Chapter 21: Goodbye Hold high
Fang Xiaoyuan's mobile phone vibrated twice more in his pocket, and two WeChat messages came, which were high. This time, he didn't let her roll back, but asked cautiously:
- Fang Xiaoyuan, do you mind if I treated you like that last night?
- I'm sorry, I didn't know you would mind. I thought you would... I can take care of it.
Fang Xiaoyuan sat in the taxi to the hospital, not knowing what he was thinking, and did not notice these two pieces of information.
After the taxi drove to the entrance of the hospital, the driver glanced at the traffic lined up in the rearview mirror and asked Fang Xiaoyuan: "Girl, the hospital has arrived, do you drive in or just go down at the door?" ”
Fang Xiaoyuan was asked by the driver, and immediately returned to his soul, and said apologetically: "Oh, I'm sorry master, let's go here, how much?" Is there a QR code, I'll scan it for you. ”
"Yes, behind the seat, see?"
Fang Xiaoyuan scanned the code and got out of the car, and when he stood at the door of the hospital, he was suddenly scared. At this moment, she would rather the army was lying to her. She would rather believe that Tang Zhengjun was really dating than living in this hospital full of disinfectant smells.
Tang Zhengjun wanted to eat tomato beef soup on a whim, and it had to be made by the Hunan restaurant next to the alley of Fang Xiaoyuan's hometown. At such times, the patient's family will satisfy whatever he wants to eat. When the army came out of Tang Zhengjun's house, he went directly to the Hunan restaurant.
When he came back, he happened to meet Fang Xiaoyuan at the elevator entrance.
Fang Xiaoyuan's gaze fell on the fast food box he was carrying: "Hunan restaurant has it packed there." ”
Jun Jun nodded and handed the fast food box to Fang Xiaoyuan.
Fang Xiaoyuan subconsciously took a step back and didn't answer.
Jun pulled the corners of his mouth: "If Brother Jun knew that I was talkative, maybe I would have walked faster than him." There you go... I only hope that you can stay with him during this time, and it won't be too long anyway, which is not too demanding. ”
Fang Xiaoyuan really didn't want to take this fast food box.
Tang Zhengjun has a mirror under his pillow, the ward is a single room, he is going to die, he also specially applied for a VIP ward for himself, and he has the idea of making himself more comfortable even if he dies.
There was no one in the ward at this time, he pulled the mirror out from under the pillow and held it up to his face, the person in the mirror had dull skin, high cheekbones, and a pair of proud peach blossom eyes, which were collapsing at the moment, and he couldn't use the current without energy. Looking at the whole thing, this face in the mirror reveals one - the word mourning.
Tang Zhengjun sighed secretly, no matter how bad he was, he had to retain his grace. But now, in just a month and a half, his weight has dropped from 70 kilograms to 58 kilograms. If you lose weight again, you will lose your phase.
At this time, the nurse pushed open the door of the ward, saw Tang Zhengjun holding a mirror, and joked: "Yo, today is more handsome than yesterday, come, raise your hand, and take your temperature." ”
Tang Zhengjun raised his right hand weakly, and when the nurse put the thermometer in his armpit, he said weakly: "Little sister, I am about to travel westward with a crane, and I have always had a regret in my heart, that is, I didn't marry a wife." You see, we are so fateful, you should consider marrying me, fulfill my last wish, and inherit my family wealth in a few months, this condition is not too much. ”
This man is like that, and he doesn't seem to be scared and beaten up by cancer. He actively cooperates with the treatment and is not negative, so people who respect life will always be impressive.
The little nurse took out the thermometer and replied with a smile: "It's okay, but you have to promise me to delete the photos you take out of your mobile phone at every turn, and I will marry, otherwise I will be jealous." ”
Tang Zhengjun covered his mobile phone: "That's not good, the photo is the only thing I have in mind, if I delete it, I don't even have a thought, woman, it's too ruthless." ”
The nurse glanced at the thermometer: "The body temperature is normal, did you hurt yesterday?" ”
Tang Zhengjun sighed: "It hurts, I think I'm going to die every night, but when I find out that I'm still alive in the morning, I feel that I'm quite lucky, and I earned another day." ”
The nurse looked at Tang Zhengjun's face, and comforted him routinely: "Don't think about it, take medicine on time, cooperate with the treatment, you will earn." ”
Tang Zhengjun smiled indifferently, lay down on the hospital bed, propped his hands behind his head, closed his eyes and said, "Why don't you kiss me, maybe I won't be in pain." ”
At this time, Fang Xiaoyuan walked in from outside the door, the nurse glanced at her, and said to Tang Zhengjun: "You have a good rest, if you have something to ring, I'll go first." ”
The nurse left, Fang Xiaoyuan put the fast food box given to her by the army on the side of the cabinet, and sat lightly beside Tang Zhengjun's bed.
