Do you want to reminisce about the past? But I never dealt with her when I was in school, so how can I remember the past.

If you don't reminisce about the past, do you have to compete with each other? But yesterday I made it clear, and I don't care about it anymore, and I start to turn over old accounts today, isn't this a reversal?

If you don't recall the past, and don't compete, what else can you say?

I couldn't think of anything to talk about, so I just stared at her without squinting and waited for her to speak.

Unexpectedly, she also stared straight at me, her face was pale, and she didn't say a word.

We stared at each other for a long time, until the waiter brought the rice cake hot pot, bowls and chopsticks, and soju, and we briefly staggered our eyes, set our own dishes and chopsticks, and turned on the fire to cook the hot pot.

The aroma of the kimchi soup base began to overflow, steaming out and dimly blocking our vision.

We began to stare at each other again with wide eyes, calmly and unwaveringly, and the bottom of the pot began to boil and bubble, and the steam smudged my glasses, blurring my whole vision.

I don't know how long it took, but she and I picked up the nearby shochu and unscrewed it one by one.

"Waiter!" I kept my eyes in my eyes and beckoned and shouted, "Five more bottles of soju, four glasses!" ”

"What flavor do you want?"

"Grape and blueberry ones!"

"Wait a minute!"

When I was done, I rolled up the sleeves of my sweater, filled my glass, and drank it down.

Peng Meixin also drank it all, looked at me deadly, waited for the waiter to set up the wine glasses and shochu for us, and left calmly before opening her mouth slowly.

"In this life, I really can't say. For example, I never thought I'd eat and drink with you, but now it's happening. ”

I poured the three cups in front of me with soju, and then sighed, "Coincidentally, so do I." ”

She snorted coldly, poured herself a cup and poured it into her stomach, and said bluntly: "Fang Jinyu, I really hate you." ”

"I know." I poured myself a glass of wine without raising my eyelids, and only then raised my eyes to look at her: "Everyone in Rencheng No. 1 Middle School knows about this matter, so you don't have to emphasize it again." ”

She drank the wine for a moment, and her eyes flew over instantly, with resentment and sarcasm: "Then do you know why I hate you so much?" ”

I kept moving, bringing the delicious bibimbap to my mouth, and then I replied indistinctly: "Isn't it because I left a scar on your face?" ”

She snorted coldly and whispered: "Do you really not know, or do you not know?" ”

I watched the rice cake almost cooked, and put a few pieces of purple into the bowl, and when I threw it in my mouth, the grapes burst open, and the taste made me squint.

When I was almost chewed, I poured the soju into my stomach, so comfortable that I didn't want it, and then I slowly spoke: "Because Jiang Yueze, because you are jealous of me, right?" ”

She didn't speak, picked the ramen and kimchi into the bowl, lowered her head, chewed slowly for a long time, and then her voice came out faintly: "If you already know, why are you pretending?" ”

"Pretending? I don't like that. I said nonchalantly, stuffed the kimchi into my mouth, and poured a large sip of soju before I felt a little sharper in my mouth: "I just think it's human nature, and I understand it." Nothing surprising either. ”

"It's human nature." She smiled playfully, repeated the four words with mockery, looked at me with a look in her eyes suddenly became cold, and her tone suddenly dropped to freezing: "Then I want to ask you, when I walked around the city, I had low blood sugar, and it was normal for you to go to Jiang Yueze to ask for snacks, was it for me or Jiang Yueze?" ”

The action of eating ramen slowed down, and the bitterness and sudden realization filled my mouth.

"At that time, why did you ask Jiang Yueze? Why, did you ask Jiang Yueze? ”

The bitterness in my mouth was even worse, and I poured a full glass of soju into my stomach, but the sweet grapefruit flavor and light spiciness, which could not hide it, but made the bitterness stronger.

"What? Can't answer? Or do you feel ashamed and don't dare to answer? ”

I pinched my glass and couldn't say a word. I just feel that the human heart is so hurtful.

It turned out that from the very beginning of my relationship with her, she was resentful and dissatisfied with me. TXT Book House

In other words, from the very beginning, we have planted the seeds of-for-tat confrontation in the future.

Thinking about this, I felt extremely ridiculous and pathetic.

The brief intersection at the beginning, in her eyes, was actually full of suspicion and suspicion, and she didn't even have a little sincerity and warmth for me.

I suddenly felt the blood surging in my throat, and when I raised my eyes to look at her, my eyes were cold and indifferent, and my voice was indifferent and arrogant that I couldn't control: "What do you think?" ”

"I think?" She laughed, slowly poured herself a glass of soju, squeezed it in her hand, and smiled innocently: "I don't know." How can I know your thoughts? ”

After saying that, her smile disappeared in an instant, and with a look of indifference and detachment, she poured the wine down.

