Chapter 331: Candlelight
I originally thought that these people who dared to sell their lives, even if their methods were a little disgraceful, could be worthy of being called a hero, but now that they look at it, they are really cowards, Chu Qingyin sighed.
is obviously the leader of a big organization, but he is still so jealous of you, he doesn't even worry about you, but he still wants to keep you by his side.
What do you mean by that? There is no suspicion in employing people, and there is no need to suspect people, but he doesn't understand it at all.
Chu Fangnan heard Chu Qingyin's words, smiled lightly, nodded and said, I also think that he is a little less powerful in doing this, but there is no way, as the leader of an organization of such a force, he must have more things to fear than others.
After all, those who do their line of work would rather believe what they have than believe that they don't, and would rather catch them by mistake than miss them, and would rather kill three thousand than let one go.
If you take a slight wrong step, you will be crushed, and in the career of licking blood from the knife edge, there is no turning back when you open the bow.
If it weren't for the tattoo organization's proposal to give Chu Fangnan more research environment and research freedom, Chu Fangnan would not have anything to do with them.
It is only because his current knowledge has greatly exceeded the scope of ordinary people's acceptance, and only in such a gray area can he seek his own true freedom.
But then again, Chu Fangnan himself is not a person who abides by rules and regulations, and perhaps what those gray organizations pursue is also easier for him to accept.
At least now that he has made a name for himself in that kind of force, he doesn't regret it, and he doesn't feel half guilty in his heart when he does something that may be incomprehensible to normal people.
Some people will think that people like him have lost their hearts and are no different from real gangsters, but in Chu Fangnan's eyes, the way he looks is the most authentic way of life.
To live according to your heart and not be burdened by any mundane things in the outside world is precisely to pursue what you want to pursue the most.
After listening to Chu Qingyin talk about Tao Yao and Tang Ziye, Chu Fangnan also thought that if Tao Yao was like himself and lived only for himself, maybe he wouldn't have been hurt so much.
But he thought about it again, if Tao Yao was like himself, would he still be attracted to him? Maybe not, I was attracted by Tao Yao, and it was precisely because I saw Tao Yao's original pure and kind nature after losing his memory.
She is so pure, so clean, she shouldn't be like herself, chasing something extreme, and then stepping into the gray area.
Chu Fangnan didn't want to change her, but Chu Fangnan also felt that Tao Yao was indeed vulnerable, so Chu Fangnan would use his own strength to protect her, although maybe the current Tao Yao couldn't understand it.
So what did the leader of the tattoo organization make you do today? Chu Qingyin asked his brother with some concern.
It didn't matter, he asked me to kill the leader of another faction, which killed two birds with one stone, first, to show my loyalty within the tattoo organization, and second, to make me jealous of the other organization.
Did you do that? Chu Qingyin asked, in fact, it doesn't seem to be anything to do, as long as you don't get caught, these are trivial things.
Do you think you haven't offended other organizations? There are so many forces in the underworld, which ones have not been poisoned by your potion, maybe they have already identified you as an enemy in their hearts.
I know that Chu Fangnan replied, I didn't do anything like that, after all, killing people is still a bottom line for me at the moment.
In his heart, there is still a difference between using poison to harm people and killing people with his own hands, although he also knows that he is now working for the tattoo organization, and the tattoo organization must have contaminated many lives with its own technology.
But in Chu Fangnan's heart, the two are very clear, as long as it is not his original intention, then these lives will not be counted on his head.
He doesn't bother himself and feels like he's responsible for other people's lives, you can say he's not kind, but you can't say he's an unprincipled person.
In the eyes of ordinary people, Chu Fangnan must be a bad person, but in Chu Qingyin's heart, his elder brother is a person who has a clear distinction between public and private, dares to act, and has his own principles.
Chu Qingyin believed that Chu Fangnan would handle all this, so he didn't ask any more questions, but said to Chu Fangnan with some worries, you must be careful of the leader of the tattoo organization, he has the most information about you in his hands, and if you want to withdraw at that time, I'm afraid it's not so simple.
Don't worry, Chu Fangnan stretched out his hand and rubbed Chu Qingyin's head, your brother is a very powerful person, you have to believe this.
I believe in it, but I will still worry about you, brother, you must remember that I only have one relative in this world, and now there is Tao Yao who needs your care, you must protect yourself.
Chu Qingyin nodded, but there was still lingering worry in his expression.