When Tang Zhengjun heard the voice, he thought that the nurse hadn't left yet, but he still closed his eyes, paused and said, "Hey, little nurse, do you know who those photos in my phone are?" ”
Fang Xiaoyuan looked at her and didn't respond, but Tang Zhengjun still said to himself:
"Her name is Fang Xiaoyuan, and she is a money fan. She was only twelve or thirteen years old when I met her, and she was thin and small, with a very large head, much like a thin bean sprout. At that time, she was a little big, very serious, and very fun. Later, I don't know how that girl grew, she was so beautiful all of a sudden, and even her temper changed. Tang Zhengjun closed his eyes and laughed, and his mind had already sketched out Fang Xiaoyuan's appearance at that time: "... I miss that girl so much, especially when it hurts, I think that if I let me see her, even if I die now, it will be enough. ”
Tang Zhengjun opened his eyes, and his gaze met that of Fang Xiaoyuan on the side.
Then, Tang Zhengjun smiled again and continued to close his eyes: "Look, this thought, everyone feels like her." The hallucinations all came out. ”
Fang Xiaoyuan sighed deeply.
The hallucinating patient on the bed stiffened and opened his eyes in disbelief.
The small ward fell silent all of a sudden. Fang Xiaoyuan bit his lip and didn't speak, his jaw was tightened by her, and he tried to hold his breath, as if he relied on this breath to maintain the little sanity he had left.
"Xiaoyuan... What are you doing here? ”
Tang Zhengjun sat up from the bed, a trace of panic flashed in his eyes.
"Tang Zhengjun..."As soon as Fang Xiaoyuan spoke, tears fell down her breath, and she asked in a heavy nasal voice: "If I don't come, you don't plan to tell me...... Do you think you're so great now, hiding here alone and suffering silently, and then later... When I knew, I regretted blaming myself for the rest of my life, and I couldn't forgive myself until I died... Tang Zhengjun, what do you mean, you are hiding it from me. ”
"Xiaoyuan, I'm not..."Tang Zhengjun hurriedly wiped her tears, at this time, he didn't have the heart to think about whether it was the unlucky boy of the army who leaked his mouth.
Fang Xiaoyuan's tears poured out of his eyes as if he didn't want money, and this head just finished wiping the other head and fell down.
Tang Zhengjun couldn't help it, so he hurriedly pressed the crying bag into his arms, and comforted him upside down: "Brother Jun didn't tell you, aren't you going to work, I just didn't remember... Okay, don't cry, don't cry, isn't it just a broken disease, it's not that you can't see it, don't cry, Brother Jun is fine... Well, stop crying. ”
Fang Xiaoyuan put his head on Tang Zhengjun's chest and shook his head vigorously.
Tang Zhengjun thought about it, put his hand on her back, and finally couldn't say anything, lowered his eyes, and stroked her back silently.
He knew that his little Fang Yuan still cared about him.
But at this moment, Tang Zhengjun's expression suddenly changed, and he slapped Fang Xiaoyuan's hand, and a heart-eating pain spread from his body, like an invisible knife, cutting every piece of internal organs in his body inch by inch.
Tang Zhengjun put his fist in his mouth, he couldn't help but make a sound, every muscle in his body involuntarily collapsed, he was afraid that the person in his arms would find out, and he planned to greet this sudden pain with silence.
Fang Xiaoyuan's crying voice slowly turned into sobbing, and the hand holding Tang Zhengjun's hospital gown slowly let go, and he wanted to raise his head but was suddenly pressed back into his arms by Tang Zhengjun, and his hand seemed to want to press her head directly into // body.
Fang Xiaoyuan felt his body tremble slightly.
"Brother Jun..."Fang Xiaoyuan suddenly felt that something was wrong, and when he struggled out of his hand, he saw Tang Zhengjun's pale and distorted face.
"Brother Jun, you... What happened to you? Did I get // hurt // you? Fang Xiaoyuan was in a hurry, and his hands were a little helpless in the air, for fear that he would hurt him as soon as he touched him.
"It's okay, Xiaoyuan." Tang Zhengjun arched his waist and barely squeezed out a smile: "You go out first, don't look at Brother Jun like this, you go and help Brother Jun call the nurse over, okay?" ”
Fang Xiaoyuan hurriedly called the nurse, followed by a doctor from Yishui. And she was also photographed outside the ward at Tang Zhengjun's strong request.
