Chapter 183: Tearing the Skin

Gu Qingshui's good things are approaching, every day when he wakes up and thinks that he will be able to marry the person he thinks about in a few days, he becomes more and more excited, and it is difficult to suppress the throbbing in his heart, so he gets up early, sits in front of the dresser in the morning, asks people to dress himself, hangs the bright red wedding dress in the wardrobe, embroidered with Luan Feng and Ming, and takes it out again, strokes the embroidery on it over and over again, puts it in the sun, and looks at it shining through the sun, and the joy in his heart quietly rises to his brows.

Over and over again in my mind, I imagined the scene when I wore this red wedding dress and went to the love hall with my beloved, and I couldn't help but blush, and while stroking my flat lower abdomen, my face was full of joy as a first-time mother.

"Knock knock knock......" When Gu Qingshui was intoxicated with his own imagination, he was broken by a sound of unhurried knocking on the door, but he was not angry, thinking that it should be the gold and silver jewelry that his mother ordered for him, so he happily ran over to open the door.

The door of "s......queak" was opened, and Gu Qingshui was stunned in place in an instant, the elated expression disappeared in an instant when he intertwined with Mo Xiaoxiao's eyes, and there was a complex and disgusted look between her eyebrows, she was not welcome in the face of such an uninvited guest, and the face that was cold in an instant was just expected in Mo Xiaoxiao's opinion, so that she didn't pull a face like her, and still looked calm.

"Why are you here, didn't you stop coming again? I don't want to see you anymore, I'm going to marry him, what else are you going to do. Gu Qingshui didn't wait for Mo Xiaoxiao to speak, so he opened his mouth first and said coldly.

"Is that friendship between us so unworthy of you so much? I figured out whether or not you achieved your goal, and you still hate me like this, don't you? Mo Xiaoxiaoyun said lightly, her expression relaxed.

"Yes, what if you're right, I'm not afraid to tell you, since I know that He Yuwen's real love is you, I have no friendship with you at all, I am destined to be a reluctant guest with you, no matter how indestructible and unbreakable the friendship between two women is, it will easily collapse after falling in love with the same man, but what about the person he loves is you, in the end he doesn't have to marry me, and when our wedding date is approaching, I still have his children, What are you going to fight with me? What else are you doing here? Do you take your own humiliation, then you just open your eyes and watch it carefully, see how I hold hands with him step by step, walk to the palace and be blessed by everyone, how can you miss it, so you should die up, right? ”

Gu Qingshui smiled, looked at his hands that were still wearing a ring, and said proudly that he looked very perverse, the person was still the same person, and the face was still that delicate and familiar face, but it made Mo Xiaoxiao feel extremely strange, although the two were only a stone's throw away, but Mo Xiaoxiao felt that the two of them were separated by a distance of thousands of mountains and rivers, and those days of being like brothers and sisters had ceased to exist in a lifetime, which made her heartache, she had become such a person who became numb and ruthless for the sake of deformed love.

The familiar people are becoming more and more strange, the distance is getting farther and farther away, it is never a matter of an instant, those changes never seem to be sudden, and there are traces to follow when you think about it, but we are deeply involved in it, and we don't want to believe that the people we once trusted, will become unrecognizable, and it is our trust that covers the bright eyes, and we will realize it later.

Mo Xiaoxiao looked at her extremely unfamiliar, but obviously familiar face, shook her head lightly and said seriously: "If you really love him, you should think about him, loving someone shouldn't be selfish, you really want to take him for yourself, trap him in a cage by your side, you keep saying that you love him, but what have you done for him, when your love makes him miserable and makes him entangled, you have already exceeded the scope of loving him, you are persecuting him and depriving him of his right to love and even freedom." ”

Gu Qingshui's eyes were suddenly filled with a look of hatred, he raised his head and looked cold, and his tone was bad: "No one loves him more than me, do you know what I have done for him?" You don't know, I can even go to the soup for him to never return, if he wants my life, I can give it to him, do you love him as much as I do? Who are you to talk to me about these things and what are you? In the past, if you didn't have me, you were nothing, Mo Xiaoxiao, don't take yourself too seriously, don't be ignorant. ”

"So if you love him, you have to do whatever it takes, right? You are no longer the Gu Qingshui I know like a bright sun, now you are just confused by your so-called love and you are so confused that you can't distinguish between right and wrong, but even if you do whatever it takes to marry him after doing everything possible, you can't get his heart, and you will guard an empty shell that has no friendship with you all your life, what can you do? You know that he doesn't love you, he doesn't have you in his heart, but you still have no hesitation, too hard to love is like pulling a band, the tighter you pull, the more serious the injury, you know? Even if you marry him as you wish, he doesn't love you, and you can only be a deep resentful wife and an unloved and miserable wife for the rest of your life, do you know and are you willing? ”

Mo Xiaoxiao shook her head painfully, she didn't want to see her former friend, and jumped into the fire pit step by step, no matter that her friendship with her was gone, she still wanted the friendship between them to be true.