How could Chu Fangnan not understand her worries? Since the day he decided to join the tattoo organization, Chu Qingyin's worries about him have not stopped for a day.
Although Chu Qingyin did not shy away from this matter, and even let Tang Ziye, who trusted each other, know about this matter, it did not mean that Chu Qingyin was 100% supportive and reassuring of this matter.
What happened today just confirmed Chu Qingyin's worries, the leader of the tattoo organization finally found the right reason and the right opportunity, but Chu Fangnan was completely tied to the tattoo organization and could not be separated.
But Chu Fangnan did not do what he wanted, although Chu Fangnan did not obviously show resistance, but he also did not torture the leader of the hostile forces to death as the leader of the tattoo organization thought.
Chu Fangnan only tried his new medicine, and then cut a bloody wound on the hand of the leader of another organization, creating the illusion that he had tried to kill him but ultimately failed.
In the end, Chu Fangnan pretended to be cowardly and incompetent, and said to the leader of the self-organization, the reason why I am a pharmacist is because I really can't kill people with my own hands.
There's a bottle of poison that can kill people, and if you accept it, I'll inject him with this poison and don't let my hands get blood on my hands, okay?
The leader of the tattoo organization finally agreed to Chu Fangnan's request, although Chu Fangnan knew that the leader still did not fully trust him. In other words, people who are in such a high position will not trust others easily.
Chu Qingyin's worries, Chu Fangnan also knew in his heart. Maybe it's time to think about activating it, the trump card that was prepared when he joined the tattoo organization in the first place, Chu Fangnan thought to himself.
It's just that that trump card is also a desperate road that can't be turned back, and Chu Fangnan doesn't want to take that kind of measure lightly until it is a desperate situation.
After all, every decision made in life does not exist independently, and a seemingly simple decision may affect things for a long time.
Like the flapping wings of a butterfly, it seems insignificant, but it is enough to suddenly detonate the storm that shakes the world at the moment when everyone forgets.
The trump card in Chu Fangnan's hand is called a trump card because once it is executed, there is no room for redemption. His decision will not only have a great impact on the tattoo organization, but also have a great possibility of subverting the entire gray underground power pattern.
It seems that it is still too early.
Now there is still some ordinary warmth that makes people vaguely feel greedy, like a little faint but very firm candlelight, in the long cold night, it will also reflect the light of saving people from leaving.
Chu Fangnan closed his eyes, and what gradually appeared in front of him was Tao Yao's clean and beautiful face.
There are many beautiful women, and Chu Fangnan has seen a lot, but a woman like Tao Yao, who has a pair of clear and transparent glass eyes, doesn't seem to be so common.
Chu Fangnan has seen women who deliberately dress themselves up very young, and he has also seen women who deliberately show great ignorance in their words and demeanors, and pretentiously emphasize their purity.
But he can only see the unconcealed twisting posture from those women, he can always see at a glance that such a woman, the superficial dress and style can't hide their inner complexity and scheming.
Only Tao Yao made Chu Fangnan feel different.
Although Chu Fangnan had long known in his heart that Tao Yao's age was no longer the age of an innocent girl, she had even been an expectant mother once.
But as long as he saw Tao Yao's clean eyes, he looked at him with a flicker, his eyelashes were as black and dense as a crow's wings, casting a gentle and delicate shadow on his eyelids when they fell.
Chu Fangnan felt that if Tao Yao could always maintain the innocence of not knowing the world in front of him, it would seem that it would not be unbearable for him to pay something.
What happened before Tao Yao and Tang Ziye, Chu Fangnan had already heard Chu Qingyin say a lot of righteous indignation, he thought, after going through those things, Tao Yao must have been coated with layers of shadows in his eyes by the years.
It was precisely because of this that he chose to inject Tao Yao with an amnesiac drug, which was originally just a strange compassion, as if he felt that it was a gift to her to let this woman get rid of her previous things.
But now, as he strangely felt his feelings grow deeper, he found himself starting to think of it as a tangled option.
Chu Fangnan felt more and more that it was a good thing to let Tao Yao lose his previous memories, if it weren't for this, he wouldn't have seen Tao Yao have such a pitiful pair of crystal clear eyes before he experienced these strange things.
But as he gradually developed some feelings for Tao Yao, he felt that no matter what he said, erasing her previous memories before seeking Tao Yao's own opinion was really irresponsible to her.