Chapter 206: I Just Miss Who I Was Back Then
Xu Siyang and I walked in the celebrity lake in front of the experimental building, looking at the four fat ducks playing in the water on the lake, twisting their round buttocks and quacking, and couldn't help laughing.
I looked at the four ducks and looked a little familiar, and couldn't help but ask Xu Siyang: "How does this look so similar to the four ducks in the Nima River?" Or do ducks look like this? ”
"These are the four of the Nima River," Xu Siyang told me with a smile and a smile: "The heart of the dean of the Mechanical Academy has to rush here every day to play." ”
"Oh~" I suddenly realized, a little envious: "Tut-tut, the duck in the heart of the president of the Institute of Mechanical Engineering is too happy, right?" ”
Xu Siyang laughed vigorously when he listened to my sour words, and joked with me: "You are a campus celebrity, why do you envy ducks?" You who are so eloquent in the debate competition, and you who are amazing in yesterday's song competition, those little girls are very envious. ”
When I mentioned this, I really had to seriously argue with him: "Did you go to the two competitions I played?" What is hearsay? It's a shame that I'm so good-looking, and I didn't see you compliment me in person. ”
Xu Siyang was stunned for a moment, his eyebrows and eyes were crooked for a moment, and then he smiled warmly and warmly again: "So you want to hear my rainbow fart?" Didn't I just boast about it? Why are you so careful? ”
I sighed silently in my heart, shook my head, and compromised: "Forget it, the game is messy, I only know gossip, and there is nothing to watch." ”
"But it's still very congratulatory to qualify for both competitions." Xu Siyang took over the topic perfectly, and his eyes were full of clear light: "Congratulations, Fang Da talented girl, strive to make persistent efforts and continue to kill the Quartet." ”
Listening to his heroic words, combined with that serious and clean smile, I couldn't hold back and laughed out loud.
He looked inexplicable, but when he looked at me and smiled, he also laughed: "What are you laughing at?" Am I saying funny? ”
"No, it's not," I laughed uncontrollably, and spoke intermittently, "I just think that you are special, especially not suitable for saying these heroic words, and they are not infectious at all." ”
He shrugged his shoulders and gave me a helpless look: "Encourage you to dislike it, heartless guy." ”
I smiled and patted him on the shoulder: "Okay, okay, I feel the heart, thank you very much, right?" ”
He didn't dwell on the topic anymore, but asked about the debate: "How is the preparation for the debate?" ”
Speaking of this, my laughter quickly wilted, and my tone was accompanied by a melancholy that I didn't know what to do and I didn't know what to do: "It's not good." There has been little progress. ”
"What's wrong?" Xu Siyang listened, and his expression became serious: "Is the debate too difficult?" ”
I nodded, "Hard." ”
Xu Siyang was very surprised: "What debate? ”
I looked at him and slowly spat out two words: "Crush." ”
"Crush?" Xu Siyang was a little surprised, and only then did he react: "This debate topic is a bit interesting." ”
I sighed faintly, very melancholy: "Interesting is interesting, but I really don't know where to start?" ”
He smiled and helped me find a way very seriously: "Otherwise, if you collect and collect materials about secret crushes from friends around you, and collect more, there will naturally be a breakthrough." ”
I looked at him, my eyes were gloomy, and the little gossip factor in my heart began to stir again: "Okay, why don't you come first?" ”
Xu Siyang was stunned for a moment, his face was full of surprise, and the next second, he realized that his face was incredulous: "Hey, I'm helping you find a way, not asking you to pit me." ”
"I didn't cheat you." I looked at him with an innocent face and looked at him very seriously: "I think what you said is very reasonable, so naturally I started collecting from my friend who is now by my side, that is, you!" ”
Xu Siyang was completely defeated by my invincible logic, gave up the struggle, and compromised helplessly in frustration: "Okay, Miss Fang is reasonable, what do you want to know?" I'll tell you all. ”
I quickly integrated the past events he told me, and found the most suspicious point - when I re-read, I almost didn't have any intersection with Senior Sister Wang Min, but after listening to Cheng Jin, they fought for Senior Sister Wang Min.
But naturally I can't ask so directly, I have to take a roundabout: "Have you ever done anything impulsive for the girl you have a crush on?" ”
Xu Siyang's eyes instantly became profound, as if he had returned to the green years of the past through the lake, and returned to the years of deep memory.
His voice also carried a deep and magnetic voice that is standard for telling stories, which made people sink together: "I told you about me and Wang Min." ”
I nodded, "I remember, so she's the girl you have a crush on, right?" ”
"Hmm." He nodded without hesitation, his tone was calm, but it made people feel inexplicably regretful and sad: "There are only so many stupid things that my crush has done, and I naturally haven't done it." ”
I instantly remembered the fight I had in the women's bathroom, and the feeling of suffocation and tightness swept over, and my throat tightened, and my voice was obscure: "Fight?" ”
"Huh." Xu Siyang laughed lightly, the laughter was full of self-deprecation and sarcasm: "I actually guessed accurately." ”
I felt a tightness in my chest and breathed, and I couldn't help but say angrily: "Okay, don't say it, I don't want to hear it." ”
"Why don't you want to hear it?" Xu Siyang glanced sideways at me and asked with a smile: "Is it difficult, do you still regret me?" ”
I can't tell where that breath in my heart comes from, and I'm irritated for no reason. Realizing that his tone was too bad, he was very depressed, and said good-naturedly: "A little." I don't want you to cut open the scar and show it to me. ”
Xu Siyang shook his head with a smile, his eyes were beautiful and bright, without a trace of melancholy and confusion just now: "It's nothing, and I don't feel anything when I mention it now." ”
I bowed my head, and the self-reproach in my heart overflowed, and I collapsed.
