Fan Xue actually felt that she didn't have a position to make trouble, but she didn't want to say a word to Xu Wen on the way out of school.

She has both a sense of loss that she likes to die without a problem for many years, and a sense of shame that she has made her own feelings.

The boy was sluggish and insensitive, and when Xu Wen was about to take the car home, he told her to see her tomorrow, Fan Xue lowered her head and didn't want to pay attention to him, but she said "um" angrily.

When Fan Xue got home, she didn't read or do her homework when she came to her study, she took out her mobile phone from the drawer and began to log in to QQ.

On the list of rows of messages, Xu Wen was the first, his screen name was Hangul, her name.

She wasn't going to message him, though!

The recipient she wanted to send was Gu Ting. After Fan Xue finished sending the message, she fell on the table, holding her mobile phone in her hand, waiting for the light of the screen with her residual vision, as if Gu Ting's reply could pull her out of this suffocating sadness.

A short time later, she received a reply:

"I'm dripping the sky, how is it possible? Who is it?! Did he tell you that himself? ”

Fan Xue immediately typed quickly:

"That's the one in our class, Zhao Siqing...... His tone was like a joke, but I just didn't feel well. ”

Gu Ting replied quickly this time, but there was only a string of ".................."

Fan Xue was panicked, and hurriedly typed on the keyboard, and just as she was about to send it, she received a second reply:

"Boys really like pretty girls! But that Zhao Siqing is not very beautiful, right? There's still a scar on my face, and I don't think it's as good as you anyway. Xu Wen is a big pig's trotter, he just wants to tease you. ”

So Gu Ting seriously threw several comforting facial expressions to her, and then sent a message:

"Seriously, I think you should be at ease with Xu Wen. I don't think he's that kind of person. ”

At this moment, none of them knew that Xu Wen and Fan Xue broke up within a few days.

Fan Xue also knows this truth, but she can't convince herself anymore, at this moment she looks at this line of words, as if she has finally waited for a lobbyist to point out what she thinks, giving her full courage and confidence, although she doesn't know how long these courage and confidence can last, probably can't even last dinner.

She rested her forehead on the edge of the table, and began to flip through the messages with Xu Wen that she was reluctant to delete, which were basically daily content, occasionally funny and joking or chatting about common interests, but rarely.

She suddenly regretted that she always left these topics on the way out of school to liven up the atmosphere, otherwise she could keep them forever if they were put in the news.

Fan Xue has always liked the song "He Don't Understand", as sung in the song:

"He does not understand your heart, he leaves you with memories, imposes on you about sorrow, and it is unfair to you,

His lies are so beautiful. ”

Music is a thing that comes to your ears when you're happy, when you're sad, you listen to music when you're happy, you listen to lyrics when you're sad, you love a song, often because of a certain lyric, but it's not the lyrics that are really moving, it's the stories about the lyrics in your life.

I don't know the meaning of the song when I hear it for the first time, but I am already a person in the song when I listen to it again, nothing more than that.

On that day, he broke up with her, and on that day, he was with her.

"Fan Xue, let me tell you, I'm with Zhao Siqing." He said.

The tall and thin young man standing by the door, his left hand hung down and hid in the wide cuffs, and his right hand was on the back of his neck and scratched back and forth.

Fan Xue paused when she turned around, and she was embarrassed again.

Fortunately, she has practiced many times in the past few years, and she can control it skillfully, and quickly pretend to be an indifferent person in a matter of seconds.

She exaggeratedly exclaimed: "So fast?! Yes, Xu Wen,! Then congratulations! ”

Xu Wen immediately breathed a sigh of relief, and he didn't know why, he was always worried about whether his new relationship could pass Fan Xue's level, and now it seems that Fan Xue accepts it and looks ...... Still a little bit liked?

Xu Wen was also lost at this moment, it turned out that she didn't care.

However, in short, the stone in his heart fell to the ground, and he walked to the table and stood beside her with his pockets: "It's also strange, I haven't felt this way before, I feel like her very much, and I don't want to miss it...... Well, probably. Unlike you. ”

Fan Xue didn't look up, and flipped through the homework spread out at random: "It's good, it's good to be together." What I don't care about is that it's like a family. Hee-hee"

Fan Xue kept poking the page number with a pen, poking again and again, and there was a voice in her heart that was constantly amplifying, one louder than the other, and she wanted to ask him with a hot brain, "Then what am I?" But the pen had smashed the page number, and she still didn't want to say it.

Swallowing her saliva, Fan Xue looked up at his side face and quipped, "That's ...... What did you tell her? ”

Xu Wen was a little shy, reached out and gently pushed her head, avoiding her teasing gaze: "You are so curious, just like you at the beginning, first like that, and then like this." ”

Fan Xue straightened the messed broken hair, and said softly: "Oh oh......"

