Chapter 192 has been waiting for you for a long time
He Yuwen wandered aimlessly around Jiangcheng, as if looking for someone, his eyes looked around at the pedestrians coming and going beside him, the twilight fell on him, and the cool breeze of winter flowed everywhere.
Maybe it was absent-minded, even someone behind the body even called him a few times he didn't hear it, in the middle of the staggered road and some people in a hurry passed by, suddenly someone behind him gently patted his back, he just woke up like a dream came back to his senses, suddenly looked back, in front of him was just a slightly familiar girl, but for a while I couldn't remember.
"Mr. He, why didn't you agree to call you for a long time?" The woman looked sixteen or seventeen years old, with a twisted braid, big eyes, looking at herself intently, and when she smiled, she had two small tiger teeth, and she looked very smart.
"Are you ......" He Yuwen was a little confused, he didn't come back to his senses for a while, and he couldn't remember where he had seen it.
"Sir, it's really a noble person who forgets things, but it doesn't matter, sir, you are finally here, my young lady has been waiting for you here for a long time, so come with me."
The girl looked playful, squinted her eyes slightly, and said with a smile Hearing this, He Yuwen suddenly remembered when she woke up from a dream, no wonder this girl looked so familiar, isn't it a girl that Mo Xiaoxiao had been with her that day!
"Look at my memory here, I remember, you are the person next to Mo Xiaoxiao, your young lady is Mo Xiaoxiao's girl, right? She's been waiting for me here? He Yuwen said with a relaxed expression, and he was a little surprised and happy in his heart.
Xiao Er nodded lightly and smiled: "Well, my young lady knows that Mr. will definitely come out in a while, so she asks me to come over and wait for you every day, I come here every day for fear of missing Mr., in that case, Mr. will come with me, my young lady has been waiting for you for a long time." ”
With that, Xiao Er led He Yuwen towards the crowd.
Along the way, He Yuwen's heart was a little apprehensive, I don't know whether it was joy or surprise, I haven't seen her for many days, what she swore to him that day, he has been unforgettable in his memory, but time has passed almost half a month, thinking that she has gone back to Yangzhou after doing what she promised, but she never thought that she had been waiting for herself in Jiangcheng, thinking of this, and couldn't help but secretly swell up a trace of joy in her heart.
I don't know how long it took, the two walked downstairs to a hotel, only to hear the girl stop and turn her head to him happily: "Sir, we are here, I will be upstairs, I will take you up." ”
He Yuwen followed behind her, his mood ethereal all the way, and it became more and more surging as the distance between him and her slowly shortened.
Xiao Er went upstairs, stopped at the door of a room, knocked lightly on the door, and in a moment a familiar voice responded from inside.
"Here we are." As soon as the words fell, and then accompanied by the sound of opening the door, the door was pulled open from the inside, Mo Xiaoxiao looked up at He Yuwen as soon as he looked up, the two were silent with each other and did not speak, as if time stood still at that moment, like a begonia tree, which had been dry for many years, suddenly after the spring rain, suddenly revealed new shoots, and all the surprises of rebirth were filled in the air.
The two of them were silent with each other, and Xiao Er on the side seemed to see the clue, and a shallow smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she said to Mo Xiaoxiao: "Miss, I waited for Mr. He on the street, so I brought him back." ”
Mo Xiaoxiao reacted at this time, nodded lightly and smiled: "You... You're here, I thought you weren't coming! ”
He Yuwen didn't speak, just nodded slightly, and the three of them went into the house together.
He Yuwen sat down opposite Mo Xiaoxiao, outside the window was the free flow of earthly smoke, in front of him was the beloved of his heart, the pace of time slowed down, rolling some aromas, deep or shallow dots stained the eyebrows of the person.
Xiao Er, who was on the side, saw that neither of them spoke, so she found a reason to leave: "Miss, sir, you talk first, I'll go out and buy some things and come back." ”
After Xiao Er left, there were only two people sitting opposite each other in the room, He Yuwen thought for a long time and opened his mouth first: "Why haven't you left this Jiangcheng for a long time?" Listen to your little girl, you'...... You've been waiting here for me for a long time, can you be serious? ”
"Well, since the Gu family came back, they haven't left here, it's not what Xiao Er said, they just want to explore the reality of the Gu family, what does the Gu family mean now? News came that day that Gu Qingshui was seriously ill and delayed the marriage, but is there really such a thing? ”
Listening to Mo Xiaoxiao's plain question, He Yuwen nodded thoughtfully, and continued: "The Gu family has already made it very clear to me, but it is indeed a little abrupt for me to dissolve the marriage contract for a while, it is true that the marriage date is postponed to a fake dissolution, and Gu Qingshui'......s serious illness is not fake."
