Painful illusions

My name is Mi Zihui, and I'm just an ordinary little girl in an inconspicuous ordinary city. Of course, I'm the same, just like a boy. My fate with him began a long, long time ago.

[7 years ago]

"Hello everyone, that-that, my name is Mi Zihui! Thank you for your kind attention! I blushed and stammered, nervous to death. Look down at the floor as if there is no sky in the world.

"Everyone should get along with the new classmates in the future, this new classmate has a very good set of learning. I hope you will learn more from it. A middle-aged female teacher tapped me on the shoulder, and I trembled with fear.

At this time, a boy raised his hand and said slowly, "Teacher, I want Mi Zihui to sit next to me." I looked up, and it was a boy with short hair and a very sunny smile, and he was very good-looking.

The teacher shook his head helplessly and said, "Yang Jie, if there were no seats in the classroom, I really didn't want Mi Zihui to sit next to you." ”

"Teacher, don't worry." The kid named Yang Jie said, "With Mi Zihui, I will definitely work hard for the exam next time." The whole class laughed. The teacher pushed his glasses and said, "You've said it so many times, and I'm too lazy to listen." I just hope you don't disturb Mi Zihui's study, okay? ”

Yang Jie didn't care about the eyes of others and said, "Okay! Teacher. ”

"Mi Zihui, you pack up and go to class, the teacher has left beforehand." The teacher touched my head, "If you have time to take care of that boy named Yang Jie, this kid is too noisy." After speaking, the teacher stared at Yang Jie again, and Yang Jie was lying on the table and tinkering with something.

I lowered my head, walked in front of everyone, sat next to Yang Jie, carefully took out my homework book, and began to study.

"Your name is Mi Zihui, right?" Yang Jie suddenly spoke.

"Uh-huh!" I'm on my own.

"Haha, why are you so nervous! Well, it's a gift. He stretched out his hand, and it was a folded paper crane.

"Thanks—thank you." I was so nervous that I couldn't breathe, and I can assure you, my face was absolutely red.

"By the way, what did Mrs. Li tell you?" he blinked his glasses, like a vast starry sky.

I was a little afraid to look at the boy directly, so I did my homework. Said to him: "The teacher said that he wants me to study hard, and by the way, if you don't understand something, I can teach you." ”

He picked his head and said a little embarrassed: "Actually, every newcomer, she says this to new classmates." But all the new classmates hated me. Then he looked out the window and looked a little lonely.

I felt a little distressed, but I couldn't say anything comforting. I had to take out a tissue and hand it to him.

When Yang Jie saw me like this, he smiled and said, "It's okay, this little thing is not enough to defeat me." I'm strong," he said, and he lit up his biceps again. I was amused by his actions and giggled.

That was the day we met, and it was on that day that we got to know each other.

[Now]

"Mom! I'm going to the lab! I hurriedly washed up, straightened my hair, and went out in a hurry.

"Huh! Breakfast, you girl. Mom poked her head out of the kitchen and said to me.

"No, no, it's very important to have an experiment today!" I put on my shoes, opened the door and slammed it shut.

"Hey, this kid." Xiaomi's mother sighed and sighed, "It would be nice if you were so positive on a blind date." ”

I walked down the street in the early morning, and the sun was shining brightly, as if I had a mother's warm hand. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the sun. In the distance, the sound of children and the elderly talking and laughing could be heard. I guess that's what happiness is called. At this moment, I remembered that I had to buy groceries for my mother, so I took out my phone and looked at the time. It seems that it is still early, or go grocery shopping first, and then go to work last.

With that in mind, I walked to the supermarket. Walking into the supermarket, the air conditioning made me particularly uncomfortable, I don't like the current air conditioner or anything, because it will be very cold if it blows too much. I thought: Let's get it done quickly. He quickened his pace.

Today - want to eat potatoes, and beef. "Today's vegetables are really not fresh, and the potatoes are gone, how can this be." I sighed, "Forget it, so be it." What else can supermarkets expect? ”

As soon as I walked to the checkout, I saw a figure I hadn't seen in a long time. Even if he lost a lot of weight, I recognized it at a glance. called him: "Yang Jie!"

When he heard my voice and turned his head, I said half-jokingly, "Yo, isn't this a handsome guy Yang?" What's wrong? Out of prison? ”

When he heard my answer, he only replied lightly. I'm very worried about his sluggish form. He wasn't like that before.

[7 years ago]

"Run! Idiot! "Yang Jie pulled me and ran wildly, I was pulled by him, and I felt my lungs burning. couldn't help but say weakly: "Yang Jie, I can't do it." Why don't you take a break? When he heard my answer, he said in an almost pleading voice, "Those thugs aren't going to stop like that." Then he stopped and crouched down, turned back to me and said, "Come up, I'll carry you!" ”

I bit my lip, hesitant. But Yang Jie was very anxious, so he shouted: "Hurry up!" Otherwise, we will catch up again! Just as I said that, I heard the thugs shouting from behind me: "Grab those two junior high school students!" Damn, I won't be angry if I don't catch them! ”

I didn't care about anything reserved, and suddenly lay on Yang Jie's back. Yang Jie immediately stood up and began to run. The sound of the wind rings in my ears.

"You're so heavy! Lose some weight. Yang Jie complained as he ran. I saw him gasping for breath and said, "But—it's okay, I'll run by myself." ”

But he refused and shook his head. He said, "Wait a minute, I'll be at my secret base soon." With that, he increased his speed again, and I could hardly imagine how the boy could have persevered.

