I opened my eyes slightly, only to feel that the lights were flickering in front of me, and it seemed that I had returned to the Lingering Garden.

But how did I get back? How come I don't have a little impression?

When he moved, he found himself sitting on the man's lap, embraced by him.

I had a terrible headache and everything around me was so unreal.

"Ling Niankong?" I hesitated to call him, unable to tell if it was reality or a dream.

He reached out and wiped away my tears, softly, but without saying a word.

"Original...... I was dreaming...... "Only he in a dream can be so gentle."

Hearing this, his brow furrowed.

I'm not pleased. "Why are you frowning? …… The way you laugh, it's so beautiful, why do you always frown......" My voice lowered, and my eyelids closed heavily.

I don't know how long it took me to open my eyes again, and I found myself still sitting in his arms.

I smiled at him. "It's a long dream...... Why do I see you frowning again? ”

I raised my hand to touch his brow, looked at the gloomy owl in his eyes, and tears slipped down again.

"Do you hate me like that? Connected in a dream...... Don't you want to give me a good look? ”

I withdrew my hand and cried, "I knew ...... I knew I wouldn't have detoxified you in the first place. At that time, you loved to laugh, and you really looked good when you smiled. And if you can't solve it, my dreams will always be able to do it......"

Suddenly thinking of something, I immediately changed my words: "No, no, no, the poison still has to be solved." Otherwise...... You're going to die......"

Tears welled up even more, and I sniffed. "If you die, I'm going to be even sadder than I am now......"

For some reason, the image of him holding me in tears that night still lingers in my mind. His heart was so painful that he was a little numb, and his hand unconsciously climbed up his cheek.

"At the beginning...... I didn't mean to lie to you at the beginning, I didn't mean to pretend to be Miss Leng. I'm just afraid, afraid that you will know that she can't come back, and she doesn't want to detoxify, so I lied to you. I'm sorry, I ...... All I thought was that when you found out, you'd just hate me. I didn't expect ...... I didn't expect you to be hurt so much, I'm sorry. Niankong, I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

I wrapped my arms around his waist and buried my face in his chest, sobbing uncontrollably......

******

Vaguely I felt a sharp gaze on me, and I woke up with a thrill to find myself lying on the bed, and the man was staring at me for a moment.

"Ling Niankong?"

"Are you awake?" His voice was slightly hoarse.

I suddenly remembered the dream I had just had, but was it really a dream?

Suddenly uneasy in my heart, I sat up hurriedly, leaned against the bedpost and asked, "I...... We've just ......."

"You're just dreaming."

I breathed a sigh of relief. "What are you going to do?"

But he didn't answer and asked, "Why are you crying?" After Yunhua Mountain, I haven't seen you cry. ”

"I didn't cry!" As soon as he said that, tears fell uncontrollably.

Ling Niankong raised his eyebrows when he saw this.

"I really didn't cry! I just can't stop crying when I'm drunk. ”

I didn't want to show him such an embarrassed side of myself, so I hurriedly asked, "Is there something wrong with you?" ”

Seeing that he did not answer, I continued: "If you are okay, don't come here, so that we don't have to look at each other." ”

But it was as if he hadn't heard me. "Why are you still crying, it's upsetting to watch." He said this, but there was no disgust in his tone.

However, when I heard it, I was inexplicably angry, and the words also rushed out of my mouth: "Don't watch it if you are upset!" Did anyone ask you to see it? There you go! ”

I pointed in the direction of the door and let the tears fall. And he actually held my face and patiently shaved away the tears from my cheeks.

There's some confusion in my mind, is this a dream or reality?

I looked into his eyes and saw that his eyes were full of pity.

Xu was crying for a long time, his eyes were very sour, and his eyelids were very heavy, so he finally couldn't support it anymore and closed his eyes.

After a few moments, I suddenly felt a heat on my lips, my brain was dizzy, and I didn't know what was happening. But he was still busy opening his eyes, and tears slipped down uncontrollably.

The beautiful face that made my heart palpitate was still in front of me, and the expression on my face did not change in the slightest.

Maybe I was really drunk and hallucinating.

Thinking about it, my eyelids drooped uncontrollably again.

As soon as he closed his eyes, the warmth on his lips suddenly reappeared, and this time his lips were sucked.

I frowned and struggled to open my eyes again. The face of the person in front of him was still the same, without the slightest wave.

Sure enough, it was a hallucination.

Looking at his face, my heart skipped a beat. Suddenly, I wish he could hug me. I hung my eyelashes, desperately trying to regain some sanity.

Yan Linxuan, he doesn't like you. You can't, you can't......

Suddenly, my forehead was pressed against me, and I hurriedly raised my eyelashes. I saw that his eyes were half-closed, opposite me. The tips of the noses of the two are wrong, the wings of the noses are close to each other, and the breath is harmonious.

I was breathing and couldn't move.

I should have pushed him away, but I wouldn't listen to him.

In a moment, he retreated a point, but the two were still very close.

The four eyes met, and there was still pity in his eyes.

He seemed to sigh softly, but it was so slight that it was more like a delusion on my part.

"Since being by my side makes you so sad. Why do you have to pretend to be nothing more than anything else every day? His voice was almost inaudible.

My heart was sore, and I couldn't stop crying.

If I don't pretend to be nothing, what self-esteem do I have?

He approached again, the tip of his nose touching the wings of mine.

