Ling Niankong left for two days, and he didn't know what to do. He got a maid to take care of me.

Two days later, his voice sounded outside the door again, and he asked the maid, "How has she been these two days?" ”

"Madame, she...... She ......"

Ling Niankong's voice suddenly became a little tight: "What's wrong with her?" ”

"Madame, for the past two days, she vomited whatever she ate. The slave and maid sent people to invite several doctors, but the lady did not see well. If it goes on like this, I'm afraid Madame will ......."

"Shut up!"

Hearing this, I suddenly felt sick to my stomach again, and I fell on the side of the bed and vomited at the spittoon, but it happened that Ling Niankong pushed the door open at this time.

Seeing this, he and the maid rushed in at the same time.

"Madame, ma'am! ……”

The little girl seemed to be frightened by me, and her hands were shaking for my back.

"You get out."

The maid followed Ling Niankong's words and withdrew.

Ling Niankong waited for me to finish vomiting, and handed me the tea.

I rinsed my mouth, and his limp body was lifted up by him.

"Better? Would you like to drink some more water? The look in his eyes was so alarmed.

Maybe he doesn't want anything to happen to me, right? At least he probably didn't want me to die.

For the past two days, my condition has been just as the maid said. No matter what you eat, you will vomit it all after a while, and then you will vomit even if you drink water.

Thinking about it again, I just had a miscarriage, I'm afraid I really won't be able to hold on like this, right?

Seeing that I didn't answer, he asked again: "Do you want to drink some more water?" ”

I really didn't have the strength to speak, so I could only put my lips to his ear with all my might, and said with great difficulty:

"No need...... If you drink it, you'll still vomit it later. I'm ...... for the time being. I don't have that strength......"

Hearing this, his arm holding my waist trembled slightly. "Yan'er, don't scare me."

"Nian Kong......" I continued in his ear.

"I'm here." There was panic in his voice that could not be concealed.

"Hold me...... I ...... cold."

"Okay, I'll hold you, I'll hold you......"

He sat me in his arms, hugged me tightly, and pulled the quilt over to wrap us up.

"Niankong, I guess...... I don't have any blood on my face now, I must look ugly, right? ”

"No, no......" he lowered his head and buried his face in my neck.

I chuckled.

"You don't have to lie to me, I know it, it must be ugly......

And I seem to have lost a lot of weight in the past two days.

You said...... If I go to see my brother like this, will he not recognize me? ”

As soon as I thought of Ah Ran, my tears went out of control again.

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

He breathed for a breath and hugged me tighter.

"You're going to be fine, I'm not going to let you be fine."

I think it's kind of funny.

"It's not up to you to decide."

I paused and said, "Niankong, we are like this now, not like when we were together?" ”

He still kept his head down and said nothing.

I continued to say to myself:

"That's it...... After I returned, we were together again.

Now that I think about it, those days should have been the happiest time I ever had with you, especially with you...... Those days in Xinghua Village.

At that time, for the first time in my life, I began to think seriously about how to be a qualified wife......"

"Yan'er ......"

He called me out in a suppressed voice, but there was no other word, and I stopped talking.

After a while, he suddenly spoke: "Yan'er, do you hate me?" ”

"Hate."

I replied softly, but my heart was surprisingly calm.

After another long silence, I moved, and spoke again:

"Niankong, can you do me a favor?"

He looked up at me with some surprise.

"Okay, you say, you say!"

Looking at his happy appearance, I only felt a burst of sadness and powerlessness, but I still said weakly:

"It's a no-brainer for you."

"What is it?"

I looked into his clear eyes, smiled and whispered, "Kill me......"

The light in his eyes dimmed instantly.

"Yan'er." His voice was very hoarse and a little out of tune.

"I'm serious.

I can only last three or four days.

But these days, whether my eyes are open or closed, the eyes are ...... It's all brothers.

I can't hold it anymore, can you help me? ”

Ignoring the tears that flowed, I looked into his eyes.

He suddenly smiled desolately. "Yan'er, no matter how difficult it is, you have to hold on for me."

"Brace? How to hold on?

He said he just wanted me to be well, but I couldn't fulfill his only wish.

And you, I can't kill ......"

Hearing me say this, he smiled bitterly again: "What else should I do......"

As he spoke, he pulled a short knife from his bosom, took off its scabbard and handed it to me.

"I said a long time ago that my life is yours, and I'm not kidding."

When he saw that I did not reach for it, he took my hand and pressed my hand against the hilt of the sword.

"If I'm really so obscuring your eyes......" He grabbed my wrist and sent the tip of the knife in the direction of his heart.

"Take my life, as long as you can feel better in this way.

You are the healer, and you should know better than I know the location of the heart. ”

I sneered and shook his hand away.

"Ling Niankong, do you know how deep your heart is?"

I slashed the back of my knife under his ribs, and he didn't hide at all, just stared straight at me.

The tip of the knife gently traced the location of his collarbone, leaving a faint white mark on his clothes.

"The location of the heart beat, at the intersection of the left midclavicular line and the fifth rib."

As I spoke, the tip of the knife slowly moved downwards and stopped on his fifth left rib.

"This is it."

Even though the tip of the knife had only just touched his clothes, I could still feel a powerful throbbing underneath it.

I looked up at him and saw that his face was very calm and his eyes were dark.

Did he really want to, or did he expect that I wouldn't do it?

"Human hearts vary in size, about the size of their own fists.

To kill you, the tip of the knife has to be pierced at least three inches, and I don't have that much strength right now...... It's not that I can't kill you, though. ”

As I spoke, I put the dagger on the side of his neck.

"It'll save some effort here, but ......" I took his hand and pushed his sleeve up.

"It's still the least effort here. If you find the right location, it won't be much slower than stabbing the heart. ”

I rubbed the back of my knife against his wrist. "How about it, do you want to try it?"

He didn't answer, he still looked at me like that.

I stared at him for a moment, a sudden force in my hand, and a swift increase in my wrist.

I thought I was fast enough, but I didn't want to go numb in my arm, and the short knife fell to the ground with a clang.

He took my left hand and double-checked my wrist before letting go.

"Yan'er, I'm asking you to stab me, not yourself!"

He sighed feebly.

"Tomorrow, Xue Rang should also bring someone to arrive, there is an imperial doctor.

I'll let you go, and you'll give me a good life. ”

Physician? How did he know that I would be so sick that he specially ordered Liuyun to bring the imperial doctor here?

Is it just because I have no children and my body is weak?

He's so kind......

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