Chapter 96. blend
I came all the way to the annex on Lingxiu Mountain.
Yes, at this time, the only one who can have news of him may be his master's cultivation.
Even Xiuli doesn't know, as long as I stay here, as long as he is alive, I may meet him, after all, Lingxiu Mountain is not a place that the imperial court can easily touch.
When I entered the front yard, I found that it was pitch black.
Also, it's not early, and Xiuli should rest in the backyard. So I came to the backyard, and I didn't want the backyard to be dark.
Is it already resting? Then I'll come back tomorrow.
Thinking like this, I wanted to leave, but I saw that the candle flame suddenly lit up in the east wing.
My heart stopped beating for a moment, then it started beating wildly. Isn't the East Wing his abode?
I couldn't believe my eyes, so I hurried over and pushed the door open without regard for etiquette.
The dim candlelight came from within, a little dim.
I took a deep breath and stepped into the threshold, and found no one outside. So he went to the inner room, and then he froze in place.
I saw a man sitting on the edge of the bed. Rao was no matter how dim the light was, I still recognized him from the silhouette of his figure.
And I still wanted to make further confirmation, and when I wanted to go up and see what was going on, I couldn't take any steps, so I had to stand where I was, and my breathing became short.
Suddenly, another lamp was lit, illuminating the face that had haunted me these days.
The man chuckled. "You're here."
I was shocked, and hurriedly threw myself on the side of the bed, only to see him pale and dressed only in plain bedclothes, sitting on the edge of the bed.
It's him! It's really him! My heart cried and screamed.
Suddenly remembering the tragic situation described by that person in Pinxianglou, my heart suddenly tightened again. Before he could say a word, he went through his clothes.
He stiffened, but he didn't stop me.
The slightly pale skin comes into view, and there is no injury except for the old scar.
My heart settled down and I sat down on the bed.
He smiled wryly. "Yan'er wants to continue to check?"
I looked up at him, and his eyes were bright.
But for some reason, after I made sure he was okay, I started to tremble, and I just felt endlessly afraid.
He didn't seem to see my trembling, and said with a slight joke: "I had to leave that day, why did I take the initiative to find it now?" ”
This bastard, simply knowingly asked!
At this time, he still wants to choke me with words!?
I was angry, even more aggrieved, and my vision blurred uncontrollably, but I still said angrily: "I shouldn't have come." ”
With that, he got up and walked out. Before he could take two steps, he was pulled back to the couch.
"Can you stop ...... with me?"
When he saw the tears in my eyes, his words suddenly stopped, and a trace of confusion flashed in his eyes.
"Yan'er."
I couldn't hold back any longer, and cried: "Ling Niankong, you bastard!" Bastard! ”
I punched him in the chest, whining and crying like a child, and the words were staccato:
"You hurt me so much, but I can't hate you at all. When I heard that something happened to you, I looked for you everywhere like crazy, and you were happy!? Satisfied!? ”
As if he had never seen me so emotional, he was overwhelmed, grabbed me into his arms, and stroked my back.
"Yan'er, don't cry, don't cry, it's my fault. Don't cry, you're crying me...... My heart is going to break. ”
Snuggled into his warm embrace, my crying grew quieter.
I heard him say in my ear: "I didn't mean to worry about you, I just didn't think that the emperor would make a move in advance, I just acted according to his previous will......
I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made you so concerned. It's just that the stakes are high, I don't dare to leak the news, and you're already gone by then......"
As if remembering something, he let go of me, wiped away my tears, looked at me and said:
"Don't leave me again, okay?"
I punched him in the chest again.
"Ling Niankong, why did you succeed in the end every time and again!?"
Anger rushed over my head, and I slammed his lips hard.
His body froze, then he hugged me and leaned back.
Not like my arrogance, he replied softly, with a hint of apology, as if he was willing to be punished.
I kissed him, my hand moving down.
He seemed to be taken aback, and immediately turned against the guest......
"Yan'er ......"
"Empty ......"
Tears slipped uncontrollably from the corners of the eyes.
