I just arrived at the hospital at half past seven and received Lin Jia's WeChat "You went to work and left?" The "quick reply" has already arrived at the hospital, don't read it. "Lin Jia and I agreed that no matter how bad the quarrel was, we must not reply to WeChat, so that the other party cannot find it, at least let the other party know that it is safe.

I had a morning meeting to discuss preoperative cases, and I was busy all morning. The first surgery today was on a 6-year-old girl with a lump in her chest wall.

Early in the morning, I came to the ward to pick up the patient, and the girl and her mother were already waiting in the ward. "Child, what is your name?" I held out my hand. "Auntie, my name is Li Shiyan," said the girl, revealing her wristband and motioning for me to check.

"Awesome, baby, do you know how to ask your aunt to check the wristband, elementary school or kindergarten?"

"Auntie, me, I didn't go to school?"

"Oh?" I looked at the child's mother suspiciously. Shiyan's mother wrenched her hands together and said, "Shiyan has been in the hematology department of our hospital for two years since she was sick, but she recently found something on her chest wall, so she was transferred here." ”

After checking, I squatted down and hugged Shiyan in my arms, "I see, Auntie also has two little sisters at home, when you get better, you can come to Auntie's house as a guest and play with the two little sisters, okay?" When Shiyan is in good health, she can go to school and go to school with her children, right? ”

"Well, Auntie, Shiyan will be brave."

He Shiyan's mother took the child to the special elevator for surgery and soon arrived at the operating department. Shiyan's mother suddenly held my hand, "Please." ”

I patted her hand and comforted, "Don't worry, sure, when I see Shiyan, I will see my two daughters, don't worry, I'll notify you when the operation is over, please rest assured." ”

Closing the door of the buffer room, Shiyan asked me, "Auntie, am I dying?" ”

"Why do you say that?" I touched Shiyan's head.

"Because that day, the doctor's uncle and mother said that they should consider transferring, although I was still young, but I had lived here for a long time, I could understand, and Doudou, who lived in the bed next to me, went to heaven, and at that time, the aunt in the oncology department said that he had metastasized. So I think I'm probably going to die too. ”

"No, Shiyan" I hugged her, "Auntie assures you, Shiyan will grow up healthy and healthy, from today onwards, the two of us will be good friends, you must be strong, when you are discharged from the hospital, Auntie will take you to play with your little sister." ”

Bringing Shiyan to the operation preparation room, ready to prick the needle, I rolled up the child's sleeve, and tears flowed out instantly, because of the long-term infusion, the child's arm was blue and purple, the infusion was too much, the number of blood draws was more, and the blood vessels were basically destroyed. Shiyan saw me crying, and immediately nervously wiped my tears, "Auntie, don't cry." Auntie, isn't Shiyan making you angry, Auntie, don't cry. ”

I shook my head, "No, Shiyan is great, Auntie just fascinated her eyes just now, now you see that isn't good?" You tell Auntie, do these hurt? ”

"It doesn't hurt, this is because I didn't press it well after the blood was drawn, and this is because I moved around after the infusion to become like this, it's all because Shiyan is too naughty."

"Shiyan, Auntie may need another needle, can you persevere?"

"Auntie, I'm strong, you pierce it, the nurses and sisters said that Shiyan's blood vessels are not good, you look for it slowly, Shiyan is not afraid."

I couldn't do it when I saw Xiao Shiyan's strong appearance, so I called Teacher Wang in the preparation room to help, Teacher Wang chose blood vessel disinfection, and I put my hand on the side, only to see that when the needle was pricked, Shiyan closed her eyes and frowned, and the only free hand was still covering her mouth. I could tell she was scared, but she still had to reassure us that it didn't hurt.

God, why are you always so ruthless and make the loveliest, most innocent child sick?

The venous access was ready, and I took Shiyan into the operating room. Shi Yan was extremely cooperative with all the preparations. Lin Jia did it in the operating room today, Lin Jia came in and looked at me, I immediately turned my head over and pretended not to see it.

