Chapter 119 suddenly looked back at Yan Shan
"Luo Hansheng," Ruoyan looked at him solemnly, "Come back alive, and we'll settle the account when you come back." ”
"Okay." Luo Hansheng's originally dead heart came alive again, and he kissed Ruoyan's forehead, "Comb your hair, I'll send you back." ”
Ruoyan sat in front of the makeup mirror and watched the person behind her like a crown of jade comb comb through her long green silk with an ivory comb, and in a trance she actually had a delusion, and for no reason remembered the auspicious words that her grandmother told her when she was a child when she was married: "Once you comb your hair, you don't have to worry about being rich;
The second comb is combed to the hair, disease-free and worry-free;
Three combs to the hair, many sons and many longevity;
then comb to the end, raise the case and raise the eyebrows;
The second comb is combed to the end, and the wings are connected with branches;
Three combs to the end, forever knotted with one heart.
There is a head and a tail, rich and noble. ”
Most of her simplest and happiest days were spent with the person behind her, even if the dreams came to naught in the end, but at least she still had those good memories - the sugar gourd she received from him, the good scenery she went to with him, the streets and alleys she went to together, the lanterns she watched sitting on his shoulder, and the plays she listened to together while holding his hand.
At that time, she was still a carefree little girl, the second lady of the Yun family, and the treasure he held in the palm of his hand; And he is still the young genius who is famous in Chang'an, and the young man who loves her the most.
She has had countless dreams, all of which are that one day she will be able to raise eyebrows with him, and her children and grandchildren will be all over the ground...... There is a head and a tail.
She once dreamed of being his wife, standing by his side openly, being his little girl for the rest of her life, being protected and pampered by him, and living a carefree life.
But in the end, it all became wishful thinking.
Chaise? It's just that it sounds good, but it's actually just Li Yizhe's concubine. She was no longer his little girl.
She is a delicate and beautiful doll in the palace, a beautiful decoration of the supreme imperial power.
She looked at herself in the mirror, looked at the person behind her who had loved and hated for half her life, and suddenly felt relieved. What is the meaning of love and hate? It's just a trick of fate.
"Yan'er." Luo Hansheng inserted her hairpin into her bun and whispered, "If I can come back alive, are you willing to go with me?" ”
After asking, he regretted it, knowing that it was the stupidest question that could not get any answer, but still wanted to stubbornly ask.
"Okay."
Surprisingly, he received an affirmative answer, and even he couldn't believe the words he heard.
"Brother Sheng," she called him, as she had called him, "is a woman, no different from all the women in the world." I don't want to participate in those strategic power struggles in the man's family, I don't understand, and I don't want to understand. In the eyes of women like us, the most important thing is nothing more than a love word, and naturally I hope that my husband can do the same to herself. I've struggled for so many years, and I've never been able to break free from my life. Li Yizhe may love me, but in his eyes, I have never been able to compare to his throne. ”
"He can give me to you for the war of the Nanban, and he can give me up for something else in the future. I'm sure he loves me, but I also know that he has more than one in his heart. Ruoyan looked at the shadow in the mirror and laughed softly, "Actually, I don't know what I'm talking about after all that." I just want someone to love me, love me only, love me the most, love me more than anything else. ”
"Yan'er," Luo Hansheng hugged her thin body, "I love you, I only love you, and I love you the most." Whenever"
"You said that you also love all the people," Ruoyan laughed at him, "You said that you have the world in your heart, and you are the people in your heart." ”
"Now I'm the only one in my heart." Luo Hansheng's chin pressed against Ruoyan's shoulder, grinding with her in her ear, "Whether it's selfish or vicious, I want to stay in your heart, even if I die, I will stay in your heart for a long time." ”
"If you die, I will forget you." Ruoyan said angrily, "You have to live to be in my heart, and if you die, you won't count." ”
"Let's go back." Luo Hansheng said in a hoarse voice for a long time, "I'm afraid that I won't be reluctant if you stay any longer." ”
"Go back......," Ruoyan's expression was empty, "to go back is to go back to that cage, which is a battlefield that is more dangerous than the battlefield." ”
"But it's also a reality there." Luo Hansheng stood up and took her hand, "Only by tearing apart reality can you get a sweet dream." You have to go back. ”
Ruoyan slowly stood up, walked out of the courtyard with Luo Hansheng, and was watched by him get into the carriage back to the palace.
In the Jiaofang Palace, Gonggong Lin had been waiting for her for a long time, and when he saw her come back, he hurriedly greeted her: "Niangniang, what did Xiangye say?" ”
Ruoyan looked at him, looked at the closest person around Li Yizhe, and after a long time, she felt extremely tired, and said softly: "Xiangye said, he goes." ”
Father-in-law Lin was overjoyed: "Great! The old slave will go back to Your Majesty! ”
"Snow Warblers." Ruoyan's voice was empty and weak, "I'm tired and want to rest." ”
"Yes." Xue Ying looked at her and felt very distressed, "But you have to close the door to thank you." ”
"Not necessarily." Ruoyan sat down in front of the makeup case, "Change my clothes for me and change into my regular clothes." If someone comes to call me, don't let people read the joke for no reason. ”
"Mother's ......"
