In this long dream, I was treated as if I was being caressed by a breeze, and there was always someone with me, wiping my face, holding my hand, whispering, gently and patiently coaxing me, making me feel warm and reassured.

I don't know how long it was, when I opened my eyes again, my vision was blurry, but I also knew that the surrounding environment was unfamiliar, but it was warm and reassuring.

It's not a dormitory, it's not a hospital. I can feel that. Because the light is warm yellow, the wallpaper is pink dandelion pictures, you can see the beautiful picture frames and brightly colored paintings on the walls in the distance, and the atmosphere in the room is warm, and there is a faint fragrance of jasmine.

This should be a girl's bedroom, I thought to myself. This realization has made me feel a lot more at ease.

And what reassures me the most is that in my blurred vision, I can still see it at a glance, the figure that makes me feel at ease and familiar.

He got up for the first time to look at my situation, and the hand holding me was also slightly painful, and his tone was not the usual cold and indifferent, but with restrained tension and joy: "Wake up, are you uncomfortable?" ”

My eyes were focused, but they were still a little blurry. I looked at him with a slight smile, shook my head slowly, and spoke with difficulty, my voice as hoarse as a crow's: "Where is this?" ”

He took my hand, kissed me on the lips, and whispered, "Auntie's house, she is a professor at the School of Biology and lives in the school. ”

I hummed, my eyes returned to clarity, and I saw a clear and clear, but very different Jiang Yueze.

Now he is in front of me, and he is extremely embarrassed. It's something I've never seen before. His eyes were bloodshot and red, but his eyes were as bright as stars in the sky. And under his eyes, with a faint cyan, tiredness is fully displayed. His lips were also skinny, sickly white. The hair is also messy, and it is no longer a meticulous and refreshing appearance. The undershirt on his body looks like the collar is a little wrinkled. But what hurts me the most is the half-long cyan stubble that he grows, which makes his frustration the most obvious.

I looked at him, and before I could say anything, the tip of my nose was unbearably sour.

Resisting the urge to cry, I casually glanced at my navy blue pajamas and looked at him with a puzzled expression.

It's my own pajamas, how could it be on me?

He smiled, his smile was full of mixed emotions, and his face was a little unnatural, but his voice still reassured me: "Don't worry, I asked your roommate to bring a change of clothes, and they also changed the clothes for you." ”

I continued to be puzzled and blinked slowly.

He wiped my face and helped me change a wet towel on my forehead, and then explained softly: "You have a high fever, you have been asleep for three days, and your clothes are soaked, so in order to make you comfortable, you have to ask your roommate to help." ”

Three days. I lowered my eyes silently, it turned out that I had been asleep for so long, and Jiang Yueze had taken care of me for so long.

I watched Jiang Yueze skillfully wipe my forehead, carefully adjust the drip speed, and looked at his haggard appearance in the dim light, and tears still came out of my eyes after all.

He frowned slightly, turned around to draw a tissue, but his movements were a little panicked and embarrassed, and he was no longer as calm and calm as usual, which made my tears even bigger and bigger.

He turned around and saw that I was crying more fiercely, so he had to gently wipe away my tears, and patiently coaxed me over and over again: "Don't cry, it's okay, it's okay." Don't be afraid, I'm here. ”

I looked at the distress and self-blame in his eyes, anxious and restrained, tears were even more turbulent, and the guilt in my chest also surged like sea water, flooding: "I'm sorry. ”

Jiang Yueze wiped his tears for a moment, but his clenched hand still did not let go, his eyes were full of tenderness and unbearability, and his tone was even more spoiling: "You are not sorry for me, don't think about it." ”

But his words were like tear gas, which made my tears fall down desperately, my throat was also hoarse and painful, and my heart seemed to be tearing my heart and lungs.

I shook my head, trying to restrain myself from crying, and in a short sentence, I said intermittently: "In the end, it was me who affected you." ”

Jiang Yueze continued to wipe his tears, his brows furrowed deeper, and his tone was also uneasy: "No, don't think about it." ”

But I felt even more distressed, and said hoarsely with difficulty: "Peng Meixin, tell me everything." ”

Jiang Yueze looked at me for a long time before he hummed.

My teary eyes flowed uncontrollably, and my mouth was full of bitterness, and even the voice that came out with a choked voice for a long time was bitter: "Why, don't you tell me?" ”

He blinked, his eyes were gentle and calm, like a lake in the moonlight, sparkling and beautiful: "I told you everything I had to say." None of what she said mattered. ”

I pursed my lips and looked at him quietly, not understanding what he was telling me about the important things.

