Chapter 82. Do it all over again
"Now it's a good idea?" Shen Fengyue whispered beside me.
I laughed dryly: "Hehe, Ruyi, Ruyi." After thinking about it, he said, "But I think you're also very proud!" We've just walked out of the inn, and if you look around, how many pairs of eyes are staring at you? β
"You should have thought of this as a result, didn't you? How? Do you just want to see it for yourself and not for others? Why don't we go back? "Although Shen Fengyue was talking to me, her eyes kept looking ahead, looking as if nothing had happened.
"You're less narcissistic."
He chuckled twice, but still said helplessly: "If it goes on like this, the road will be blocked." β
I scoffed. "And it's not because of you?"
"Because of me? Who is it because of whom? He remained silent.
"It's because of you, if you weren't so beautiful, would I want to see you dressed as a woman?" I knew I was being unreasonable, but I couldn't help but argue with him.
He smiled. "Well, even if it's my fault."
His smile didn't matter, it only caused a commotion from the people who were already watching him, and I didn't know who in the crowd couldn't help but sigh: "Hey, whose girl did you say was that?" It looks like a fairy, it's so beautiful! β
"Come on, Zhang Shao, don't you see that people have masters? Wipe your hara! β
When everyone heard this, they burst into laughter.
I deliberately teased him: "Miss Shen, shouldn't you call out your subordinates to be flower messengers?" What if someone snatches it home in a moment? β
"Flower Protector?" He seemed to think seriously about the question. "Aren't you? What do you want them to do? β
As soon as he finished speaking, he heard someone shouting not far ahead: "The military master is here, and he still won't give way!?" β
Hearing this, everyone was stunned at first, and then reluctantly dispersed.
I breathed a sigh of relief that I finally didn't have to be surrounded like this. However, recalling the shouting just now, it seemed a little familiar, so he asked Shen Fengyue: "Did you arrange someone to clear the venue in advance?" β
He hooked the corners of his lips. "You don't want to be surrounded by people like this, do you?"
I couldn't help but snicker.
After a while, I couldn't walk anymore, and saw a candy seller's stall not far ahead, so I pulled the corner of Shen Fengyue's clothes, deliberately pretended to point to the stall and said, "Miss Shen, my son wants to eat candy people, go and buy it for me!" β
He scoffed and smacked me on the forehead. "Wait for me here." After speaking, he walked towards the stall. I looked at his walking posture, and I couldn't help but snicker again: not to mention, he really looks like a woman when he learns from women, and I can't see the slightest flaw.
The sugar man wanted to be freshly made, so Shen Fengyue stood by the stall with her back to me and waited.
I was idle and bored, so I admired the Shengjing City decorated with thousands of lights.
Who would have thought that such a prosperous city would have witnessed the decline of the dynasty, the division of the country, and the displacement of the people?
Just as my thoughts were drifting, I suddenly had a strange feeling, and my whole body tensed.
It was only for a moment that I had a vague sense that it was the feeling of being watched, and that gaze was coming from behind. I suddenly panicked, but my body turned backwards uncontrollably......
Behind him, however, there was no difference except for passers-by. Am I being too careful? was about to turn back, but his eyes met a pair of ice eyes in the loop!
I shuddered and couldn't help but take a step back. And the man just stood far away, didn't come, didn't even move. But his eyes were as fierce as arrows at me.
I gasped and subconsciously turned around and fled. But as soon as I ran two steps, I felt a pain in the back of my head, as if I had been hit by something like a stone, and then my eyes went black......
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It's still suffocating darkness, it's still the same dream: the boy says he'll come to my rescue, but he still ruthlessly closes the only light......
I panicked in my heart, and subconsciously pronounced the name again: "Ah Ran...... Ah Ran ......"
But there was still absolute darkness around me, and the uncontrollable fear took control of me, and I sat up sharply, and found myself in a cold sweat.
Wiping the sweat from my forehead, I observed the surrounding environment, but my body was a little colder.
Chilled by a chilling gaze, I turned my head to look at the owner of the gaze.
Ling Niankong was sitting on the soft couch opposite the bed, his legs apart, his elbows resting on it, his hands and ten fingers crossed, and his red eyes staring at me. I am in the Lingering Garden of the Ling Mansion at the moment.
I shuddered and shrank back into the bed.
"Awake?" I didn't want his tone to be surprisingly calm, but I just felt like a storm was coming.
He got up and sat down on the edge of the bed, reaching out and pinching my jaw. My jaw was clamped against his jaw, and I couldn't struggle.
"Yan Linxuan, if you have the courage to escape, you have to have the ability not to let me find it for the rest of your life. But it's only been less than a month, how can it appear in front of me again? His voice grew hoarse and fierce.
"What are you going to do?" I have a hunch that when he catches me back this time, he will definitely get even worse than before.