"Hehehe, how do you know that I don't want to, no matter what, I'm willing to follow him to the death, I have no regrets, whether he loves me or not, it doesn't matter if I just want him to be by my side, even if it's a soulless shell, but so what?" Gu Qingshui laughed coldly a few times, and then approached Mo Xiaoxiao step by step, piercing her heart like a needle.

"He doesn't want to marry you, you are persecuting him, how can he love such a you, you are not a devil who has been blinded at all, let it go, Qing Shui, he really doesn't love you......" Mo Xiaoxiao almost said in a pleading tone, taking Gu Qingshui's hand, but Gu Qingshui didn't care about her at all, and shook off her hand fiercely.

"Mo Xiaoxiao is enough, don't you just love him, you are just jealous, you are not convinced, I Gu Qingshui from today, and you Mo Xiaoxiaoen will break off the righteousness, from now on, you no longer know me Gu Qingshui, and I Gu Qingshui will no longer be your friend......" Gu Qingshui suddenly pulled out the silk handkerchief that Mo Xiaoxiao had given her from her waist, picked up the scissors in the embroidery plate on the side, and cut it into pieces without hesitation, and in an instant, the delicate silk handkerchief became pieces of pieces floating in the air, fell on the cold floor, like chopping Mo Xiaoxiao's heart piece by piece, and then threw it on the ground and stepped on it a few times.

After doing this, it seemed that it was not enough, and then he remembered something, turned around and went into the house, turned over the clothes she had given him as a New Year's gift, turned it out, and threw it in front of her and smashed it on her body, without mercy.

It seemed that time stopped at that moment, there was no more sound, the hysterical noise disappeared, even the sound of the wind was gone, as if the ears were suddenly deaf, no sound could be heard, time stood still, those fragments, scattered to the feet of the fragments were also frozen at that moment, no one stood opposite the two without saying a word, Mo Xiaoxiao seemed to have tears in his eyes, and looked at Gu Qingshui in front of him silently, Gu Qingshui was still holding the scissors that seemed to be flowing with bright red blood in his hand, because he was too excited, his hair was messily hanging down to his ears, his eyes were silent after being hoarse, and there was no sound at all, it seemed that his hands were still trembling, and his eyes were staring at the fragments of that place, and he was disheartened and resolute.

The two were in a stalemate like that, it seemed that it was dark in front of them, and familiar scenes flashed in their minds, and those memories were also fragmentary, and they seemed to have been cut into pieces by time, as if they had been cut into pieces with a pair of scissors, Mo Xiaoxiao tried to connect those broken pictures, but no matter how hard she tried, it was still in vain, maybe she and Gu Qingshui decided that this was the ending.

After a long time, Gu Qingshui slowly raised his head, but said lightly: "You go, I have made up my mind, no one can shake my decision, whether he loves me or not, I have no regrets, if you want to hate me, hate me, from now on, when I meet you on East Street, I will no longer step on that East Street, just as if I was fake to you before, I took advantage of your relationship with him." ”

After that, without waiting for Mo Xiaoxiao to say anything, she slammed the door of the house and shut Mo Xiaoxiao outside, the door was like a barrier, which could only be built higher and higher with time, and she knew that they would not be able to escape such an ending after all.

Mo Xiaoxiao stood outside the door all the time, looking at the door with her eyes blank, until Xiao Er called her, and she didn't come back to her senses. "Miss......"

"Let's go." Mo Xiaoxiao slowly turned around, raised her red eyes slightly, and looked aimlessly into the distance, and the two went downstairs together.

"Miss, you...... Are you leaving Jiangcheng now? After going downstairs, Xiao Er cautiously tested Mo Xiaoxiao's attitude.

Mo Xiaoxiao didn't respond to her, but walked to the arched door, then stopped her unhurried footsteps, and slowly turned around and looked at the window that had been tightly closed, with countless emotions in her eyes.

"I've decided to come back, why do I go back like this, if I want to fulfill some people, I have to let some people down."

Mo Xiaoxiao was silent, looking up at the window, and after a while, she turned around again, said with a heart, and continued to walk out of the door.