He continued to himself: "It was supposed to be the winter of high supplementation. She came back to speak, along with her ex-boyfriend. ”
I couldn't turn a corner, and said tentatively: "The big man who broke up with her because of you?" ”
"No," he smiled and corrected again, "That big man is an ex-ex-boyfriend." ”
I was stunned. In this paragraph, Xu Siyang and Senior Sister Wang Min have never mentioned it.
I swallowed my saliva and said a little nervously: "Then Senior Sister Wang Min, did I tell you?" "Bashan loves
Xu Siyang shook his head: "No." ”
I looked at Xu Siyang's slightly constricted eyes, his long eyelashes were gently stirred, and there seemed to be endless sadness in his eyes.
I instantly felt distressed and angry coming from all directions, and I couldn't wait to come back for Xu Siyang.
It turned out that Senior Sister Wang Min was deceiving Xu Siyang until now.
Her liking was not pure and clean from the beginning. Not even the simplest sincerity.
She really, not deserves to like Xu Siyang.
I tried my best to suppress my surprise, pretended to be calm, and asked softly, "Does this have anything to do with your fight?" ”
"I didn't." Xu Siyang's voice was low, without a trace of ups and downs, but it showed his mental journey clearly: "But when I see his face similar to mine, it is related." So we talked. ”
I was a little worried, and I couldn't help but ask, "What are you talking about?" What is there to talk about between you? ”
Xu Siyang hooked his lips slightly, but he seemed to smile: "Naturally, I am talking about her." ”
"He told me something about her that I didn't know. Tell me how much Wang Min likes me, how much he hates me. Because Wang Min has always used him as a stand-in. My stand-in. ”
I thought it was ridiculous. I also feel that Senior Sister Wang Min is hateful and pathetic. This so-called boyfriend is so innocent.
And Xu Siyang is the one who bears the most. It also hurts the most.
I didn't dare to show it, I just sighed in my heart. In the end, he pretended to be casual and continued to ask: "Then what, do it?" ”
Xu Siyang's expression instantly became gloomy, and the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were cold, but in the next second, they all disappeared again, returning to his original clean appearance like a spring breeze His tone was scattered with a ruffian: "Naturally, that kid did something to be beaten." ”
I rolled my eyes and whispered, "Didn't he say Senior Sister Wang Min?" ”
Xu Siyang didn't say anything, which can be regarded as a tacit acquiescence.
When I think about it, I don't think it's strange. A boy who was played by his girlfriend saw the main owner of his girlfriend's thoughts, and the imbalance, resentment, and unwillingness in his heart were mostly guessed.
In that case, the words spoken are naturally ugly and extremely destructive.
It's no wonder that Xu Siyang will do it.
I didn't want to think about it, but said astringently, "What about later?" ”
Xu Siyang looked sideways, and his eyes revealed indifference and mockery: "Later? Naturally, he was punished. ”
I feel that Xu Siyang in front of me seems to have a strange shell, hard and indifferent, which is prohibitive.
But I don't feel strange to him at all, he is still the moonlight and comfortable Xu Siyang I know.
I didn't know what to say, but I couldn't stop pantothenic acid in my heart when I looked at Xu Siyang.
Such a clean and sunny Xu Siyang, he deserves the goodwill of the whole world.
"Don't look at me like that." Xu Siyang smiled suddenly, and returned to his relaxed eyebrows: "It's just a matter of doing less, there's nothing to regret or regret." ”
I opened my mouth and found that I couldn't say what I wanted to say.
It was Xu Siyang, with a relaxed look on his face as if nothing had happened, watching the four big fat ducks swim around, and his pleasant voice was the same as the lake, slowly swinging away: "You don't need to think of words to comfort me." The moment she stood in the playground and called my name, I was relieved. ”
I choked in my throat and muttered, "Xu Siyang......"
"It's unproductive, isn't it?" Xu Siyang smiled helplessly and shook his head: "But really, I think so. ”
"It's not like I haven't held a grudge against her. I know my thoughts, but they haven't given me a clear answer, yes or no. ”
"Until the last time we met, they refused to tell me the truth, which still gave me ethereal hope."
I couldn't help but feel astringent when I saw him look expressionless like this, without any of the old looks.
"But later...... Xu Siyang's eyes lit up a little, and his voice was a little light, but in the end he shook his head with a smile: "Forget it, it's nothing." ”
I was a little puzzled, and I didn't know why he wanted to stop talking.
He turned to me and smiled as if nothing had happened.
It's exactly the same as when we first met in a restaurant.
I forgot what I was going to say for a moment, and watched him continue: "When she left, she said sorry to me very seriously. I was instantly relieved. ”
"Then I realized that I didn't resent her. It's that I resent her and didn't cherish the sincere me back then. ”
I looked at him, and my voice couldn't help but soften: "That night, you didn't sleep all night, and you were thinking about this too?" ”
"Yes." He didn't hide it at all, and said: "Wang Min asked me if I could give her a chance to make up for her previous regrets." ”
"You rejected her?"
"Hmm. Because like you said, all the regrets are returned to the past time and space and the past me. ”