"The Imperial City is full of battlefields, Snow Warbler, cheer up, our war has just begun, don't lose." Ruoyan smiled coldly, "If you lose, you will never see the person you want to see again." It's okay to lose here, but if you lose your life, you're really nothing. ”
"Follow the teachings of the mother." Xue Ying replied, "The slave maid will inform the palace people in the palace to cheer up." ”
"Snow Warbler, I've already lost a game."
"Which one is the mother talking about?"
"That's it." Ruoyan laughed, "If you lose one game, I'll win back." ”
Xue Ying didn't understand what Ruoyan was talking about, and she didn't need to understand.
In three days, Li Yizhe never came to see Ruoyan again, and on the fourth day, the court made a decision to send troops to the Southern Barbarians, and Luo Hansheng supervised the battle with the army and served as the deputy marshal.
On the day Luo Hansheng left, Ruoyan went up to the city tower and watched him leave from afar. She was dressed in red, red like a fire, and her long clothes fluttered in the wind, which was the most vivid scene of this late spring.
That night, Li Yizhe pampered Feng Changge.
On the second day, Feng Meiren became Feng Jieyu, and the emperor personally rewarded the silk and satin, and the pearl was bright.
Ruoyan didn't react when he knew, and the expression on his face didn't even wave, as if he had expected it a long time ago. It turns out that as long as you don't love, you won't be angry. Ruoyan picked an unripe green begonia, the unripe begonia fruit was not even as big as a fingernail, she laughed, and put the sour begonia fruit in the canary's food box.
Her reaction was transmitted to Li Yizhe's ears, and Li Yizhe didn't say anything, but smashed everything that could be smashed in the imperial study after the messenger left.
He didn't know what he was angry about, but he always felt as if something important had been lost by him, but all of this was his own doing.
Li Yizhe has not entered Jiaofang Palace for seven days, if Yan Le is pure, if he doesn't come, she doesn't need to face him, intrigue with him, and say something insincere.
Father-in-law Lin was overjoyed: "Great! The old slave will go back to Your Majesty! ”
"Snow Warblers." Ruoyan's voice was empty and weak, "I'm tired and want to rest." ”
"Yes." Xue Ying looked at her and felt very distressed, "But you have to close the door to thank you." ”
"Not necessarily." Ruoyan sat down in front of the makeup case, "Change my clothes for me and change into my regular clothes." If someone comes to call me, don't let people read the joke for no reason. ”
"Mother's ......"
"The Imperial City is full of battlefields, Snow Warbler, cheer up, our war has just begun, don't lose." Ruoyan smiled coldly, "If you lose, you will never see the person you want to see again." It's okay to lose here, but if you lose your life, you're really nothing. ”
"Follow the teachings of the mother." Xue Ying replied, "The slave maid will inform the palace people in the palace to cheer up." ”
"Snow Warbler, I've already lost a game."
"Which one is the mother talking about?"
"That's it." Ruoyan laughed, "If you lose one game, I'll win back." ”
Xue Ying didn't understand what Ruoyan was talking about, and she didn't need to understand.
In three days, Li Yizhe never came to see Ruoyan again, and on the fourth day, the court made a decision to send troops to the Southern Barbarians, and Luo Hansheng supervised the battle with the army and served as the deputy marshal.
On the day Luo Hansheng left, Ruoyan went up to the city tower and watched him leave from afar. She was dressed in red, red like a fire, and her long clothes fluttered in the wind, which was the most vivid scene of this late spring.
That night, Li Yizhe pampered Feng Changge.
On the second day, Feng Meiren became Feng Jieyu, and the emperor personally rewarded the silk and satin, and the pearl was bright.
Ruoyan didn't react when he knew, and the expression on his face didn't even wave, as if he had expected it a long time ago. It turns out that as long as you don't love, you won't be angry. Ruoyan picked an unripe green begonia, the unripe begonia fruit was not even as big as a fingernail, she laughed, and put the sour begonia fruit in the canary's food box.
Her reaction was transmitted to Li Yizhe's ears, and Li Yizhe didn't say anything, but smashed everything that could be smashed in the imperial study after the messenger left.
He didn't know what he was angry about, but he always felt as if something important had been lost by him, but all of this was his own doing.
Li Yizhe has not entered Jiaofang Palace for seven days, if Yan Le is pure, if he doesn't come, she doesn't need to face him, intrigue with him, and say something insincere.
On the second day, Feng Meiren became Feng Jieyu, and the emperor personally rewarded the silk and satin, and the pearl was bright.
Ruoyan didn't react when he knew, and the expression on his face didn't even wave, as if he had expected it a long time ago. It turns out that as long as you don't love, you won't be angry. Ruoyan picked an unripe green begonia, the unripe begonia fruit was not even as big as a fingernail, she laughed, and put the sour begonia fruit in the canary's food box.
Her reaction was transmitted to Li Yizhe's ears, and Li Yizhe didn't say anything, but smashed everything that could be smashed in the imperial study after the messenger left.
He didn't know what he was angry about, but he always felt as if something important had been lost by him, but all of this was his own doing.
Li Yizhe has not entered Jiaofang Palace for seven days, if Yan Le is pure, if he doesn't come, she doesn't need to face him, intrigue with him, and say something insincere.