Because today, their class began to change seats every Monday, and Xu Wen is no longer at her table.

When she arrived at the class, the matter of moving the table for each group in rotation every week had been taken care of by her new tablemate, Fan Xue dropped her schoolbag on the chair like a saver and said thank you to Gu Ting, who was buried in her homework.

Gu Ting focused on copying homework and replied boldly: "You're welcome!" She suddenly raised her head and said to Fan Xue, who was moving the book out of her schoolbag: "Oh, by the way, you have a bag of things in your drawer, which was given to you by that Zhao Siqing." ”

Chen Glaze took out a drawer when he heard this, and sure enough, he took out a large beautifully packaged box, which was quite heavy.

There was a letter on it, and the cover said "Fan Xue", the words were very beautiful, and she knew who it was at a glance.

Open the envelope and face the beautiful handwriting of a piece of paper,

: Well, Fan Xue, hello, I'm Zhao Siqing, how to say it, actually, I've always wanted to have a good chat with you, but I haven't had any chance, this time I sent it to you secretly, because I know that Xu Wen will be very angry if he knows what I told you.

How to say it, in fact, I know everything about the two of you before, including the things that happened after being with me, some of them were told to me, and some of them were seen by myself, I know that you have been together for a long time before, and I also know that you have experienced a lot together, maybe some people will applaud you when you separate, and some people will feel a special pity, but no matter what, you are still impossible after all, Even if you continue to be together, there will still be endless quarrels, there will still be a lot of problems, and you still can't go back, and you don't have the same feeling as before, no matter what, in fact, I've always hoped that he could cut off contact with you, and he told me at the beginning, he didn't want to make me sad, and he didn't want me to be unhappy, and she also promised that I would cut off contact with you, and I believed it, because she said I knew I might not be able to do it, but I would still believe it, I know all the things that happened when you were with her before, I also know your feelings for him, I also know his feelings for you, you have been with him for so long, you must know her much more than I do now, she is very strong on the outside, in fact, his heart has always been extremely fragile, he really wants to cut off contact with you, but he has been ruthless, he also knows in his heart, you are no longer possible Even if you will regret it, you feel reluctant, but in the end you still can't go back.

Actually, you care about him a lot, I have long seen it, I have discovered a lot of little secrets since the first time we met, but I still haven't said it, and once he told me a lot before I told him that I had already found out. Whether it's for you, or for him, or for me it's a very good ending or beginning, I know how reluctant it is to love someone, I believe that I don't just love him, many people love him, and you are the same, but if you continue to be so entangled, whether it is for you or for me and her, it is a deeper hurt, in fact, the contact is not in you, not in him, if you really love her or want to be good to him, please let go, no matter what, please stay away from him, Don't let any more entanglements exist between you.

Thank you.

- Qing

After reading this long article, Fan Xue was a little crying and laughing, and a little stunned.

She put the letter away, checked the box that was a little heavy, turned to look at the clock on the back wall of the classroom, and calculated that there were still thirty minutes before the start of the evening self-study, so she walked out of the classroom with the box in her arms.

Gu Ting didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only go out with Fan Xue, stretched out her left hand and stroked Fan Xue's hair.

Fan Xue thought that maybe she and Zhao Siqing were two people standing under the eaves to hide from the rain, but Zhao Siqing, who didn't have an umbrella, could step out first, and she stood under the eaves for so long, and the umbrella in her hand didn't give her the courage to go out.

made her unable to face up to her relationship with Xu Wen.

"Ding Dong—" The bell rang, and the English class representative stepped up to the podium and put out the tape recorder, and the class began to hear the sound of turning pages and changing answers.

Temporary cramming, may be useful.

Fan Xue didn't have the heart to read it, closed the English book and put it away, and replaced it with only a volume and a pen, she secretly cheered herself up, what she should think about now, the volume, not her own wishful thinking and nowhere to put her children's affection.

Frustrated in love, so study hard, this is probably a choice that many people make with gritted teeth and tears in their youth.

Even if there was a lively chatter in the back row, even if his desk was pushed several times by classmates who were playing back and forth, Fan Xue was as steady as a bell and fought fiercely with the topics in the book.

And Gu Ting, who was infected by her over there, made up her mind even more, so tonight's evening self-study efficiency was extremely high, and she didn't talk much, and even Fan Xue refused to ask her to go to the toilet with her after class and go for a walk in the playground together.

This can't help but Fan Xue wonders who is out of love.

I thought that tonight would be spent so peacefully, but when I was about to leave school, I was hit by a slap in the face: the English listening just now came down!

There is no doubt that even if she is a little disappointed, she is still in the group of mountains.

Gu Ting didn't seem to get a satisfactory score, and put her head on her shoulder with a wail, Fan Xue quickly covered the volume under the book, and sighed cooperatively.

The evening self-study is almost over.

In the remaining half an hour, she had no thoughts, and the two top students in the front seat regretted that if she hadn't changed the question, the sound of the full score pierced her eardrums, she was thinking about some mess, thinking about opening the paper tomorrow, thinking about learning new things in physics tomorrow, and even thinking about how to go in the future, she felt that there was darkness in front of her.

There was still a minute or two between ten and a half, and there was already the sound of packing the schoolbag, the restlessness that had just ended the holiday had not subsided, and this evening self-study that was not much quiet and standardized was about to end, Fan Xue grabbed the physics and chemistry materials and stuffed them into the bag, took out the bicycle key and hung it around her neck, clutched it tightly, and anxiously wanted to escape immediately.

