Soon after the official "quarrel" with Xu Siyang, after the learning department completed all the scholarship evaluation work, the learning department issued an announcement of personnel changes. Xu Siyang was transferred to the student union of the Academy of Information Sciences and was no longer a member of the student union of the main campus of Chongwen.

The people in the group asked the reason, Xu Siyang only said that there was a shortage of people in the student union of the Academy of Information Sciences, and he was naturally obligated to do so as a member of the Academy of Information Sciences.

My colleagues didn't say anything after hearing this, but many people quietly came back and asked me if the reason was true or false.

Everyone dispersed, but I didn't expect Brother Hang to call directly, and as soon as I picked it up, he asked me straight to the point what happened to Xu Siyang and me.

I struggled to speak: "It's nothing, Brother Hang, don't worry. ”

"Nothing, he's going to leave suddenly? Jinyu, why did I come to ask you why, you should know. ”

I didn't speak immediately, and it took a long time to speak: "Brother Hang, you already know." ”

The other end of the phone immediately fell silent, and after a while, he replied with a slight hesitation: "I am in his small class, and I am from the same school, and I meet almost every day, how can I not know." ”

I hummed, and I felt that there were many questions I wanted to ask him, like, when did you see it, and if you knew, why didn't you tell me?

But when the words came to my lips, I swallowed them all again, because the matter had come to this, and there was no need to say anything.

Brother Ke Hang sighed lightly, and began to count the treasures: "During military training, I was responsible for leading their class, except for the training of the battalion, we were together almost every day. Every night, he would always stare at the company in the southeast direction. One time I looked into his line of sight and saw you surrounded by everyone, playing guitar and singing, attracting everyone's attention. ”

"At that time, I knew that this kid was planted. After that, you happened to apply for the study department, so I pushed the boat and told him. He immediately signed up. ”

"I thought it was adult beauty. But during the interview, Jiang Yueze offered to be together. I was confused, but when I saw you, I realized that I had done something wrong. ”

"I wanted to make amends, but by then, it was too late. Xu Siyang has been admitted and has become your colleague, taking a big step closer to you. ”

After that, I watched him sink deeper and deeper without knowing it, but there was nothing I could do. But what I and he both understood was that from the beginning to the end, he was just wishful thinking. ”

"To be honest, before you came, I had never seen what Jiang Yueze's favoritism was like. But after you came, he really made a lot of exceptions. Several times I took the initiative to come to the learning department to organize activities, and as his friend, I naturally understood his intentions. ”

"But as Xu Siyang's friend, I also hope that he can have a desired result. So simply, I'll help both sides if they can. ”

"So he won a prize in a love letter contest, and I asked him to take the prize back, not wanting him to be exposed. Jiang Yueze wants to associate with the Ministry of Learning, and I will spare no effort to facilitate it. There's a lot more to it, and I'm sure you know all about it. ”

"I thought he would just hide his thoughts silently for the rest of his life, but yesterday he came to me and told me in a dejected way that he was going to quit the study department, and I knew it must have something to do with you."

I held the phone and didn't make a sound, which was a tacit acquiescence.

Brother Hang sighed, and his voice was lower: "I said this, not to inquire about your private affairs, I also know that you and Jiang Yueze have a stable relationship, but as your minister and friend, I need to act as a bystander to tell you the truth, and more importantly, I don't want him to like you and do anything for you in the dark." ”

I clenched my phone tightly and couldn't say a word.

"So, don't take his liking for you as a burden. This is what he fears the most. ”

It took me a long time before I spoke, "I see." Thank you, Brother Hang, for telling me so much. ”

Brother Hang sighed: "Then so be it, I should also go and admit my mistake to Jiang Yueze." ”

I rolled my throat, mumbled, and hung up.

It turned out that what I thought was a coincidence was all carefully arranged by him. It turned out that what I thought was casual was all his uncontrollable.

It turns out that he has done so much for me.

But I can't pay it back.

Because what he wants, I can't respond.

Because I've lost his friend completely.

Facts have proved that the ministers of the student union acted resolutely, and Brother Hang quickly admitted his mistake to Jiang Yueze, so when I was having dinner with Jiang Yueze, before I opened my mouth, Jiang Yueze blocked all my words with a "I know".