He slowly raised his eyes, and my figure was clearly reflected in his eyes, flashing with a small light, as beautiful as a lamp under the moonlit night: "Didn't you ask me, why did you give up Shanghua and come to Chongwen?" My answer is what I think is important. It's just that one sentence is missing. ”

I looked at him, confused. Starting point Chinese

He looked at me, and the smile in his eyes slowly gathered, as if the light from the stars gathered into a sea of stars, which was very beautiful and dazzling: "Today, I will tell you the answer in this book." ”

I looked at him, motionless, expecting his answer.

He gently stroked my broken hair, pinning them aside, and his tone was like a spring breeze, with warm warmth and intimate comfort: "Before I was 16 years old, my goal was to be a physics department at a top university, not because I liked it, but because I was talented. So it's nothing special to me. ”

I blinked, and remembered Ren Zijin's last time.

It turned out that Ren Zijin almost blurted out that it was Shang Hua's physics department.

I looked at Jiang Yueze, and the desire to continue listening became stronger and stronger.

When he saw my eyes, he slowly hooked the corners of his lips, but his fingers unconsciously rubbed the skin on the back of my hand, and his voice was also gentle and inviting when coaxing the child to sleep: "It wasn't until I met a girl named Fang Jinyu that I knew that life is not just a way to play to your strengths." ”

I was breathing so hard that I forgot to blink my eyes.

Jiang Yueze saw it, but smiled happily. Hiroo's eyes were raised, and his tone was a little different from his excitement and surprise: "She is bright and flying, and her smile is as beautiful as the morning glow." She taught me that life can be written as I want, and that life has infinite possibilities. ”

When I heard this, I was stunned. My heart was beating non-stop, but it was as if I was being held tightly, and the subtle joy and sweetness ran out of the restraint and incredulity, enveloping my whole heart.

He looked at me and slowly imprinted a kiss on the back of my hand. The moment I looked down, I watched his long, delicate eyelashes flutter, as if I saw the shyness and nervousness of a butterfly kissing a flower.

My heart is softened, I don't know how I can get such a special favor from Jiang Yueze, and I don't know what good things I did in my previous life, so I can have such good luck in this life, and get such a high evaluation and love from Jiang Yueze.

He slowly raised his eyes, the affection in his eyes made me surging and heartbeat, and the words he said made me so happy that I wanted to cry: "That's why I gave up Shanghua and chose Chongwen." Because Chongwen has biological science that I love, and more importantly, there is you who I love. ”

I looked at him, tears breaking down again.

I've never heard Jiang Yueze say anything like that. But it's not that I haven't thought about Jiang Yueze's love words.

At that time, I secretly poked and poked, and I would remember the tone of every word he said, and the expression of every word, I would deeply remember it. will even hope and fantasize about what it will be like for him to coax girls and talk about love in the future.

Even if I haven't heard of it, I know it must be sultry. Even if that girl wasn't me, I knew how happy I was at that time.

But when he said love words and was still facing me, I felt very unreal in addition to being happy.

Such a good him, such a unique him, such a cold and noble him, would actually take the flamboyant and irritable me as the love of his life, as an indispensable part of his life, how can I not shed tears?

This love is so precious and precious.

I looked at him in disbelief, having long since lost the ability to speak, and only burst into silent tears.

Jiang Yueze smiled helplessly, gently wiped away my tears, and even complained in a preferred tone: "Why are you crying again." I'm not saying this to make you cry. ”

I looked at him, my eyes looked at his eyebrows without blinking, as if I had been soaked in a honey pot, the whole person was dyed with honey, and my tone was also with a faint expectation: "What is that for?" ”

He also looked at me quietly, gently dropped a kiss on my eyelids, and muttered in a low tone: "I want to tell you that for you, everything is worth it." ”

I blinked slowly, and the tears just fell unexpectedly.

But Jiang Yueze gently kissed away my tears and continued to say gently: "I failed to protect you in the past, and I was not by your side at a critical time, I'm sorry." But please give me a chance, let me grow up with you, accompany you to face those unhappy things, and let me accompany you to experience the rest of your life. I will do my best to do my best, and please trust me, I will never let you suffer a little grievance. ”

I looked at him and felt that everything was not important, that I could not care about everything, and that only a "good" could not wait to hover in my mind.

Jiang Yueze listened and smiled slowly.

This laugh is different from the past, but a hearty laugh. The joy and satisfaction in his eyes were so naked.

I watched him smile, and joy crept up into my heart. He even couldn't help but say, "Aze, then I'll tell you my story." ”

Jiang Yueze was stunned for a moment, and then dropped a kiss unsteadily, and his tone was full of joy and distress: "Okay." ”