"Oh, that is, you first became someone else's husband and abandoned them?"

Zhang Lan laughed jokingly. She is indeed an atmospheric person, so atmospheric that anything, including emotions, can be used as a sunny joke.

"I can't tell. In short, there is no way to be together, but there is no way not to like it. ”

Qin Wafan took a sip of wine. Rarely, he asked for a small bottle of Erguotou. It is produced in the city where the white tree is located. The mood is related to her, so I want to be more deeply related.

"Can you drink it?"

Qin Wafan raised his wine glass and asked Zhang Lan.

"If you don't pour it for me, I won't be able to drink it."

Zhang Lan pursed her lips and said.

"Hehe, I'm sorry, it's really, hey, Bai Yu is right, whenever I think of someone, when I was in college in the past, I met someone, and I just looked like I lost my soul, don't be surprised."

Qin Wafan explained embarrassedly. Zhang Lan was even more curious about what kind of person he was so affectionate about because of this explanation.

"Come, let's make this wine first."

Zhang Lan raised the three-coin cup that Qin Wafan had just filled for her, and said proudly.

"Don't, don't, don't, just feel free."

Qin Wafan didn't say anything about his allergies to drinking.

"Tell me, where is she now, what is she doing? What is your situation? ”

Zhang Lan didn't gossip, but looked like an eldest sister.

"It's nothing, I just liked it at the beginning, but people think it's not suitable, and I still like it, but she has already pursued her dream in the capital thousands of miles away."

Qin Wafan is really not a master storyteller, no matter how touching the story is, it will come out of his mouth with dry words.

"She's in the capital? Beijing? ”

Zhang Lan was surprised.

"Hmm."

Qin Wafan replied honestly.

"Then why didn't you chase after it in the first place?"

Zhang Lan is a person who insists that Qingshan will not relax after she has determined herself, and she can't understand that Qin Wafan likes a person so much, and he can let her go regardless of it, and then stay in Qinfang City to get married and have children, and live an imperfect life as a living being.

Or is it possible that the current blandness is the happiness you yearn for? Perhaps, that's why the two of you can't achieve the right results in the end? ”

Zhang Lan is so smart. So smart that even Qin Wafan had to look at her with admiration in his eyes - if she was a man, maybe she could catch up with Bai Pujia?

"Maybe."

Qin Wafan is ambiguous again.

"Is the life you really want right now?"

Zhang Lan asked again.

"The current life," Qin Wafan pondered for a moment and said, "It's not that I don't want to. But it's perfect, and of course it's not. It's happiness. ”

Qin Wafan thought of Zhao Hong's face and suddenly became reasonable, and suddenly jumped at him like thunder, thinking of the two Jiao'er, the noisy crying was annoying, and the sudden sweet and silly laughter made him happy. Isn't life like this?

He remembered that Bai Pujia had told him that life was a beautiful robe crawling with lice. He remembered that he had just finished admiring and saying that Pu Jia you are so talented, and he talked about life so thoroughly, Pu Jia on the other end of the phone smiled and told him that this was Zhang Ailing's famous words, and he was immediately embarrassed.

"We don't talk to each other sometimes."

The corners of his mouth overflowed with an involuntary smile.

"You're so happy to talk about it?"

Zhang Lan saw the smile on the corner of Qin Wafan's mouth, and she was also infected with a trace of sweetness oozing from her heart.

"We once exchanged some things in life, she said, life is a gorgeous robe, crawling with lice, I don't understand much, she explained it to me, I said that the description is too right, praise her for being too talented, who knows that this is said by a female writer named Zhang Ailing, so ...... Hey. ”

Qin Wafan still told him about this stalk that made him so embarrassed that he couldn't wait to hang up the phone at that time. It's just that when he said it, his mind was full of Bai Pujia's laughter at that time. She wasn't laughing at him, she was just amused by him.

Zhang Lan also laughed. Such a small detail can make a man remember it so clearly, and it has endless aftertastes and pondering, what kind of affection should this be?

"If you like it so much, why didn't you chase it in the first place?"

"People have to have dreams, but they can't live in fantasies. She and I are actually very rational and have our own realities. ”

Qin Wafan said such a philosophical sentence that even he didn't know how philosophical he was, which made Zhang Lan look at him again.

If in the past, she saw his ability to act in cooperation negotiations, then when talking to him about his father, she saw his love for life and adherence to principles, and at this time, he let her see his deep affection and reason.

"Do you regret it?"

Zhang Lan smiled and asked.

"In my dictionary, there is no word regret, I made a choice, and I walked forward, entangled, what is the difference between that and you women!"

Qin Wafan drank the wine in the wine glass in one gulp.

"Oh! What do you mean? Is the one you like who is struggling with her? Do I look like someone who is struggling? ”

Zhang Lan sneered.

"Neither."

"Does your face hurt?"

"Huh?"

Qin Wafan didn't react.

"You're slapping yourself in the face."

"Oh!"

Qin Wafan smiled.

"Then you still like people so much?"

"I don't want to, I can't control it! You think you like to drive, start when you want, brake when you want to brake! ”

"But you still succeed in braking every time, don't you?"

Zhang Lan asked meaningfully.

"Sort of."

Qin Wafan understood what she said.

"So, it's still driving, it's up to you how you want to drive."

"The point is, I'm not as brave as she is. Therefore, I can only leave a place in my heart for her in my own little life. Of course, it's also my own emotions. ”

"Well, does your wife's family know?"

"Of course I don't know!"

Qin Wafan replied loudly.

"Don't you think you're selfish?" Zhang Lan was merciless: "While you are enjoying the happy life given by your wife, you are not satisfied with the spiritual love in your heart." Blessings to the people of today! ”

"You ——!"

Qin Wafan's face was embarrassed, his face was so red that even his forehead was red.

"However, what you said, perhaps, from your point of view, I am selfish. But from my point of view, I probably don't quite think so. ”

"Oh? The positions of men and women are always different. Very interested in listening. ”

Zhang Lan looked deaf. She found that she really hadn't seriously calmed down to understand the views of men and women in the relationship between men and women. Read the latest chapter of "The Claw Book House on the Tile House" for free for the first time.