I slept restlessly, and I woke up at dawn.

When he opened his eyes, he still saw a familiar face, but his eyes were dark and blue, and he must have been unable to sleep last night.

It's right to leave, at least we won't torture each other anymore.

Otherwise, it's better to sneak away now.

As soon as he wanted to get up, he saw the people around him closing their eyes and opening their lips and said, "It's still early, let's sleep for a while." ”

He woke up a long time ago? Or didn't you sleep at all?

While thinking about it, he hugged me tightly and spoke again: "Good, sleep again." Like a cat, he buried his head in my neck as if he had really fallen asleep.

I was helpless, and closed my eyes again, but I didn't expect to really fall asleep.

When I opened my eyes again, I saw that the man was already fully dressed, standing on the side of the bed in a green coat, with a faint smile on his face.

"Awake?" His voice was clear, as if it were just an ordinary day.

"Hmm."

He reached over and had a warm, damp cloth in his hand that wanted to cover my cheek.

I ducked and hurriedly stretched out my hand. "I'll do it myself."

But he refused, and was silent and cleaned his face for me.

I was extremely uncomfortable, and when I saw the serious and focused expression on his face, I panicked even more.

After washing, I moved to the side of the bed, and just as I was about to put on my shoes, he suddenly squatted down and grabbed my ankles.

"Nian Kong." I finally couldn't help but scream, and my feet shrank back, but he pulled hard and put on my shoes.

Standing up, I saw him pick up my coat, and I naturally reached out to take it, but he dodged, and his shoulders on the clothes shook slightly, and he stopped moving.

When I saw the front of the shirt facing me, I knew that he was going to change my clothes, so I turned my back to him and raised my arms lightly.

He chuckled, seemed satisfied, and dressed me.

I was about to turn around, but he wrapped his arms around me from behind, reached out to me, and deftly tied my belt.

After tying the belt, he immediately let go of me, pulled me to the dressing table, and without saying a word, untied my headband, and combed my hair with a wooden comb.

After the hair was straightened, he picked up the hairpin on the table and tied it in a simple bun for me.

During the whole process, I kept looking at him in the bronze mirror, and he always had a faint expression, extremely focused on the work in hand.

I looked at him with great attention, but suddenly he raised his eyes and looked at me through the bronze mirror.

I panicked, and immediately looked away, pretending to look at the bun he had tied for me.

When I glanced at the image of my face in the mirror, I found that my expression was very complicated, with deep guilt.

I suddenly thought: What he did just now was just to make me feel guilty, right? Did he think I wouldn't be able to bear to leave if he did?

I suddenly felt depressed, and it was the end, and I was still calculating like this.

As if sensing my mood change, he smiled helplessly.

"Don't think too much about it, I just want to do these things for you, of course it's better if you can't bear to leave."

I opened my mouth to say something, but I didn't know how to say it.

"You don't have to say anything, I understand." A hint of loneliness flashed in his eyes.

After breakfast, it's time for real separation. He sent me to the door and handed me the baggage.

I looked at him and said, "I'm leaving." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he hugged me tightly, and I struggled.

Not for any other reason, but his men were there.

But he didn't let go at all, and smiled bitterly. "Let me hug you again."

My heart softened, and I was held by him.

After a long time, seeing that he didn't mean to let go, I said softly, "I'm really leaving." ”

"Hmm."

He let go of me and stroked my cheek. "If you miss me, come back and see me. You...... You're going to miss me, right? ”

I don't answer. He only said, "I'm leaving." Then he turned and mounted his horse, and whipped away.

******

Towards noon, I arrived at the house I had purchased on the outskirts of Shengjing City.

This mansion is actually Shen Fengyue's. Before, he only felt that he owed Shen Fengyue, and he didn't want to give him silver, so he took out the title deed. It was given to me by the emperor when he made me a medical officer, but then I was wanted, and the house was uninhabitable.

However, if this house is handed over to Shen Fengyue, he should have a way to use it. I thought he would refuse like before, but I didn't want him to accept it.

However, what I didn't expect was that a few days later he returned the title deed to me, but it was another house.

I didn't pick it up at the time, but he still forced it into my hand. It was only later that I found out that his name was on the title deed, and I was reassured, but I didn't know why he did it.

Now that I have left Ling Niankong, I have nowhere to stay for a while, so I think of the house.

However, in fact, before leaving, Ling Niankong also mentioned that I should go to his other mansion to stay for a few days, saying that it was even if it was temporarily excessive. But I still refused, since I wanted to break it, then I simply broke it off one at a time.

Pushing the door into the courtyard, Wu Bo, who had been in charge of taking care of the house, greeted him. "Miss is back? Are you going to stay there this time? ”

I nodded, gave him a few brief words, and went back to my room.

The people in the mansion were all recruited when they bought the mansion before, and they were down-to-earth and sincere, and Shen Fengyue had also taken me to see them before, so they were quite familiar.

As for the guards, they were arranged by Shen Fengyue, and they should be considered reliable. Therefore, I suddenly felt that although Shen Fengyue didn't seem to be very reliable, he was thorough in everything he did. If it weren't for the fact that this house belonged to him, I would have thought that he had other intentions for me.

The wanted notice on the bulletin board in the city has long been replaced by someone else, but I don't know if the arrest order has really been revoked, so I still don't dare to take it lightly.

