Do you think that if you can be reunited after the soul is gone, what an amazing and admirable person you will be?

His heart still ached, and the taste of being torn apart by the demon's claws remained in his mind. The most painful thing is not the physical pain, but the pain of the country after the defeat of the war. That struggle and weeping weighed down on him all the time, crushing his head under the water.

He is a ghost from the darkness, gathered by hatred and unwillingness. Those dirty negative emotions had already turned him into an unrecognizable monster, and that ruthlessly supported him from a human cultivator to a ghost cultivator, supporting him to re-cultivate and plan step by step. He is so pure, it's just because of Yan Wu that he tightened the reins that bound the fierce beast in his heart.

In fact, it was very cruel, his kindness to Yan Wu at the beginning was not pure, it was also mixed with ambition. He was thinking that he wanted to seek some power in the Xuan Realm, so that it would be convenient for him to do a lot of things...... It's just that Yan Wu doesn't know.

Nangong Yan always wanted to leave the best version of himself in Yan Yan's heart, but now, he is about to die, what else can't be said?

"Do you really know what kind of person I am?" Nangong Yan smiled bitterly and said bitterly, "Lord Xuanji, you are so good to me, but I have failed to live up to my kindness. In Hades, you have honored me and given me authority, but I have bought people's hearts and formed a wide alliance in Hades. Adults treat me with sincerity, including thousands of years of friendship between you and me, and I don't hesitate to use this as a bargaining chip, asking you to compromise your cultivation to take me back to my previous life. ”

Since he is so ruthless and unjust, now he will be scattered again under the punishment of heaven, and he also deserves it. Nangong Yan thought self-deprecatingly.

When the words came out, he himself was taken aback.

Growing up in the royal family, he can be valued by the Suzaku Emperor and loved by his subordinates, which is indispensable for him to talk about people and talk nonsense when he sees them. The struggle in the harem, the struggle in the court, and the struggle in the later station were all cruel, but he was still able to treat them calmly and gracefully. As a monarch, he needs absolute perfection, not to be happy with things, not to be sad with himself, he will always be the national weapon to protect the Suzaku country. But what a price does it take to be unfazed by this favor, he is brave, he is self-disciplined, and he has walked the road of the king of thorns.

He wore the crown firmly on his head, as firmly as he had put a mask on his face. He actually told the truth in front of Yan Wan! With a humble and apologetic attitude, he still has such a thing as sincerity......

In this regard, it should be shattered that his perfect image should be shattered. Perhaps, it is impossible to pretend to be perfect in front of the people you love.

But didn't Yan really know before?

"How can you say that?"

Nangong Yan acted carefully, thinking that everything he did was hidden from the simple-minded Yan Yan.

Yan Wu doesn't schem because she is new and powerful, and she doesn't understand anything. After all, Hades is her Hades, and most of them are old people when she created the Xuan Realm. What Nangong Yan did, in fact, couldn't escape her ears and eyes, even if she didn't deliberately investigate, someone would inevitably report it. Yan Wu actually doesn't dislike him fighting for power and profit, because in her heart, the one who can defeat her is the best heir.

But how could Nangong Yan say it? Whether it is tacit or deliberate, it is good to deliberately deceive, but no one in their world tells such truths.

The relationship between Yan and the world has always been complicated. Her best friend, Qingxue, their positions are different, she is a demon, she is a god, but she died early, otherwise, they would have to face each other in the end. Qingxue's ambition has no end, and Yan Wu will not back down. In that battle, many people she knew and who were important to her died. After that battle, she ascended to the supreme position, and from then on, her friends respected and endangered her. How could she ever have the opportunity to have soft and sincere feelings in this matter?

However, Yan was not disappointed. Living in this world, who can escape the relationship between using and being used?

A lot of things aren't black and white, and gray – after a long time, it's like white. This is what she knows, the norm of the world.

However, Nangong Yan said it directly now.

He told the truth.