I always felt that it was my own responsibility, and I had a current sense of guilt for stealing fish outside and being caught by my original partner, so I didn't dare to look up at him at all. Reading the book

He didn't speak, and I didn't have the confidence to speak, which caused a mysterious silence between us.

I realized that this would not work, and I tried my best to do psychological construction for myself, and constantly cheered me up - Fang Jinyu, don't be weak-hearted! Although you are sorry for Xu Siyang, it also makes Jiang Yueze unhappy, but! You and Xu Siyang are innocent, don't be as weak as if you were caught and raped!

Pull yourself together! Now, tell him immediately that you have a pure revolutionary friendship with Xu Siyang!

Yes, that's right! I silently scolded in my heart, and mustered up the courage to explain to him: "That, I still want to emphasize, I don't mean anything else to Xu Siyang, really." I only covet you, once was, and will be. So, don't get me wrong. ”

Jiang Yueze was serving me pork rib soup, and when he heard this, he looked up at me lightly, with a faint smile in his eyes.

I breathed a sigh of relief instantly, okay, fortunately not angry, maybe, a little bit of a pleasure to be pleased.

He handed me the pork rib soup and whispered, "I know, you don't have to explain." ”

I took the pork rib soup and took a sip of it. Realizing that the voice was too loud and somewhat unladylike, I glanced at him weakly.

Seeing that he didn't have any displeasure, I took another sip.

The sound was much quieter than before.

Jiang Yueze was laughed at by me instantly, the tails of his eyes rose, as bewitching as a rose blooming, and his voice was also smiling, as good as a ring impact: "I'm not angry, don't be so careful." ”

Only then did I feel that the whole person was stretched, and the shoulders that were holding on to me were stunned, and I completely lost the weakness of my heart just now.

"I'm just a little jealous and unhappy."

As soon as these words came out, my whole body froze there, wondering if I was hallucinating.

What? Jiang Yueze said he was jealous? Jealous of what?

I looked at him and didn't know what to do at all. He also looked at me, his eyes were sincere and serious, and his tone was gentle with helplessness: "I'm jealous that even if he doesn't get a response from you, he has a different status in your heart." ”

"I am even more jealous of him, in this particular way, leaving an indelible shadow in your heart, even if it has nothing to do with liking."

I opened my mouth, and the whole person was in a state of confusion, feeling happy and surprised, as if I had been hit by a lottery ticket, I couldn't believe it.

I can't believe that Jiang Yueze will be so honest with me and say the "dark side" of his heart, and I can't believe that Jiang Yueze is telling me in this way, my uniqueness to him.

The cold male god of Xueba, suddenly let go of all his reserves, telling you that he likes you, he cares about you, and he is crazy with jealousy for this, just ask, who can not feel moved, surprised, heartwarming, and happy?

Jiang Yueze looked at me, his eyes were soft, and his expression was light: "I know this is a bit unusual, but I find that reason can't overcome emotion." I can't avoid this kind of thing after all. ”

My eyes were hot, and I wanted to immediately become a monster hanging on him, and I couldn't stop feeling guilty in my heart for not handling these things properly.

I looked at him and was speechless for a moment. It's too light to say sorry, and it's not enough to say anything else. He just looked at him like that and didn't speak.

He looked at me, suddenly amused by me, put the braised pork on my plate, and said softly: "Okay, this matter is over, let's eat." ”

I was so anxious to speak, but I didn't know what to say, so I stared at the piece of meat, threw it into my mouth, and chewed it without knowing the taste.

After lunch, Jiang Yueze took me by the hand and sent me to the door of the study room, looked at me gently, and whispered Let's go in, I hummed reluctantly.

The moment he let go of my hand, my heart ached dullly, and then I reflexively took his hand and threw myself into his arms.

At this time, the peak period when honest people arrived at the study room, coupled with the reason for the end of the period, people in the corridor came and went, and there was an endless stream.

Jiang Yueze reacted very quickly and protected me in his arms to prevent people from seeing my face, and when the crowd dispersed, he escorted me into the empty classroom next door.

There were no lights in the room, but the light from the street lamps outside came in through the windows, so that it was not so dim that his silhouette and his pursed lips could be faintly seen.

I shrank into his arms again, but I was still not satisfied, so I simply hooked my hands around his neck, and then hooked my lips in satisfaction.

I stared at his eyes that were still shining in the dark, and all my courage burst out: "Jiang Yueze, I like you, I like you very much, from the first time I saw you, I liked it." ”