When the bell rang, almost all the students couldn't wait to put their schoolbags on their backs and leave the classroom, and Fan Xue followed the active army and went out numbly.

Walking into the corridor, she was still attracted by Xu Wen, who was leaning against the outer wall of the corridor and carrying a schoolbag on one shoulder, and she thought about saying goodbye to him.

Seeing An Serene appearing, he put his arm on Xu Wen's shoulder and asked, "Are you waiting for Zhao Siqing?" ”

"Hmm."

"Oh, then I'll go first."

"Uh-huh. Goodbye bachelor. ”

"Crawl and die."

Fan Xue listened to their conversation and smiled, turned around and left.

First slowly went down the stairs, out of the teaching building, she suddenly began to run hard, releasing tears while running, now she feels that she is the most useless and lonely person in the world, she even fantasizes that when she runs, someone will suddenly pull herself from behind and hold her into her arms, but unfortunately the beautiful idol drama has been acting and directing for so many years, and she has never been able to wait for such a person and a better self.

Later, Fan Xue was a little dim and monotonous for a few days, and she really devoted herself to studying, and she and Xu Wen were much weaker in addition to the necessary communication.

She could feel that his relationship with Zhao Siqing was getting hotter and sweeter, if the time was not in time, she would go to fetch water, eat in the cafeteria in the morning, or even if she deliberately walked slowly after school, she might meet them.

So she didn't go for three or four days except for the classroom and the necessary places.

Lying in bed at night, I suddenly remembered, I didn't understand why I had wronged myself so much,

Obviously, I have nothing to do with him anymore, why am I still sad!

The more she thought about it, the more she couldn't figure it out, so Fan Xue asked Gu Ting and An Xiang to be with her the next morning.

The next morning, the temperature plummeted, Fan Xue wrapped her school uniform jacket tightly and hugged the other two people to the cafeteria, Gu Ting obviously felt that Fan Xue alone drove her and Anseh with a hurried pace, so she shouted: "Brother, my big baby with a snowman, can you slow down, walk too fast, right?" I'll spend this little time a day with peace, and you're fast-forwarding? ”

Fan Xue turned a deaf ear: "Ouch, I can't care so much!" Young and so weak?! ”

Smiled at her peacefully: "You are very much like Li Jianfeng in our class now, he once walked fast after class, I thought he was in a hurry to urinate, but he was suffocating and wanted to smoke." I guess you're just as good as he was when he was finally able to smoke! ”

After speaking, he vividly imitated the appearance of the bad boy who had finally passed the addiction to smoking, and made Gu Ting pat him on the shoulder.

In fact, there is a reason why Fan Xue is in such a hurry, it takes thirty minutes to eat breakfast from the end of class to the first class, and the rice noodles in the cafeteria are a popular window, and you have to queue up a few minutes late, and there is not much time left to get the noodles and rice noodles when you are finished.

So she dragged hard, and it was a good time, and when she reached the window, there were only five or six students in front of them, and then the students who came behind them quickly formed a long line behind them.

They chatted and waited, Fan Xue said that she had persuaded herself countless times to let go, but when chatting, she still pretended to inadvertently turn her eyes and try to find Xu Wen's figure.

If she didn't say anything, she would have swept to the back of the team at will, and saw Zhao Siqing, who was trotting, dragging Xu Wen to the end of the line.

If it was before, when they were still fine, if this was the case, she would definitely call him and ask him what he was going to add today, and use her order to help him take advantage of it, but now it was different, she even felt that maybe the little couple would prefer to line up for a while to chat.

Heartache!

The cafeteria aunt was extremely fast, and it didn't take long for the three of them to arrive, and Gu Ting promised to treat herself to the window bowl by bowl.

At this time, Fan Xue was patted on the shoulder, she turned around, and saw Xu Wenzheng smiling at her very friendly: "Sao Ren Fan, it's a coincidence today, why don't you continue to help me order?" Same as before. Do you think so? Xu Wen smiled, but his eyes were pitiful, Fan Xue felt that he might not be able to refuse, and just wanted to agree, he heard Gu Ting beside him say in an indifferent tone: "Slut Xu, it used to be before, you better line up." ”

After that, Fan Xue was dragged away by Gu Ting, who was holding a bowl of noodles in her hand, and An Serene, who knew what was going on, followed closely behind with two bowls.

took a deep look at Zhao Siqing over there and Xu Wen in front of him.

Fan Xue glanced back at Xu Wen, who was standing awkwardly in place, and wanted to say sorry to him in her heart, and happened to meet Zhao Siqing in the back row of the team.

She guessed that Zhao Siqing definitely knew, and was even sure that Xu Wen would be able to successfully order the rice noodles, so she was puzzled and surprised when she saw his expression.

After finding a place to put down the rice noodles, Fan Xue and Gu Ting looked at Xu Wen in unison, and saw that he had returned to Zhao Siqing, Zhao Siqing raised his head and said a few words to him, not caring at all.

Seeing this, Gu Ting "cut" loudly.

Serenity on the sidelines, looking at them, looking at them again.

said softly: "Actually, Fan Xue, you're right, feelings and queues come first and come first, right?" You're the one who came first, so why do you feel like you're the one who came later? Why do you feel aggrieved? ”

Fan Xue turned around and saw that the boy's face was shrouded in the morning light, and his eyes were surprisingly bright, as if he wanted to melt the snow around him.

Look at her, so sparkling.

She turned her head and looked out the window at the flower that had fallen because of the wind, helpless.