If anyone had told him such things before, he would not hesitate to assume that he was a psychopath.

But when it really happened to him, no matter how incredible and absurd, at this moment, he still calmly accepted this idea.

When he came to this conclusion, he was not surprised at all, but felt that everything could be explained.

Gonno said he wanted to talk to him alone, so the other three went out.

"Tang, how long will you be so confused?" Quan Ye frowned, "I really haven't seen you so cowardly. Since you already know that Gu Xiang is an illusion, why do you still insist that she exists? ”

"Aye, I'll tell you why now, you still think I'm sick, you just think so, I don't need you to agree with me."

Kwon Ye raised his bed a little higher, and he sat at the end of the bed, looking at him with his arms folded for a long time: "What, give up and convince me?" It seems that you yourself know how ridiculous what you are about to say. Now that you know, you still don't recognize the reality? ”

"Because that's the reality," Si Jintang said calmly, "but this reality is only understood by me." You haven't experienced it, you don't understand. ”

Quan Ye still doesn't believe in evil anymore, so he said: "You say, I want to hear it, how ridiculous it is!" ”

He has already accepted that he has changed to schizophrenia, the big deal is that he feels that he is more sick, what else!

He wanted to listen, so Si Jintang really said: "Parallel world, or this world has been refreshed." ”

knew that what he wanted to hear was ridiculous, but Quan Ye still didn't expect it to be so ridiculous, so ridiculous that he laughed.

Si Jin Tang knew that he didn't believe it, so he ignored him and just continued: "I tend to combine the two, and it's a refreshed parallel world. Because the world didn't think about it, and I lived a life of almost the same trajectory as that world, and almost nothing changed except for the fragments related to thinking about it. ”

Quan Ye smiled: "If I didn't know that you are a psychopath, I really want to ask you how you said these words seriously." ”

"It's punishment...... Si Jin Tang closed his eyes and said, "Compared to losing her, coming to a world without her at all, when you think about it, the pain will pour out." Without her in this world, you will hover between reality and fiction, and finally be driven crazy. ”

He's really crazy, but he's just sober again.

Clearly feeling the feeling of losing his beloved, he missed it frantically, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't find the slightest clue about her in this world.

There is no trace of her existence, and there are no objects to remember her.

He had to keep reminding himself that he wasn't crazy.

"I believe it a little...... Kwon Ye smiled angrily, "such a sincere look." ”

He wasn't like before, he didn't believe it, he was so angry that he wanted to prove something, he seemed too calm, he was calm, as if he didn't believe it or not.

Si Jin Tang glanced at him and said, "Don't expect me to prove anything, I can't prove it." It was you and I who said that. ”

There is no need to talk to people outside, he does not need the sympathy of others.

How can he get the sympathy and compassion of others when he has done wrong?

Why would he give his thoughts away? He couldn't figure out why he did that, he loved her so much.

Although he can't figure it out, he won't make excuses for himself, thinking about it because he died, that's why he was thrown into this world without thinking about it, and lived like a walking dead without a heart for thirty years.

Quan Ye always said that he didn't have a heart, so he always thought so, but now that he thinks about it, his heart is just missing a piece.

Because there is no thought.

Now that I think about it, my heart doesn't feel so empty anymore, and my heart is warm.

"......" Kwon Ye looked at his friend, and he had an indescribable feeling.

Over the next few days, after observation, he became more certain of his thoughts.

He didn't need any tranquilizers for the next few days, he was as quiet as a mute, barely spoke, and didn't make as much noise as before.

He leaned on the hospital bed every day, painting during the day and resting at night.

It's all about thoughts.

When it's time to eat, he will also eat, as if he had completed a task, and obediently finish the meal.

He really gave up on persuasion, and didn't seem to need anyone's approval.

How so......

His state looked like he was more sad than dead.

If he thinks as he says, he thinks that there is no longer any concern in this world, so he has lost his desire for life.

After a few days of taking medicine, he looked a little sluggish, and after a week, his painting speed was slow, less, and more likely, lying in bed and looking out the window.

He would mention it to him occasionally.

"I don't think I'm going to come back."

"I don't really see anything to think about it now."

"Is there any way to return to the way it was before, even if it's just a vain one."

If he really isn't crazy, he takes medicine like this every day, and he will go crazy if he eats it!

Kwon Ye couldn't make up his mind for a while.

Seeing that his condition was getting worse and worse due to the side effects of the drug, and now he looked more like he was in a demon, Quan Ye finally shouted to stop and knocked off the pill in the nurse's hand: "Don't eat it!" ”

The nurse was shocked: "But ......"

"If you eat it again, you will be stupid!" Quan Ye was a little irritable, "Good people can give it useless food!" ”

He suddenly had an idea, whether Tang was really not sick.

Assuming that what he said was true, and he insisted that he was not sick, why did he take medicine obediently?

He could have said no to all of this!

But he didn't even say a word "no", and left them completely at their mercy.

Looks......

It's all in his plan for now.

No thoughts, no thoughts, keep yourself in chaos.

He didn't do anything, but made Quan Ye give up his persistence, and he chose to believe him.

·

Dr. Gao's office, Nguyen Xiuya is also there.

"Ono, I heard that you want Jin Tang to stop taking medicine, why is that? Is it cured? ”

"Tang's situation is even worse, I suggest going home and not staying here anymore!"

Doctor Gao was stunned: "This is all because of the side effects of the drug, and when it is cured, it will recover after stopping the drug, you can't give up halfway." ”

Originally, I thought that it would be good if Mrs. Si didn't come to visit, but I didn't expect that the problem in the end would be this young man.

Ruan Xiuya didn't have an idea, she didn't know what to do.

Dr. Gao continued to advise: "I know that the family members will not bear it, you are not the first, and you will not be the last. But for the sake of the patient's good, it really can't be discharged. If something happens, no one can be responsible! ”