"Sister Futaba, how are you doing?" I typed and asked, "Did that person still bully you?" ”

"It's much better, the man didn't come. It's you, did the group leader say anything? Futaba typed like this, and sent a puzzled expression.

I replied, "OK, it's okay, he didn't say anything." Since there's nothing to do, I'll go first. As soon as I typed that, I turned off my computer. There was a woman outside the door who was crying all the time, and there she was still banging on the door and saying, "Come out, daughter, mother please." ”

I opened the door with a cold face and said to my mother, "I told you that I wouldn't go to school." You and my dad are dead. With that, I locked the door again. That's when my father angrily shouted, "Why don't you go to school?" Do you know that we abandoned a lot of kung fu school for your sake to allow you to continue studying? ”

I was furious in my heart, so I opened the door and scolded: "Who needs your, have you told me to go to study for me?" Have you thought about it for me? Saying nothing casually decided my future. ”

With tears in her eyes, her mother said bitterly with red eyes: "Mom and Dad are sorry for you and didn't tell you." But we're here for your own good. If you don't have knowledge, how will you live in the future? She grabbed her dad who was about to say something and stared at me.

I had an indescribable bitterness in my heart, but I couldn't say anything: "Don't be like this, I won't live long, so I'll die slowly." I sighed as well.

Mother's tear glands suddenly poured out tears, like a reservoir bursting its banks: "Who said you won't live long, it's not like this." You're going to be healthy. Mom gasped, almost squeezing the words out.

I stared at the two of them, inexplicably irritable in my heart, but I didn't want to refute it. Saying to them, "I'll think about it," I sat down by the door as if I had been drained of my strength, thinking about my future.

"Boom." The computer's message beep came, and I turned on the computer. Finding out that it was Futaba, she said, "Kaguya, I'm so uncomfortable." ”

I asked, "What's wrong?" Is that person back? ”

"No, no, no." Futaba immediately replied to show that he was anxious, "It's about Yang Jie." ”

"Huh? What happened to Yang Jie? "I know Yang Jie is usually eccentric, but he is still good to his friends. But is there something big going on with Futaba today?

"Today, I was added as a friend by Yang Jie's girlfriend." Futaba replied.

"Huh? Yang Jie actually has a girlfriend? "This person is usually not leaky, and he actually has a girlfriend." What happened to girlfriend? Did she deliberately make things difficult for you? ”

"No, no, no." Futaba also denied it.

"It's not, it's not, what the hell is that? You name it. "My patience was finally exhausted," I told her.

"I'm sorry, I'm still in trouble, right?" Futaba began to apologize, "Then I'll not say it." ”

"Eh, don't, don't." I hurriedly typed, "I'm sorry, I just had a bad temper, you know, I don't have much patience." ”

"It's like, his girlfriend asked me a very strange question." Futaba said.

"What's the problem?" I felt a little bad from Futaba's reply.

"What the hell are you?"

【A day ago】

"Why is this person looking for me?" Futaba's eyes reveal uneasiness and fear. So Futaba refused.

"Boom." It didn't take ten seconds for that message to come again, still the same verification message.

Refuse.

"Boom." Futaba became very angry when he heard the news. So he accepted. Immediately after that, Futaba turned on the voice call, he wanted to "chat" with Mi Zihui in depth, since you chased me, then don't blame me.

"Hey-hello." A familiar crisp and pleasant girl's voice came from the other end of the phone. Futaba yelled into the phone, and the people around him looked at him: "Do you have a problem with your brain?" I don't even want to pay attention to you, and you're still bothering me! You're not here to make fun of me! Do you think I'm going to be jealous? You're thinking wrong! You make me feel disgusting! Can you stop harassing me! After saying that, he began to gasp, and the phone was silent at first, and then the person on the other side began to speak:

"That, Futaba. I'm not coming to you because I deliberately made fun of you or anything, I just wanted to ask you a question. Mi Zihui spoke softly.

"What's the problem?" Futaba himself didn't expect that one day he would be able to make such a low and terrifying voice from his mouth.

"Who the hell do you want to become?" Mi Zihui said, her tone was full of gentleness. The kind of gentleness that encompasses the world.

"What do you mean?" Futaba was a little stunned, "Am I not just a man?" ”

"Hey." Mi Zihui sighed, "Are you really just a boy?" Don't you have any other ideas? ”

Futaba's heart ached faintly, and his heart seemed to be cut open by Mi Zihui with a knife. This is the secret of his heart, and he only told Yang Jie. Could it be Yang Jie? No, it won't!

Futaba's tone trembled slightly: "Did Yang Jie tell you?" Say I want to be a girl. After speaking, Shuangye was very disappointed in Yang Jie, not like this, Yang Jie. How could it be! Yang Jie can't betray me!

"No, it's not." Mi Zihui denied it, and Futaba's mood was a little relaxed, but questions also followed, "Then why do you know, I want to become a girl." ”

"It's very simple." Mi Zihui read softly, "Your photo, your movements, and your tone are all exposed. ”

Futaba didn't speak, and his secret was known. This made him unacceptable, and as soon as he was about to hang up the phone, Mi Zihui spoke:

"You have to stick to your own ideas, Futaba."