Mo Xiaoxiao was a little surprised when she heard He Yuwen's words, and hurriedly asked, "Is Gu Qingguo really sick?" I went to visit her that day, and the whole person looked energetic and energetic, and I didn't see any sickness, why did I suddenly say that I was sick? ”
"It's really sick, and it's not clear, it's not like it's fake, and the cause is unknown." He Yu said lightly, and the bright eyes in the gold-rimmed glasses shone like pearls.
"Then what are your plans next, is it to continue to go back to Jiangcheng Hospital? Or ......" Mo Xiaoxiao glanced up at him slightly and continued to ask.
"I'll have to go back to the hospital for the time being, but the hospital isn't a place to stay for a long time, maybe it's just going to stay for a while." He Yu said lightly, but his tone was serious and did not mean to joke at all.
"Why? Don't you want to do it there? But now it seems that Jiangcheng Hospital is the most suitable for you, and it is the most likely place for the He family to make a comeback, why do you say that you want to give up and give up...? ”
He Yuwen was silent for a long time, and then turned his gaze to the twilight outside the window, his eyes were slightly dimmed, "Even if I want to stay there, it doesn't have to be you staying there, originally many people have long been eyeing the position of the dean, if it wasn't for the Gu family secretly helping me, even if I have three heads and six arms and the ability to make people sigh, I'm afraid I would have been unable to do it a long time ago, and now I have completely separated myself from the Gu family in the matter of Gu Qingshui, and I have no use value for the Gu family now except for resentment, It's certainly not a good opportunity for others who keep their eyes on that piece of fat all the time. ”
Mo Xiaoxiao saw his calm appearance and continued to ask: "So you?" ”
He Yuwen looked sideways slightly, looked at her and said with a blank face: "Instead of being coveted all the time for me, the dispensable thing, it is better to let go earlier, I have no sense of that empty position, I just want to fulfill my hope, I want to complete my hope is not that way to achieve it, instead of trembling and walking on thin ice, looking at people's faces everywhere and lowering their eyebrows, it is better to be comfortable with a clean breeze and a righteous body." ”
Mo Xiaoxiao nodded as if she didn't understand, and the two fell silent again, and after a while, Mo Xiaoxiao slowly spoke: "You...... Do you regret it? ”
"Regret what?"
Mo Xiaoxiao's voice became smaller and smaller, and she said with a guilty expression: "I regret the resoluteness of that day, I regret the severance with the Gu family, everyone wants to cling to the relationship but can't, I regret agreeing to come out with me, in fact, it's ......."
He Yuwen saw that Mo Xiaoxiao looked like he wanted to speak and stopped, and asked calmly: "Actually, what ......?"
"Do you think I'm hurting you? Originally, after you married Gu Qingshui, the day of your He family's turnaround was in sight, and the bright road of your career can also be smooth and soaring, I thought it was for your good to save you and the darkness, but why didn't this push you into a deeper abyss? ”
"Why do you think so?" He Yuwen stared at her intently.
What the Gu family can give you is what others can't give you, the relationship between you and the Gu family will become more and more stiff, and the road will become more and more difficult to walk in the future, in fact, Gu Qingshui also loves you, and even said that he loves you more than anyone else, which is obvious to everyone, but now I find out that I did something wrong, it was my confusion for a while, if I don't disturb you, maybe now you are already the Gu family's upright uncle, and the road ahead is a bright road, not as difficult as it is now......"
He Yuwen was suddenly a little disappointed, and sighed softly: "Is it true that I am so unbearable in your eyes?" Why are you the same as the eyes of others, I have always thought that you know me best, I never thought that you would be difficult to escape the world, with the usual vulgar eyes to appreciate a person, I regard the fame and fortune of the society as dung, for me they are like a feather falling from the bird's body, and how light, what I pursue is nothing more than a original intention, just like a flat boat in the vast sea ups and downs, when it floats, I don't worry about it capsizing, when it sinks, I have the right to be in the experience, Why should I use my dignity to flatter these weightless things, and the heart that comes to occupy makes me more sorrowful? ”
Mo Xiaoxiao was so anxious that he hurriedly stood up and hurriedly explained: "I didn't mean that, it's just, it's just that I think those things are useful to you, people are mortals in the world, and it is normal to have seven emotions and six desires, but why are you so resistant to these things, the pursuit of fame and fortune is also essential, but you can cultivate your heart and make you more determined, besides...... And there's nothing wrong with that. ”
"Do you really think so? But seven emotions and six desires, joys and sorrows, although everyone can't escape, but classify others, depending on what a person pursues, maybe you think that I don't have to be proud of myself, but this is my original intention, and I don't mean that there is anything wrong with learning from fame and fortune, it's just that I know it's not what I need. He Yuwen looked at Mo Xiaoxiao seriously and said without a smile.