I watched the lake rippling and the sun setting, the sun enveloping him like a flame. The wind blowing from his face blew Xu Siyang's young and good-looking face, and it actually stained his eyes red.

I didn't know what to say or how to feel. He is a quiet and sunny boy, but now he has let go of his heavy heart and returned to the sun, which is obviously a reassuring and relaxing thing.

But why do I feel so heartache and regret, and helpless?

He's such a good boy.

I looked at him, and the warm and bright sunlight shone on me and him, and my eyes gradually burned.

I swallowed the bitterness in my throat several times, but I still had a strong astringency before I could speak: "You did the right thing, no matter how nostalgic the past is, you can only move forward." ”

"Xu Siyang, a good person like you deserves a better person."

He didn't say anything immediately, just closed his eyes slightly and slowly raised his head, letting the surging sunlight pour down on him.

It took a long time for him to slowly open his eyes, and the second he slowly looked at me was as amazing as breaking out of a cocoon into a butterfly.

The eyebrows are stretched, hiding the bright moon and breeze.

In the next second, he suddenly smiled, his smile was clean and warm, just like the smile we saw for the first time.

"I know."

Even the sound is the same as before.

I smiled slowly and nodded at him: "Hmm! ”

After talking to Xu Siyang, it was already dinner time. was going to eat the perverted spicy rotating small hot pot in the five canteens, but because of a phone call from Mei Ai, this plan was ruined.

Because Mei Ai said that she had booked a seat in Dedexuan, Cheng Jin and she were going to invite me to dinner together.

Xu Siyang watched me hang up the phone, his eyes were full of helplessness and loss, and his voice was not as light as usual, with some annoyance: "You want to release my pigeon again, Fang Jinyu, you are really a dog." ”

I knew that I was at a loss, so I hurriedly smiled and said, "Hehe, I'm sorry." But I swear I definitely didn't mean to release your pigeons. You've seen it, it's an emergency. ”

Xu Siyang didn't speak, just looked at me and smiled. It's just that the arc is much shallower than in the past.

I instantly felt like I wasn't a dog thing, but something wasn't at all. The feeling of guilt quickly spread all over the body, and he became more and more flattering accompanied by sincerity: "I'm really sorry." I swear, there will never be a next time. I promise you what I promise, and I will definitely do it. I promise you, and I will go rain or shine. ”

Xu Siyang looked at me fixedly, as if there was a complicated world hidden in his eyes, and the whole person was filled with a mysterious and melancholy atmosphere.

Just stared at him motionless for a few seconds. In the end, he shook his head and smiled helplessly, with a tone of compromise and hope: "Then I will believe you again." ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, but I was still unsure, "Seriously, don't be angry with me, right?" ”

Xu Siyang glanced at me, turned his head, and waved his hand impatiently: "Get out, don't be an eyesore in front of me." ”

As soon as I heard it, I knew that he was really not angry anymore, so I was completely relieved, and quickly picked up the bag and waved at him doggedly: "Then I'll get out." Eat more, bye-bye! ”

He ignored me, stuffing a full load of greens, and his lips were bright.

I looked at his suffocated face and rolled out laughing.

When I rolled to Dedexuan, I found that Mei Ai and Cheng Jin had already ordered food, almost all of which were my favorite food.

I was very surprised, looked at Mei Ai, and asked with a smile: "Why did you suddenly remember to invite me to dinner?" ”

As soon as these words came out, Mei Ai's eyes turned red. Cheng Jin's expression also became serious.

My heart sank, and I couldn't help but become serious: "What's wrong?" What's wrong? ”

Cheng Jin didn't answer, but just stretched out his hand and made a gesture of please: "Jinyu, you sit first." ”

I took off my coat and sat down slowly, waiting for him to say.

He poured me a cup of black tea unhurriedly and put it in front of me, with great respect in his gestures.

It seems to have a request for me.

I took a sip and put it down, looked up at him, and asked very seriously, "Can you say it now?" ”

His brows loosened a little, and he said with great difficulty: "Next semester, I will go to the army." It was originally scheduled to go for two years. ”

"What?" I was so frightened by this news that my eyes widened instantly, and I felt that it was extremely evil: "Isn't our country a summer and autumn conscription?" Where are you going next semester? ”

When he listened, the masseter muscles on both sides of his cheeks were instantly visible, and the green tendons on his face were also clearly exposed. After a long time, he replied to my words, full of astringency: "My family has some relationship." ”

I was silent. And Mei Ai next to him was already in tears.

It was originally scheduled for two years.

In other words, it may take longer.

If you perform well, you can also get into a military school.

If that's the case, I don't dare to think about ...... consequences.

Cheng Jin didn't say a word, just held Mei Ai's hand tightly and silently wiped her tears.

I watched the cold-skinned Mei Ai cry and became a real white rabbit, and I really didn't feel good in my heart.

I sank my face and said very sternly: "Must go?" ”

Cheng Jin's hand wiping tears stiffened for a moment, but he still replied without hesitation for a second: "You must go." ”

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I still couldn't help but ask the next sentence, but my tone calmed down: "There's no room for retraction?" ”

He still replied lightly and resolutely, almost impersonally: "There is no room for turning around." ”

I couldn't stop regretting it, but I still responded lightly: "Got it." I'll take care of Maya. ”

He slowly let go of Mei Ai, poured a full glass of wine, held the glass in both hands, and said solemnly: "Thank you......"

