After passing the corner, I saw a lot of students, chattering in the corridor, full of life.

Most of them are holding textbooks or materials, asking questions to the teacher by the window at the waist, and discussing the climate and ocean currents, three-dimensional geometry, conic curves, and inverted sentences in a low voice, all youthful and energetic.

Our arrival caught their attention, and many looked up curiously, wondering what we were here for.

Suddenly, I heard a girl's gossip tone: "Isn't that girl the girl who was admitted to Chongwen on the staircase dragon and tiger list?" ”

"Yes, and that handsome guy is the 16th city champion!"

I couldn't help but laugh, he was still so eye-catching.

We stood at the door of Mr. Wang's class, and the younger brothers and sisters saw us looking slightly sideways, discussing with our peers in a low voice, and several tall boys had been absent-minded, and they were glanced at by Teacher Wang, and immediately became very honest.

Then the teacher glanced at us, and the old eyes under the reading glasses instantly became very kind.

"Here we are." Teacher Wang took off his reading glasses and smiled slowly, his face full of wrinkles to see the pride and pride of his students.

We all said hello, the class teachers and classmates around us all looked at us, and the head teacher of the next class asked loudly, "Teacher Wang, isn't this the pair of outstanding graduates you have been talking about?" Let's come and see you today! ”

Teacher Wang replied angrily: "Why, envy, I finally didn't boast in vain, and I knew that I came back to see me!" ”

I laughed silently and shook my head: Teacher Wang is still like this, and he always refuses to be forgiving.

"Ouch, Mr. Wang, I'm happy now, these two are proud protégés!"

"Teacher Lu, you don't need to say this, you didn't see Teacher Wang laughing so much that there were more folds."

"Hahahaha......"

Several teachers sang and harmonized, which made the students in the corridor laugh, and the students in the class also looked sideways and whispered to me and Jiang Yueze, with gossip on their faces.

Teacher Wang smiled and led us into the class, and the younger brothers and sisters in the class instantly jumped out and screamed when they saw us, their faces full of surprise and incredible.

was swept away by Teacher Wang's sharp eyes, and immediately quieted down, carefully suppressing his excitement.

"I see that you haven't settled down for a month, and the confusion in your eyes is exactly the same as the person who wants to commit suicide by jumping off a building. As the head teacher, I'm going to have to give you a dose of medicine to nail your ass to your ass.

So today, I will let the outstanding graduates of the last class and the 16th class come back to give you a simple speech, so that you know that excellent people are able to endure loneliness! ”

As soon as Mr. Wang's words fell, everyone exclaimed, afraid of being scolded by Mr. Wang again, so they immediately sat down and pretended to be obedient.

I watched their small movements and felt funny in my heart, Mr. Wang looked at me, compared my hands with reading glasses, and asked me to stand on the stage.

Jiang Yueze leaned sideways and asked me to go up, standing silently by the wall, looking at me seriously and smiling.

I instantly felt a little nervous, I smiled softly, and my voice was very soft: "Hello junior brothers and sisters." I am Fang Jinyu, a 2017 graduate, and I am currently studying in the first year of economics at Chongwen University.

In fact, when the teacher came to me, he didn't get through the phone, and it was your handsome brother who told me. ”

I didn't hesitate to cue Jiang Yueze, and everyone started to make a small commotion again, I looked at everyone's excited looks, and smiled heartily: "I've always been afraid that the teacher will be angry, but now I'm finally relieved."

The students who have been taken by the teacher know a tacit rule, that is, to come to see him, there is no need to ask him where the new class is, because the teacher told us that every class he takes is in this classroom, which is his tradition.

So if you come to see the teacher later, you can also come directly and don't have to ask others.

To be honest, I don't think I'm qualified to share my experience with you, because there are too many people who are better than me and have rich learning experience.

Because the heart is weak, so it is valued. I wrote two speeches at home, but I felt that something was missing.

Later, I gave up. I think that the precise wording that has been practiced thousands of times may be classic enough, but it may not be deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. Tell me what you haven't practiced that will impress you the most.

I'm preparing for the college entrance examination, and there's nothing special about it. There are some good measures, and you will also accidentally step on the mine. These experiences may not be suitable for you, but the essence of overcoming yourself and overcoming difficulties is the same.

I wasn't the smartest or hardest working in the class, but I was the most active and uneasy in the class.

Fortunately, the homework has always been good, so I was not thrown out by the teacher. ”

Hearing this, a kind laugh broke out in the class, Jiang Yueze's eyes were crooked, and Teacher Wang also smiled, and his smile was full of love for his beloved disciple.

I smiled, and my heart was full of ridicule for the teacher's pride.

Seeing that everyone was slowly quieting down, I continued to speak: "When I was about to divide the class later, I realized that I had to go all out, but at that time, I was sad and panicked to find that I had already been thrown out by a comrade-in-arms in the class, and it was very difficult to catch up with the gap with others.

