I hurriedly interrupted their slaughter: "There are many people who study well, don't think how good I am." If you do your best, you will also have good results. ”

"Then senior sister, why do you have to go to Chongwen? Other schools are also very good, and you can get into a very good 985 according to your score. ”

"Why do you go to Chongwen?" I involuntarily repeated the question and told her truthfully: "When I set the goal of Chongwen at that time, it was because of some personal reasons, but I was not very firm.

Later, it had to be, firstly, because I really wanted my goal to be achievable and prove that I could. The second reason is that day after day, I have been looking at its photos and understanding its profession, and I am too obsessed. By the time I found out, it had become a part of my life and I was no longer allowed to settle for it. ”

After listening to this, the younger students applauded, and a short-haired girl suddenly raised her hand and asked: "Senior sister, the teacher told us that you suffered from heat stroke and motion sickness in the college entrance examination, and vomited for two days. ”

I was a little embarrassed, and subconsciously glanced at Jiang Yueze, and found that Jiang Yueze's eyes showed a trace of unknown emotion, and the corners of his mouth were also very tight.

A glimmer of hope suddenly rose in my heart, is he distressing for me?

"If it weren't for these influences, you would have gone to a better school, right?"

I came back to my senses and shook my head with a smile: "I don't know. Maybe like you said, I will play better and be admitted to a university that is even better than Chongwen.

Maybe it will still be Chongwen, nothing has changed, maybe it may be worse than the current performance, and it will not be able to go to Chongwen.

If something doesn't happen, who can deduce from common sense whether the real outcome is good or bad? ”

"That senior sister, you haven't assumed once, there is no motion sickness and heat stroke, what kind of height will you reach?"

I shook my head, serious: "No, because it doesn't make sense in itself."

I just feel fortunate that in the two days of the college entrance examination, I was not panicked or confident when I was not feeling well, and I have been very serious and calmly coped with unexpected situations. In my mind, that's already good. ”

The senior sister nodded thoughtfully: "Then senior sister, what do you think are the things in high school that make you regret?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, and I couldn't come back to my senses for a while.

Regrets? That's too much.

I regret that I didn't cherish a little bit and cherish a little more during the days when Jiang Yueze was my tablemate; regrets that I didn't go through the boring, bitter and monotonous days of my senior year with him; regretted that I didn't give my grandmother more company, and in the end I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye; regretted that he was not strong enough and lost the qualification to run to the university with Jiang Yueze from the beginning; regrets that I didn't care enough about my brother, didn't find him unwell, and couldn't accompany him; I regret that I was not sensible enough in my junior year of high school and caused trouble for my parents and uncle; Regret yourself......

I regret that I am not good enough.

I raised a gentle smile and replied lightly, "That's a lot, too many for me to count?" ”

"That senior sister, have you ever thought about doing it all over again?"

Do it all over again? What a beautiful word.

If you do it all over again, will you make up for all those regrets?

I will control my temper, I will know how to enlighten myself, make myself better, and not let my uncle pay for my mistakes; I will redouble my efforts to be good to my grandmother, and say goodbye so that she will not have so much regret when she leaves; I will cherish Jiang Yueze's uniqueness to me even more and accompany him through the days when he was bound by scores; I will communicate with my brother in time to find out that something is wrong with him in time, and I will not let him lie in the hospital bed for a year.

In this way, all regrets will be resolved in advance, and maybe my senior year of high school will not be so obscure, dark, or even bright, happy, and hopeful.

However, there is no if.

I looked up at the girl with the glint in her eyes and softened my voice: "Sounds so exciting." But I didn't.

The things you did and the mistakes you made when you were young are the result of the thoughts you are most inclined to at the moment, and even if you do it all over again, nothing will change.

What's more, we can't do it all over again, and we can't stop these things from happening.

In this journey of life, every step you take forward, there will be gains and losses.

This is the labor pains that come with growing up, and what you have to do is to cherish what you have now and not regret what you have lost.

Because that's the only way you can keep moving forward. ”

Everyone nodded thoughtfully, and I glanced at Jiang Yueze, his eyes flowing with encouragement and appreciation for me.

"Then senior sister, how do you feel about the college entrance examination?"

"It's unforgettable. But I think when I talk about the college entrance examination in the future, I will tell others that during the college entrance examination, I lived in the teacher's house for some reasons, and the hand-rolled noodles and cold cucumbers made by my wife were delicious. ”

A room full of students were surprised, maybe they didn't expect that I didn't feel like a nightmare for the college entrance examination, but would miss the hand-rolled noodles made by my wife.

I didn't explain why, I just smiled, and I thought that when they went through it, they would know the answer.

However, Teacher Wang was already smiling, pointed at me and said that I was greedy: "I know that you are greedy, let your teacher do it for you again tonight." ”

Jiang Yueze smiled faintly, the corners of his mouth were fine and gentle, glanced at me, and gently responded with a hello.

A room full of students preparing for the college entrance examination began to lament with envy, jealousy and hatred, and felt that they could follow us if they were coquettish.

