"I'll say it again, you park me!" At this moment, I was not only angry, but also because Lin Jia took me to the mental hospital without my consent, and at this moment suddenly a sense of shame struck, and I angrily tried to get up from the co-pilot's seat and grab Lin Jia's steering wheel.

Lin Jia freed up a hand and pushed me back hard, "Are you crazy? If you want to die, I don't want to die, you do it for me! ”

Lin Jia shook his head and slowed down into the underground parking lot.

I sat in the passenger seat, pursed my lips and didn't move, my eyes staring straight ahead, I was like a statue, and I forgot to breathe and blink.

The car was parked, Lin Jia lit a cigarette, "Can you stop messing around, how can you live a good life like this?" ”

"How do you get by?" I looked at Lin Jia coldly, "This is what I should ask you, right?" Your mother said that if I want to send the child back, I will have to send it back, and your mother said that if I can't take it, I will have to bring the child back. What did you do in your hospital bed besides accusing me and asking me to reconcile your accounts for fear that I would take your money? You don't have a count? ”

I gritted my teeth, "I'm not a ghost like a ghost now, do you want to be responsible, is your family responsible?" "I rested my head on the glass.

"Let's go, get out of the car, it's too late." Lin Jia's voice lowered.

"What? Is this what I said about your sore spot? Think I'm right? Lin Jia hates you now. You have brought me nothing but humiliation. "At this moment, I even said something vicious, and after I finished speaking, although my heart beat very fast, it was inexplicably cool.

Sometimes I wonder if it's because God can't see it anymore and thinks I'm too weak before, so I can say all the things I wanted to say but couldn't say.

"Let's go." Lin Jia's voice was gentle, and he couldn't see any change, but it was obviously much softer than the viciousness just now.

"Just go, I have nothing to fear."

Sitting in Zhang Teng's consultation room, Zhang Teng looked at the domineering me, looked at the tired Lin Jia and didn't speak for a long time, I think the most torturous part of this depression is not to take medicine for a long time, not to need frequent follow-up, but that the family and yourself must be prepared for a long time, and be prepared to be cared for and cared for for a long time.

"Who's going to tell me how it happened and how it turned out?"

"Do you need to say?" I sneered, "Isn't that obvious?" I self-harmed again, and then there was no then. ”

"Have you taken any medicine?"

"Eat, according to what you explained, three times a day, don't ask me again if I take medicine, I don't want to answer again, every time you ask, it will make me feel that I am an abnormal person."

"No, Xia Fei, I asked you this question, just to determine your current state, whether you stopped taking the medicine without authorization, whether it was ......"

Before I could finish speaking, I interrupted Zhang Teng's words, "I'm impatient now, I don't want to listen to this question, I can't listen to anyone who speaks more than three sentences now, it will make me upset." I frowned, as if I wanted Zhang Teng to come out of the consultation room at this moment.

"She's been a bit extreme for the past two days, and I don't think she would have done that on a normal day."

"What do you do? Do you want to be responsible for me like this? I looked at Lin Jia's contemptuous smile.

"What the hell is going on?" Zhang Teng glanced at me.

Lin Jia said the cause and effect of the incident, "What is the reason for this to happen?" ”

"It's hard to say, I can't say a sentence or two."

"The only thing I'm worried about now is if she's going to do that often?"

"So you expect me to do this often?" I looked at Lin Jia with a smile, like a bystander watching a play.

"Can you not be so mean?" Obviously, Lin Jia was already a little angry.

"Okay, I'll shut up, okay?"

During this time, Zhang Teng asked a few simple questions, and I resumed him with a nod or shake of my head.

"You're talking." Lin Jia was obviously a little anxious, I don't know when I started to make a fuss in Zhang Teng's consultation room.

"Continue to take the medicine according to what is written, don't stop the medicine, and if you feel in a bad mood, take one more pill of this."

I took the medicine list and looked at it and put it in my bag.

"Xia Fei, no matter what the reason is, don't you think it's not good for you to act like this? As your primary care physician, I feel compelled to tell you that if you do any more of these excesses, I may be able to put you in the hospital again. ”

Although it was just a simple sentence, it quickly touched my nerves: "I'm not sick, why should I be hospitalized?" All my illnesses come from Lin Jia. He is my original sin! ”

I stood up and pointed at Lin Jia, "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be so unhappy." ”

Lin Jia looked at me and didn't speak, as if he was watching a clown perform a circus, and his quiet appearance really annoyed me.

Lin Jia suddenly grabbed my hand and dragged me to the bench with force.

"If she is hospitalized now, it should be safer, and I think she is not stable now."

"Yes." Zhang Teng looked at me and then at Lin Jia. "But you also have to respect her wishes."

"I don't want to." I shouted like a madman, Lin Jia didn't treat me as gently as he used to, he held my hand roughly, the more I broke free, the tighter I tightened."

At this moment of stalemate, the phone rang, and it was the mother.

"Hey, Mom?" I try to calm my emotions and stabilize myself.

"Xia Fei, where are you? Come back, your dad was playing in the hospital yard with the little cream, and now he fell and now he can't lift his right arm. ”

Hearing this, I felt my brain buzz all at once, and the more lame my legs were, the more I was knocked by God with a stick. I took a deep breath and said to Lin Jia, "Now drive immediately, take me back to the hospital immediately, Xiao Cream fell, and now I may have to go to the orthopedic department, in addition, I am very busy, so busy that I don't have time to be hospitalized." ”

After saying that, I turned around and left the consultation room, today's day was a little cold, but I don't know why the sun made me can't open my eyes, and I hate the sunny days more and more, so I took out my sunglasses from my bag and put them on, and walked quickly towards the underground garage.

"Lin Jia." I calmly shouted to Lin Jia, "Now is not the right time for us to quarrel, put all the aside for the time being, wait for you not to tell my mother about me, I beg you." ”

"yes, okay." Lin Jia simply agreed, which made me feel a little relaxed.

I just want to drive to the hospital faster, and my little cream must be fine, never be fine.