When the doctor cleaned up my body, I was blank, but I couldn't stop crying.

The pain was so physically draining that I took a nap, maybe for a long time.

Open your eyes and meet the man's hurtful eyes.

He saw me wake up, his eyes flashed, and he leaned down.

"You're awake...... How does it feel? ”

I struggled to reach out of the covers, and he grabbed it.

I struggled, but I couldn't.

"Why are you sweating so much? Does it still hurt? ”

I was silent.

He kissed me on the back of my hand. "Does it still hurt?"

I propped myself up and tried to sit up, but he stopped me:

"Don't get up. The doctor said, you have to stay in bed and recuperate. Tell me what you want, and I'll help you. ”

"I have something to say......"

His face turned pale. “…… Then I'll help you sit up, you slow down. ”

He helped me sit up, and he sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Ling Niankong, do you know whose child it is?"

His eyes dimmed instantly, and he forbears himself.

I smiled weakly. "You guessed it, it's your ......"

It was he who robbed me from Night City to Xinghua Village to use force on me, and it has been three months.

He closed his eyes in pain and gasped.

I know he must be feeling every breath he takes.

After a long time, he opened his eyes again, and his eyes were red.

I continued with a smile: "It's just that he's too young, just three months, and it's ...... It's a little bigger than a grape, I don't know if it's a boy or a girl! ”

I met his eyes.

"Empty you...... Like boys, or girls? ”

"Yan'er...... Don't talk about it......"

His voice trembled, and his eyes glistened with water.

"By the way, you said that...... You said that it doesn't matter if it's a boy or a girl, as long as it's born to me, you like it.

I think it's a girl! My hunch has always been accurate. ”

His lips trembled, and he couldn't say a word.

"People say that a child is a piece of meat that falls from a mother's body.

I didn't really understand the meaning of this sentence before, but with today's experience, I finally understand it completely.

It's really a piece of meat, and it's ...... It's really painful......"

He hugged me cautiously.

"Don't say it again, I beg you, don't say it again......"

I pushed him away, ignoring the tears rolling from my eyes.

"Ling Niankong, haven't you always wanted me to give you a baby? Now it's all right......

You say, is this retribution?

You killed the last of my relatives in this world, so your child will not be born......

I just don't know if this retribution is more for you or more for me......"

He hugged me again.

"Yan'er, it doesn't matter how you want to torture me, but please don't stab yourself in the heart, okay?"

I chuckled.

"Ling Niankong, you are wrong.

The child is gone, and I don't feel uncomfortable at all.

I didn't intend to have a baby for you anyway. Even if this kid doesn't get rid of him today, I'll kill him if I notice his existence in the future. ”

He shuddered, took a deep breath, and let go of me.

"Okay, I got it. Rest well, I'll come back to see you later. ”

"No, I don't want to see you."

He was speechless and turned away.

After he left, I never fell asleep again. Whether I open or close my eyes, my mind is full of Ah Ran. When he was a child, when he grew up, before he left......

Ah Ran, brother...... I always thought I was a very strong person, but the moment I returned to you, I realized that I was just struggling to support myself.

With you, I don't seem to be afraid of anything. Even if the sky falls, you will support me.

But now?

Now that you're completely away from me, I'm no longer the coquettish and rude sister I can do.

Originally...... It turns out that you have blocked so many disturbances for me, so that I can live the life I want to live happily.

But brother, have you ever lived the life you really wanted? ……

******

On the second day, Ling Niankong asked someone to bring breakfast and lunch, but I didn't have the slightest appetite, so I didn't even touch it.

I didn't have half the strength around me, so I just kept lying on my back on the couch, tears seemed to be inexhaustible, my thoughts were in a trance, and I always had a burning face in front of me......

Suddenly someone came in the door, and I didn't want to look at it, but I was still lying on my back.

The person who came seemed to have something in his hand, he first put it on the couch, and then slowly sat down on the edge of the couch.

His gaze wandered around my face for a moment, then he sighed and reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes.

"I heard that you haven't eaten two meals, get up and eat something, otherwise your body will not be able to bear it."

Heh, he's caring about me? I'm afraid he's sorry for the child who lost it, right?

If he really cares about me, how can he ...... Ah Ran

Another unquenchable hatred rushed up from the bottom of my heart.

But what is the use of hate? With the way I look now, I can't do anything with him.

I gritted my teeth and ignored him.

When he saw that I did not respond for a long time, he did not say anything, but helped me to my feet. I'm like a puppet, at his mercy.

On the tray on the couch table is a sea bowl with a lid and three empty small porcelain bowls.

He picked up the lid, took out a bowl of porridge, scooped a small spoonful, brought it to his lips, blew it, and brought it to me.

"I know you don't like sweetness, so I specially ordered someone to cook vegetable porridge, which is salty, you can taste it."

I forced a tug at the corners of my lips.

"You put it down, I don't have an appetite now, I'll drink it later."

"Yan'er, I know you're uncomfortable, but don't get along with your body, okay?"

As he spoke, he handed the bowl and spoon forward.

Looking at the thing in front of him, a strong disgust suddenly rose in his heart, so he raised his hand and pushed the bowl in his hand to the ground.

The bowl fell to the ground with a crisp cracking sound.

I didn't look at his expression, I just said coldly: "I said, I don't want to drink." ”

He stared at me for a moment, then turned sideways and handed another bowl of porridge to me again.

"Heh, I knew you were going to be like this, so I deliberately took a few more bowls."

He scooped up another scoop.

"I know you don't want to see me, so you drink obediently, so I can disappear quickly."

I ignored him. Seeing him like this, I don't drink it, he probably won't force it on me. If he is willing to be so low, I will fulfill him.

He served the bowl for a long time, and when he saw that I had not responded, he suddenly smiled helplessly and put the bowl back on the couch.

"Yan Linxuan, who said you have no relatives in this world? Don't you have a nephew? ”

I jerked my head to look at him.

He seemed pleased with my reaction.

"If you eat obediently, I won't move him. Rather, I will send him and bring him to dine with you. ”

"You!?" I glared at him in horror.

"Still not drinking?" A look of helpless embarrassment appeared on his face. "Come on, go and ......"

Seeing that he really called someone, my heart thumped, and I picked up the porridge on the couch and poured it into my mouth desperately.

The people outside heard Ling Niankong's call and pushed the door in.

He glanced at me, who was drinking porridge in embarrassment, and hooked the corners of his lips. "It's okay, let's go down."

I drank so fast and fast that I choked hard and coughed violently.

Keep patting my back with big hands. I coughed for a long time before I could get my breath down, but I was exhausted and lay on the side of the bed to gasp.

"Don't drink so much next time."

As he said that, he lifted me up from the side of the bed, and I grabbed his wrist and glared at him, saying:

"If you dare to touch the perch......

"As long as you eat obediently, I won't move him."

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