Chapter 191: Leaving the Gu Family
After He Yuwen listened to Zhao Yin's words, he only heard ambiguously: "Go back?" The younger generation is ignorant and really doesn't know what the lady's intentions are, can you be specific? ”
Zhao Yin nodded slightly, and then continued: "What we mean is that we may have to say sorry to Mr., because Qing Shui is in good health, and we are not sure when it will get better, so let's ask Mr. to go back first, your marriage contract with Qing Shui may be abandoned, but you can rest assured that the news we released for the time being is to delay the marriage date, and it is also for Qing Shui to accept this fact, after all, after all, she has just been hit and the fetus in her belly, We didn't keep it, and we were afraid that she wouldn't be able to accept this reality all of a sudden......"
"Madame's meaning, I think I have probably understood, this is okay, as long as the daughter can recover as soon as possible, in fact, I don't hide from Mrs. that I don't agree with this marriage contract, but suddenly I have no other way to accept it, I already have a good person in my heart can not afford the affection of Ling Qianjin, and I dare not bear the love of the Gu Mansion, the Gu family is a noble family is a noble house, my He family is a defeated bleak and broken family can not be compared with the Gu family, since ancient times, it is the right family, and I am the son of a cloth cloth with mediocre qualifications, A reckless man who has nothing to do, how can the golden branches and jade leaves match me, the decayed children who have achieved nothing are absurd, and since fate is also arranged in this way, Mrs. does not have to feel guilty. ”
He Yuwen said solemnly with a smile, how could Zhao Yin not hear it, the meaning of his words, the feeling is that his daughter is still disgusted and unhappy by others, what a shame this is.
Zhao Yin's expression became nervous, and she secretly felt worthless for her daughter, but she couldn't force such a thing as feelings, and she couldn't say anything, but she just buried a grudge against him in her heart.
"Since Mr. He, who has a good heart and is not with us in Qingshui, the marriage is really not what you want, and the Gu family must not be reluctant, you go back, but I still have a request before I go back, I hope Mr. can agree."
He Yuwen listened to Zhao Yin's words, and said to her kindly: "Madame still has any requests, but it doesn't matter, the Gu family has great kindness to me, let me be grateful, Madame doesn't have to be restrained, as long as it is within the scope of the younger generation's ability, I will do my best." ”
"Mr. should know that Qing Shui has a deep friendship with you, it can be said that he loves you so much that even my mother, I can't stand it, the Gu family is such a daughter, she loves you deeply, everyone knows it, but helplessly Mr. has no half of the child's affection for her, and this is also a complaint that Mr. Qing Shui does not have that ability, so that Mr. likes her, the marriage date is approaching, but she has a serious illness again, we are also worried that she knows about this matter, is to break off the marriage contract with Mr., so I plan to hide it from her, and wait until a certain time to tell her, but Mr. is going to leave, I don't know if she will be able to see you again in the future, I am worried that she will become depressed and sick now, so whether or not she can visit her again before Mr. leaves is the last request of the Gu family. ”
Zhao Yin said as she spoke, and the tears in her eyes seemed to be unable to help falling, but there was no mother who did not pity her child, and her words should be Gu Qingshui's long-cherished wish, and it could be regarded as the last bit of nostalgia left for her in the days to come.
He Yuwen listened to Zhao Yin's words, and was silent for a moment before nodding slowly: "Madame, this is not a difficult matter, originally I had a marriage contract with your daughter, and now that Qianjin is seriously ill, it is natural for me to visit, but if I leave in such a deaf ear, it will make people think that I am an ungrateful and ruthless person, I am willing to promise Madame, this matter is what I should do instead of asking, Madame is too careful." ”
Zhao Yin nodded lightly, with a little pity in his expression: "Mr. is so reasonable and understanding, I will thank Mr. on behalf of Qing Shui, but Qing Shui doesn't know anything about the dissolution of the marriage contract, can Mr. also keep it secret for the time being, don't tell her the truth, if she has any unreasonable requirements, can Mr. follow her as much as possible, after all, she is also a person who has loved Mr. Xian deeply, even if she can't be a husband and wife, she may not have a chance to meet again in the future, this can be regarded as a memory for her!" ”
"Madame doesn't have to think so, I can do my best I understand your painstaking efforts."
After that, He Yuwen followed Zhao Yin out of the door and walked towards Gu Qingshui's attic.
Gu Qingshui's health has been getting worse and worse day by day since she got sick, losing her first child is too big a blow for her no matter what, she feels that she can't see hope, she is also a smart person, she knows that the child is her only bargaining chip to tie He Yuwen, but now that she doesn't even have the most effective bargaining chip, He Yuwen's chances of marrying her are greatly reduced, and she doesn't know when this matter will turn around, and the marriage date has become an unknown.
