Chapter 22: Brother Dajun, gone
Tang Zhengjun was discharged from the hospital.
He felt that since God had already set the ending for him, he didn't want to lie in the hospital before he closed his eyes.
Fang Xiaoyuan disagreed at first, Tang Zhengjun's spirit became worse and worse, and in just ten days, he lost ten pounds. The whole person looks like walking skin, and he is not like words.
And now Tang Zhengjun is suffering from pain both day and night, and he can't get any relief at all after a shot of painkillers.
In other words, being admitted to the hospital is just asking for comfort.
The countdown to his life has begun.
At the same time, Fang Xiaoyuan also lost weight at a visible speed, his facial features, which were originally very three-dimensional, were also sunken after such a thin weight, and the whole person looked tired.
At first glance, her appearance is not necessarily better than Tang Zhengjun.
Fang Xiaoyuan needs to take care of Tang Zhengjun. If Tang Zhengjun only sleeps four hours a day, then Fang Xiaoyuan can only sleep three hours. When Tang Zhengjun was in pain, she had no other way to help him, so she could only stand aside and watch helplessly. When Tang Zhengjun couldn't eat it, she didn't want to eat it either. Tang Zhengjun's abdomen is hardened, and as long as Fang Xiaoyuan has no money, he will keep stroking him with his palm, always thinking that he can make him more comfortable. In addition, you have to supervise him to take medicine, wash his feet and wipe his body...
Sick and sick.
Taking care of the sick is also very tiring.
The Army stopped the car and lowered the contents of the trunk one by one. Fang Xiaoyuan followed and got out of the car, glanced behind him in poor spirits, and stretched out his hand to help Tang Zhengjun down.
Tang Zhengjun saw her like this, smiled reluctantly and said, "Not really." ”
Fang Xiaoyuan didn't speak, he put the thread coat in his hand on Tang Zhengjun, turned around and helped the army carry a bag back.
When the three of them returned to the house, Tang Zhengjun had just hit the sofa, Fang Xiaoyuan poured out a large pile of miscellaneous pills in his bag, broke them off one by one, put them in his palm and stretched them out in front of Tang Zhengjun, and then handed over the thermos cup, the meaning was obvious - hurry up and take the medicine.
Tang Zhengjun's body leaned back unconsciously, his head hurt when he saw these medicines, but compared to Fang Xiaoyuan's stiff face at this moment, he still chose to take it honestly and swallow it without saying a word.
This little girl didn't want him to be discharged from the hospital, and comforted herself with thinking that as long as Tang Zhengjun was not discharged from the hospital, the doctor would definitely have a way to cure him.
At this time, everyone has entered a period of panic, panic is backlogged little by little, and it is inevitable that they will be upset and irritable, but they really dare not relax, become afraid and dazed, and really feel helpless and powerless.
Fang Xiaoyuan watched Tang Zhengjun swallow the medicine, and his face eased slightly: "What do you want to eat today?" Tell me, I'll do it for you. ”
"Don't be busy." Tang Zhengjun pulled the little thing over and said with a smile: "Xiaoyuan, you sit for a while, let's talk." ”
"Brother Jun, I've got everything back." The Army came over and asked, "Is there anything else to do?" Despite the commands. ”
Tang Zhengjun shook his head: "Not for the time being, you go back first, and I'll call you if I have something." ”
The army 'oh', looked at him and Fang Xiaoyuan, and left without saying anything, in the huge villa, in addition to Fang Xiaoyuan and Tang Zhengjun, there was only one dog left who only knew how to sleep.
Fang Xiaoyuan sat on the side, staring at Boss Pi in a daze, the dog was sleeping on all fours, snoring louder than an adult, and he didn't know what he dreamed of, his hind legs kicked up desperately, and his whole body twisted like crazy, which was very funny.