When she filled the glass again, she opened her mouth again: "To say that you are purely for me, I think it is too self-conscious." You didn't even know my name at the time, so how could you be completely sincere to me? ”

As she spoke, she paused, drank the soju, tilted her head and smiled, "I thought it was wrong for me to think of you like this." But then I learned that you left Jiang Yueze the chocolate that Jiang Yueze gave me, and I thanked him for being involved, and I felt how unnecessary it was for me to feel guilty about your kindness. ”

She seemed to feel disgusted when she talked about me, and her eyes and tone were disgusted: "Fang Jinyu, others don't know, but I know." You've been such a disgusting person since the beginning. ”

I raised my eyes and stared at her carefully, seeing that she was wearing delicate makeup, delicate and beautiful, and the thin scar was hidden under the foundation, and I couldn't see anything wrong.

But after all, she is different from the person in her memory. Whether it's when I'm screaming in the toilet or walking around the city, I hand her the chocolates and she says thank you, it's all different.

Oh, or rather, I finally noticed that she was different, and I finally understood why she was different from what I remembered. At the beginning, she said thank you to me, but she was also reluctant to say it out of defensiveness. And everything after that is just three feet of ice, not a day's cold.

From the very beginning, she despised my kindness in her heart and scoffed at my actions.

Everything seems to be understandable. She and I didn't have the fate to be friends in the first place.

She doesn't like me because of Jiang Yueze, because of myself. From the very beginning, she decided that I was a person who made her despise and disgust.

I just looked at her quietly, and she stared at me without hesitation, and the calm surface that she tried to restrain finally cracked, revealing the madness and sarcasm beneath the surface: "Don't look at me with such innocent eyes, as if to say how wronged you are." You can keep it for Jiang Yueze to see. He likes your way. ”

I still looked at her, and after a long time, I couldn't help but laugh and poured three full glasses of soju into my stomach.

She watched me quietly as I poured glass after glass, and after a few moments asked, "What are you laughing at?" ”

I ignored her, grabbed a piece of rice cake and threw it in my mouth, and asked myself, "Since you hated me so much from the beginning, why did you pretend to be kind to me before you were assigned to the class?" ”

She was stunned for a moment, and the hand holding the wine glass visibly tightened.

I looked at her, slowly poured a glass of wine, and looked at her with a wine glass: "You say I'm hypocritical, say I'm scheming, it's all up to you." Then I would like to ask, since you didn't like me from the beginning, why did you treat me with a coyness? How true are you in this way? ”

Peng Meixin's eyes immediately became fierce, and the circles under her eyes were visibly scarlet, making people feel sad and frightened.

Through the steaming heat, her expression was hazy and blurred, but it was clearly reflected in my heart. The store was noisy and lively, but my voice was very soft and soft: "I don't care what you think of me." How you interpret the events of that year, I am also up to you. You hate me to the core, and that's your business, and it has nothing to do with me. But Peng Meixin, you have to understand, I'm sorry for you, only let you get hurt and leave a scar. For the rest, you are not qualified to accuse me and resent me. ”

She stared at me without saying a word, and suddenly her eyes began to fill with tears, and her voice was sharp and piercing, which made people feel sad: "Yes." I thought I could hate you, resent you, and embarrass you because of this one thing. In the end, you told me that you used your own unhealth to pay for my scar, and you told me that you let me do my power not because you were sorry for me, but because you didn't want to deal with me! ”

"What's even more ridiculous is that everyone thinks that the person who is making trouble is me, they, he, all protect you, and think you are the most worthy! You make me hate you and can't be upright, and in disguise make me feel guilty about the truth, and I can't sleep well! Fang Jinyu, how can there be a person like you in the world! ”

"It's obvious that you did something wrong, but in the end, it's me who feels guilty. Fang Jinyu, how can there be a person like you in the world?! ”

In the end, she was already in tears, her expression was sad, her face was resentful and unwilling, but she was helpless. As if she had lost all the vanquished, only tears were left to understand her pain.

I opened my mouth and tried to answer, but I found that the tip of my nose was sour, the fishy smell in my throat also surged, and the bottom of my eyes was blurred, and my whole body trembled uncontrollably, and I couldn't say a word.

I quickly looked away, lowered my head and poured two glasses of soju, the cold wine entered my throat, and the slightly bitter and spicy taste forced the astringency in my eyes back a little, I felt that my eyes were clearer, and the whole person was much more sober.

In the blink of an eye, two bottles of soju had been eaten, and I opened the third bottle, filling the wine glass in front of me, and then filling my stomach one after another, before I found my voice: "I didn't think so." ”

"You didn't think so." She repeated with a smile, tears streaming down her laughter, and her tone was even more sarcastic: "Is it such a fake look again?" If you haven't thought about it, why should you tell me? Yes? ”

I had to roll in my throat, and it took a long time to swallow the bitterness that was about to gush out, and said lightly: "It's because of our business, you involved Jiang Yueze to come in, and I wanted to stop." ”

Her expression was stunned, and she didn't react for a long time.