I know, it's me who is too anxious. It's because I haven't adjusted it in my own heart. I slammed the door open and walked out of the room with tears on my face.

"What? Don't cry anymore? My father angrily shouted at me, "What is there to cry about?" Can crying solve the problem? Look at this room, old and young, Xia Fei, don't think I'm talking ugly, so many of us are still counting on you, you have to stand up for me, you owe me so much money, you have time to cry, it's better to find a way to make money! ”

I looked at my father, then at my mother and the child, who was hiding in my mother's arms and timidly watching me and my father confronting each other.

I bit my lip and didn't speak, yes, so many people are still waiting for me, I am the pillar of the family, what do I have to cry, where do I have time to cry.

"Fifi." Dad's voice softened significantly, "Although you are not your father's biological child, but you are your father's only child, for Dad, you are really my daughter, how can you be a father, how can you be wronged a little?" However, the road is your own choice, we can only watch you walk, the person who really walks is still yourself, just like when you learned to walk when you were a child, your parents can only watch you from behind, but they can't always support you. "My father beat my mother's sick head with more gray hair, in my impression, he has been a happy person since he came to our house, never spoke so loudly to me, the last time was because I almost killed my own father, my father was angry.

"At that time, I persuaded you not to divorce because Dad knew how much you loved Lin Jia, you were miserable if you divorced, and you would be miserable if you didn't divorce, but if you didn't divorce, Lin Jia would have the opportunity to slowly make up for you, but I didn't expect that Dad's wrong decision at the beginning hurt you." The father actually shed tears, "Dad, looking at you like this, I feel uncomfortable." ”

My father couldn't say any more and turned around and went back to his room.

My mother pulled me with tears in her eyes, "Feifei, don't practice yourself, it's a big deal that our family doesn't want money, if you're not happy, let's get a divorce and come back." ”

"No, Mom, I can't leave Lin Jia, Lin Jia is at a sad juncture now, and now I mention divorce, isn't this pouring salt on Lin Jia's knife? It's the equivalent of poking him with a knife. ”

"Since you don't want a divorce, you cheer me up." My father shouted at me in the bedroom, "You can't solve the problem by crying and crying, so you might as well think about how to make money." ”

"Okay, okay, don't talk about it, Fei Fei eat quickly, people are iron rice is steel, and they don't eat hungry."

"Mom, eat quickly, don't cry." Mango stayed behind her mother, and although she didn't know what was going on, she could tell that her grandfather was arguing with her mother. "Mom, just go and apologize to grandpa, every time I do something wrong, after apologizing, grandpa forgives me."

"Okay." I sniffed and went into the bedroom, "Dad, I'm sorry. Before he finished speaking, tears had already fallen, and his whole mouth trembled and he couldn't speak.

My father stood up and patted me on the shoulder and walked out of the room without saying a word.

I wiped away my tears, went to the bathroom to wash my face, looked at my red eyes in the mirror, and swore I would not let down the people I protected.

After the mother put the child to sleep, she came to the restaurant and sat down to talk to me, "Feifei, there is enough food to eat, not enough for mom to cook for you." ”

I grabbed my mother's hand, "No, I'm not hungry, you can go and rest." ”

"I'm fine, I'm not tired at all for a day, now I'm on a long vacation, it's not time yet, I will retire in August in the second half of the year, what are you afraid of, our days will slowly get better."

"Hmm." I lowered my head with tears in my eyes and nodded, tears dripping down the bowl into the rice, not daring to look up for fear that my mother would see me crying again.

Back in the room, looking at the two sleeping children, I sighed softly, I don't know if the road ahead will still be so difficult, whether the life of every family is also so difficult, forget it, close your eyes and move forward.

Ever since I was depressed, I felt like I was depressed for a while, and I was sluggish for the other, and I was going back and forth between the two states, but I felt like I spent most of my time in malaise.

I had stopped taking the medication, so I had to find a way to self-regulate every time, so I went to the pharmacy and bought the cheapest betalux to fight my arrhythmia to make myself comfortable.

Since I don't know what topic to talk to everyone, then it's appropriate to leave a little farther, including Jing Xin, Jing Xin now has new friends, a new circle, several people often go shopping together, go on outings, I think, this is very good, not that every friendship will be with each other for a lifetime, Jing Xin and I are still good friends, but it is no longer the kind of good friends who used to talk about everything.

I often feel lonely in the operating room, the huge operating room, thousands of square meters, but I isolate everyone from my world, no longer contact with everyone, I go home every day after surgery, go to work for surgery, and don't say a word more.

"You wait." As soon as I rubbed my shoulders and walked out of the buffer room, Liu Chuxi stopped me behind my back, "You look weird lately." ”

I didn't expect that it was her who cared about me the most, I thought to myself, and helplessly gave her a smile back, I hadn't smiled for a long time, so I was a little stiff.

"I'll ask you." Liu Chuxi forced me to the edge of my cabinet, leaving me with no way out.

"Are you sick? The two of you go to work, and you make trouble all day. I pushed her away and took the bath frame to take the shower.

"Who's sick?"

"I'll just say you, what's the matter? Can you not take advantage of the head nurse's absence to make waves. "I pulled my shaver out of the shower basket and was ready to do anything with her, I was like a big fighting and I was on full alert.

"Yo, I just said two words to you, and I couldn't help it?" Liu Chuxi still refused to leave.

And at this moment she may never know that I am planning to cut his carotid artery from the left or to the right.

She stood in front of me like a horn, but my brain exploded and I didn't know what she was saying.

At this time, there was a sudden dizziness, my hand was loosened, everything was scattered on the ground, and then in Liu Chuxi's scream, I fell heavily to the ground.

When I woke up again, I saw Lin Jia sitting next to me, looking around, I should be lying in our lounge.

"Why are you here?"

"Just now Haozi called and said you fainted. I hurried down, what the hell is going on? ”

"It's okay, I just talked to Liu Chuxi, and I felt dizzy."

"You, you really scared me to death. Did you not sleep well yesterday? ”

"I guess so."

"You lie down a little longer, and when we're ready to go home, I'll get you some water." Lin Jia turned around and went out to fetch water for me, and at this moment, Liu Chuxi touched into the lounge, "Are you awake?" ”

"Hmm." I didn't really want to talk to her.

"You, are you alright?"

"It's fine."

"Don't blame me for this matter, it has nothing to do with me, it's because your own body is too weak, I'll talk to you for a few words, and you will fall."

I shook my head, "I don't blame you, I know, don't worry, I won't make a small report, this matter is clear to the two of us, if there is a third person who knows, that's what I said." ”

"I'm not wrong, I'm afraid that you will go out and say it, I'm afraid that you will talk nonsense, and if you say this, it will be like I am at fault." Liu Chuxi honked endlessly, so I had to frown and say, "Please go out." ”

"Get out, get out." turned around, and Liu Chuxi left.