For the first time, I saw a girl wearing slippers, holding a snack in one hand and ice cream in the other.

Her shoulder-length hair was scattered over her shoulders, and her wide short sleeves looked like a nightdress.

This kind of scene is normal in normal times, but I almost forgot to pay for my shopping that day because of my distraction.

I don't know if it's because I've seen her more, but I can see her in the small commissary. Short-sighted and doesn't like to wear glasses, she always holds the arm of the girl next to her tightly, and then squints when she sees something interesting.

She must be quite myopic and nervous, I think. Otherwise, how could I not feel that I pay so much attention to her.

I was a little embarrassed to pick up the sausages she dropped, but luckily I didn't go far, and she looked at me with doubts in her eyes, and I knew that this was the first time she had seen me.

I have seen her unbridled smile, heard her unbridled laughter, and every frame and scene has been quietly buried in my heart.

Su Yuzhi.

In a month, I will marry Lin Sheng.

She was gentle, generous, and understanding, and would please my parents, and she would take care of me in every detail.

She's a good fit to get married.

But I forgot that my heart was Su Yuzhi, and it was undeniable that her departure would hurt me and even my parents to a certain extent.

I still remember when we stood on the beach, the waves that roared by seemed to swallow us. Her eyes were red from crying, but she told me that the wind was blowing too much, and I knew she was hiding something from me.

On the day she and Su Mu came back to Cheng Qiyue's wedding, I hugged the girl in my arms, and the smell of the medicine in her hair did not escape my nose.

Her figure was getting thinner, and from a doctor's point of view, it wasn't slim, it was thin.

She started to wear makeup on her face, and I remember that her skin used to be excellent, tender and smooth, and I always loved to kiss her cheeks, so she didn't apply grease and powder.

I don't dare to think about it.

Sure enough, she proposed to me to break up.

She gave up two months before our wedding, and the day before we were playing together, and at night she was whispering begging for mercy under me, but the next day it was the same scene.

My heart felt as if someone had pierced me deeper and deeper with a knife, and I could feel the pain of the flesh being cut inside.

"You see, we don't know each other anymore." This sentence is the biggest pain, and one sentence denies the suffering of lovesickness that we have suffered for so many years.

She told me to think about it and think about it and not to contact again.

I wanted to take her hand and ask her what was going on, but she dodged it so skillfully that I missed it again and again.

In my anger, I complied with her and never looked for her again.

Later, when I thought about what happened, I guessed a little bit of the reason in my heart. But she was far away on the other side of the Pacific Ocean, and I don't know what kind of pain she was going through.

I went to see her quietly in the winter, but I stood outside her door but did not dare to step forward, and finally the door was opened inside. She was in front, and Jiang Nai was close behind, with a shawl hanging from the crook of her arm.

They turned their backs to me, and I couldn't see her face, but looking at the way she bent over and coughed, I knew that my suspicion had been somewhat confirmed.

Jiang Nai quickly supported her, put the shawl on her, and gently stroked her back.

I leaned against the wall as if I had been drained, and I didn't know that the person I loved the most was suffering from illness. It was as if something had pierced my heart, and it hurt so much that I couldn't breathe.

Following to the door of the hospital, I finally accepted the fact that Su Yuzhi was sick. After she got out of the car, she didn't seem to be able to stand still, and it was Jiang Nai who carried her all the way to the hospital.

However, the secrecy in the hospital was too perfect, and I couldn't know Su Yuzhi's ward. What I didn't expect was that Jiang Nai would guess that I was following all along, and he looked at me with a little anger between his eyebrows, and he just grabbed me by the collar considering that it was in the hospital.

"Since it didn't show up at that time, what's the point of coming along at this time?"

If he wants to beat or scold me, I will bear it, but now I just want to see Su Yuzhi, a Su Yuzhi who appeared in front of me unharmed.

"I want to see her."

He let go of me abruptly, and he grabbed me with a lot of force. I was thrown against the wall due to inertia, and the moment my back hit it, I took a breath of cool air.

Jiang Nai said coldly, "This pain is less than one-ten-thousandth of what she suffers." ”

I followed Jiang Nai to the door of her hospital room, and was about to push the door to enter when Jiang Nai stopped me, "Please also ask Mr. He to stop here." ”

I could only see Su Yuzhi lying through the glass on the door, she had changed into a hospital gown and was sleeping with her eyes closed.

At this moment, I don't look like a doctor working in a hospital at all, I have seen many life and death partings, and I think that everything is a certainty. But on the contrary, it was my favorite girl who was lying on the bed and dying, but I couldn't do anything about it.

I also told her more than once that I would always be there, that I could bear her vulnerability, but in the end I still let her carry everything alone.

Xu saw my tears, Jiang Nai said coldly, "I can't see that you are still distressed." ”

We stood still on the rooftop, but the winter sun didn't bring a trace of warmth at the moment.