Teacher Wang glanced at them sideways and roared vigorously: "When you can also be admitted to Chongwen, or even a better university, you can come to my house to eat every day." I don't want to study if I don't have any grades now, I want to turn the sky upside down! ”

Everyone touched their noses and began to pretend again.

I smiled and walked over to Mr. Wang, who motioned for Jiang Yueze to go up.

Jiang Yueze stood on the podium, his body straight like a cedar, standing proudly and standing on his own.

His voice was clear and seductive, like a stereo surround sound ringing in the classroom: "I'm Jiang Yueze." She is currently studying Biological Sciences at Chongwen University.

What your senior sister said is what I want to say. If you have any questions, you can ask me, and you don't have to give a speech. ”

There was already a scream in the class, and the girls' faces were flushed, just like the female classmates in the class back then.

Teacher Wang glanced at them lightly, and then slowly quieted down.

Soon, a junior raised his hand and asked, "Senior, I want to know, what are your learning methods?" ”

Jiang Yueze listened carefully to his questions, and his eyes were full of patience: "Pay full attention in class, consolidate in time after class, and do more questions." ”

I couldn't help laughing, and found that the classmates in the class were also laughing, I looked up at Teacher Wang, and Teacher Wang also smiled helplessly.

How to learn from the top of the market? Such people are geniuses with an IQ of 200, and his methods are not suitable for everyone.

I secretly cursed in my heart, and I couldn't help but laugh even harder.

The junior sat down with a depressed expression, and then a girl stood up with a crimson face.

"Hello, senior brother. We all know that you are the 16th champion of science in Rencheng, but you gave up Shanghua's escort and gave up applying for the exam. But I heard that your target school at that time was Shanghua, is that true? ”

I stopped smiling for a moment and stared at him in anticipation of his answer.

Then, his voice came slowly like a pleasant and clear stream: "It's just the first year of high school, and it doesn't have to be after that." ”

The crowd was in an uproar. Even Mr. Wang and I were taken aback.

I don't remember much about my senior year of high school. Some things are deliberately forgotten because they are too painful, and some things are because they have not experienced them, but they just listen to others from the perspective of a bystander, and they are not involved in the real situation, so they can't remember clearly.

But there is one thing that I have always felt regretful, regretful, and even eager to change the outcome of the matter, and that is that Jiang Yueze refused Shang Hua's escort.

But at that time, I had already disappeared from the public eye, and when I came back, I was already different, and the people around me had already changed their faces.

Even Jiang Yueze refused to be escorted, but he only found out after the college entrance examination. At that time, others only knew that Jiang Yueze was the champion of the city, but no one talked about why he refused to escort him.

In this way, the reason why he refused to escort him became a thorn in my heart and a mystery.

Because I always remember that when I asked him about his ideal college, he told me "Shanghua" with a firm look in his eyes.

"Why?"

Oh, yes? Why?

Why has it changed?

Jiang Yueze lowered his eyebrows, the golden sunlight hit him, and the whole person was extremely gentle, and even his voice had a softness that could not be dissolved: "Because I have found a more favorite place." ”

"Chongwen?" The schoolgirl asked.

Jiang Yueze raised his eyes slightly, his gaze soft and firm: "Hmm." ”

I instantly felt my breath shorten, and my heart felt like it was racing against someone.

"But compared with Chongwen and Shanghua, there is still a certain gap. The senior chose Chongwen, won't he regret it? ”

Jiang Yueze raised his head, his posture was tall, and there were stars in his eyes: "No." People live once, and they have to follow their hearts. ”

At that moment, I looked at Jiang Yueze on the stage, and suddenly felt a little powerless about fate and extremely happy that he was dazzling now.

Weakly, I missed the two years of his life and missed such an important life choice for him; Happily, he is really becoming more and more like himself.

"When you came to my class, you shouldn't have known that he reported Chongwen, right?"

Teacher Wang's old voice sounded, and the hoarse was full of life experience, and he looked at me lovingly.

I looked up at the teacher and nodded calmly.

At that time, I really didn't know where he got in, I only knew that he was the top student in the college entrance examination in Rencheng, and such a person could go anywhere.

That's why I find it incredible. Even if he gave up the escort, he could have been admitted to Shanghua, but he didn't.

Instead, he chose to come to Chongwen, a school he never said he wanted.

The teacher smiled, his eyes full of pride in his beloved apprentice: "This kid, he has a big idea." If nothing happens in the future, he must be a scientist, and there must be one of his stone statues on our celebrity road. ”

I nodded with conviction. Yes, for him, school is just a place to learn, and everywhere is the same, and it is not a reason to restrict his progress and success.

As long as he wants to, he will definitely be able to make great achievements in the field he is interested in.

I looked at Jiang Yueze standing on the stage, and I was in a trance.

The young man in my impression has really become a pine and cypress that can withstand wind, frost, rain and snow.

His words knocked on my heart calmly and powerfully: "The third year of high school is a very beautiful season, and many scenery can not be found, once it appears, seize it." If you miss it, it may not change much in your life, but you will always feel that your life is incomplete. ”

After saying that, everyone in the class was screaming, and his casual glance made me feel that there were thousands of troops, and the tide was born all over the world, and it was nothing more than that.

Ten thousand years at a glance.