Chapter 182 decided to go back

When Mo Xiaoxiao and Xiao Er came out of the tavern, it was completely dark, and the two of them supported each other from the small alley without lights, and walked out hobbly, the alley was dark and dark, and there were no street lamps guarding such a cold scenery, which belonged to such an alley alone, and occasionally a few small shops with open doors came out with yellow light, shining on the slightly reflective stone road.

No matter how prosperous the city is, there may be such a small corner of the city that does not belong to the lively city, but belongs to the place where people return to the night inaccessibly, there is no noisy fireworks, just like a bright person, there is a world like a quiet lake in his heart, if he is so harmless to humans and animals during the day, he belongs to others and belongs to that world, then the self that lives in the depths of his heart at night belongs to himself.

Mo Xiaoxiao and Xiao Er came out of that small alley, Mo Xiaoxiao stood at the intersection and wandered for a long time, and finally decided to find a small hotel closest to the Gu family to live first, and still did not leave.

The night is already deep, the fireworks in the street market are gradually dimming, as if covered with a gray-black gauze, everything has become softer, as if there are no edges and corners, those flickering lights are still jumping in the distance and waving their own brilliance, the original busy street from the attic king of the hotel, only a few rays of hurried phantoms can be seen hurriedly passing through the street, and a few pedestrians who are not in a hurry are hurrying down, and a few hawkers are lazily cleaning up the stalls.

Mo Xiaoxiao crouched in front of the window, looking out of the window, a complex mood in his heart had nowhere to support, the sky was a black satin silk, covering a blue sky, leaving a dark night in this city wantonly swaying its arrogance and turbulence, no stars and no moon is like an ink landscape painting without dots of color, only deep black remains.

"Miss, the night is already very deep, this night is about to enter winter, it is very cold, you should rest early." Mo Xiaoxiao was in a daze, and suddenly a person walked behind her, it was Xiao Er, who took a thick coat in her hand and gently covered her thin body, and the words of pity for her also sounded.

"It's okay, I just don't want to sleep, you can rest early, don't worry about me, I'll lie down after standing for a while." Mo Xiaoxiao didn't look back, just looked at the fireworks that were about to be extinguished in the distance, and said lightly.

Xiao Er didn't turn to leave, she was silent for a while and didn't bother her anymore, picked up a water cup from the table, and slowly poured some boiling water from the thermos, the whirring sound of the water seemed so deliberate in this extraordinarily quiet night, so that Mo Xiaoxiao couldn't help but sharpen her ears to listen, as if a meditating Zen master, quietly listening to the quiet sound of the wooden fish.

After a while, the sound of the water stopped, Mo Xiaoxiao opened her eyes slightly, sighed softly, and a cool breeze rushed in from the window, as if to rob her body temperature, giving her a warning of the wind and cold in the middle of the night.

"Miss, what are you thinking, drink some hot water, maybe it will have an effect on your upset." Xiao Er slowly walked over to her, handed over a cup of steaming boiling water in her hand, and handed over the steaming steam, as if she was fighting to the death with the cool breeze blowing in, tearing them apart.

Listening to Xiao Er's words, Mo Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, just shook her head slightly, took the water she handed over, and continued to stare at everything in front of her, as if she was preoccupied, but she didn't know how to talk about it.

"Miss, I know you are worried about the affairs of Young Master He, although I have never had that kind of hard work and hatred when I am so old, but it seems that I can know what that feeling is, Miss, my mother once said that we came to this world to perfect our pale life, there are debts to be repaid, some people have to bear, there are wrongs to be avenged, but don't miss the people you should cherish, many things will be missed, there will never be again, so do what you want to do, love someone to find her, You must know that there is nothing wrong with love, if you fail your love, even the god of love will not forgive you, and will punish you for not being able to love again in this life. ”

Xiao Er looked at it quietly, and Mo Xiaoxiao, who was stunned, said seriously, in the darkness, Mo Xiaoxiao seemed to see that there was a bright light shining in her eyes, which was a star that she had not found in this dark night.

"But if you love someone, you have to start by failing the other...... I just want to fulfill my love and friendship. But why choose one of the two dilemmas will hurt the other. Mo Xiaoxiao shook her head lightly and said sentimentally.

"Miss, but when we come to this world, we are destined to let down some people and fulfill others, but when you go to complete this matter, you must think about whether it is worthy of your own heart to do this, and whether you will not regret it in the future!" Xiao Er continued.

Mo Xiaoxiao was silent at that moment, lowered her head and didn't say anything more, she began to fall into endless entanglements, beating her chest and muttering to herself: "But do I really love him, what about Qing Shui, what should she do......"