I am not reconciled, and I am not willing to admit that I am inferior to others. So I made two books of "Queen Male" and "One Starfire" in two months. ”

"So after that, Senior Sister, your internal strength has been cultivated?" A bold boy interjected.

I said, "Not really. After finishing those books, my teachers of various subjects exploded, because I didn't pay the daily meals. ”

There was another burst of laughter in the class, and Teacher Wang pointed at me and Jiang Yueze and whispered, Jiang Yueze lowered his body slightly, tilted his ears sideways, and his eyebrows were gentle.

"After finishing those books, my self-confidence was gone. Because I almost didn't know how to do those two math problems, the final solutions were all obtained by the bosses in the class after consultation. I didn't expect that these students who have studied for the same time as these students have already had deep internal skills and can stand alone.

At that time, I was very frustrated, very inferior, very screwed, and I always felt that the eyes of the people around me were looking at the exclusive expression of the loser.

At that time, it was as if the seeds of crying alone and being sad alone hidden in the darkness were planted in my heart, and slowly sprouted.

I told myself to work harder and not to be compared to others. Since then, I have been very serious every day, and I have always had a thought that is to push myself to the limit, so that I will have more possibilities tomorrow.

Later, after mock exams again and again, I found that it is really not easy for people to overcome their own demons.

Every day I was afraid that I wouldn't get into the school of my choice, that I would have to start all over again, that I would disappoint others, and that I would lose what I had.

So during that time, I lost my hair like crazy, I couldn't sit in class at all, I would panic when I went to class, and I would lose sleep when I returned to the dormitory, and my ears were full of my own heartbeat.

So during that time, I was extremely depressed. When I heard the bell ringing at the end of class and went back to sleep in the dormitory, it was when I was most scared. Because I know that other people's sleep time is my boundless fear and the long torment of self-denial.

The teacher noticed my abnormality and suggested that I go for an electrocardiogram. ”

There was a kind laugh in the class, and I also felt funny: "Later, my ranking fell to the lowest place in my high school career, and I didn't feel as sad as I imagined, nor did I find it difficult to accept, but I felt that it should be such a result, and I was relieved."

At that time, the whole person's mood was relaxed. I didn't even think spinelessly, it's just like this at the last time, it's a big deal not to be 985, it's good to have one book, not one can't get one, it's not bad to go to two, anyway, you can go to college.

It was then that I understood what it meant when the teacher told us that people should learn to reconcile with themselves.

admit your failures, admit your inferiority, admit that your skills are inferior, and admit that you can't defeat your demons. Learning to face your true self is sometimes much more important than working hard.

Because only when you know yourself correctly can you know how to embrace a better version of yourself.

I haven't looked at the rankings since then, because I think it would make me feel uneasy, so I might as well not look at it.

After that, I worked harder, and I didn't relax even during the winter vacation, and I kept doing the questions. When others start to relax in May, I feel like this is a time to surpass others, and I work harder.

This year, we had a five-model session, and many students didn't take it seriously, and some even gave up the exam, but I didn't.

When the results came out, many people felt that the results were distorted, but I didn't think so.

Every time you take the exam seriously, you will get the ideal result of the college entrance examination.

As students, it is our duty to cherish every exam. Don't think about waiting until the college entrance examination to work hard, because by then, you may really be too late.

Facing the college entrance examination, I thought I would be flustered. But when I sat in the exam room, it was calm.

Maybe it's because I did a good job as a student in high school.

So in my opinion, I didn't learn skills, I just had a boring life with three points and one line, and there were endless questions.

I know how hard it is to be in the third year of high school, I know how much effort it takes, how much effort it takes, how much it hurts, and I know how important it is to us.

I hope you give your all, and I hope you can have a bright future. But I still want you to understand that in the third year of high school, the process is greater than the result.

No matter whether the result is good or bad, after going through the college entrance examination, you really grow, and that's enough.

Maybe the third year of high school means different things to everyone, and you have to find the answer for yourself. Maybe it's growth, maybe it's parting, maybe it's loss, maybe it's gain.

But either way, you'll unlock a new version of yourself.

So, you can try, don't be obsessed with the result, just focus on taking every step of the way.

Trust me, the results won't disappoint you too much. ”

After hearing this, a junior brother hurriedly raised his hand.

I nodded, and he immediately couldn't wait to ask.

"Senior sister, I'm curious. What was your score on your first college entrance exam? ”

I subconsciously glanced at Jiang Yueze and the teacher, and smiled faintly: "It's a few points worse than Chongwen." ”

The people under the podium exclaimed silently. Some people whispered: "Last year's questions were difficult, and the score line was high, and my senior sister was only a few points behind." ”

"That's amazing!"

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