her, who have no desires and no desires, only talk about life, and live separately?

This kind of affection for her, more, he felt, should be the love of his yearning, although this yearning he was still very confused at this time, but they were all looking for it in unison, in different spaces, in their respective houses and bedrooms.

Zhang Lan was speechless in the face of his rhetorical question. Different people, different emotional ways, and even different emotional connotations, although she is domineering at work, she also knows that in the face of life and emotions, most of the time, she can only be a person who looks at the scenery. Because, the scenery she wants to create is not something that just anyone can participate in.

Isn't that what you compare your heart to your heart?

She nodded slightly, unable to continue on such a complicated topic. Her traditional work habits have brought her the habit of thinking to simplify the complex:

"Then do you want to go to Beijing to find her? It's to meet her, to see what she looks like now, how she lives now. ”

She felt that since she missed it, why not see it.

"If it's deliberate, then it won't, if you have a chance by the way, it's fate, and you should cherish it."

Qin Wafan shook his head. He seems to want to see her very much, the person he misses, of course, is eager to see her, but this kind of thinking and longing does not make people become impatient to see, on the contrary, he will think about seeing or not seeing, it is the same.

Zhang Lan glanced at him in surprise, calmed down, and ate silently.

The atmosphere suddenly became amazing. Zhang Lan's original stronger and stronger dependence on this man began to be thinned in this meal, but her trust in him inadvertently deepened.

Zhang Lan felt that she and Qin Wafan in front of her had passed the ambiguous period of fresh men and women, did not enter the passionate period of lust, nor did they enter the love period that she had faintly longed for in her heart, but stopped in place, dismantled the psychological guard, and became a real friend - knowing some of the other party's privacy and understanding the other party, and trusting each other more and more, but it has nothing to do with Fengyue. In other words, the wind and moon hanging over their heads at this time are just the wind by the window of great and pure friendship, the sun in the clouds.

"Don't worry, your love will end with me."

Zhang Lan felt that she was still a layman, and she still had to inform the other party of the contract in everything, so that her heart could be stable.

"It's okay, since I said it, I'm not afraid of anything. But, of course, I believe in you. ”

Qin Wafan smiled indifferently.

He really didn't worry about how many people knew, even if Zhao Hong knew, at most a few times to make a fuss, what could he do? Such a clean and clear emotion like mountain spring water, perhaps, it is Zhao Hong himself, who wants to meet it, but unfortunately can't meet it.

And he won't cross the line.

"Do you write in large letters?"

Coming downstairs, Qin Wafan smiled and turned his face to ask Zhang Lan.

"Write."

Zhang Lan was already eager to try. But at this moment, her feeling was really in words, not the careful thinking of wanting to stay with him for a while when she first came in.

She grinded and waved, completely enjoying it, Qin Wafan was also itching happily on the side, and wrote a few words to offer ugliness. It's really ugly, but Zhang Lan said that he was so ugly that he had a character, and Qin Wafan had to laugh at himself that his crooked strokes were words and paintings.

At the checkout, Zhang Lan said that she had a treat, Qin Wafan said happily, and then he quickly took out the money.

"I seem to be a little slower to pay for it?"

Zhang Lan said with a smile.

"It's not that you're slow, it's that I'm used to being fast."

Qin Wafan smiled.

"Well, I praised myself again."

Zhang Lan laughed at him.

"That is, I don't like myself, how can I be happy in this society?"

Qin Wafan smiled again. This trick was also moved from Bai Pujia's chat.

"Let me invite you a few more times in the future, this way of treating you is creative, I like it!"

This is indeed the most comfortable time Zhang Lan has been invited to a treat for so many years.

"Hahaha, good! You just set a time! ”

Both of them were completely let go after this meal. No worries.

"From now on, you are my brother!"

At the corner of the street, when they were leaving, Zhang Lan said with a smile to Qin Wafan, who was unbuckling his seat belt and preparing to get out of the car.

"Okay, if someone looks for me in the future, I will tell you!"

Qin Wafan made a posture of a well-behaved little brother and smiled back.

"It's a deal!"

Zhang Lan's eldest sister's demeanor is completely revealed at this moment.

Qin Wafan looked back and smiled, raised his hand, pushed the car door and got out of the car.

In his heart, of course, he also knew that Zhang Lan's emotions towards him had changed. He was already thinking, how to save himself and Zhang Lan, don't slide into the abyss of dangerous desire in this small town where everyone can become acquaintances as long as they are willing.

Unexpectedly, it was Bai Pujia who saved him and let him completely walk out of the desire of the flower heart.

He had inadvertently asked, but unexpectedly, the greasy between men and women on the diet was complicated, and suddenly it was as quickly as a drop of dish soap, and he became a real friend and business partner.

If his wife Zhao Hong knew about Bai Pujia, would she be jealous of her? Thanks to her? Still is?

But as far as he is concerned, in the rope that held him to glide into the abyss, there is the credit of Bai Pujia, and the courage to push him forward step by step without fear of the future, there is also the factor of Bai Pujia.

His life is inextricably linked with Bai Pujia, just like other people and things in his daily life.

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