Sometimes a phrase that we are always together is not just a slogan and shouting. I am willing to endure hardships with you, of course, I have to face it for a long time, for example, since the accident, I have no other additional consumption, and even the children have shrunk the amount of consumption.

"What are you looking at?" Standing in front of the milk powder shelf, I looked at it over and over again, there was not much milk powder in the little cream, and I was resting today, and Lin Jiade and I had to buy it before the break.

"Buy milk powder." I smiled at Lin Jia.

"Then hurry up and get it." Lin Jia was a little impatient because I had been standing in front of the milk powder shelves for a long time.

"Ma'am, what milk powder do you need to choose for your child?" The waiter saw the two of us talking in front of the shelf, and consciously came over to sell.

"I don't need that, thank you." I pulled Lin Jia and pushed the cart away.

"Why don't you take it?" Lin Jia was obviously very unhappy with my wasting of time.

"No, I want to wait for the counter sister to leave before I buy it."

"Is she or not influencing your judgment? Didn't the two of them drink this brand of milk powder since Mango was a child? ”

"That ......" I actually want to tell Lin Jia that all this month's salary has been filled in and repaid, and at present, it may not be able to support the original 6,000 yuan per month milk powder money for Mango and Little Cream.

"It's okay, I just think that the children have grown up and now want to change the brand of milk powder." After thinking about it, he didn't spit out this sentence after all, although Lin Jia had realized his mistake, he didn't seem to have entered the state yet, and he didn't realize how heavy a burden he had waiting every month.

The rest of the money, because there is no way to return it on the repayment date at one time, I have to ask him to do a part-time period, and there will be nearly 10,000 yuan per month, and this state will continue until the summer of next year, otherwise what should I do? Is waiting for someone else really like on TV?

"Why change? Why change if you drink well? You just like to toss. ”

His words may have been unintentionally complaining about me, but it really made my heart hurt a little, because of the problem of expenses, I have stopped my monthly medication, because I stopped psychotropic drugs, I can not only save the money on the medical insurance card every month, but even cash.

"Oh." I let out a frustrated oh and walked forward.

Until I finished shopping at the supermarket and was ready to check out, I didn't go to the milk powder section of the supermarket to take another look, only to do my homework and come next time.

When I got home, after I sorted everything out, I rushed to the cabinet where the milk powder was put and took a look, fortunately, there were two bags, enough for two divine beasts to drink, don't look at the mango is now in the big class, but I have to drink milk powder at least four times a day, and I have to drink 250 ml each time.

"What's going on with you today?" Lin Jia patted me from behind, "Why do you always have to be in a daze?" ”

"No, maybe my leg hurt too much and I was a little tired from the morning surgery, right?"

"Go and rest, I'll cook."

"It's okay, I'll help you, it's four o'clock in the afternoon, I'll pick up the child later, you can just stir-fry."

Lin Jia and I were in the kitchen, the two of us didn't communicate much, I felt extremely tired, this is not a physical exhaustion but a feeling of mental exhaustion.

I prepared everything, sighed and left the kitchen, washed my hands, straightened my hair and went to pick up the kids.

I put on lipstick to make my complexion look better, and when I walked out of the house, I forced myself to cheer up 12 points, hoping that I could look 100 times more energetic, so that parents and other teachers could see that Mango and Little Cream's mother always seemed to be in a good mood.

I rode to pick up the kids, and even though it was only five minutes away, I rode the electric scooter because only then could the kids get in the car and follow me after school, instead of lingering at the door to buy balloons.

I then put the child in the car, and Mango kept saying, "Mommy, look." ”

I pretended not to hear, and rode away from the school gate on an electric car, Mango cried angrily in the car, and the little cream was also infected, and the two of them came home crying.

As soon as I entered the door, I saw the two children crying pear blossoms with rain, Lin Jia hurriedly squatted on the ground and asked me, "What's the matter?" Got into a fight with someone at school? ”

"No, I wanted to buy balloons, but I didn't hear that." Obviously I don't want to tell Lin Jia the truth.

"Daddy will take you to buy it?" Lin Jia bent down and prepared to pick up the child and go downstairs.

I immediately frowned, "Don't go." ”

"Why?" Mango was a little surprised that I was a little angry because of the balloon.

"Because the hydrogen balloon is not safe, my mother will not buy it for you in the future." I crouched down and hoped that a little patience would resolve the issue smoothly.

"The child buys it once in a while, but not all the time, don't wronged the two of them."

"Hydrogen balloons are not safe." I still refused Lin Jia as unsafe.

"Daddy." Seeing that I was determined not to buy it, Mango jumped up to her father and begged her.

"Okay, let's talk about it next time, this time I bought it first." Lin Jia was also a little angry, thinking that I didn't give him face, so he picked up the two children and went out.

I changed my clothes and sat on the sofa in a daze alone, it turned out that I didn't want to say a hydrogen balloon, that is, ten mangoes, as long as I wanted, I would buy them, but now shouldn't he and I stand on the united front to save money? Why did I end up saving money on my own?

I was a little depressed, so I went to the drawer in the bedroom and wanted to take out the drawer to take a pill that could relieve my anxiety, but when I opened the cabinet, there were only a few empty pill bottle shells, and it turned out that I had forgotten that there was no medicine since the day before yesterday.

I had to get up and go to the bathroom, wash my face and tie my hair back to make myself look fresher.

Because it was very close, Lin Jia soon came back with her two children, not only buying balloons but also other toys, so it seemed to retaliate against me for buying things in general, which made me feel a little uncomfortable.

Dinner was very quiet, that kind of happy dinner time is now a luxury for our family, even the two children have adapted to the silent dinner time, at first the children will ask, I tell them to eat and sleep. Later, they adapted to this oppressive feeling.

After dinner, I took my two children to read picture books, and then put the children to sleep, now that Little Cream is older, she prefers to sleep in the same bed with Mango, so now I basically put the two of them to sleep, and I go back to my room.

"Mom, is the hydrogen balloon really dangerous?" When Mango was about to fall asleep after I finished talking about the picture book, he suddenly looked at me and asked me.

I nodded, yes, my mom asked you to watch the video, so I took out my tablet and searched for the video of the hydrogen balloon explosion for her to see, of course, the main reason why I didn't buy the hydrogen balloon was because I wanted to save money.

"So serious?"

"Yes, mom is just a pair of you babies, I won't be able to live without your mom, I can't lose you." I touched the children's heads, and Mango took my hand and said, "Mom, I'm sorry I blamed you wrong." I thought you didn't buy it because you didn't love me anymore. ”

"Mommy loves you forever."