But I don't have a lot of savings left, so I can't sit back and eat. However, as for the source of life, I still planned it early on: when I first entered Shengjing City, I used the place of the Huichun Hall of the Medical Hall to rescue Yue Luanxi's attendants. At that time, the old doctor of the Huichun Hall invited me to sit in his shop, but I don't know if the old gentleman can still remember me after such a long delay.

I went to the Rejuvenation Hall with the attitude of giving it a try, but when the old gentleman saw me dressed as a man, his eyes lit up. Enthusiastically let me into the shop. So the problem of my source of livelihood was solved.

It has been five or six days since I left him, I changed into men's clothes and went to the Rejuvenation Hall to sit for a consultation, and read a book to pass the time at night, and the days were very dull, but very comfortable.

But as the days go by, they get bored, and the time to think about that person grows longer. Think about what he is doing now, whether he is in the camp or in the capital......

I shook my head, I can't go on like this, can't I live without him?

Today, for some reason, I was a little upset, so I took leave from the old doctor, and spent the whole morning fiddling with herbs in the courtyard.

After lunch, I slept for a while, and when I woke up at the moment, I felt bored, so I decided to go to Shengjing City for a walk, so I greeted Uncle Wu and led the horse out of the door.

Although I lived on the outskirts of the city, I was very close to Shengjing City, and I rode into the city after a short time. Wandering in front of the various stalls, the afternoon slipped away.

I suddenly felt hungry, and it happened to be dinner time, so I found a restaurant called "Pinxianglou", and planned to eat here and then go back.

I sat down at an empty seat in the corner of the lobby and ordered a few dishes that were just as good as I am, plus a bowl of rice. In a short time, all the dishes are on the table, and I pick up my chopsticks and chew slowly.

After eating until he was full, he settled the bill, and was about to get up and leave, but the conversation between the two men at the next table somehow drifted into his ears.

"Hey, you live in the north of the city, you should have heard it last night, right?"

"Isn't it!? In the middle of the night, I suddenly shouted and screamed to kill, scaring my doll into crying, no matter how I coaxed it, it didn't work. I even went to the yard to take a look! I saw the fire in the north, which was terrifying! ”

"You know what's going on, don't you?"

"How do we know that the common people are flat-headed? But listening to that movement doesn't seem like a trivial matter. The man's words were full of doubts, and he suddenly said, "Hey! Isn't the north side the Shenwu Camp station? Could it be that there is going to be a war? ”

Hearing the three words Shenwu Ying, my heart suddenly twitched, and I quickly pricked up my ears.

"What to fight! It's a traitor! ”

"Mole? What does it mean? ”

"Didn't you read the notice at the gate this morning?"

"I'm in a hurry today, I didn't care about it, what's wrong?"

"The imperial court issued an example, saying that there are Wumeng traitors in the Shenwu camp, and they must be severely punished!"

"Isn't it just to catch a mole? Need that much movement? ”

"Eh! Do you know who the traitor is? That traitor is said to be the head of the Xuanyi Army! It seems to be surnamed Xiao. ”

"So what?"

"So what?! The one surnamed Xiao is from Yunhua Mountain, just like the army commander, and the entire Xuanyi Army is! Who knows if they will all be moles! ”

I suddenly felt a little out of breath, and my hands trembled slightly.

"No wonder there was so much movement last night. I think the emperor can't tell which friend is the enemy, so he is ruthless and wants a pot!? ”

"Not really! At this time, whoever is the emperor will rather kill by mistake, and it is definitely not good! ”

"It's just a bit ruthless. Although the Shenwu Camp is not big, there are hundreds of people in this way! ”

That's why the court didn't dare to report the truth, and only said that it was a traitor. But this is something that can be hidden! Didn't you say that last night was full of fire? It is said that the emperor directly ordered the burning of the battalion! The one that wasn't burned was also solved by the Ouchi master who was dispatched! There is no one left alive, it is really miserable! If it weren't for my uncle, who was on an errand in the court, I wouldn't have believed it! ……”

I couldn't listen to them anymore, and I wanted to get up and leave, but I couldn't exert half of my strength, and I tried several times without success.

What do they say...... Is it true or false? Really...... Not a single living mouth? …… And what about him? ……

I finally slammed to my feet and went on a rampage.

When I got out of the restaurant, I was blown by the cool breeze and calmed down a little: that person's martial arts are so high, there are few people who can help him, and he will be fine......

Although I thought so in my heart, the conversation between the two of them was replayed countless times in my mind. I was surrounded by the feeling of suffocation and walked aimlessly.

I don't know how long it took, but when I looked up, I couldn't help but be stunned.

In front of me is the familiar mansion, although I haven't seen it for a month, the word "Ling Mansion" on the plaque is actually covered with dust.

The people who handled the door of the mansion were no longer the guards of the Ling Mansion, but the officers and soldiers armed with spears. There is a big seal on the door of the house.

I finally couldn't hold it anymore, my legs went limp, and I slipped to the ground.

Is it true? Did something really happen to him? …… So where is he now? Was he injured? He...... Are you still alive?

I staggered to my feet and wiped away my tears, completely unsure of what to do.

I want to go to him, but where do I go to find him? The Ling Mansion is sealed, and the Shenwu Camp can't go anymore, where can I go to see him?

Maybe...... Maybe...... I had an idea, and I went back to the place where I tied my horse without stopping.

I rolled over my horse, grabbed my belly, and ran towards the place in my heart......