There is an online TV series called "The Best of Us", which has been filmed for a long time, and Keer has only taken the time to watch it intermittently. The story tells the story of Geng Geng and Yu Huai, two high school classmates, who grew up together in the three years of high school life, and they bid farewell with ignorance and youth. After the college entrance examination, the boy who Geng Geng had the most affection for disappeared. After many years of separation, we met again......

After watching the TV series, Kerr sighed at the story of him and Fang Zichun, and also liked the music interlude in it, "The Best of Us":

You're riding the girl on a bike

Don't be in a hurry where to go, not afraid of wind and rain

When you smile, my sky is clear

Looking at you, I know what an angel looks like

I used to be desperate to be with you forever

It doesn't matter if it's ridiculous and ridiculous

Time is like fine sand, and we can't hold it

The subject of youth is what you taught me to grow

The best of us

The best youth is the most missed

It's still the original one

The best of us

The most afraid of losing

The world is changing, and it has nothing to do with us

Have you forgotten what you said you couldn't forget?

That's all I smile

It's all for you

I can feel you when I look up

Even if you fly far away

I used to be desperate to be with you forever

It doesn't matter if it's ridiculous and ridiculous

Time is like fine sand, and we can't hold it

The subject of youth is what you taught me to grow

The best of us

The best youth is the most missed

It's still the original one

The best of us

The most afraid of losing

The world is changing, and it has nothing to do with us

The world is changing, and it has nothing to do with us

The world is changing, and so are we

She opened WeChat and posted a circle of friends:

"Intermittently and finally finished reading "The Best of Us", I was very moved to see the end, I counted that it has been more than 20 years since I graduated from high school, and I suddenly missed the middle school days, recalled the days when I was about to take the college entrance examination, I missed my classmates and teachers, although I am not in a city, this miss is permanent, I still remember the last class reunion was four or five years ago, I don't know when the next time will be?"

She remembered the class reunion in her hometown a few years ago, and Teacher Wang was also there, but Fang Zichun did not come because he was too busy with work. They had dinner together, sang karaoke, chatted about the past, and recalled the bits and pieces of their student days. For Lan Keer, this is not an ordinary party, because through this party, Keer knows a secret that she never knew, this secret that is important to her, maybe everyone else knows, only she doesn't know.

When the party ended, Mr. Wang's home was relatively close to Kerr's house, so Kerr took the initiative to send Mr. Wang home. In the car, they were chatting all the way and were very happy, but how did they know that Mr. Wang suddenly said:

"Hey, it's a pity, Zichun didn't stay with Sixue in the end, and the two children almost became ......"

The "Sixue" in Mr. Wang's mouth is their classmate Lin Sixue, this girl has a good relationship with Lan Keer, but this news really surprised her and couldn't accept it, looking back on the three years of high school, she really couldn't connect these two people, and she suddenly braked sharply after hearing this sentence......

"I'm sorry, Mr. Wang, I took the wrong road, I haven't come back for many years, I don't know the road very well, and my hometown has changed too much......"

Because Kerr no longer wanted to hear anything about these two people, she diverted from Teacher Wang's words, perhaps the teacher didn't notice that some tears were almost flashing in her eyes.

After Mr. Wang said this, the two people in the car were silent for a long time, and Mr. Wang seemed to know Ke'er's mind very well. Said:

"Actually, what teachers want to see most is that my children are happy! Ke'er, the most important thing is to be happy! ”

After a while, Teacher Wang arrived home, and Keer waved goodbye to Teacher Wang.

"Ke'er, I often go home when I have time! Mr. Wang misses you very much! ”

"Definitely, Mr. Wang, take care!"

Ke'er came home and lay on the bed, never closing her eyes, she kept thinking about a question: "Why is Fang Zichun with Lin Sixue?" He would rather be with her than come to me, why? Didn't Fang Zichun like himself? Thinking about it, she cried, silently shedding tears in the bed...... "Such a question has been hidden in her heart for several years, and it will become more and more uncomfortable if she hides it for a long time, although it is all in the past, but she always wants to figure it out!"