"Impossible." Futaba said with some despair, "I have a son in our family, and my parents are still counting on holding their grandson." That's all I can do in my life. ”

Mi Zihui didn't say anything, maybe because she hadn't experienced that kind of situation, so she didn't know how to persuade her. After a long time: "Are you taking estrogen?" ”

"Yes." Futaba replied, "It's just that I want to stop." I don't want to do that anymore. Tears flowed down, and he pretended to smile heartily: "I always have to face reality." ”

Futaba knew very well that after he adopted the cat, that sunny day after the rain, he swore an oath. I will live as a man and bury my wrong youth.

[Now]

"That's about it." Futaba finished talking about the situation.

"What, people are still doing it for your good." I said what I thought, "People don't come to laugh at you, they want to cheer you up." I looked at the computer screen, the chat box between me and Yang Jie, there was a sentence shining on it, this sentence was like a needle pricking my eyes, and I was hesitating to go out in the car:

"Yang Jie, take care of your dog. Got it? My fingers rubbed lightly over the carriage return. After that, I casually asked Futaba a question: "Why?" How did you react so much to Yang Jie? ”

But it was this question that Futaba couldn't answer, and my thoughts were suddenly pulled back by Futaba's reaction: "Isn't it-Yezi, you-really, like-Yang Jie?!" I said it one by one because I really didn't believe it.

Could it be that these two people are usually chatting? This question popped up in me, and then I persuaded: "Yezi, people have girlfriends!" ”

"Kaguya." Futaba whispered, "What do you think of me?" ”

When I heard this question, I thought about it for a moment: "Well—gentle character, but indecisive. People are really nice, but they are too sensitive. ”

Futaba stopped talking after that, and he typed this sentence:

"I mean, looks."

When I saw this, I didn't hesitate to say, "Cute, really cute, if I didn't know that you were a boy, I would really fall in love with you." ”

"Then do you think I'm going to lose to that Mi Zihui?" Futaba typed.

I'm stunned, Futaba is really here?! No way! I immediately replied in a hurry: "Eh, eh! People have girlfriends, right, you know it's not going to work. ”

"Everything is still undecided, and I will not give up." Futaba was very serious, "By the way, Kaguya, why are you helping me?" ”

"Me?" I was actually very puzzled in my heart, "Maybe you live more than me." That's why I like you a lot. ”

"Kaguya, you're the first to say you like me, I'm so impressed." Futaba made a crying emoji.

"No, we're friends. Isn't it right to like each other? I replied, "Anyway, Ye Zi, why do you like Yang Jie." "I actually don't believe that Ye Zi will like Yang Jie, because in my understanding, the two of them have almost no intersection except for games, how can it be.

"Actually, I talk to Yang Jie every night. Sometimes I cry when I talk about it, but I feel like I'm being healed. Futaba said.

I knew that dissuasion was useless, so I sighed and took a sip of wine.

"Then you must come on, I support you." I said so.

"Thank you Kaguya, we're best friends." Futaba made a coquettish expression.

"Okay, okay, I'm tired, let's go to sleep first." I flickered Futaba.

"Uh-huh, good night. I went to sleep too. Futaba said and exited the chat.

I stared at the computer and couldn't say anything. After that, I found Yang Jie's chat box and asked:

"If one day, you are forced to make a choice, do you follow your parents or insist on yourself."

I tilted my head and took another sip of wine, and after a while I replied.

"What is this? Kaguya, are you thinking about life? Yang Jie replied, and sent a disdainful expression.

"Just tell me quickly, there's a lot of nonsense." I said so.

"Okay, okay, it's really angry." Yang Jie replied, "I don't dare to say, because the situation is different, so can you tell me what happened to you?" ”

I reluctantly told him what happened.

In less than ten seconds, Yang Jie said: "How boring are you when you talk about death every day?" Do you want to die so much? "I could tell he was angry.

But I still said, "I don't want to quarrel, and I don't bother to quarrel with you, just tell me." ”

Then he was silent for a long time, as if thinking, and then he gave the answer:

"I chose to stick to myself."

"Why?" I was a little surprised because I told him what had happened, and I thought he would choose his parents in order to send me to school. But he didn't, so my curiosity came.

"You don't want to study, it's not like you've gone to school in vain, and your temper isn't suitable for school now." Yang Jie thought calmly, "But there is something wrong with the way you speak, you shouldn't talk to your parents like this." Got it? ”

I glanced at the computer, as if it was not the computer but Yang Jie: "I know, I'll go." I'm going to take a shower and we'll talk later. ”

"Hmm." The chat box was also exited over there.

I stood up and took a deep breath, and suddenly there was a sharp pain in my chest, and I vomited blood with a "wow". I squatted down and didn't speak for a long time. I then picked up a tissue to wipe the blood off and threw it in the trash as if nothing had happened. I walked out of the room:

"Mom and Dad, let's talk."

In the distance, a star slowly dimmed.

Who is it that has fallen?