I lowered my eyelashes and saw his lips that seemed to be missing mine. He paused, his lips slowly drawing closer. My mind went blank for a moment, and I caught up uncontrollably.

The moment the lips met, my heart ached, and tears welled up even more, wetting his cheeks. He didn't care, and kissed me softly on the lips.

His kiss at this moment was different from any previous time, soft, soft, dense, with comfort, with pity, as if there was still a trace of pain.

People say that if you want to know if someone loves you, kiss him. Because kisses are not deceiving, they can best show a person's sincerity. So if he kisses me like this now, does it mean that he doesn't hate me as much as I thought? Did he see me suffering, and he felt a little unbearable in his heart? But even so, what does this mean?

It was as if my heart had been shattered. Tears slid down the corners of the mouth, and the bitter taste spread to the tip of the tongue. He seemed to be aware of it, and took advantage of my unpreparedness to probe her in, as if he wanted to taste the unspeakable pain.

She touched him, and I had a rumbling in my head, and finally I came to my senses and pushed him hard.

He was caught off guard, and I really pulled away.

"Ling Niankong, what are you doing?" I choked up in a trembling voice.

He was silent, his eyes fixed on me, and there seemed to be a flame of anger in his eyes.

Tears slipped from his eyes, and he sighed softly when he saw this, and the anger in his eyes gradually subsided.

He leaned over, took me into his arms, and stroked my back.

My breathing was quick from crying. I just wanted to break away from him, but I heard him whisper in my ear, and his voice was slightly hoarse: "Be my woman." ”

My body froze when I heard this. What did he say?

Sensing my strangeness, he let me go.

"You think I can't afford to give something but this? A seat next to me? He whispered, "If that's it...... Yan Linxuan, I can afford it. ”

I smiled bitterly, with a thick nasal voice in my words: "Ling Niankong, General Ling, your last game of chess has just ended, are you in a hurry to start a new game?" ”

He frowned. "What do you mean?"

I chuckled. "I've been used by you so many times, how can I never grow? Every time you treat me a little better, isn't it all to take advantage of me? Ling Niankong, in fact, you don't have to do anything more. You can tell me what you mean. That way, you don't have to force yourself like that, don't you? ”

Rather than being sympathized and pitied by him, it is better to be purely used by him. Because the last thing I want is his mercy. I don't want to be a poor person in this relationship with him, my self-esteem doesn't allow it......

At my words, his eyebrows tightened.

He grabbed my arm. "Yan Linxuan, I'm serious." He said this with a bit of gritted teeth, but he looked me in the eye unabashedly and proved it to me.

I was stunned for a moment, wondering why he was the way he was. Suddenly, I thought of the figure that Tong Yue Luanyi saw when he was drinking in the pavilion, and finally came to his senses.

"You heard the conversation between me and Yue Luanyi, right?"

"Yes." He did not shy away from answering.

I smiled wryly. "Then are you pitying me?" I paused and continued, "Ling Niankong, I don't need your charity. A seat next to you? I sneered. Am I so easy to deal with in your eyes? ”

Hearing this, a flame of anger ignited in his eyes again. "Yan Linxuan, don't be ignorant!"

"You don't have me in your heart."

"Not bad." He didn't hesitate at all, but I heard the sound of something shattering.

I gritted my teeth and said, "Then please keep going like this." Be cruel to me so that I will be crisp when I leave. ”

"Then I'll do what you want." The frost in his eyes sent chills down my body.

"Thank you." I lay down on my side, buried my face under the covers, and wept to myself.

I heard footsteps, followed by the sound of doors opening and closing.

Listening to him walk away, I couldn't hold back and whimpered......

******

Before dawn, I was woken up by a noise outside. I struggled to open my eyes, and the hangover gave me a splitting headache and a burning pain in my throat.

I propped myself up and whispered, "Qingdai." "The sound was as ugly as a broken gong.

Hearing this, Qing Dai paced into the house, poured a cup of tea and handed it to me. "Miss is awake? Does the headache hurt? Qingdai prepares a sake soup for you. As he spoke, he was about to go out.

I called her. "Early in the morning, what are you tossing outside?" I don't mean to blame, just curious.

"Today is the day when the emperor takes the princes, princesses and concubines of the palace to Yuqiong Mountain to worship their ancestors. The embroidery girl beside the ninth princess came to pass the word, saying that she wanted you to go with you and take care of the princess on the way. Qing Dai is packing up for you. ”

"You want me to come along?" I was a little surprised. When I chatted with Yue Luanyi yesterday, she did mention this to me, but I didn't expect that I would also go.

"yes. When you get to Yuqiong Mountain, it takes ten days to go. Qixiu said that she was worried that the princess would be in good health on the way, so she asked you to go along. Qing Dai said.

I was stunned. Yue Luanyi mentioned this matter to me yesterday, which should mean that he wanted me to go along. But I didn't care about it at the time, and now I know that I was really a little caught off guard. I hurriedly got out of bed and went to the outer room.

Qing Dai also followed. "Miss, let's see if there is anything missing from these things that Qingdai has prepared."

I hurriedly dressed and freshened up, and said casually: "You just watch and clean up, and I'll go to the lying room later." ”

I finished hastily freshening up, and before Qingdai could react, I stepped out of the bedroom.

The wing was uninhabited, and for the time being, I used it as a storehouse for storing herbs. Yuqiong Mountain has been gone for so many days, and I have to prepare medicine for Yue Luanyi.

When it was thoroughly prepared, it was dawn.