Ah Ran didn't come back in the next few days, so he probably wanted to give me time. However, he seemed to have told Qingdai extraordinarily, and she has not left an inch in the past few days.

Actually, Ah Ran doesn't have to be like this, my crazy time is enough.

It's not a little girl who doesn't know anything, where can she really look for death and life because of a man?

However, falling out of love is like a cold to me.

When I was young, even if I didn't take medicine, I couldn't resist it for three or five days.

But there are many things that have been experienced, just like when people reach middle age, their resistance declines, and they honestly take medicine and exercise, but they still have to stay up for a week, or even half a month, and take off a layer of skin to finish.

I can't help but laugh at myself:

Isn't it true that the more experienced people are, the more they can look down on this kind of thing?

But how can I still live more and more?

Actually, I don't know how many days it were.

I slept for a short time, and when I fell asleep, I either had nightmares or dreamed of being with that person.

When I'm awake, I'm stunned most of the time.

I was so dazed that I forgot what I was sad about, and I just felt that I had simply suffered a traumatic injury.

I went to touch the position of the left heart several times, but I didn't feel anything unusual, and then I came to my senses.

Then the person's voice, the person's smile, the person's temperature, and the person's smell swept over me like a hurricane, setting off a huge wave in my heart, making me breathless......

It wasn't until later that I had another dream, and it wasn't a nightmare, and it had nothing to do with the man.

I dreamed of my mother, she looked the same as back then, and she was still so beautiful.

She didn't speak, she just watched me cry. The tears dripped straight into my heart, and it made me feel sad.

Suddenly, she approached, took my hand, and wrote in my palm one by one, just as she had written in Ah Ran's palm before she left.

Her fingertips were surprisingly warm, and what she wrote was the word "brother......

I woke up all at once, and I was completely awake.

I put my palms to my chest.

Mother, are you here to save me?

Thank you, thank you for reminding me that I still have Ah Ran.

I can't be so selfish, I can't let him see me all the time like I am not a human or a ghost. For him, I want to get better.

I curled my lips slightly, wiped away my tears, and pulled the door open.

Qingdai seemed to be shocked to see that I had been closed for many days. "Your Highness? ……”

She looked at me with some concern.

I smiled wkwardly. "Qing Dai, can you help me prepare water for bathing? I want to take a shower. ”

"Yes."

She was a little surprised, but she still responded.

This girl seems to be still worried about me, I am really too willful, let the people who care about me suffer with me.

Maybe it's because I've been depressed for many days, and Qing Dai is even more worried when she sees that I suddenly want this and that.

I had never been a pleasure in bathing, and even more so since I became a modern person, but I thought she was so worried about me that I acquiesced to her staying.

"Your Highness......"

Qing Dai obviously wanted to ask me why I was like this suddenly, but she was a little embarrassed.

I smiled faintly. "Qingdai, you don't have to worry. I figured it out, it wouldn't be that ridiculous anymore. Are you worried about me these days? ”

Qingdai just wanted to speak, but she covered her mouth first and choked for a while.

My heart was sour, I raised my hand to help her wipe her tears, and pretended to laugh and said:

"Alas, you are really unlucky to have such a master as me.

How did you choose in the first place? Why did you follow me? I must not have read the yellow calendar before choosing, right? ”

She sneered, but tears were still pouring out.

"What do you say, Your Highness? Which is this Qingdai can choose? ”

I slapped my head exaggeratedly.

"Look at my memory, this is all decided by the Ministry of Internal Affairs, right?"

She nodded, but was still crying.

This stupid girl knew I was joking with her, but she still took me seriously.

"Your Highness, are you really okay? Really not sad at all? She confirmed worriedly.

I pouted.

"How can it be so fast? Illness comes like a mountain, and illness goes like a thread. What about me...... It's like getting sick! Now, it's the stage of drawing, and I'm still weak! ”

His Highness began to laugh, indicating that he was really fine.

Your Highness's temperament is much brighter than before, and you never joked in the past!