Every day, she looks like a tree chicken, lying on the sickbed, her eyes wander out of the window but she can't settle down, the small boxy window has become her, the only way to see the outside world seems to be locked in a dark and bottomless abyss, and that window is the only exit, but it is like a distance away from her, just like him, just has been wandering in his mind.
The red wedding dress, which had been placed by her pillow, was neatly folded to ensure that there was no wrinkle when she wore it, and as time went on, the blood stains that had long been dried on it became the scars printed on the fabric, and the bright red turned dark red, whether it also meant that her future was also bleak and unknown.
Gu Qingshui thought about it, tears fell unconsciously, flowing from her cheeks to the pillow, the starlight in her eyes also dimmed, no one in the room was quiet, and in a trance she could see a trace of light penetrating in, like a sharp axe splitting the floor, making a sound that no one else could hear except her, deafening and overwhelming......
"Squeak ......" A crisp sound of pushing the door suppressed the quiet voice, Gu Qingshui hurriedly turned his head to the side, and hurriedly wiped away the sour tears that slipped to his mouth, and closed his eyes tightly and tried to pretend to be asleep, and the long black eyelashes were stained with light tears.
After the door in the room was pushed open, it seemed that a person walked in gently, there was no noise and no sound, and the sound of light and slow footsteps quietly walked to her bed, Gu Qingshui still closed her eyes and did not open them, but she seemed to feel the breath of a person, just beside her, there was no sound, and even the soft sigh of the person who came could be heard clearly, but she never opened her eyes, and she didn't want to see anyone......
The man was silent all the time, so he stood quietly aside, Gu Qingshui was a little surprised and didn't know who it was, if it was his mother, he shouldn't have been silent, if it was Biyun, it would be even more impossible, there was no sound of cleaning in the house...
Could it be him? Gu Qingshui still suppressed some intricate emotions in his heart when he thought of this, and that thought was also extinguished, it was impossible for him to come to see him, but there was an increasingly strong feeling telling her that it was him......
After He Yuwen entered the house, he stood in front of her bed, and saw that she seemed to have fallen asleep with her eyes slightly closed, her face was haggard, her face was yellow and thin, and she looked like she had been sick for a long time, and her original black and shiny hair had no color, curled there like a mess of threads, pale like a stone statue, not a little angry, and he saw a tear in the corner of her eye slowly and silently sliding down from the corner of her eye......
He Yuwen planned to leave, no longer disturbing her purity, maybe she should really rest too tired, I don't know how to define a person's right and wrong, but when I saw her sad, I still felt a little guilty in my heart, people's hearts are made of meat, how could it be hard-hearted, but he understood that he didn't love her, and the love she wanted was not a charity because of his mercy, and suddenly he was a little worried, worried that she would wake up at this time, and since she left, she would leave cleanly, if she didn't mean that to her, It shouldn't be possible for her to always have hope......
Gu Qingshui's induction in her heart became stronger and stronger, and the ghost slowly tried to open her eyes, but when she opened her eyes, only a back flashed in front of her, and a slender back of Qingyue flashed from under her eyes, and before she could see who it was, it had already disappeared under her eyes, leaving behind a vague breath that she couldn't capture, and then there was a gentle sound of closing the door in her ears.
Gu Qingshui thought that he would jump out of bed crazily, and then hurriedly chased out to see who that person was, thinking that he would rush out resolutely...... But in the end, she still didn't, dismissed this thought, just opened her eyes abruptly, looked around the empty room, threw her eyes down from the window, and a trace of untraceable sound passed in her ears, and she never got up to ask the person who came......
It's just that she never thought that the person had already left, left her world, and it was impossible to be in the same world with her from beginning to end, even if she had escaped the rain, snow, wind and frost under the same roof, it was just a communication destined by fate, and those exchanges came to an end.
Some things are not said, and some things are not done, maybe the answer is already known, just like two trains that start at the same time can never intersect, but they each run to their own roads without traffic.
He Yuwen came out of Gu Qingshui, and there was a sense of relief, the air there was really chaotic, which made him feel depressed and burdened, and when he left the Gu family, he couldn't help but feel some complicated emotions that were difficult to hide, including guilt, self-blame, regret, and lightness.
"Madam, Mr. Ho, he has ......"
Lin Luoqi stood on the high pavilion, looking at the scenery under his feet and the lonely back of a cocoon and slowly leaving, a maid came over, and before the words were finished, Lin Luoqi stretched out his hand and signaled her not to speak, and her eyes were still heavy in the lonely back that was fading away in the sunset......
What are the regrets, but it is just the end of the end, as soon as she enters the Hou Gate, Lang Jun is a passerby, after Gu Qingshui's incident, she did not feel much happier, because her regrets have never been about her......