Such a TV series reminded her of the big question in her heart. She took the initiative to send a WeChat message to Fang Zichun:

"There's one thing I've always wanted to ask you, it's been hidden in my heart for a long time, and I want to ask but don't dare to ask."

"Ke'er, if you have any questions, just ask me."

"What's going on with you and Lin Sixue?

"You...... Got it? ”

"Is she what you've always liked?"

"No, I don't like her."

"If you don't like someone, how can you be with her, and it's almost there?"

"Because I'm not compatible with her!"

"Is it that I am not suitable for you either, so you would rather go to her?"

"I came to you before her, and you told me it was too late, and I really wanted to give up at that time......"

Kerr was speechless......

"I'm going to ask you about the matter between you and her now, is it okay not to talk about it beforehand?"

"Who told you that?"

"Teacher Wang!"

Ke'er recounted what happened on the day of the class reunion to Fang Zichun again......

"Ke'er, I know you are very confused about this, but the occurrence of anything is related to the specific situation at the time, it is determined by many factors, I was too young at that time, and many things were confused, it has passed, so don't worry about the past, okay?"

"You keep saying that you like me, why didn't you come to me at that time, but you were with her? Do you know? Maybe if you came to me, I wouldn't have happened later, and I wouldn't be the bad version I am now! ”

Kerr's tone was a little agitated and aggressive.

"Ke'er, what's wrong with you? What the hell happened to you? ”

Ke'er burst into tears, and she couldn't say anything.

"Ke'er, I have the right to know about you!"

"I want to know about you, I'm waiting for you to tell me personally!"

Ke'er didn't forget the truth she was trying to know, and she needed Zichun to tell her personally.

"Okay, I'll tell you the whole thing right now."

So Fang Zichun recalled that time......

After graduating from high school in 1997, Fang Zichun went to Guangzhou to study at South China University of Technology. He has always been worried about Lan Keer, so when he came home during the winter vacation of his freshman year, he asked Keer to come out for tea, and during the chat, Keer told him some things that happened during the period when he was in college, including that someone came to pursue her, the reason was because the two boys bet each other, in fact, Keer wanted to imply that Zichun and others liked her because they saw her beautiful or other reasons, and they wouldn't really like her. Later, Zichun asked Ke'er: "Then I'...... Is there still a chance? ”

Kerr replied casually, "It's too late." ”

He didn't know Ke'er's hardship at the time, and the two of them didn't communicate well, so they misunderstood this sentence for more than 20 years, and they are still haunted by it now.

Fang Zichun thought that Lan Keer didn't like him anymore, so he decided to give up, but he still didn't have a girlfriend for a few years in college, until one day, his classmate Lin Sixue wrote him a letter to express his love for him, and the two have maintained a close correspondence since then. Fang Zichun thought to himself: "Since someone likes him, and it looks good on the surface, why don't you give it a try?" ”

Later, Lin Sixue came to Guangzhou to see Fang Zichun, and the two came together in this way and confirmed the relationship. But the good times didn't last long, after getting along, Fang Zichun always felt that it was not suitable for the two of them to be together, he couldn't love another person like Ailan Keer, and then he separated from Lin Sixue, and there was no longer any contact. What has always remained the same is that there has always been the shadow of Lan Keer in his heart, so deep and unwilling to forget, although he was determined to forget at that time, but he still couldn't do it.

"Kerr, I'm sorry......"

"You know what? I'm not happy that you go to someone else, and the thought of this person is someone I know so well makes me even more unhappy! Is it so hard for you to come to me on your own initiative? I'm too late to scare you to pursue me again? ”

"It's all my fault!"

"I envy Lin Sixue so much, at least, she has accompanied you for a while, and I, I haven't done anything......"

"It's me who didn't do well, Ke'er, can you forgive me?"

Zichun, do you know that Ke'er has too many things in her heart that she wants to tell you in one breath, her life has never been so smooth, on the contrary, she has encountered a lot of things that are difficult to accept, how can she always live strong without you. You will definitely feel very distressed and regret not taking the initiative at the beginning. You both love each other deeply, so why would you accidentally miss each other?