Lin Jia held Shiyan's hand, "Shiyan, I'm going to be anesthetized later, and when my uncle calls 123, Shiyan will sleep, do you believe it?" ”

Shiyan shook her head, "I was a little scared last night and didn't fall asleep, so I didn't believe you said that 123 could fall asleep." ”

Then we're ready. I saw the anesthesia teacher open the ether and prepare to induce anesthesia, "Shiyan, smell it, what does the air smell like, is it apple or strawberry?" The anesthesiologist said softly.

"I didn't smell it"

"Then you sniff hard and tell me."

"Shiyan I'm going to shout 123, 1.......2......3........."

The anesthesia teacher nodded at Lin Jia, signaling that he could prepare to wash his hands and disinfect his hands. I placed Shiyan and shouted to Lin Jia, who was washing his hands, "Lin Jia! ”

"What's wrong?" Lin Jia turned his head and asked

"Later, lightly, I'm afraid she will hurt."

"Hmm." Lin Jia nodded.

The anesthesia teacher smiled at me and said, "Xia Fei, just Lin Jia is your husband cooperates with you, the children are anesthetized, you tell me how she hurts?" ”

Yes, she is anesthetized, how can it hurt. But I still can't help but explain that every time I encounter a child coming for surgery, I am very sad, and I always feel that the child is pitiful and helpless.

"Lin Jia, what do you think of the lump?" I asked when I put on Lin Jia's surgical gown.

"I can't say, I'm afraid that she will be affected by her own cancer and metastasize, wait for the freeze later, I hope it doesn't metastasize, otherwise the child will be too pitiful."

From the beginning of the operation, all of our hearts were pinched together, although this child and we have never known each other, but it touched the hearts of each of us, the 6-year-old child was in the oncology department for two years, and he had to comfort me when he was stuck. Such an obedient and sensible child is faced with the cruel fact of this transfer.

"If you have a new message, please pay attention to check it." Computer voice focused all of our eyes on the rapid freezing results.

"Lin Jia didn't see the transfer 0/3, Lin Jia, didn't transfer, didn't transfer" I hugged Lin Jia excitedly.

"Sister, am I still on the operating table? Now, you've polluted me, and I'll have to wash my hands and change my clothes again. ”

The anesthesia teacher joked, "Lin Jia, can you two not show affection here, but take care of our emotions." ”

"What's the matter, our working hours are ordinary colleagues." I was embarrassed and quickly explained, "I'm excited because Xiao Shiyan is not as bad as I imagined." ”

"Then why don't you hug me," the anesthesia teacher continued to tease me.

"Okay, hurry up and help me put on the surgical gown, sew up the wound, and prepare to send the child to the recovery room." At this time, Lin Jia, who had disinfected his hands, helped me out.

After a while, the operation ended, I pushed the child to the anesthesia recovery room, and then, because there was no operation, I followed Lin Jia to the conversation room to talk to the family, Shiyan's mother heard that there was no transfer, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time were finally released, and I also choked up on the other side of the conversation window because of Shiyan's mother's tears, "Shiyan's mother, you have to be strong, the child is fine, and he will come out later, and he can go back to the ward." You can rest assured that Shiyan is very strong and obedient, there is no crying, no disobedience. ”

Hearing this, Shiyan's mother burst into tears, "The child's father divorced me because of the child's illness, and I have lived here with me for the past two years, Shiyan is really obedient, and the obedience makes me feel distressed." ”

At the end of the conversation, only me and Lin Jia were left in the conversation room, I turned around and was about to leave, Lin Jia suddenly grabbed me, pressed me against the glass of the conversation window and kissed me through the mask.

I pushed him away angrily, "What are you doing, and the camera, can you respect yourself." ”

"I kiss my daughter-in-law, what am I afraid of, not to mention that I have a little red book issued to me by the state, I am reasonable and legal, and I can't help but see my beautiful, kind and generous wife."

Flim Flam, I pulled the door and wanted to leave. Lin Jia grabbed my hand, "I thought about Feifei, I was wrong, I won't be like this again in the future, you forgive me, I'm sorry, don't be sad." ”

"Hmph, no," he said, and opened the door.

Lin Jia shouted to me behind him, "Wait and go home together, I'll give a doctor's order and go home"