If this hurdle is placed in the past, I am afraid it will not be so easy to pass. ”

"Or I've grown up!"

I smiled, but there was a wave in my heart: Qing Dai really wants to know me better than Ah Ran.

"If this hurdle is placed in the past, I am afraid it will not be so easy to pass."

Her last words echoed in my ears, and I couldn't help but feel a burst of joy in my heart:

Ah Ran shouldn't be very clear about what happened in Luomapo back then, and I don't know that I jumped off by myself back then.

But with the same limited information, if Qing Dai knew about it, she would be able to guess that I had done something stupid back then......

******

After bathing and drying my hair, I sat down in front of the dressing table and said to Qing Dai:

"Qingdai, I don't want to dress up as a man anymore like when I was a child. Comb a woman's hair for me! Help me again...... Apply makeup. ”

Qing Dai was stunned and picked up a comb to comb my hair.

"I remember that His Royal Highness was in the East Palace when he was a child, and he especially wanted to dress up as a woman like me and Bixi.

Although you were dressed as a woman when you were in the General's Palace, you have always been looking forward to being in the palace as well, right?

Now I can finally achieve ......"

"yes......"

At the mention of Bixi, both of us were in a low mood.

"What kind of makeup does Your Highness want to put on?"

After combing her hair, Qingdai bent down and asked me.

"Hmm......" I hesitated.

Although, as Qing Dai said, I was also dressed as a woman when I was cold, but at that time, because I had more important things to do, I didn't pay attention to makeup, and I was plain all day long, and this is especially true in the 21st century.

So Qing Dai's question really stopped me.

But...... In fact, the woman's makeup is seen more by others than herself, so why not listen to the audience's opinions?

"What do you think?" I asked.

"Hmm...... Qing Dai doesn't know. His Royal Highness was born so beautifully, and any kind of makeup looks good. ”

I scoffed.

"You're pretty sweet...... So what kind of makeup do you think Ah Ran will like? ”

Ah Ran is so picky, I naturally have to take his aesthetics into account more or less.

Qing Dai pondered for a moment, her eyes lit up, and she said excitedly: "Qing Dai knows!" ”

******

After some more effort, Qingdai finally stopped.

"Your Highness, can you be satisfied?"

I looked in the mirror.

Although the reflection effect of the bronze mirror on the image is not as good as that of the modern glass mirror, I can't help but be a little surprised when I see myself in the mirror:

In the mirror, I have cloudy sideburns and willow eyebrows, and my upper eyelids are slightly smudged with light pink rouge, which contrasts with the blush. The lip color is a slightly pinkish cinnabar red.

Looking at the makeup in the mirror, I was in a trance.

The person in the mirror seems to be me, but it doesn't look like me.

After looking at it for a long time, I gradually came to accept:

It turns out that I really look like I'm only seventeen, but am I really seventeen?

suddenly felt that the days of separation from Ah Ran were just a dream.

Maybe it was really a dream, because not even too many years have passed.

"Qing Dai, you said that I was walking on the palace road like this, if I met someone who saw me in the East Palace back then, would they be able to recognize me?"

Qing Dai shook her head.

"His Highness was only seven years old at that time, and he was still dressed as a man. And now Her Highness is a young woman, and she wears makeup, which is very different from the past.

Even if this makeup is put on by Qing Dai for you, Qing Dai will have to look at it for a while before you dare to recognize it! ”

I nodded.

Suddenly, he remembered another thing, smiled, and said to Qing Dai: "Qing Dai, is there a fire fold?" ”

Qing Dai didn't ask the reason, so she took the fire fold. I took the sachet that had been discarded a long time ago, lit the fire, gritted my teeth, and brought the sachet closer to the flame.

"Your Highness!?" Qing Dai was a little overwhelmed.

I grudgingly smiled at her and tossed the lit sachet into the empty copper basin.

The spices were ignited, emitting a rich aroma that had never been seen before, and the burnt smell of the brocade cloth filling the room.

Ling Niankong, we, this is the end, I hope that we don't need to torture each other for the rest of our lives......