Chapter 332: Haunting
This thought troubled Chu Fangnan for a long time, and finally one day, he found Chu Qingyin on an afternoon when he didn't work, avoided Tao Yao, and had a short conversation with Chu Qingyin in his garden.
Chu Qingyin, tell me, do you think all this we did was a good thing for Tao Yao?
Chu Qingyin was a little puzzled why his brother suddenly asked such a question, obviously when he made this plan, both of them were very satisfied.
What's wrong brother? Do you think Tao Yao is not happy now? You see, she was bothered by those things before, and there was not a day when she could really live according to her heart.
But now she is very happy every day, and she starts to do some things that she likes, whether it is reading or drawing, these things are things that she wanted to do but didn't do.
Now Tao Yao can finally put all this aside and happily do what he wants, isn't that good?
Chu Qingyin said these words, but he didn't see Chu Fangnan's relieved expression as expected, on the contrary, Chu Fangnan frowned even more, and asked some strange questions with some hesitation.
But is this really what she wants to do? If Tao Yao hadn't lost her memory, would she want such a life?
Why don't you want it, Chu Qingyin couldn't understand Chu Fangnan's hesitation in her heart, she thought about it, and asked rhetorically, what if it were you? Don't you want to be able to do what you love to do?
Of course I wish I was doing the same now, but I think it's because I haven't experienced what happened before Tao Yao.
Chu Fangnan pondered for a moment and tried to express his emotions more clearly.
If Tao Yao didn't have amnesia now, and remembered what happened before, would she want to break off with those past events more, instead of directly cutting off the connection with the past?
You think this is all mediocrity, brother, because no one can come to a conclusion about these things. Chu Qingyin didn't understand why her brother was in such a strange trouble, in her opinion, Chu Fangnan, who had always been resolute and calm, would not be confused in her heart because of these things.
I just think that we made the decision for her, and maybe that's not right. Chu Fangnan didn't know where such indecisive emotions in his heart came from, he could only find a way to express his emotions more accurately.
If you really care so much, just inject Tao Yao with an antidote, as long as she injects the antidote, she will slowly remember the previous things within a week, but in this case, will she still agree to our plan?
Facing Chu Qingyin's inquiry, Chu Fangnan found that he couldn't answer, and he was even a little frightened, not daring to face Tao Yao after the injection of the antidote.
The first time, he began to feel that maybe he had done something wrong, and the first time he began to feel that maybe he should apologize to someone.
But this matter is an unsolvable situation, if he injects Tao Yao with an antidote now, then he doesn't know if Tao Yao will blame himself, maybe such a simple and simple beauty will never come to him again.
Chu Fangnan's mind suddenly began to recall repeatedly that after helping Chu Qingyin make Tao Yao's fake death, he injected Tao Yao with amnesia medicine when she was still faking her death.
What keeps appearing in front of me is the day when the effects of the two drugs finally faded, and Tao Yao finally opened his eyes and woke up.
At that time, Chu Fangnan was still in the mood to observe the experimental subject, and simply waited by her bedside and waited for the experimental subject to wake up.
It's just that the moment Tao Yao opened his eyes, Chu Fangnan was stunned by those clear glass eyes, and even his heartbeat was paused.
The woman lying down is obviously past the age of a young girl, but when she speaks, she seems to be like an innocent girl, where is this Who are you? Why am I here? I don't seem to remember anything.
Tao Yao obviously asked a lot of questions, Chu Fangnan would definitely feel irritated if he was usual, but for some reason, Chu Fangnan at this moment felt that such a woman was extremely cute, and even had a lot of patience to answer her questions one by one.
Chu Fangnan told Tao Yao that he was a doctor of a humanitarian aid association, and that a well-wisher had picked up Tao Yao in the wilderness, so he sent him here for rescue.
Tao Yao was surprised by the fact that she was found in the wilderness, but she couldn't remember what happened before in her mind, and she couldn't help but show a somewhat distressed expression.
Chu Fangnan saw such an expression, and couldn't help but smile and touched Tao Yao's head, he told Tao Yao that it didn't matter, and that he would always accompany her and take care of her until she recovered her memory.
Tao Yao also seemed to be full of trust in the first person he saw when he opened his eyes, and soon he had relied on Chu Fangnan as his biological brother.
In addition, Chu Qingyin and her became very good friends again, and the two girls almost unanimously regarded Chu Fangnan as someone they could trust.