Fang Xiaoyuan looked at it for a while, and there was a slight smile in his eyes. Tang Zhengjun followed her gaze, smiled a little, and said, "Boss Pi will hand it over to you in the future." ”
It's okay not to say this, but as soon as Fang Xiaoyuan said it, the smile that Fang Xiaoyuan had managed to make up immediately disappeared, his eyes darkened, and he was stubborn: "I don't want it, you raise your dog yourself." ”
Tang Zhengjun smiled, as if he was tired, and put his head on Fang Xiaoyuan's shoulder. Fang Xiaoyuan was originally thin, there was no flesh on his shoulders, and he was a little awkward to lean on, besides, a woman's shoulders were not as good as a man's, and he looked weak, Tang Zhengjun was not comfortable to rely on, but he was reluctant to leave, he closed his eyes and carefully felt the temperature from this body.
"Xiaoyuan." Tang Zhengjun shouted in a low voice, and then there was no follow-up, it seemed that he just shouted casually.
Fang Xiaoyuan let out a 'hmm', and it took a long time to hear Tang Zhengjun say, "Thank you." ”
Fang Xiaoyuan didn't speak, she felt that her nose was a little sour and her eyes were a little swollen. Looking at Boss Pi not far away, he suddenly became a little blurry.
After a while, Tang Zhengjun didn't know what he thought, he laughed himself, and after laughing, he patted the back of Fang Xiaoyuan's hand and said: "Xiaoyuan, I suddenly remembered that when I pretended to be sick before, I was quite good at swaggering with this mouth, and in order to let you be by my side, I would say anything... But this is really the case, but I just want you to be good. This person is really strange.,I used to feel like I was a special cow //B when I was good.,Don't pay attention to anything.,Finally fell to this point.,I want to cherish it but I don't have time.。 It's true... There is no time left, even if it is a year, it would be good for me to live one more year...... Xiaoyuan, I'm sorry... I may not be able to accompany you in the future. I used to think that even if you couldn't marry me, let me see you happy... But it seems that it's too late, it's really a pity. ”
It's a pity that I can't accompany you well, and I can't see your happiness. I don't know who is so lucky to marry you and accompany you to old age.
Eventually, none of this will be seen again.
Fang Xiaoyuan's tears finally fell as if she didn't want money, she held Tang Zhengjun with her backhand and said, sobbing back: "Who said those words are bastard words." I've wanted to marry you since I was sixteen, and you're my hero. I remember that when you brought your girlfriend back for the first time, I felt very uncomfortable, and I was very jealous of the woman you brought home, and I secretly cried several times alone. Brother Jun, you were my dream at that time... Brother Jun, there's nothing to regret, it's better for us to get married, I'll give you a baby, okay? ”
Tang Zhengjun opened his eyes, raised his eyes and looked at Fang Xiaoyuan, from this angle, he could see her straight nose, as if she was trying her best to restrain her emotions, her nostrils were slightly open, her lower lip was bitten in her mouth, and tears still kept flowing out of her eyes.
Tang Zhengjun smiled helplessly, stretched out his hand to wipe it under her eyes, and coaxed: "Don't cry, look at you, why do you cry every day, it's not beautiful." Brother Jun, I like beautiful women. ”
"I'm a beauty if I cry or not."
"Well, it's pretty." Tang Zhengjun said: "But Brother Jun is already very content to be like this, and now Brother Jun has no energy to have children, it's a pity that it's a pity, but I don't know which grandson will be cheaper in the future." Fang Xiaoyuan, you see, feng shui takes turns, and now it's Brother Jun's turn to be envious and jealous. ”
Fang Xiaoyuan insisted for a moment: "Then let's get married, I don't want you to leave regrets." ”
Tang Zhengjun shook his head: "I'm very content if you can do this, I don't care about that form... However, Brother Jun really wants to see you look in a wedding dress, it must be beautiful. ”
This kind of special moment, not to mention that Tang Zhengjun wants to see Fang Xiaoyuan wearing a wedding dress, even if Luo // body Fang Xiaoyuan agrees to take it off to him. So two hours after Tang Zhengjun finished speaking, Fang Xiaoyuan and him had already sat in a photography building.
Fang Xiaoyuan sat in the dressing room, and a professional makeup artist applied makeup to her, and behind her there was a row of long hangers, on which more than a dozen sets of wedding dresses of different styles had been hung, and a shopping guide stood next to her, who was admiring Fang Xiaoyuan with a professional smirk.
