If she was still her, Guan Shan would still be the legendary invincible Shenwu general, how good would it be.

Heroes are indeed only suitable to stand on a high platform for people to worship.

Because when you get closer, when you understand, when you find out that he is also flesh and blood, you can no longer think of this person as the all-powerful hero.

It turns out that heroes can also be injured, and heroes will die.

Zhen Jili said in the letter that on the night of Xiaowu River, the arrow that hit Guan Shan would be killed if he missed even one finger a little more.

But he couldn't recuperate, and he couldn't even fall......

I've finally survived this level, but what about next time?

The battlefield is changing rapidly, and the enemy is in all directions, just in case an arrow shot at him does not deviate......

Ji Yu really didn't dare to imagine that kind of consequence.

Wearing armor, risking arrows, and leading the way are all qualities that she once praised.

But now......

Sometimes she can't help but think that it would be nice if Guan Shan could be selfish.

Don't rush back to the front, don't ignore life and death. Know how to see opportunities and know how to spare your life......

She is undoubtedly selfish to think so.

Guan Shan's life is life, and the lives of other soldiers are also life, if Guan Shan retreats, why should others rush forward.

If Guan Shan and the soldiers all retreated and lost their lives, what should the people behind them do?

In the position of Guanshan - as a general, you should love the soldiers like a son, the soldiers trust you and entrust your wealth and life to you, how can you use their bodies as shields to help you in a corner?

Guan Shan won't, so no matter what Ji Yu thinks, it's in vain.

Ji Yu often feels ashamed of such thoughts.

After all, he is a modern person, who has read, read, and seen the world...... But so what?

No matter how strong the ability to be at peace with the situation, it does not include adaptation to war.

She just wants to go through this life smoothly. Don't be scared, don't be stormy.

It's a pity that the sky does not follow people's wishes, and to this day, it seems that everything is reversed.

She is worried every day, and the man she loves is dying every day.

Ji Yu occasionally complains about Guan Shan in her heart.

I still remember that in July last year, she also asked Guan Shan if she wanted to return to the Guanbei Army.

Guan Shan said he would not go back.

As a result, I didn't go back to Guanbei and went to Liaodong.

Sure enough, the skill of avoiding the heavy and lightening it was perfected.

Ji Yu blamed herself even more.

Why did he have to pretend to be generous and sensible at the beginning, saying that if the beacon smoke rises again and Guan Shan wants to put on his armor again, he will not stop him.

It's a prophecy.

Now I only hope that Guan Shan can fulfill the second half of the sentence promised him and return safely......

In fact, in the past few months, Guan Shan has secretly reported her safety.

It's just that no amount of comforting words on paper are as good as people standing in front of them.

When the war is tight, Guan Shan will definitely not do such a thing as rushing back to send a romance.

Ji Yu thinks that if you don't come to the mountain, I'll go to the mountain, instead of thinking about it here, it's better to lie down and go to Liaodong by yourself.

But at this critical juncture, she couldn't leave the treasure......

Moreover, there is a rule in the army that women are not allowed to enter, even if she disdains, the rules cannot be changed overnight. As a commander-in-chief, but taking the lead in making an exception, how should he serve the public in the future?

What's more, she can't help anything when she goes to Liaodong, and it may distract Guanshan......

Ji Yu subconsciously touched her flat lower abdomen.

The night before Guanshan's departure, when the love was strong, some taboos could not be taken care of.

Afterwards, Ji Yu forgot to drink the medicine, and when she remembered it, she didn't drink it in the end.

She thought, if she did, she would give birth.

Who knows, no.

There was a faint sense of loss in my heart.

But after a brief loss, she was honestly relieved.

After all, she is not ready to be a mother, and it is not a good time to be embattled at the moment.

There was enough to worry about.

The biggest concern is Guan Shan, there is no doubt about this.

In addition to Guanshan, there are also small boats.

I don't know how you are adapting to life in the army? I heard that he has been on the battlefield several times, and he has made a small contribution.

In addition to the boat, there is also a small song.

Zhen Jili wrote that the man had been found. Because Xiaoqu is a woman, he didn't dare to tell anyone, and he couldn't send it away, for fear that she would make a fuss and the two of them would have to be disposed of, so he had to stay in the military medical center for the time being and do chores under his hands.

And Di Rong......

Alas, when is this kind of day a head.

Will this be the case for the rest of your life?

Forget it, let's cross the threshold in front of us first.

As always, in the end, Ji Yu had to force herself to think of something else to divert her attention.

In the past six months, she has been collecting news from all parties through Ji's Flavor and Datianxia's channels, and the most important thing is Zheng Guifei's news.

During the full moon banquet of the little prince, she had already confirmed the fact that Concubine Zheng Guifei had given birth with her own eyes, and she also realized through the unexpected events in Jingyang Palace that the little prince should not be born to Concubine Zheng Guifei.

In other words, a surrogate surrogate mother is inevitable.

Feng En searched the palace and found no flaws and clues, so Ji Yu directly locked his eyes on Xiangguo Temple.

According to the original calculation, Zheng Guifei should have given birth in mid-February, but she delayed the launch, and nightmares were frequent, which led to the later trip to Xiangguo Temple to pray for blessings.

Not sooner or later, but it was born during the blessing.

An accident that is too coincidental cannot be called an accident.

Either the blessing is true. Just in case, they take their pregnant mother with them at all times.

This is unlikely,

Either the blessing is fake. They had planned from the beginning that this child would be and must be born in Xiangguoji Temple.

The temple Tibetans are much more secure than the palace.

What she could think of, Feng En could naturally think of.

However, the results of the secret investigation were once again disappointing - there was nothing unusual about Xiangguoji Temple.

Ji Yu remembered another thing.

On the day she sent Zhen Jili to Liaodong, before leaving, Zhen Jili whispered a few words to her, which was also about Zheng Guifei.

He heard by chance from Nie Shirong that when Zheng Guifei was in the boudoir, she had a childhood sweetheart. Later, Zheng Guogong beat the mandarin duck with a stick, and sent his daughter to King Gong's mansion to take Emperor Wande, who was still King Gong at the time, as a concubine. The bamboo horse also disappeared, and it is said that it was disposed of by Zheng Guogong.

If it is really handled, then this is just a relationship that has already passed.

But if the relationship is in the present tense...... Now whether this little prince is Zheng Guifei's own son or not, she is not sure.

Probably not - not only is Zheng Guifei's current child not a prince, but even the child she gave birth to herself may not be Emperor Wande's. In other words, Emperor Wande was green.

Of course, there is another possibility - now this child is indeed born to Concubine Zheng Guifei, and it is indeed Emperor Wande's. It is precisely because it is Emperor Wande's that Concubine Zheng Guifei, who is concerned about her lover, will be disgusted with him.

If you want to prove which kind of truth it is, you can only find Zheng Guifei's lover.

And finding Zheng Guifei's lover, whether the child is Emperor Wande's or not, it doesn't matter.

The result that Teng Xiu tracked down was that Zheng Guogong did not kill him back then, but only drove him out of the capital.

Some say that he went to the south and later became a monk.

But according to the legendary address, there is no such person.

Because of the word "monk", Ji Yu even boldly guessed whether the lover would be in Xiangguo Temple.

Tell Teng Xiu his thoughts, and Teng Xiu sent people to secretly screen Xiangguo Temple up and down but did not find the target person.

Is this lover suspicious? Isn't it critical?

Ji Yu couldn't help but wonder if she had gone astray.