After a while, we arrived at an abandoned paint factory. It was very dark inside the paint factory, and he told me to come down, pulled me again, and hid in a paint bucket.

After a while, we heard the thugs talking.

"Where did those two kids go?"

"N-I don't know." They were also panting.

"Keep chasing!" The footsteps went forward.

We didn't dare to come out until we were getting farther and farther away. The two of them were sitting on the concrete floor, and I was coughing from the pungent paint residue, and he looked at me like this and laughed. But laughing and laughing, his stomach began to growl. He scratched his head embarrassedly: "What, the consumption is a bit too much." ”

I took out a small biscuit from the pouch I was carrying: "Well, you can take this first." He was stunned for a moment, then took it and touched my head and said, "Amazing! Moving granaries. ”

"Hmm—it's dirty. Don't touch my head! "I shook my head slightly, blushing, but—does that feel good? He didn't listen, but touched it even more. After that, he smiled and said, "If there is anything to come to me in the future, if I am not there, you will come to this secret base to find me, just like the gangsters who harassed you today." He quickly finished the biscuit and patted his pants. Then he pulled me up from the concrete floor: "Let's go! I'll send you home. ”

Under the night sky, two small figures, simple and beautiful. At that time, the girl had a hero - a hero as ordinary as her, but with a warm sun.

[Now]

Yang Jie texted me and said that he was coming to my house for dinner tomorrow. I happily told my parents the news and asked him if he had eaten.

But after waiting for a long time and no reply, I was a little anxious. Nothing will happen to this person! So I ran to his house with the vegetables and beef I bought in the morning.

When I got to the door, I tidied up my clothes, calmed down, and knocked on the door. But there was no response for a long time, and if I hadn't known, this person would never have gone out easily, and I would have left.

Sure enough, three minutes later, he opened the door. After seeing me, the difference in face.

I seemed to go back to that time, and suddenly I began to stutter: "I-I was afraid that you didn't eat, so I rushed over." "With that, I showed what I was holding.

Taking advantage of Yang Jie's distraction, I quickly flowed into his house, and when I entered the door, I saw a puddle of filth. Did this person vomit? I thought so.

He told me the reason before I even opened my mouth, and although I didn't believe it, I said it myself. I can't continue to ask. After thinking about it, he told me to go to the bedroom and wait. I happily walked into Yang Jie's bedroom and sighed the passage of time. That car accident made Yang Jie miserable, so that he still doesn't want to speak. It's a little sad to think about this.

"Boom." Yang Jie's computer message prompt rang, I wanted to remind him, but I couldn't bear to see him working, I wanted to keep it all in my mind. Besides, I'm also a little interested in what he usually talks about. So- hee-hee, I'm sorry! Hero.

After I clicked on it, I saw Yang Jie's chat with a person with a screen name called Futaba.

"I'm so annoying, today someone said I'm a shemale or something." Futaba complained

"Why do you care about other people's eyes? I just like it. This is Yang Jie's reply.

Seeing this, I was a little confused. But I still patiently continued to watch.

"Jay, I've been so bored lately, I don't have any friends around." Futaba said this, and gave a pitiful expression.

"Huh! Well, I'll fly over to you when I'm free. Yang Jie actually replied like this.

My eyes were red, and although I was not related to Yang Jie, I felt deeply betrayed. I simply don't look at that, just look at the last message.

"Jay, do you mind if a boy falls in love with a boy?"

What is it! Sexually suggestive? I gritted my teeth and quickly restored the computer, not wanting to look at it anymore.

Why is Yang Jie so good to this person? Who is that Futaba? What exactly is the relationship between two people?

"Hey! You just looked at my computer, right? Yang Jie didn't know when he was done, so he walked in and squinted his eyes and asked.

"Who- who's going to see your yellow stuff!" I held back my grief and joked.

"Mi Zihui, you are slandering me! I request that your graduate qualification be revoked! "Yang Jie also seemed to be in a good mood, and actually made a joke on me. However, who gave this mood? I? Or that Futaba?

"you!" I was afraid that tears would burst my water, so I turned my back to him and walked to the kitchen, "I'll cook for you." ”

Yang Jie didn't say anything, and started chatting again, I walked to the kitchen and began to cry silently. Then I made up my mind.

I'm going to have to talk to that Futaba about it.

I don't want to lose Yang Jie again.

[6 years ago]

"Yang Jie, which school have you been admitted to?" I stared at him.

Since we became good friends, we have studied together, and Yang Jie's learning talent is really high. Immediately overtook me and surprised the teachers.

"Tiangao, what about you?" He smiled heartily.

"Huh! It's a pity that I'm only three points away from heaven. "I'm a little sad and a little complaining, why don't you take the test a little lower!

"Haha! Uncle, I am so smart, only a key school like Tiangao can be worthy of me. He laughed exaggeratedly.

"Students, the photo is taken! It's time to leave school, and I won't forget you, teacher. Teacher Li wiped away her tears.

The classmates left their best friends in tears. Some people added phone numbers, while others left email addresses. Yang Jie and I are in the same community, so we don't have to worry about any of this.

Still, as he turned to leave, I grabbed him: "We—can we see each other often?" ”

He was stunned for a moment, then touched my head again and said, "Definitely! Definitely! ”

However, I don't know, this sentence will definitely be true, I waited for five years.

My youth has also left traces of happiness and bitterness, which can never be erased.