The shopping guide has never done such a business, and his heart is secretly refreshing, and now this business is really refreshing, and the guests will ask them to come up with the best wedding dress, and immediately try to take a photo, it doesn't matter how much.
No one has trouble with money, and the gleeful shopping guide immediately moved out the most expensive wedding dress in the store, Fang Xiaoyuan has no ability to appreciate, anything can be done. Tang Zhengjun sat on the sofa outside with tea in his hand and waited. At this time, the shopping guide walked up to him again and said with a smile: "Mr. Tang, let's also choose a few sets of dresses for yourself." ”
Tang Zhengjun smiled and shook his head: "I'll just look at it, don't shoot." ”
Guide:......
The business has done today, and it is not said that the two people took wedding photos and were only accompanied by the man and did not participate.
Tang Zhengjun smiled and didn't speak, as if he didn't want to spend that energy explaining. The shopping guide saw that he didn't seem to want to take care of himself, so he rolled to the dressing room with interest.
It wasn't until Fang Xiaoyuan came out that Tang Zhengjun's peach blossom eyes lit up again, and with shock and obsession, he stared at Fang Xiaoyuan with a good mistake.
Fang Xiaoyuan was suddenly embarrassed by him, looked down at his outfit, and only felt that the wedding dress was very tight, squeezing all the flesh on her body in front of x, showing that her waist was thin and straight, and she was tilted forward.
Tang Zhengjun walked over and lifted her chin, prompting her to raise her head. Fang Xiaoyuan, who has put on makeup, is really good-looking, usually this face looks very light without makeup except for three-dimensional and profound, but now with a little makeup, the whole face begins to be vivid, bright and glamorous. Tang Zhengjun's gaze moved to Fang Xiaoyuan's hair, originally she had long hair, but some time ago, she didn't know what Fang Xiaoyuan thought, so she suddenly cut her short hair to her ears.
Tang Zhengjun touched her hair and said regretfully: "I still like when you have long hair, I'm afraid I can't wait for you to grow your hair." ”
Fang Xiaoyuan's hair was cut high. As soon as Tang Zhengjun said this, Fang Xiaoyuan was stunned, not knowing what he had thought, and froze in place.
"What's wrong? What are you thinking? ”
Fang Xiaoyuan came back to his senses and smiled: "It's nothing, it was too hot before, and it was too annoying to wash my hair for a long time, so I just cut it." ”
Tang Zhengjun didn't say anything after listening to the explanation, Fang Xiaoyuan was stunned for a moment, he understood very well in his heart. But at this time, Fang Xiaoyuan left everything and took care of him with all his heart, and he wouldn't eat any flying vinegar indiscriminately. Besides, even if Fang Xiaoyuan has someone he likes now, Tang Zhengjun will support it, but if this person is high and considers Fang Xiaoyuan, Tang Zhengjun will still feel inappropriate.
The identity of a star looks glamorous, rich and beautiful, and is also admired by a group of fanatical fans. But to fall in love with a celebrity, first of all, you must have a strong psychological quality, you must be able to stand his long-term absence, understand his work in a wreath, and not be angry when you are maliciously criticized by his hot-headed female fans.
Looking for a boyfriend, it's not about getting angry with yourself. Such an insecure man, of course Tang Zhengjun didn't want Fang Xiaoyuan to like it. However, Tang Zhengjun would not say anything in front of Fang Xiaoyuan now. He knew that if the two of them didn't have such a thing as a body swap now, there shouldn't be anything to do with it.
In the final analysis, he is worried that such a proud and arrogant star, even if he looks at Xiaoyuan above, it will not last long, and when he scatters in two, it will not be Fang Xiaoyuan's bad luck. At that time, he was no longer there, how sad this girl should be.