After staying for a long time, Chu Fangnan gradually felt that he was a little unbearable.
In the past, he was a calm and resolute person with a black belly and a cruel belly, but now facing Tao Yao's unconditional trust in him like a blank sheet of paper, Chu Fangnan found that he had no way to accept this trust calmly.
The more he wanted to hide the facts in front of him, the more he felt that he was deceiving Tao Yao in front of him, and the more he wanted to protect the innocence and beauty in front of Tao Yao, the more he realized in his heart that he was doing the same thing as the people who made her innocence and beauty no longer exist.
He, Chu Fangnan, was the same as Tang Ziye, who he spurned with his sister before, was deceiving Tao Yao.
Although the process of deception is as beautiful as a dream, it is just a dream after all, the day the dream is broken, will Tao Yao resent him like he resents Tang Ziye?
Chu Fangnan didn't dare to think about it.
I don't know when he has been very concerned about Tao Yao, he wants Tao Yao, always like now, innocent and romantic, relying on him, living in his home, being friends with his sister, and treating him as a confidant who can be trusted.
He wants to be Tao Yao's reliance, not Tao Yao, to be on guard everywhere like facing Tang Ziye, and even to fight-for-tat.
and Chu Fangnan found that he was just like Tang Ziye now, but he couldn't do anything while regretting it, because the mistake he made had already been done, and there was no way to change it.
Even if Tao Yao is injected with amnesia drugs immediately, there is no way to make Tao Yao forget the fact that he once deceived her.
While this can be said to be a white lie, such a thing is always a lie.
Although maybe under Chu Qingyin's intercession, Chu Fangnan can gradually become Tao Yao's friend, but what if Tao Yao doesn't even forgive Chu Qingyin? What then?
Chu Fangnan tried his best to use as concise and clear sentences as possible to tell Chu Qingyin about his inner entanglements and hesitations.
Chu Qingyin was very surprised when he heard this, because in Chu Qingyin's heart, his brother Chu Fangnan had never been a person who would be troubled by such trivial things, let alone trapped by love.
Brother, do you really like Tao Yao a little? Chu Qingyin asked.
Yes and no, what? To be honest, I'm not sure about it myself. Chu Fangnan did not give a positive answer, but calmly admitted that he was at a loss.
He felt that he might need to consult his sister Chu Qingyin for some opinions, after all, if Chu Fangnan was much better than Chu Qingyin in terms of knowledge, but if it was about these children's affairs, Chu Qingyin was an expert, while Chu Fangnan was relatively jerky.
If you don't like Tao Yao, what do you want to do? Anyway, it's just an ordinary warm play, or what if you just treat it as an ordinary friend? Why do you have to think about these things?
Chu Fangnan listened to it and felt that Chu Qingyin was reasonable, he just wanted to nod and say, then so be it, I heard Chu Qingyin and the second half of the sentence.
But brother, if you really like Tao Yao, my advice to you is to face all this and accept it calmly.
Chu Qingyin stared at his brother's eyes seriously, and said word by word, If you really like her, then these things should not be avoided, but I also feel that even if you don't run away from these things, it should not be your trouble.
Isn't it okay to just carry such a burden and continue on the march? Even if you know that one day you will face separation, at least for now you can seek the right to be together.
It's better to get along with Tao Yao like an ordinary one where nothing has happened, why don't you two go out tomorrow, how about it? You can also take me with you if you want.
Isn't it the best choice to stop thinking about these things, no longer thinking about right and wrong, just being two ordinary people, enjoying ordinary happiness, and trying to face the world and smile quietly until the storm comes?
This remark sounds like a bit of chicken soup for the soul, if it was before, Chu Fangnan would definitely sneer and say, you girl will only say some illusory things to prevaricate me.
But now Chu Fangnan realized from these seemingly inconsequential words what Chu Qingyin really wanted to express, her sister didn't want to have too much burden on her, and she also hoped that Chu Fangnan could be happy as an elder brother.
In this case, if you are still trapped in your own cage, constantly disturbing yourself, and ignoring the kindness of those around you, wouldn't you be sorry not only for yourself, but also for others?
After thinking about it, Chu Fang Nanmao suddenly opened, and he decided to invite Tao Yao to the amusement park tomorrow, although it sounds naïve, but these are the things that men and women in love must experience.