Chapter 248: Ghost in the Dark

"Time does change a lot of things, and all your apathy and detachment are normal. Besides, even if you have any shortcomings, time has polished them away, and time will polish a lot of things. Nangong Yan rarely had a sense of ridicule, and then said: "I really want to spend all your time, it's a pity not to accompany you before." ”

I want to spend all your time, but unfortunately I missed it before, and there is no after.

"But fortunately, there is Cheng Jin, he can accompany you through the rest of the days."

Nangong Yan began to sour again.

Yan Wu repeated again: "What are you talking about? ”

Yan frowned.

"Sister-in-law," Nangong Yan calmed down at this time.

The salutation murmured between his lips and teeth, like a cold incense. Even if there are a thousand words, how can he have time to say them?

At such a time, the only way to say goodbye is to seize the time.

"I've told Cheng Jin a lot of things, even if he doesn't know, he can also learn slowly, you can teach him......" Nangong Yan couldn't go on here.

Nangong Yan finally said: "I know that I have a lot of unbearable, but it is not good for me to meet you." If there is an afterlife, it will be better to meet when you are a teenager. ”

He also had a high-spirited and high-spirited teenage years, instead of the gloomy and cunning, gray and paranoid appearance he has now. He was planted in darkness, and even though he later came to power in Hades, before men he was a man under ten thousand people, he always knew that he was still living in darkness.

The first time he saw Yan Wu was the appearance of him planted in the mud, a delirious ghost, embarrassed. From the moment he died in another country, his world lost its light, making him feel like he was in the dark even when he walked in the bright day.

"Why do you think that?" Yan Wu muttered.

Nangong Yan said it well, but Yan Yan still doesn't know what kind of person he is?

Although Yan Yan is not a careful and sensitive person, she has also patiently accompanied Nangong Yan for so long. In the process of Nangong Yan's recultivation, she watched him grow up. In that difficult time, Nangong Yan presented her in front of Yan Wu happened to be the most real her. How could she not know him?

He is gloomy and sensitive, and in his heart, he is separated from the young man and the current him. He had never liked his boyhood, and in his opinion, he had been a failure, a guilt, and he had not reconciled with himself. He even dislikes Cheng Jin, if he could get this body, he would have attacked Cheng Jin a long time ago.

How could he mention Cheng Jin so calmly? Also, he seems to have a bit of an explanation of his last words.

He wanted Cheng Jin to take his place, how could he suddenly think like that? He almost wanted to squeeze out everyone close to her.

"Yanyan, why is Cheng Jin accompanying me? You're all alone. Sensing his pessimism, Yan Yan accentuated her tone: "Nangong Yan, how I brought you here in the first place, I will bring you back!" ”

Nangong Yan grabbed the previous sentence: "Sister-in-law, I and Cheng Jin...... Cheng Jin and I are not alone. ”

Although Cheng Jin was his youth, in his heart, Cheng Jin did not bear much resemblance to himself. Even if he could, he would have killed himself a long time ago.

Nangong Yan said as calmly as possible: "I can't be him. He is the prince of Suzaku Country, and he has something he cares about. And I, I don't care about anything, I'm just unwilling. In this world, I have no love for you but for you. I'm wearing this glossy shell, but inside I'm just a lonely soul living in the dark. ”

Do you really know what kind of ghost I am?