Fang Xiaoyuan saw that Tang Zhengjun was silent, reached out and took his hand, pinched his fingers one by one with his hand, and asked, "The shopping guide said that you don't take pictures, why?" Don't want to shoot with me? ”
Tang Zhengjun grabbed the dishonest hand: "Of course I want to, I want to dream of it... I especially want to see you in a wedding dress, but now I can see it, I'm quite content, you can shoot it, I don't need it. ”
Now Tang Zhengjun will take Fang Xiaoyuan into account in everything he does. He was afraid that Fang Xiaoyuan would have a boyfriend in the future, and when he saw such a photo, he would feel a little nostalgic.
Fang Xiaoyuan stared at Tang Zhengjun, and also began to be stubborn: "Then I won't shoot anymore, it's boring to shoot alone." ”
Tang Zhengjun: ......
In the end, Tang Zhengjun still failed to dig Fang Xiaoyuan. Fang Xiaoyuan said that if he didn't shoot, he really stood in place, lowered his head and stared at his toes without saying a word.
Tang Zhengjun had no choice but to coax, but the other party didn't listen at all.
Tang Zhengjun hugged her, but the other party didn't move.
Tang Zhengjun explained that he is now too thin to take a photo, and Fang Xiaoyuan pretended to be deaf.
Finally, helplessness. Tang Zhengjun asked the shopping guide to choose a few suits, but he couldn't survive Fang Xiaoyuan, so he had to shoot.
It wasn't until the evening that the indoor shooting of the two ended.
On the way back from the photography building, Tang Zhengjun was in pain again, he was facing out of the car window, curled himself up on the co-pilot without saying a word, his forehead was bruised, one hand was hidden behind him and he was holding the car seat tightly, he only hoped that Fang Xiaoyuan would focus on driving now and not pay attention to him for the time being.
Fang Xiaoyuan drove the car and said to Tang Zhengjun: "We have already paid the expedited fee, and we can get the photos in three days, I want all the photos taken today, okay?" ”
Tang Zhengjun gritted his teeth and was silent, his nails dug deep into the leather pad, but he couldn't control it, and a moan leaked out of his mouth. Fang Xiaoyuan turned his head violently, saw the rickety figure, his heart sank, and he hurriedly parked the car on the side of the road, and began to rummage through his bag.
She had painkillers in her bag, as well as painkiller injections, which doctors prescribed to her when she was discharged from the hospital. Tang Zhengjun's current situation is basically a willful type, anytime, anywhere, it hurts whenever he wants, Fang Xiaoyuan was careful, and brought a Du Lengding before going out.
A Du Lengding went down, Tang Zhengjun still didn't get better, his face was pale and curled up, the hand that picked the seat was already clenched into a fist, because of excessive force, his nails were cut into the flesh. Fang Xiaoyuan went to break his hands, broke them one by one, and pressed his head into his arms in pain, as if to comfort him and comfort himself: "It's okay, Brother Jun, it won't hurt for a while, it's okay, it's okay." ”
A little more than a month later, winter came.
The high-level crew was finished, and he flew to a city a thousand kilometers away to participate in the show almost without stopping, and the schedule was full.
Tang Zhengjun can't go out anymore, his energy is low, and he has to be supported by someone when he takes two steps. Sometimes it hurts so much that I lie on the bed and babble nonsense. Basically, I was in a state of confusion all day long, and I could only eat some liquid food every day, and my whole body began to swell from my feet, and my stomach began to become hard, and it was difficult to get out if I couldn't pull it out.
At noon one day, taking advantage of the good sun, Fang Xiaoyuan lay at the head of Tang Zhengjun's bed and called him, and after a while, Tang Zhengjun opened his eyes and looked at her without any strength.
Fang Xiaoyuan patted Tang Zhengjun's hand and whispered softly, as if he was afraid of disturbing him: "Brother Jun, it's good today, how about I give you a bath?" ”
Tang Zhengjun closed his eyes and did not move, and only nodded with difficulty after half a minute. Fang Xiaoyuan immediately put his arm around the back of his neck and helped him up hard.
The water had already been placed in the bathtub in the bathroom, Fang Xiaoyuan tried the water temperature again, the water temperature was just right, Fang Xiaoyuan helped Tang Zhengjun down and asked him to soak for a while. I took out his swollen feet and gently pinched them, trying to make him shufu. But at this time, Tang Zhengjun was only more uncomfortable, and Fang Xiaoyuan's massage didn't have any effect at all.