Through the glass on the door of the ward, Fang Xiaoyuan saw Tang Zhengjun hooking his body in pain and shrinking himself into a very small lump. That handsome and dashing man was even fragile at the moment.
When the doctor gave him an injection, the expression on Tang Zhengjun's face was indifferent, and the whole person became very numb. It's just that when his gaze passed through the glass and met Fang Xiaoyuan's gaze, begging appeared in his eyes.
Beg her not to look at him so embarrassed.
Fang Xiaoyuan removed his face from the glass and leaned against the wall weakly, hating that he couldn't do anything, so he could only watch him suffer like this.
At this time, the phone in her pocket vibrated twice.
Fang Xiaoyuan numbly took out his mobile phone and clicked on it, but it was still high:
- Where are you? Do you want me to pick you up?
- Fang Xiaoyuan, are you angry?
Together with the previous two, there are a total of four WeChats.
Fang Xiaoyuan clicked on the dialog box, paused, and typed out a line of words:
- I'm not angry, you don't have to take any responsibility.
For a long time, this edited text message was not pressed by her.
Fang Xiaoyuan thought about it, removed the line, and re-edited:
- Condescension, I don't do it.
After a while, Fang Xiaoyuan removed the line of words again and edited it again:
- Actually, I like you too.
Subsequently, it was still withdrawn without accident.
Just as Fang Xiaoyuan repeatedly edited and deleted the information, the doctor in the ward walked out. Fang Xiaoyuan hurriedly stood up straight and asked the older doctor in the middle, "Doctor, how is he?" ”
The hospital looked at Fang Xiaoyuan's red and swollen eyes, shook his head and said, "I took painkiller injections and fell asleep, if you are not busy with work, you can accompany your relatives well." ”
The meaning is obvious.
Fang Xiaoyuan seemed to be struck in place by an invisible thunderbolt, unable to speak for a long time, and by the time she reacted, the doctor had already left.
The message in the phone still hasn't been replied to.
The sky may be really cold, Fang Xiaoyuan sat on the bench in the corridor for three hours, I don't know why, I just feel cold. The cleaning aunt held a rectangular mop and dragged it all the way, and when she passed by Fang Xiaoyuan's feet, the aunt raised her head and said softly, "Little girl, please lift your feet." ”
Fang Xiaoyuan raised his foot, his eyes touched the trash can not far away, he didn't know what he thought, he walked over and wanted to throw the mobile phone in his hand into it. But the moment she saw the phone, she paused, hesitated, bent down and took out the phone, took out the card inside, and threw it into the trash.
After all, you have to be with a person, no longer in contact, no longer in a relationship.
At eleven o'clock in the evening, the work was called.
There was still no reply to the WeChat sent out on the mobile phone, so he thought about it for a while, dialed Fang Xiaoyuan, and soon came with a shutdown prompt from the standard female voice.
At that moment, a blank look appeared on Ju Gao's face. He and Fang Xiaoyuan were still fine when they parted in the morning. He thought... Even if Fang Xiaoyuan minded last night's incident, it was a little awkward because it was the first time.
So, why did she turn it off?
I couldn't contact anyone, so I dialed it again as if I didn't believe it, and there was still no emotion in the earpiece to turn it off. At this time, Ju Gao only thought that Fang Xiaoyuan was temporarily out of contact because he was greedy for fun, and his phone was temporarily out of battery.
It wasn't until three days later that there was still the familiar prompt sound in the earpiece, and Ju Gao realized that Fang Xiaoyuan was deliberate.
For no reason, without any explanation, when a man is about to take a relationship seriously, the person who needs to be treated by him suddenly plays with him and disappears. Tell him with actions, don't take it seriously.
He laughed at himself, blaming himself for being too self-righteous. Why was he so confident that Fang Xiaoyuan would care about liking him.
It's ridiculous.
Ridiculously, he began to worry about his self-esteem, and without a trace of hesitation, he deleted Fang Xiaoyuan's number on the spot.
are all adults, and they can be responsible for their feelings that they can't handle, since they don't want to get involved, then the rivers and lakes will not be seen.
Ten days later, Ge Xiaoqing boiled chicken soup to visit her son in the crew, she looked left and right and didn't see Fang Xiaoyuan's figure, so she simply took away the chicken soup in her hand and asked, "What about Xiaoyuan?" ”
Ju Gao's hand was empty, stared at his hand for a few seconds, and replied quite boringly: "Let's go." ”
"What's gone?" Ge Xiaoqing slapped his son: "Are you bullying her?" I knew you had the same temper as your father... You give me Xiaoyuan's phone, and I'll tell her, after so many years, it's hard to admit a girlfriend, and I don't know how to change my dog temper..."