"Miss, in fact, your heart has already been shaken, you still want to go to Young Master He desperately, from the moment you decided to stay in Jiangcheng, you have already thought like this, if you leave the days to come, the pain will be three people, if Young Master He loves Miss Gu, then it is natural for Miss He to withdraw, but he has you in his heart, and Miss He has Young Master in his heart You should not be separated, and Miss Gu should not marry Young Master He to be his painful wife, an unloved wife, In this way, not only will she not be happy, but on the contrary, in the days to come, because she can't get love, she will hate you even more......"

Xiao Er's words were like a sudden heavy rain at night, drenching the sky outside the window, and those black clouds were so heavy that they seemed to be falling, and they also wet Mo Xiaoxiao's eyes, and a night quietly slipped through the cracks between his fingers.

There was another one in the sky, like a sun in a red wedding dress, there was not a trace of cloud in the high sky, it seemed to be a good weather, but the heat that had been hoarded by the door was blown away by the cold wind, leaving only the void sun that could not shine into the body.

"Miss, where are we going now?" Xiao Er, who woke up early in the morning, saw Mo Xiaoxiao as if she was a different person, she didn't see her confusion and melancholy last night, she didn't see her sentimentality, sitting in front of the window was a noble lady who was full of energy, had combed her hair, and dressed in gorgeous clothes, Xiao Er clearly saw her face as white as a piece of paper in the mirror, but it was so resolute from the back, maybe her eyes were too sharp, and she accidentally passed through her false shell and glimpsed the gap in her scarred heart.

"Looking back, come over and show me, what kind of hairpin I want for this dress, I can't make up my mind." Mo Xiaoxiao didn't look back, but kept staring intently, staring at the hair accessory plate she was carrying, hesitating and not knowing which one to choose, and she was sad last night.

"Miss, you're finally going back, so I'll help you choose." When Xiao Er heard her resolute voice, she had to be happy for her, and hurriedly ran over to choose it for her.

The master and servant, when they came out of the small inn, the sky was still a hazy light that had just woken up, and there was a mist belonging to the end of autumn, shrouding the city that had been renewed, and the vendors began to get busy, the city seemed to never sleep, it was always alive, just like the people who broke down hysterically last night, and they never felt sad, which may be the unique healing power of the night.

Mo Xiaoxiao and Xiao Er rushed to the door of the Gu family, the door of the Gu family was still closed widely, still lifeless and not a little angry, Mo Xiaoxiao changed the past forward-looking, hesitant little family character, and the frank and swaying appearance made Xiao Er couldn't help but be surprised.

"Miss, I'll call the door." Xiao Er happily ran over and knocked on the door.

"Knock knock knock......" knocked lightly a few times, and the door opened, but to Xiao Er's surprise, the person who came to open the door was actually the mysterious woman who took them to see her wife yesterday, the woman opened the door and saw them without being surprised at all, as if she was waiting for them to be prepared, just smiled slightly.

"My wife knew you were coming, so come in." The woman whispered to the two of them, motioning for them to enter.

Mo Xiaoxiao and Xiao Er entered the house, the Gu family was already a scene of approaching happy events, red ribbons were hung everywhere, red wedding couplets were posted and red lanterns were hung, Mo Xiaoxiao was not surprised at all, it was completely different from the secretly sad look when she came that day, but she was smiling, and her frank and swaying appearance made Xiao Er a little unbelievable, I don't know why she was suddenly so calm, as if everything had nothing to do with herself.

After the woman ushered the two into the door, she turned around and left, leaving only Mo Xiaoxiao and Xiao Er standing in the courtyard, Xiao Er looked around, as if she was worried that she would come to question herself.

"Miss, where are we going now?" Xiao Er asked towards Mo Xiaoxiao.

Mo Xiaoxiao was calm, so she walked directly in the direction of Gu Qingshui's boudoir, and said lightly: "Of course, I went to find Gu Qingshui." ”

The two walked all the way towards Gu Qingshui's house, passed through the corridor of the side chief, and then entered the small courtyard where Gu Qingshui's pavilion was located through a circular arch at the corner, standing downstairs Mo Xiaoxiao looked up at the window that opened to the east, the emotion in his eyes dimmed slightly, but then he calmed down and continued to walk upstairs with Xiao Er.

went upstairs and stopped in front of a closed antique red vermilion lacquered wooden door, in the smooth sandalwood door, there seemed to be a familiar fragrance wafting out, Xiao Er wanted to step forward and knock on the door, but was stopped by Mo Xiaoxiao, Xiao Er sensibly retreated behind her, Mo Xiaoxiao was standing in front of Gu Qingshui's door, silent for a moment, and then knocked on the door gently.