"I haven't figured this out yet. What should I do to you? He pulled me a little closer, and I could clearly see the bloodshot in his eyes when they looked at each other.
His hand was pinching my chin with great force, as if it was about to crush my jaw. I couldn't help but frown and glare at him resentfully.
Seeing the resentment in my eyes, the words he said suddenly became gritted teeth: "I thought you wouldn't laugh, but tonight, I see that you smile at other men, why do you only have horizontal eyebrows and angry eyes at me?!" β
I sneered: "Ling Niankong, just what you did to me, you still expect me to smile at you?" β
"That's all your fault!" He finally let go of my jaw, but grabbed me by the collar with his backhand. "Say! Did that person touch you?! This sentence almost squeezed out of his teeth.
I scoffed: "So when you came back to me, the first thing you cared about was this?" Seeing the bloodthirsty light gradually appearing in his eyes, I provocatively leaned closer to him a little more and sneered, "Do you think he has ever touched me?" β
"Don't say it?" His voice trembled, clearly furious. "Then I'll check it myself!"
After he finished yelling, he actually threw me down on the bed, and the whole person was pressed up. I didn't expect him to behave like this, and I panicked.
"Ling Niankong, you bastard! You let go of me! Hearing my curse, his eyes swelled with murderous intent.
Seeing his eyes like this, I suddenly remembered the expression on his face when he hanged the killer in the cave of Yuqiong Mountain. With a hideous face, he looked like a wild beast.
And the person who is on me at the moment is exactly this expression.
Fear swept through me like never before, and I finally understood why so many people were obedient to this man, and why even his opponents were afraid of him, because he was really like a beast in anger!
I thought I could handle him, and I thought he was just grabbing my neck and gnashing my teeth. It was only then that he made me realize that he had never bothered with me before.
The murderous aura in his eyes made my body tremble uncontrollably, but he was so angry that he didn't notice it, and suddenly opened my coat.
I gasped and whimpered to push him, "You let me go!" Let me go! I struggled desperately, waving my hands wildly to hit him, but my heart was full of helplessness: why!? Why!? I've already run away from him, but why is it all coming back?!
Tears rolled down the corners of his eyes like a burst.
The strength of his hands and his rage made me think that he would tear me apart next.
He narrowed his eyes slightly and leaned down.
"Don't!" I cried and begged, and my body trembled more and more, but I still struggled desperately, not wanting to be held by him with one hand and pushed to the top of my head, without the slightest resistance.
I had no power to resist, and all I could do was cry: "Ling Niankong, you madman!" qinshouοΌ β
He ignored me.
I cried so much that my voice was hoarse, and I still couldn't help laughing at myself in my heart: Yan Linxuan, look, this is the person you call deeply loved!
My heart was cold, but I also regained some of my senses, and said in a dumb voice: "Ling Niankong, I always wanted to forget you, thank you for helping me so much." β
No, he suddenly stopped when he heard my words, which were self-defeating, and looked up at me.
Strangely, the anger in his eyes was no longer the same, but a little obscure.
He stared at me for a long time, then suddenly got up, pulled the quilt and threw it on me, and slammed the door.
My tense body finally relaxed, and the tears flowed even more uncontrollably......
I had countless nightmares that night.
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Ling Niankong didn't arrange any subordinates in the Lingering Garden, so the next day, only Xue Rang came to the Lingering Garden three times, all of which were on time to deliver meals.
I didn't have the slightest appetite, so I didn't touch a single chopstick. The first two times he came, he was respectful and didn't say a word of refuge, so I thought this time would be no exception. But he didn't want him to put down the plate, hesitated for a moment, and suddenly said thoughtlessly: "Girl, don't get along with your body." β
I was stunned for a moment, and said with a faint smile: "You think too much, I'm just not hungry." β
His brow furrowed at me and his lips moved, as if he wanted to say something more, but he swallowed it back, bowed and left.
As night falls, the stars appear. I put on a fox fur and sat on the big stone in the courtyard, looking up at the endless heavenly river.
All day, my head was empty, without any thoughts. Even after what happened last night, I didn't even feel emotional, as if those fragile and sensitive nerves had been drained away. That doesn't seem good......
I sat on the boulder for a long time, until my legs were numb from the cold. If I sit a little longer, will my heart be numb from the cold? It would be great if it could be like that......
There was the sound of three drums outside. Is it so late?
I tried to move, but found that my legs were completely out of order, so I smiled helplessly, stopped trying, and continued to look up at the canopy.
There was a sudden knock at the door, it was the sound of a key entering the keyhole, and then some heavy footsteps came towards me. I ignored it, still holding my head up.
Soon, the footsteps stopped beside me.
"Who allowed you to blow a cold breeze in the yard?" There was anger in his voice. "Why don't you go into the house soon?"
"Shh I put my index finger to my lips. "You're making me look at the stars." I kept my head up, never looking at him.