I hugged his shoulders and choked up and said intermittently, "Niankong...... Don't ...... again Don't scare me like that...... I really...... Really scared. ”
"Don't be afraid...... Don't be afraid...... Don't be afraid......" he repeated one after another: "Don't be afraid, Yan'er...... I will always be there for you...... All the time...... All the time...... ...... all the time"
Gradually, I couldn't help but shrink a little.
He looked me in the eye, and the affection in his eyes seemed to be dripping.
"Yan'er...... I love you...... Love you to ...... I can't hate to melt you into your blood...... Make you a part of me...... I love you...... Love you...... Love you...... Love you ......"
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It took a long time for the breathing to calm down.
After a brief cleanup, he lay on his side on my right side, facing me, while I lay on my back.
His right hand was on my left shoulder.
He chuckled suddenly, opened his mouth and gently scooped the protruding bone from my shoulder.
"Yan'er is too thin, so she has to make up for it in the future. Otherwise......" His lips pressed to my ear. "It's going to be unbearable."
I blushed, thinking that he must have seen my embarrassed appearance just now, and said angrily: "It's not you yet, I don't know restraint at all." ”
He smiled wryly. "In the face of you, where can I restrain myself?"
I lay on my side facing him, my eyes catching a glimpse of his old scars, and my heart twitched uncontrollably.
I leaned close to him and buried my face in his arms, choking up and calling his name: "Nian Kong......"
After the pleasure, my voice was already muffled, as if I had just cried. So, he didn't notice any change in my mood, just "Huh? "Yes.
I continued to call him: "Nian Kong......"
"Huh?"
"Empty ......"
He chuckled. "Whatever you want to say, just say it, I'll listen."
I shook my head.
"I just wanted to call you by name, I just wanted to hear you...... Should I ......"
He seemed to sense that I was in a different mood and gently dragged my chin so that I could make eye contact with him.
He saw the glint in my eyes, and a sad look appeared on his face.
"What's wrong?"
"I'm afraid ......" fell, and my eyes became more and more hazy.
"What are you afraid of?" He cupped my face and rubbed it gently.
"I'm afraid that something will happen to you, I'm afraid that I won't see you again one day, I'm afraid you'll leave me alone......"
Moisture slid down the corners of the eyes, dripping on the pillow, and gradually blurred.
"Do you know what it was like in my heart when I heard that you had an accident?"
Hearing this, he leaned his face closer.
"Yan'er, don't be afraid. I'm fine, not only am I fine, but I'm fine. Isn't that enough to prove it? ”
I nodded silently, my eyes unconsciously falling on an old scar under his collarbone, my breathing uncontrollably, my fingers gently caressing.
"It must hurt, right?" My voice trembled.
"This was left at the age of twelve, and it doesn't hurt anymore." He replied softly.
"What about this?" I moved my finger down, tapping another scar.
"Ten years old." His tone was still soft, as if he didn't care.
"Where's this?" My hands shook slightly.
"This ...... I don't remember ...... clearly. ”
I sniffed and tried to move my hand down, but he grabbed it, and heard him say with some difficulty:
"Yan'er, don't touch it again...... If you touch it again, something will happen...... With your current body, I'm afraid you won't be able to withstand the second ......"
I stopped, but the tears became more and more uncontrollable.
He cupped my face again, wiped my tears for me, and sighed, "Do you feel so sorry for me? ”
He paused and said, "In the past, you could still deal with things calmly, but why are you crying like a child today?" ”
"Because you're the one who got into the accident! It's you...... Where can I still be calm? ”
The emotions that were supposed to calm down have surged back up at this moment.
He looked at me like this, and his emotions seemed to fluctuate.
"Yan'er, I'm not that good at all, I don't deserve you to treat me like this."
As he spoke, he took me back into his arms.
I let him hold him, and whispered in his ear:
"I'm not looking for a great sage, not a great hero, but someone who can accompany you day and night. If I say it's worth it, it's worth it. ”
He hugged my arm and trembled slightly, and said helplessly:
"You've said all the love words, what do you want me to do? Then ......"
As he spoke, he cupped my chin and pressed his lips lightly......