"Alright." Ju Gao interrupted Ge Xiaoqing and said in a deep voice: "Can't I say what I want to call her?" Besides, how I bullied her, that night, she didn't refuse. Now she's gone without a word... The phone can't get through, and the message doesn't reply, obviously it doesn't want me to find it, so what else can I do, do you want me to open a live broadcast and confess online in front of the national audience? Who is she Fang Xiaoyuan, is it worth me to do? Let's go. ”
Ge Xiaoqing was stunned: "Conservatory..."
"I'm fine." Ju Gao snatched the bowl from Ge Xiaoqing's hand again, drank the chicken soup in one go, and said, "You should go back early." The movie will be finished at the end of this month, and I will squeeze two days to accompany you then. ”
Ge Xiaoqing did not comfort his son. Now she is becoming more and more incomprehensible about young people's emotional outlook. Ge Xiaoqing thinks that he is quite open-minded, no matter how good his son is now and rich, how many women like him to death or life, it is all his own business.
And for her future daughter-in-law, Ge Xiaoqing has always wanted her son to like it. It's okay for everyone to be beautiful, to have a doctorate or a master's degree, or to be a simple ordinary girl, as long as she likes it, she can be treated like a daughter.
But in the end, young people's hearts are too impetuous, and no one knows what they want? Say you like it today, sleep tomorrow // together, the day after tomorrow they are separated again, love talks like playing, whoever comes out with sincerity first, who loses first is ugly.
Ge Xiaoqing asked Ju Gao to go home as much as possible if he finished work early, although what this stupid son said didn't matter, but Ge Xiaoqing still knew that his unlucky son really liked Fang Xiaoyuan. This is the first time that Ju Gao is willing to bring the girl back, and he still lets her get drunk and marry her mother Jinlan, such connivance is not clear to others, but for Ju Gao, who is mean and picky, it is definitely intolerable if he does not absolutely like it.
Ju Gao agreed, but after finishing work and going home, he unconsciously drove the car to Fang Xiaoyuan's community.
The security guard of the community had not seen Ju Gao's car and stopped him at the door, but when he saw Ju Gao, he inexplicably felt that this face was very familiar.
Adhering to the master who can't be offended by driving a luxury car, the security guard asked with a smile: "This gentleman, is it someone who is looking for someone or a new one?" ”
Ju Gao knew this security guard, and he also gave him duck blood fans, but at that time he used Fang Xiaoyuan's body, it seems that he is more familiar with Fang Xiaoyuan.
Ju Gao paused: "I'll find Fang Xiaoyuan." ”
"Oh, you're looking for Xiaoyuan." The security guard said: "I shouldn't live here, I came back half a month ago, but I shouldn't be back, the house she lives in was originally rented, and now the owner's family wants to sell, so she has no reason to continue to live... By the way, do you have something to do with her? You can call her, can you? Or you can leave a phone number, and if I can still see her, I can tell her. ”
Don't live here?
Ju Gao was stunned.
The security guard looked at Ju Gao, and his mind suddenly flashed, and he remembered that he had seen this face on TV and in the newspaper, and he was a big star that young people loved very much. At that moment, he bent down incredibly, leaned over his face and asked, "Are you high, the one who plays TV?" ”
Ju Gao put down the handbrake and smiled at the security guard: "No, it's just like that, thank you, I'll go first." ”
Ju Gao didn't go home in the end, and even he didn't know what to think, so the car drove to Tang Zhengjun's villa.
The huge villa was hidden in the dark, and it was still early, and it was just past nine o'clock, and even those who went to bed early could not turn off the lights in such a large villa.
It can be seen that there is no one in the villa, Ju Gao frowned, and now it seems that everything around Fang Xiaoyuan has been deliberately disappeared in front of Ju Gao.
Ju Gao couldn't understand why Fang Xiaoyuan did this. If he didn't like it, he wouldn't dwell on it, but why didn't this woman even say a word, and suddenly... Disappeared from his world.
Jugao sank his whole body into the chair and reached down to lower it so he could lie down for a while. But as soon as he lowered the chair, he felt something in the crack under the chair.
He reached out and took out a pack of cigarettes, and as soon as he took it out, he knew who had put it.
At this time, he can still find someone's hidden cigarette, and the person who waited for him to question the hidden cigarette now does not know where he is.
Ju Gao took one out of the cigarette case and put it in his mouth, and he didn't light it, so he didn't know what to say, he lay down, thinking,
until you accidentally fall asleep.
……
When I woke up again, it was already dawn, and I glanced at the time... It's six o'clock, and it's time to rush to the crew again.
But just as his car drove out, a big car drove in and stopped in front of the villa.