A stone smashed on my knuckles, the burning match fell, in an instant, her face was soft in the fire, I tried desperately to put out the fire, but to no avail, the fire went out quickly, she was extinguished in an instant, my tears poured out, looking at the culprit outside the window, shouting, "Ji Peng, you bastard, dog, I curse you, to die, to die, to die." ”

Tears overflowed my eyes, I didn't see his expression clearly, I only vaguely saw him pick up Lin Wu and leave. There was a look of guilt in his eyes, and the meaning was unclear.

After about five minutes, I thought he should walk away, wipe his tears, pat his butt, and continue looking at the notebook.

1970.4.12

They're rarely coming, is it the matter settled, hopefully?

The weather has been excellent lately, so why don't you feel excited at all? Obviously, I like sunny days the most, I want to pick peach blossoms, I want to go to the spring in the mountains to play, I have been locked up for five days, why do you want to detain me when I am released.

My mother always said, you are still young, you don't understand, I am 20 years old, and she still uses this to prevaricate me.

She was too cowardly, too cautious.

During the days I spent in the dark room, I was thinking about what had happened in the village, and about a week before that, I had stolen my mother talking to a dark shadow in the main room, and they were sitting in the dusty guest chairs, talking about something, and I only heard a few words.

Spirit, into the body, delusional.

I know that all things have spirits, there are many categories, most of them are unwilling to turn into human spirits, if they are willing to do so, they can be exchanged for it voluntarily forming spirits, turning into spiritual dust, which is said to be of great benefit to cultivation; There are also a few who are born as spirits, this kind of called night spirits, generally unworldly, without desire, although life is boring, but it is better than passing away, so it is basically the former that may be spiritual. There are still risks associated with knots, and some spirits hate humans so much that they will trick them into doing things for them, and then hide or even *.

Into the body, delusional. The meaning is less clear.

I searched through the books my grandmother left behind, but I still couldn't find anything. I went to ask my mother, and she was angry that day and scolded me and said nothing about it.

1970.4.19

The village was finally calm.

Even though I spend every day at home, I just know that it's over, it's over.

Because, the mother never came back.

I remember the last time she was at home, I said to her, "You're too cowardly, you can't do anything." You don't deserve to be a goddess! ”

That's the end of it, burn, burn, no one remembers what happened, no one changes.

It's only the goddess who has changed, and the goddess of this village is me.

I won't be like her, I'm going to protect everyone.

At this point, the note came to an abrupt end.

I flipped back a few pages, and they were all blank, probably gone. The owner of this notebook is self-evidently Grandma Li, but the things recorded in the text are a little beginningless and endless, and there is only one example that is not typical, the girl who is suspected of being dead was reborn the next day, and there are still some mysteries, where did the old goddess go, and what is that black shadow.

Ah, this problematic feeling makes me a little irritable, and the pleasure that I had just coaxed Ji Peng has disappeared.

I simply put down my worn-out notebook, lay down and fell asleep.

When I woke up, it was dusk again, and the heat had returned, so he sat next to me in a daze.

"Re Re, how's it going?"

"I went to the photographer on the day of the wedding and asked him for a video, which showed the full process of the ceremony."

"Great."

"Has he already been here?"

"Well, completely deceived by my realistic acting skills and the props you made, he should be out for a few days."

"So, will my parents and grandmother be in danger?"

"Don't worry, I've already visited them, and as your boyfriend, I've given them amulets to keep them safe. It's just, I told them, "

"Say what?"

"Said that Acuo was because I came, so he stayed with me directly in the hotel, for fear that you would be angry and didn't dare to come back."

"It's just a decent thing to say, so they don't have to worry about me. So when does our reversal ritual begin? ”

"This kind of ritual is generally to find a good day, in order to prevent long nights and dreams, we had better pick the nearest day, just before and after the festival, and the next three days, are good days for sacrifice."

"What if one step in the ritual is wrong?"

"There is no way back."

"Then I'll pick the last day. I always felt that something I had overlooked, so let me think about it for two more days. ”

"Well, it's always right to think about it."

Dusk, hermitage.

I put the notebook in front of Grandma Li.

She glanced at it roughly, "Little girl, it's not good to rummage through other people's things." ”

"Firewood." I calmly responded, "I suddenly remembered that day, oh no, yesterday, you said that you tried your best to help me, I don't know if you colluded with Ji Peng and harmed me, and gave me a sweet date, so I tried my best, which kind of power did you do?" ”

"You're talking nonsense, I didn't."

"You can't do anything, you don't deserve to be a goddess."

Sure enough, her face changed greatly, how many times would she silently recite the last words of her mother in a person's heart, and what kind of mood did she hold when she meditated, regret or regret? Hate or despise?

"Arrogant girl, believe me or not" She raised her cane and slammed it on the ground as a threat.

I glanced at Re Re, who was standing side by side beside me, and was not afraid at all, "So what deal did you make with Ji Peng?" ”

It was her silence that answered me.

"A shadow spirit can actually do things that harm people's lives in the village, and he has not been hindered in the slightest when he frequently enters and leaves the house of the goddess, and the goddess is cowardly, but you in the notebook seem to be quite heroic, it is a little funny to say, my disciple of the Qi clan does not believe it."

She finally relented, "If I tell me honestly, can you let me go?" ”

"Yes." Hot Talk, I whispered to think.

He coughed lightly, "You can think about it." ”

It was probably Rere's expression at that time that he was a little fierce, and Mrs. Li didn't bargain again.

"About a few months ago, he came to find me, I originally thought, although he is a shadow spirit, he should come to me for something, so I fulfilled his wish to exchange for his spirit, he is a night spirit, night spirit spirit is rare, night spirit dust is even rarer, and my heart is happy. As soon as I heard this, I was going to beat him out, but he was unexpectedly high, and I had to politely refuse his request, but he didn't do anything, but threatened me with the lives of the whole village, and I had to agree. The person he chose was you, so I thought about what way to save you, but really let me find a way, with the other side of the flower juice and the incense ash used for the sacrifice to make the spiritual water, which can make you think of the qi, the body, the spirit of separation, he sucked your mind, destroy your body, and return the spirit water for you to stabilize the spirit for three years, cast a false body, in these three years, you can always think of other ways, it is better than the day of your sacrifice to disperse. ”