"Don't thank me." I stopped him from saluting me, didn't give him a chance to say the second word, and didn't want to listen to his official words of thanks, so I said my opinion: "I take care of her because she is my friend, not because of you Cheng Jin." ”

He nodded, as if expected: "Yes." Mei Ai said that you are a very characterful and righteous girl. So you're going to say that. ”

I glanced at the aggrieved Mei Ai, but my eyebrows and eyes smiled.

Little girl, you know me well.

"Although there is no position, there is no need." Cheng Jin, a tough guy who doesn't talk much, is rarely willing to say more. Maintaining a respectful posture, he was seriously verbose: "But I still have to say one more thing, and Mei Ai will ask you to bother more." She has grievances and injustices, please take care of them. ”

"What ......if" he seemed to have a hard time speaking, suffering physically and mentally, and couldn't help choking, but he still said what he was going to say completely: "If you meet someone better, you can be by her side to relieve her worries, please take an idea and let her ...... Don't have to wait for me all the time. ”

Mayai silently wept and turned into a howl.

I watched him drain a full glass of wine in one gulp, and said quietly and indifferently: "Don't worry, I will." ”

Mayai cried even louder.

I glanced at Mei Ai helplessly, and coaxed me distressed and helpless: "Don't cry." It's only been two years, no big deal. ”

Mei Ai looked up at me, and her eyes were full of grievances and coquettishness that are unique to people she trusts.

I sighed, pulled out a few pieces of paper and handed it to her, and whispered, "Don't cry, when he leaves, I promise you to stay with me and be happy." ”

"Poof......" Mei Ai was amused by me at once, as cute as a peach in the world.

That's when I breathed a sigh of relief. Thankfully, finally laughed.

I continued to gag and amuse her: "Don't cry, eat quickly." Cheng Jin finally invited me to dinner, and I had to slaughter him. ”

Cheng Jin's frowning brows loosened a little: "Yes, it's not enough to order more." ”

Mei Ai pouted, gave me a pot shrimp, and whispered, "Then you eat more." ”

Looking at her like this, I somewhat realized Cheng Jin's difficult choices and entanglements: on the one hand, she has a cute and well-behaved girlfriend, and on the other hand, she has a dream of family and country that has been ingrained in her heart since she was young, which is too difficult.

It's so hard to eat this meal!

After dinner, I walked with Cheng Jinmei Ai on the way back to school, and the cold evening breeze blew, and I actually felt a little cool.

Mei Ai touched my face a little worriedly, very worried: "Whale, are you okay?" Did you drink too much and get a little drunk just now? ”

I also touched my face, it was a little hot, but my brain was very clear, so I patted the back of her hand and reassured her: "I'm not drunk, I'm just a little upset." Don't worry. ”

Mei Ai nodded in disbelief: "Then I'll help you and let the wind blow and be sober." ”

I looked nervous, smiled, and then squinted my eyes and looked at Cheng Jin.

As soon as his mind turned, he began to dig a pit for him: "Cheng Jin? Did you have a crush on us Mayai at the time? ”

Cheng Jin was a little surprised, and then scratched his head uncomfortably.

And Mei Ai, who had long been embarrassed, smiled embarrassedly and slowly lowered her head.

I laughed silently and continued to ask, "Which of you is chasing whom?" ”

Cheng Jin was even more embarrassed, and his voice was shy: "I'll chase her first." ”

Mei Ai immediately retorted in a low voice: "Not really." You didn't chase me at all. ”

"Huh?" I was immediately interested, and I asked with great interest, "What's going on?" Let's talk about it. ”

"What are you talking about?" Mei Aiwen's gentle voice was full of complaints and accusations: "He knows that he will tell me about high mathematics, or he will buy food and drink, and it doesn't look like chasing me at all, he completely treats me as a brother." ”

As soon as I heard the music, I looked at Cheng Jin as if I had discovered a new continent: "You are chasing Mei Ai so much?" ”

Cheng Jin didn't speak, just lowered his head and walked forward.

I couldn't help but ask, "Then how did he confess to you?" ”

"What." Mei Ai complained unhappily again: "He didn't confess at all, I forced him to say it." ”

My jaw dropped again, and I was even more interested: "How did you force that?" ”

"A boy gave me a lecture, and I agreed, deliberately provoking him to confess to me. But he still didn't move. ”

"In the end, I asked him directly, do you like me or not, if you don't like me, I'll be with that boy. That's what he said. ”

I listened with great interest, and couldn't help but squint my eyes: "Cheng Jin, if Mei Ai doesn't ask, when are you going to say it?" ”

Cheng Jin shook his head: "Maybe never to say it." ”

I was curious: "Why?" ”

Cheng Jin scratched his head a little embarrassed: "I like her weight, there is no need to put it on her, and it makes no sense to let this liking affect her." ”

I looked at Cheng Jin and was speechless for a long time.

It turns out that the crush is not too timid and chooses to avoid risks. And deep, afraid of binding the person she likes, she didn't choose the world that belonged to her.