Receiving the affirmation, I immediately jumped for joy: "Right? Shouldn't you thank me? ”

He hummed and wrapped his scarf around me, in a light tone: "Why are you standing on the street blowing the cold wind?" ”

I wilted all of a sudden, and said with a wistful expression: "Ah, I still can't hide." ”

He hummed, looked at me funny, held my other hand in the palm of his hand and warmed it, sniffed it with a leisurely face, and said lightly, "Are you still drinking?" ”

I looked into his eyes, focused and clean, and nodded seriously: "I drank a lot, almost five bottles of soju." ”

He frowned, pinched my nose, and said helplessly, "What a little drunkard." ”

I didn't say anything, and silently bowed my head.

He leaned over slightly, lowered his head, and looked at me with a listening expression: "Are you not having a good time?" ”

I shook my head: "Not really. I've said everything I need to say. I just feel that the mood is quite complicated. ”

He didn't speak, just looked at me with those talking eyes and asked silently.

I thought about it for a moment and stumbled to say, "When I saw her, I felt a lot more relaxed, but I still felt depressed. It wasn't until I said that I owed her sorry for a long time that I felt truly relaxed. Truly relieved. ”

"I also saw me in her eyes from her perspective. I understood that her hatred for me, her jealousy of me, and her dissatisfaction with me were all traceable, and I felt incredible and understandable. I wanted to explain the misunderstood meaning, but I felt that she had her own thoughts and judgments, and let her go. ”

"I only hope that every day in the future will be with me, every day, every day, it will be fine."

He hummed, with a little smile in his eyes, but his tone was a little narrow: "So you just stand on the street blowing the cold wind?" ”

I was amused by him, and the next second I shook my head seriously and seriously: "No." It was only after being relieved that I saw a scene similar to Xu Siyang's when I first met, and I suddenly realized that I still owe Xu Siyang an explanation. ”

After speaking, I was silent for a short time, and Jiang Yueze didn't say a word.

I paused, but said, "None of us ...... then."

Speaking of this, I felt inappropriate, so I subconsciously paused, smiled subconsciously, and changed my words: "No, I never thought that I would have so many stories with him at that time." I just thought it was an accident, and it was over. Who knows......"

He hummed, his brows furrowed slightly, so fast that he couldn't see it clearly, and the next second he returned to his light appearance, as if the scene I had just seen was my delusion.

I couldn't help but laugh and deliberately teased him: "You're not happy? ”

He looked at me, his eyes moved inch by inch, and finally lowered his head slightly, the tails of his eyes also drooped, his eyelashes kept fluttering, he looked like a lonely son, and his tone was also frustrated and low, and he generously admitted: "Well, I'm not happy." ”

My heart immediately softened, and an indescribable guilt and self-blame rose, I hurriedly came closer, stood on tiptoe and rubbed the tip of his nose, and said in a soft voice: "Don't be upset, don't be upset." I just feel a little sorry for him. ”

He watched me silently, waiting for my next words without saying a word.

I sighed, wrapped my arms around his neck tightly, and whispered, "I'm thinking, if I can be smarter and find out his mind earlier, I won't owe him less, and I will feel less guilty about him, so I will be more equal in front of him?" ”

He didn't speak, just hugged me tightly in his arms and slowly buried his face in my neck.

I was a little itchy, and I couldn't help but giggle, and whispered to him: "Your hair is so hard, I am so itchy when I tie it." ”

He listened and laughed lowly, and his voice was so intoxicating that it made my heart flutter with it.

I put my hand in his coat pocket, wrapped my arms around his waist tightly, sniffed the faint scent of his body vigorously, and waited quietly for his answer.

"Do you feel sorry for it, or do you feel sorry for it?"

He asked softly, with a gentle reassurance and guidance, and I was instantly immersed in his question.

Is it a pity? It doesn't seem to be. Regrets? It doesn't seem to be. What I really mind in my heart is that I can't respond to his sadness and guilt.

I shook my head truthfully and said lonely, "I just think he shouldn't like me." ”

Jiang Yueze touched my head and continued to follow the temptation: "What kind of existence is he for you?" ”

What kind of existence? You have to think about it.

For me, meeting him was an unexpected surprise. He did a lot of things with me. Accompany me to run 800 meters, accompany me to study and work in the learning department, talk with me on the playground, accompany me to grow step by step, see my own heart clearly, accompany me through wind and rain, and witness every experience I have on the university campus...... In almost everything, he is there for me, he is always there for me, he supports me.

Silently, quietly, but indispensably.