Fan Xue doesn't have to think about it to know, it's just an old routine. Looking at Xu Wen, who turned around and leaned against the edge of the table, his eyes gradually emptied, and the corners of his mouth slowly rose: "Probably, 'I like you very much, and I will be very happy when I see you, so do we want to be together?'" ’”

Fan Xue stared at him greedily and smiled, trying in vain to imagine that everything in front of her belonged to her, she made a "goosebumps" trembling action, and then fought with Xu Wen again.

Whether she cares or not, only she knows. It's a touch of youth, why tear your face for a trivial matter.

I can't even make friends, it's just a little heartache.

After Fan Xue went home that day, when she calmed down and was about to write her homework, she found that in the bottom corner of the page she spread out, she didn't know when she had written a "snow" by herself.

A small, humble, inaudible "snow".

Although it took three days of vacation to adjust herself to bury herself in her studies, and not to think about anything else to accept the facts, Fan Xue still had a retreat before returning to school in the evening for self-study, afraid that she would see Xu Wen's face, and even more afraid that she would see them fall in love, and Xu Wen didn't seem to have lost her previous ease, and she was also avoiding her.

However, where can a school or a class hide?

In the early morning of Sunday, as soon as the sky revealed a slight whiteness of the fish's belly, Fan Xue was woken up.

Today's day off. Fan Xue was still a little flustered, thinking that she would see Xu Wen again soon, she sat at the dining table and looked at the food in front of her, as if she was facing a great enemy.

Fan's father only thought she was suffering from holiday syndrome, and gently tapped the edge of her bowl with chopsticks: "Eat quickly, don't let people wait." ”

She started to lift her chopsticks with her head stuffy, and suddenly woke up: "Who is waiting?" ”

Dad Fan frowned, thinking about what happened to this child: "Peaceful child, didn't he always come to wait for you before?" ”

Fan Xue instantly felt that her head was pricked by a needle, so she quickly pulled a few mouthfuls of rice, shaking her head while pulling: "Oops, I actually forgot." Hey..."

Fan Xue hurriedly put on her shoes, shook her hand, and was listless: "I'm leaving." ”

Dad Fan nodded.

Fan Xue said goodbye to her father with relief, closed the door and solemnly took two deep abdominal breaths, before going downstairs without being happy or slow.

In the past, she and An Xiang talked a lot on the way to school, but today it is very strange, An Xiang has been shrinking in the corner of the back seat since the routine polite "Good afternoon, snow" before getting on the bus, and she has not taken the initiative to speak until she got off the bus.

Even when I arrived at school, Serenity just said, "I'll go in first." ”

Fan Xue could only wave her hand to An Serene and say goodbye.

Turning around, Xu Wen was already standing next to her.

Looking at Fan Xue's puzzled eyes, Xu Wen said helplessly, "I just arrived." ”

Fan Xue glanced back at the bus that was still parked at the school gate and had not left, and did not say anything.

Xu Wen didn't bother to explain again, so he diverted the topic: "I went to Bowen Bookstore yesterday, and "Douluo" will not be available in a few days. I ordered three copies. Fan Xue was very excited when she heard that the novel was related, and then she was puzzled: "Three books? ”

Xu Wen smiled: "Zhao Siqing said she wanted it too." ”

Fan Xue thought to herself, "That's really the case", and lifted the heavy schoolbag: "She also reads novels?" ”

"She hadn't seen it, but when I told her it was good, she said she was going to start watching it too." Fan Xue quietly rolled her eyes: Then you look at it from the beginning, what kind of excitement is it when you run around. Although she was adding to her own blockage, Fan Xue couldn't help but ask, "...... you guys What did you do over the weekend? ”

Xu Wen sighed and said sadly: "Hey, I didn't do anything, I feel like she's not as interesting as you." ”

"And what did you date on?"

Xu Wen continued to be frustrated: "She pulled me to discuss Keigo Higashino on the Internet for a day. A few more games were played. ”

Fan Xue vomited blood, and there was some schadenfreude, do you like this? Happy to see her? Happy doing your homework with her? I'm still playing games at home, haha.

But she didn't speak anymore, and when she walked to the teaching building, Xu Wen saw her classmates and walked away with a smile.

Before leaving, Xu Wen turned back to Fan Xue and said, "Of those three novels, one is for you, and I have also added an additional copy of "Tomb Robbery" to you." ”

"Look at me, okay with you?"

The rising sun pulls his back out for a long, long time.

The large white bouquet of flowers wrapped around him like a cloud.

Until his back was submerged in lush green, Xu Wen still maintained a gesture of waving his hand.

Suddenly, lonely and lonely.

Sand fell in the light, and the tip of the hurt heart was buried. When you look up at the sky, tears can't be poured back into your heart, you don't understand.

No one understands my injuries.

Those who were jealous of her, pained, hurt...... But at this moment, the smoke disappeared, leaving only the beauty of sadness and sadness.