After pressing his feet for a while, Fang Xiaoyuan used a towel to carefully wipe Tang Zhengjun's body. When his hand touched his stomach, it was obviously swollen and unpresentable, and Fang Xiaoyuan carefully pressed it there with his hand for a while.
At this time, Tang Zhengjun suddenly opened his eyes, his eyes were clearer than usual, and he stared at Fang Xiaoyuan with a mistake, as if he wanted to engrave her appearance into his mind little by little.
"Xiaoyuan." Tang Zhengjun grabbed Fang Xiaoyuan's hand, put it on his lips and kissed it, and said, "Let me hug you, okay?" ”
The massage hand paused, didn't say anything, wrapped around his waist, and leaned his face on Tang Zhengjun's chest. Fang Xiaoyuan closed his eyes and felt the heartbeat, and an indescribable discomfort blocked his chest.
Tang Zhengjun smiled and patted her: "Help me up, let me hug me." ”
Fang Xiaoyuan didn't move: "I haven't washed it yet, I'll wait." ”
Tang Zhengjun seemed to be unable to wait: "Then hurry up and wash it." ”
Fang Xiaoyuan glanced up at him, Tang Zhengjun's spirit seemed to be much better than usual, the corners of his mouth were smiling shallowly, and his peach blossom eyes seemed to be as sparkling as before. Fang Xiaoyuan looked at him stunned, and his heart sank little by little.
Fang Xiaoyuan gave Tang Zhengjun a bath, and when he was dressing, Tang Zhengjun was shouting that he wanted to wear new clothes in the wardrobe, and that set of clothes was half a month ago, Tang Zhengjun invited a designer to make a special trip to customize, said a lot of requirements, and rushed out of the suit within three days.
Fang Xiaoyuan took out the suit and hugged it in his arms, his hands trembled uncontrollably, as if what he was holding in his hand was not a suit, but a poisonous snake with baring teeth.
Tang Zhengjun stretched out his hand and motioned for Fang Xiaoyuan to help him put it on.
"Xiaoyuan." Tang Zhengjun suddenly hugged her into his arms when Fang Xiaoyuan was dressing her, and said, "I especially want to eat borscht today, you can buy some food in a while, can you make one for me?" ”
Fang Xiaoyuan: "Okay." ”
Tang Zhengjun then kissed Fang Xiaoyuan's hair: "I miss my mother a little, you can go see her for me when you are free, my mother will trouble you in the future." ”
"Hmm."
"I like this villa very much, I wanted to give it to you as a birthday gift, I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for that day, I'll tell you in advance, even if you don't like it in the future, don't sell it."
"Okay."
"I re-ordered a new bed, the same one I slept on, after I left, you dispose of this bed, don't sleep yourself."
“……”
"I also left you some money, I may not see you get married and have children, but the gift money still has to be prepared, and the money should be given to you in the future to get married, have children, and go to school when the child is one year old, you can't do without it."
“……”
"Also, Xiaoyuan, I love you. Remember. ”
"I know."
"That's good." Tang Zhengjun held Fang Xiaoyuan's face and wited: "Go buy vegetables, I'll wait for you at home." ”
"Okay."
……
Tang Zhengjun left, it snowed that day, and the cold Fang Xiaoyuan's tears seemed to have been frozen, and he refused to fall.
The army took care of the aftermath, pulled people to the funeral home overnight, and notified relatives and friends. Only I didn't dare to tell Tang Zhengjun's mother.
At the farewell meeting of the body, Fang Xiaoyuan didn't seem to hold on, and fell headlong and was sent to the hospital. When she woke up, she received another piece of bad news.
She is two months pregnant.
Unfortunately, this planted the child. After having a high fever for two days in a row, Fang Xiaoyuan went to clear the palace without saying a word.
On the operating table, the doctor indifferently asked Tuizhang to open, Fang Xiaoyuan walked the dead and did it, feeling the cold instrument entering her body, devouring her internal organs, and finally couldn't hold back, hiding her face and crying bitterly.
It's over
It's all gone.