I was silent for a long time before I slowly replied: "It's a partner, a brother, a friend, and an important companion on my growth path." ”

He hummed, and his cold voice was distant and ethereal: "To him, your presence is more important. ”

"It's not that you're not careful enough, it's that he does this and doesn't want you to know it. He just wants to silently like you and protect you. He is afraid that the day when you know the likes and dedication behind these things, and then materialize them, he is also afraid that after you know it, you will feel guilty, sad, and alienate him. These are the greatest injuries to him. Jiang Yueze said slowly, every word and syllable was clear and pleasant, full of emotion, heavy: "It's like you back then." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and I understood Xu Siyang's mind a little more.

But to be honest, he's not like me at all. wonderful

I liked Jiang Yueze back then, with apprehension, temptation, caution, and even more caution. I didn't expect him to fall in love with me, but I was always determined to have that special place in his heart and the place on his side in the future.

Everything I do is purposefully paved for the future.

And Xu Siyang, he just wants to be good to me.

Involuntarily, recklessly, just being nice to me.

I silently tightened the action of holding Jiang Yueze, and my heart sank a little more.

Xu Siyang, how can I repay you for your heavy liking.

I buried myself in Jiang Yueze's shoulder and said in a sullen voice: "This love is too heavy, too heavy." ”

"I haven't had that happening to me. I'm afraid that if I don't handle it well, I'll hurt him even more. But I'm more afraid that if I play stupid, he will be even more sad. ”

He patted me on the back comfortingly and whispered, "Then let it be, there will always be a way." ”

I instantly felt grievances and emotions come up at the same time, and my eyes began to blur.

What kind of fairy luck is it, I met Jiang Yueze, and I was cared for and accompanied by me.

Even how to reject an admirer is a serious consideration for me from my point of view. This kind of gentleness is probably hard to find in the world.

I was moved again, blamed myself, and felt guilty, and all the ultimatums turned into one sentence and said: "Aze, thank you." ”

Thank you for being accommodating to me, thank you for always being there.

He chuckled and kissed my earlobe.

My frown furrowed immediately widened.

Everything will be fine.

Including Xu Siyang.

Lu Zhixin's morning tour of the campus ended, and as soon as I returned to the dormitory, I saw Lu Zhixin surrounded by the stars who said that they were holding the moon, knocking melon seeds, eating all kinds of snacks, and chatting about gossip very comfortably.

As soon as everyone saw me coming back, it was like a wolf seeing its prey, and they hurriedly shouted hello and pushed me to sit on the C seat of the gossip table.

I instantly reacted that this situation was not right, and subconsciously glanced at Lu Zhixin, who was gloating and flying endlessly, and secretly screamed in my heart.

The dog soon couldn't hold it anymore, pushed the dried fruit in front of me, and looked at me with a wicked smile on his face.

I opened a pistachio, and I didn't bother to raise my eyelids: "What do you want to ask, say." ”

Yan Yu immediately laughed obscenely and treacherously as if he had been amnesty: "What are you talking about with Peng Meixin?" She actually took the initiative to clarify the matter between you? ”

I didn't believe it, and glanced sideways at Lu Zhixin for verification, she slowly knocked the melon seeds and nodded lazily.

I suddenly became energetic, stretched out my hand to Yanyu, she immediately understood, put the phone in my hand, and intimately opened the post posted by Peng Meixin.

I looked at her clarification statement, the words were sincere, the sentences were sincere, there was no slander and bias, with a hint of laughter and hatred, it looked very free.

It's just that I don't know how much helplessness and remorse, or unwillingness and resentment she has behind the words "I understand everything, know all the secrets, and send the past to the wind and never mention it again".

But all of this is her business. Whether she is happy or sad depends on how she writes.

And I, a passerby, finally withdrew from her stage theater.

I have already passed many small theaters in my heart, but I am still relentlessly asking why. I put away my phone, put it back on her phone, and looked up at her lightly: "It's nothing, just give her an apology you owe her." ”

"That's it?" Yan Yu obviously didn't believe it, looked at me questioningly, and even Yan Ting and Jiang Wei didn't believe it, staring at me deadly, "She bites you like a mad dog, just for an apology?" ”

After finishing speaking, Jiang Wei and Yan Ting nodded in agreement, and even Lu Zhixin raised her eyebrows suspiciously.

I pouted helplessly and compromised, "I threatened her, okay?" ”

The words were happy: "This is reasonable!" If you're so kind, I think you're not in your right senses. ”

I looked at the metaphor helplessly, and caught a glimpse of Lu Zhixin looking at me thoughtfully.

I turned my head to meet her gaze, and I had a gut feeling that she knew something.

She saw me staring at her, and she didn't squirm, she directly put down the melon seeds in her hand, cleared her throat and said, "Peng Meixin came to me and asked you about the past." ”

"I didn't hide it, I told him everything."

No wonder. It was clear to me in an instant.