He let out a long breath, and after a sound of the rubbing of his clothes, his cloak wrapped around me.

I smiled. "Thank you." But they still didn't look at him.

He finally couldn't hold back anymore and said angrily: "If you are waiting for that Shen Fengyue to save you, it is better to die of that heart as soon as possible!" ”

"Oh? Will he come to my rescue? I really haven't thought about it. "I said indifferently.

He snorted. "He won't. There are thousands of women he Shen Fengyue has seen, which one was not abandoned by him after playing with it once? He won't come to you again. Besides, there was a sudden change in the inner court in the north, and he was already recalled to the Beijing division overnight last night, so he had no time to care about you. ”

"Oh, I see, that's a pity......" I kept my tone light, without any emotion, just because I really didn't have any emotion.

A silver light suddenly slipped through the sky, my eyes widened, and I involuntarily murmured, "Is it a meteor?" ……”

Suddenly, my shoulders were clutched tightly by the man, and I realized that he was sitting next to me at some point.

"Yan Linxuan, I'm talking to you, can you not look like you're half-dead!?"

My body was twisted at an angle by his force, but I still maintained a posture of looking up at the sky. "You say, I'm listening, how dare I not listen?"

"You look at me." He commanded in a deep voice.

"Okay." I responded good-naturedly, but my eyes were still fixed on the night sky.

"I'll let you look at me!" He grabbed me by the back of the neck and forced me to look at him.

I didn't resist, and looked into his eyes obediently, and there seemed to be a fire jumping in his eyes.

He didn't seem to expect me to be so obedient, and he was speechless for a while. And I kept staring into his eyes as he said, but only staring, not glaring, and not probing. It's like stargazing, looking into his eyes.

There was a flash of struggle in his eyes, but I looked in my eyes but remained silent and did not speculate.

He hesitated for a moment, and then slowly spoke: "I ordered someone to lock the courtyard door, not to imprison you. It's because you're a wanted criminal now, and I'm afraid someone will break into it by mistake...... You don't like me to kill, so I'm worried that if someone sees you, it's going to be a hassle to deal with. ”

"Oh."

My reaction seemed to annoy him, but he continued forcefully, "As for your arrest papers...... It's my next step to find you, and I'll solve it as soon as possible, so you don't have to worry. ”

"Okay."

My nonchalant reply caused his hands to tighten suddenly. But he quickly noticed it and relaxed his strength.

"Yesterday...... It's me who is out of control......" he said with some effort. "I shouldn't have ...... I shouldn't have bullied you like that. Don't blame me. ”

I smiled feebly. "Don't dare to ......"

"Yan Lin Xuan......" his voice trembled. Can you please not treat me with this attitude? ”

"Then you teach me what attitude to use, and I will try my best to learn." I looked at him with a smile.

His brow furrowed tightly. Yan Lin Xuan...... How long are you going to be awkward with me? Yesterday I was wrong, but I apologized, and besides, you're also at fault, aren't you? …… I can no longer pursue your escape this time, so don't be angry with me anymore, okay? ”

"I'm not angry." I said softly.

"Then what's the matter with you not eating a mouthful of food all day? What's the deal with the cold wind blowing in this yard all night? What's the matter with your indifferent attitude now!? He finally couldn't take it anymore and yelled at me.

I chuckled. "What's wrong with you? Not at all like you. You're not one who cares about such trivialities. ”

He gritted his teeth, obviously too angry to speak. I smiled helplessly. "You're wondering what's wrong with me, aren't you? Then I'll tell you......" I paused, but then I couldn't suppress my crying: "I'm afraid, after last night, I'm really scared." I will never do it against you again, and I am afraid that if I continue to do this against you, I will really die in your hands. I'll do whatever you want me to do in the future, okay? ”

"You...... That's not what I meant......" His expression was a little embarrassed.

"Later......" I choked up. Can I listen to you? …… Oh no...... From now on, I'll listen to you from now on, okay? "As soon as the hot tears overflowed his eyes, they were cooled to freezing point by the cold wind." You ...... yesterday Didn't you want me yesterday? I'll give you ...... I'll give it to you now, okay? ”

As I spoke, I ripped off my coat in a haphazard manner. "Are you going to be here? …… Or go into the house? …… Or go somewhere else? …… I can do it all...... I'm all ...... with you."

I went to untie my shirt, but he grabbed my hand. His hands were visibly shaking, and he wanted to say something, but only his lips moved, but he didn't make a sound.

"Aren't you satisfied? ......" my voice trembled. "I'll let you shui, isn't it okay? …… What else do you want me to do? I really don't know...... You tell me...... You tell me, okay? ”

The anger in his eyes died down, replaced by pain. He leaned his lips over and kissed the tears from my cheeks.

