Chapter 748: So Hard

Mother, Ji Yu has entered Beijing. ”

As soon as the word Ji Yu came out of her mouth, the bead string in Meng's hand was torn off.

Ren Yingzhu looked at the rosary, and knew in her heart that what the crazy woman said was true.

I don't need to prove anything, but I still want to confirm something.

So he pinched his head and tailed and told Meng that Ji Yu had come to the capital, and it had been for a while.

As for her entanglement with the Marquis of Hanchang, as well as her current identity, she didn't say anything.

Meng Shi's face really changed.

Ren Yingzhu clearly saw disgust and defensiveness in her eyes.

She still knows a little about this mother-in-law. She can endure Fang Yuzhi's delicate temperament, and control the situation in her own hands, so that Fang Yuzhi is always at a disadvantage, and now just mentioning a name makes her like a big enemy......

Meng Shi came back to his senses, grabbed her hand, and blurted out the first sentence to ask her if Song Jing knew.

Ren Yingzhu's wrist was caught, but it was not as painful as her heart.

She shook her head, and Meng Shi was visibly relieved.

It is said that knowing her son Mo Ruomu, Meng knows better than anyone that she can suppress her son's heart, but she can't suppress her son's heart. As long as the news of Ji Yu's presence in the capital enters Song Jing's ears, he will inevitably go to her.

Why did Ji Yu come to the capital?

I must have heard that Jing'er was an official in Beijing and regretted it.

It's a shame that he said it so hard! In the end, don't you regret it?

The evil qi that had been pent up in his chest for two or three years was finally relieved slightly, accompanied by a magnified panic.

What does Ji Yu want to do?

Isn't she already recruited?

Married, what else does she want to do?

Do you still want to come to harm Jing'er?

No way!

Absolutely not!

In the past, she didn't agree because of Ji Yu's identity as a female household, having a younger brother who dragged oil bottles, and being indiscriminate, but now all this that disgusted her has not changed, and even the yellow flower girl is no longer it, and she will not agree.

Especially Ji Yu, their mother and son have been estranged to this day...... Although Jing'er is still obedient to her, this kind of filial piety and obedience is different from the past.

Meng couldn't tell what was different, she just thought it was because of the unresolved knot.

As a mother, she always works hard for her children, can it be for herself?

It is not easy for Jing'er to get to where she is today.

What he needs is a well-informed, empathetic, and helpful wife like Ren Yingzhu, not a scourge that will only hold him back, bring him a stain, and let him give others a handle.

It's okay if Jing'er doesn't understand, he'll understand one day.

On the one hand, Meng was worried that Ji Yu would re-entangle her son, and on the other hand, she was afraid that she would prick Ren Yingzhu in the heart.

But since Ren Yingzhu already knew about Ji Yu's existence, if she had doubts in her heart, she would definitely check it out......

Meng thought about it and chose to tell Ren Yingzhu about the previous situation.

Of course, the process is indispensable for grafting.

For example, Ji Yu's first intention for Song Jing was abandoned, but she was shameful and crooked to entangle Song Jing, and the trouble was known to the whole village. Song Jing couldn't bear to say too much, but she would be wrong, thinking that Song Jing was happy with her...... Song Jing was really helpless, so he hurriedly went to Fang Yuzhi.

At the end, he patted Ren Yingzhu's hand.

"As long as I live for one day, it will be impossible for Ji Yu to enter the door of the Song family. Don't worry, my mother will always be on your side. You also have to hurry up and give Jing'er a son, so that you can keep him on a leash......"

Ren Yingzhu covered her hand, and her smile was still gentle.

"Thank you, mother."

Coming out of Meng's room, the corners of Ren Yingzhu's mouth suddenly drooped.

It was like a thunderbolt struck her guts, and something collapsed.

"Ma'am."

Dai Shi saw that her expression was wrong, and hurriedly helped her back to the courtyard.

Ren Yingzhu reclined on the bed, looking at the empty bedroom, her eyes seemed to be sad and mocking.

"He's my husband, but look at how many traces of him are in this house?"

Dai's face was calm: "Uncle is not grateful, you should go back to the master to complain!" ”

Ren Yingzhu shook his head: "He didn't want to get close to me, if I really did that, he would be farther away from me......"

It is said that close relatives are estranged husband and wife - she and Song Jing have never had a moment of intimacy, and they were estranged from the beginning.

She thought that as long as she could marry him and try hard to be good to him, she would be able to walk to him sooner or later, and then get closer to his heart.

Slowly, I realized that it was not like that at all.

He seemed to be getting farther and farther away. Obviously standing there, or even lying next to her, she just felt that she couldn't reach this person.

"I thought he was blaming me for using tricks, blaming my father for forcing him to divorce his wife, blaming our Ren family for making him a joke among colleagues...... I even thought he had Fang Yuzhi in his heart. ”

Wrong, it turned out that it was all wrong.

He is hiding someone in his heart, but that person is not called Fang Yuzhi, but Ji Yu.

"As long as these two words are engraved in his heart for a day, I will never be able to approach him. ...... forever"

Ren Yingzhu looked at the void and muttered to herself.

Dai frowned: "Madame means ......"

If it's really just a village girl, send it out of Beijing, toast without eating and drinking, and there is a way to make her dare not appear in front of her uncle again for the rest of her life.

But this village girl is involved in a wide range of things, and it is inevitably a little tricky.

"According to the meaning of the slave maid, Madame, be patient, wait for the Min Wangfu to fall......"

"Nope."

Song Jing has been staying in King Min's Mansion because Ji Yu is in King Min's Mansion.

When King Min's Mansion falls, it may be too late.

The candlelight was dim, reflecting on Ren Yingzhu's face, which inexplicably added a bit of gloom.

"You go back to Ren's Mansion tomorrow and ask my brother how many people I want to help me keep an eye on my uncle...... And the man. ”

Dai nodded: "The slave understands." ”

There was another earth-shattering cough in the room, and Aunt Ci appeared with the medicine in hand.

At night, everything is silent.

Ji Yu woke up from the sound of the drums and horns again, drenched in cold sweat.

She stared at the dark roof of the tent with her eyes wide open, and it took a while to realize that she was in King Min's mansion.

I took a few quick breaths, and I felt a kind of happiness for the rest of my life.

The middle coat is wet and sticks to the body, which is very uncomfortable.

I got out of bed in the dark, lit the oil lamp, changed the set, and then poured a glass of water and drank it all.

The water is cool and helps her to distinguish between dreams and reality.

Lying back on the bed again, I didn't dare to turn off the lights and close my eyes.

She was afraid that as soon as she closed her eyes, she would return to the place where there was a mountain of corpses and a sea of blood.

Hunting with banners, the sound of killing shook the sky, and she could only watch an arrow with a cold light go straight to Guanshan in the fight across the river.

Blood splattered and passed through the bones.

Ji Yu turned over, clutching the clothes on her chest tightly, and the whole person curled up in a ball.

That's how she came every night after Guan Shan left.

When the news of his arrow in the Xiaowu River reached the capital, Ji Yu even had to rely on a calming prescription to fall asleep for a short time during that time.

During the day, he can still use his busyness to distract his mind, but at night he is completely out of control.

Messy thoughts came up all at once, and they were all bad thoughts.

It can really drive people crazy.

Only then did Ji Yu know that it was so difficult to be a hero's family.