Jiang Nai's words were not hurried, "I think Mr. He also guessed why Miss broke up with you, since he had promised at that time that it would be best not to break his promise, she now looks the last thing that anyone knows, let anyone see, I think you know it in your heart." I hope you don't know, otherwise it won't be in vain that I haven't thrown off your followers along the way. ”

I tilted my head slightly to look at him, with a hint of disdain in my eyes, "Where do you say this?" ”

He snorted coldly, "At least I was with her for so many years when she was alone. Where was your boyfriend when she was sick and upset? What can you do for her when she's having trouble at the mall? When she walked alone on the road and looked at those lovers who hugged each other for warmth, who was the reason for the dimming of the light in her eyes? ”

"He Beici." Jiang Nai crossed her hands on her hips, and her eyebrows were a little tired, "She's tired, it's time to rest." Over the years, despite the opposition of her doctors, she has already lost most of her energy by flying long distances again and again. You're a doctor, you should know how a patient can recover, let alone a situation like her. ”

I can't refute what he said, I know that his affection for Su Yuzhi is no less than mine.

"Mr. He still returned to China to continue your career and save more lives, so that she would feel less sorry."

I was still too cowardly to come forward and fight him. "You're going to take good care of her, aren't you?"

"It's my duty to take care of her, and it's my willingness."

Passing by him, I patted him on the shoulder, and before leaving, I crouched in front of Su Yuzhi's door and watched her for a long time. Jiang Nai is good, at least more than my so-called boyfriend.

In the past few years, I have gone from being a surgeon to being a director in an office, and the journey has been lonely but fulfilling.

During this period, I also went to the United States several times, and her body was able to recover, and she was accompanied by Jiang Nai at work every day. I think it's time for me to let go, she's like a fish in water now, and I don't need to bother her anymore.

After I went back, I went on a blind date under my mother's arrangement, but I didn't think about it a few times without results. Most of them think I'm too busy to give them the company they want.

How did Su Yuzhi persist at that time.

In the end, it was on Lin Sheng. She is intelligent and generous, has her own views on how to deal with people, and more importantly, has the same career and pursuit as me.

I can also see that she is cautious when I get along with her, never asking about my past, and I am afraid of accidentally mentioning the past when I speak.

Occasionally accompany her to eat and watch movies, she will be happy for a long time, think about being with Su Yuzhi at that time, these are our standard every weekend.

She is very sensible, sensible and distressing.

She won't speak loudly when she walks on the road, and I can't see the shadow of Su Yuzhi in her. Su Yuzhi would hold my hand on the road without scruples and laugh heartily, and would tell me a lot of things she saw outside. And Lin Sheng is mostly quiet, and the most topic between me and her is about patients.

But think she's genuine to me, and I should settle down.

When I crossed the street and waited for the traffic light, I took the initiative to hold her hand, and the surprise in her eyes could not be concealed when she raised her eyes to look at me. I smiled at her, "We're boyfriend and girlfriend. ”

I saw a familiar figure across the road, although I had only met her a few times. But at that time, Su Yuzhi sighed with me for a long time, and I remember it deeply.

That's right, it should be Tai Yin, she is holding a little girl who is half short of her, and a simple canvas bag is carried on her thin shoulders. I think Su Yuzhi would be very happy if she knew, but I don't have a position to bother her now.

With love and a hint of anticipation in my heart, I sent an email to Su Yuzhi on the other side of the Pacific Ocean about my upcoming wedding.

I didn't expect her to actually come back.

Sitting with her, Odan seemed to repeat itself in front of her eyes.

She obviously lost her former cheerfulness and enthusiasm, and she didn't speak slowly, but she was a bit like the Jiang Nai I remembered.

She picked up the phone and sighed one after another, so I subconsciously knew that she was not doing as well as I imagined, but I was about to get married, and I couldn't give her anything more.

We knelt together on the futon in front of the Buddha, not knowing what she was asking for.

I wish that she would have less pain in her life in the future, and that she would cherish the people in front of her.

So I toasted to her at the wedding and told her to cherish the people in front of me.

Lin Sheng and I saw her when we were distributing the candy to various departments in the hospital, and her obvious weakness made me notice the list in her hand.

She said that she got it for a friend, but I don't believe it, but after she went abroad, several of those so-called friends in China had a deep friendship with her.

When Lin Sheng called out to her, I saw her raise her hand, and I thought she was tired and rubbing her eyebrows. But Lin Sheng insisted on talking to her, she didn't object, and I couldn't refute Lin Sheng's interest.

Later, at the door of the café, she suddenly fell and I panicked, and we were all pretending to be raw. I immediately let go of my hand when I held her, and she immediately thanked her and left.

I knew we couldn't go back, and it was my cowardice that made me stop here and limit our relationship to that.

Later, she said, "The person in front of me is my sweetheart, and I will cherish it." "I think she finally gave up and was willing to start a new life.

Ah Yu, even though we have walked through thousands of rivers and mountains, we still can't go to the world.

I really answered that sentence.

One parting and two wide, each life rejoices.