I asked tentatively in a trembling voice, "Are you ...... Want me to kiss you? He was visibly stunned. I ignored him and continued, "Okay, I'll kiss you...... I kiss you......"

I kissed him awkwardly on the lips and shunned his lips one by one, trying to please him as humbly as I could.

His mouth was slightly open, and he kept the stunned posture he had just been.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, and she cautiously reached into his kouzhong, swiping little by little.

He suddenly pushed me away.

"What's wrong? Isn't that so? So what to do, can you teach me? ”

His breathing was a little shramped, his eyes were a little red, and there was endless pain in his eyes.

Suddenly, he put his arms around me. "I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... Then don't be afraid of me, okay? He gasped.

"Okay, I'll do whatever you say."

He sighed in my ear, as if annoyed, but stopped speaking, got up, picked me up, and came back to the house.

He carried me to the bed, took off my cloak and robe, and wrapped me in the quilt.

He sat down on the edge of the bed, his hands cupped my frozen face, and his forehead pressed against mine.

I asked him in a trembling voice, "Do you want to ...... Do you want zuo? ”

Hearing this, he left a little, his eyes a little gloomy. I understood, so I said, "You don't want to ...... That's not zuo. ”

I barely managed to squeeze out a smile for him. He closed his eyes with great effort, took a deep breath, and said softly: "If you want to go out in the future, if you want me to accompany you, tell me, if you don't want me to accompany you, tell Xue Rang and let him protect you." Or if you want to see Yue Luanxi and Yue Luanyi, just say it. Although it is a little difficult to send you into the palace now, if you want to see them, I will find a way to lure them out. I never wanted to limit your freedom. He paused and said: "My wedding with Yue Luanyi was originally scheduled for the tenth day of the first month of March, but for some reason, the emperor has not ordered preparations, and there should be other arrangements for her marriage, so you don't have to worry about it." Or...... "He tuck the broken hair behind my ear for me." "Do you want to find something to do? For example, open a pharmacy or something? When you have something to do, you won't be cranky anymore. He looked me in the eye and waited for my reply.

I was a little confused, I never expected him to say this.

"Don't worry, you think about these things slowly, just tell me if you think about it." After speaking, he got up, poured a cup of tea and handed it to me, took out a porcelain bottle from his bosom, poured out a pill from it, and handed it to me.

I took it, and without much hesitation, I put it in my mouth, but he grabbed my wrist. "You don't even ask what it is?"

"That'...... What is it? I looked up at him and asked.

"It's the antidote to the cold poison in your body, if you eat it, the poison will never attack again."

"Thank you." My voice was slightly nasal.

I took the pill in my mouth and swallowed it with tea. He took the teacup and put it back on the table.

When he handed the teacup, he inadvertently touched my cold hand, and there was a hint of displeasure on his face. "Don't do this to yourself in the future, do you hear?"

"Hmm."

"Frozen, right? Lie down. ”

He extinguished the lamp and candle, got into the quilt and took me into his arms.

I did freeze, especially my legs, which were completely stiff. He noticed it and caught my leg between them. His body was warm, like the sun, and my arms naturally wrapped around his waist.

For a long time, neither of them spoke. Finally, he put it in my ear and said, "Don't be afraid of me. ”

I didn't answer him, but I just heard him say, "I really want to keep you by my side, not because of anything else or anyone, but just because I want to keep you." Don't run away, can you? ”

I nodded silently, and he hugged me very tightly, and naturally felt it. "Sleep, don't think about it."

I just lay in his arms with my eyes open, and for a long time, I heard the sound of breathing beside me become deep and long. He, asleep.

I let out a long sigh of relief in the darkness and smiled wkwardly.

Ling Niankong, he really ...... Eat soft, not hard......

That's right, every word I say, every expression I make, and every tear I shed tonight is acting.

After last night, I realized how terrible it can be for a man to realize that his belongings are at risk of being taken from him.

I've always been wrong. Because I'm too stubborn and I've been working against him all the time, I've suffered a lot. So I thought about it for a long time before I went to sleep last night, recalling the bits and pieces I got along with him, and changed my strategy: that is to show weakness.

I want to humble myself in front of him, ask him to relax his vigilance against me, and when the time is ripe, take the initiative to contact Xiao Jifeng, complete the previous transaction, and use him to stay away from Ling Niankong completely.

And tonight's first attempt was undoubtedly a big win, and I didn't even think he would let me go out and give me an antidote. It was a complete bonus, and it looks like I got my strategy right.

As for my feelings for Ling Niankong, even I can't figure it out now, I only know one thing, that is: I want to leave him.