"I'm just waiting for you." Luo Hansheng looked at her with a smile.

"No," Ruoyan clenched his fists and stepped back step by step, "Luo Hansheng, you are not waiting for me, you are just waiting for a result that you calculated, you have calculated that the new Khan of Nanban will send a letter of state, you have calculated that the unscrupulous general of the country will become an indispensable part of the war, you have calculated that Li Yizhe will have to beg you, and you have calculated that he is the only one I can use to beg you." ”

"Yes, I've got it." Luo Hansheng didn't have any pretense and said the most truthful words.

But often the most hurtful thing is the truth, and the only thing that can drive people into the abyss is the truth. Because a lie is false, if it is not true, it will not die. But the truth is like the sharpest blade, hitting the blood and penetrating deep into the bone marrow.

Ruoyan's tears crawled all over her face, and her face was like a flower on the verge of decay in the wind and rain, revealing a little dead and gray.

"Luo Hansheng, you are really smart." Ruoyan endured the sharp pain in her heart and cried and laughed, as if she was crazy, "You are too smart, I have never seen anyone smarter than you, even if it was Sister back then, it can't compare to you." ”

"Yan'er." Luo Hansheng frowned, wanting to step forward to support her crumbling body.

"Don't come here," Ruoyan plucked the hairpin on her head and aimed it at her neck, her hair was full of green silk hanging down, she was like a broken rag doll, and she no longer had half of her arrogant look, "I really want to know why I became what I am now, love and hate involuntarily, dare not love and dare not hate." I've been thinking about it for a long time, and today I finally have an answer. ”

Ruoyan laughed: "And this answer was told to me by two people I once loved, and they told me ......"

The hairpin in Ruoyan's hand pressed down on the artery: "They told me that my sister entered the palace and was a victim of the power struggle, and now that it is my turn, it is impossible to escape such a fate." In the eyes of you men, in the face of power, women are nothing more than expedient measures that can be sacrificed. ”

"Yan'er, I've never thought of you like this."

"But you did!" Ruoyan roared uncontrollably, "You calculated that Li Yizhe would abandon me in front of this choice, you calculated like this!" ”

"Well, put the hairpin down." Luo Hansheng said softly.

"What am I?" Ruoyan looked at Luo Hansheng in despair, "What am I!"

"You are my Yan'er, my favorite Yan'er." Luo Hansheng stretched out his hand to her, wanting to snatch the hairpin from her hand.

"I'm not!" The delicate and snow-white jade neck under the hairpin had oozed traces of blood, and Luo Hansheng's heart was sore and painful when he saw it.

"I'm a chess piece that you calculated and calculated, a plaything that you scramble for!" Ruoyan roared.

"I can't help myself, I can't be my own master."

"Brother Sheng, what do you say people like me are doing alive? I should have stood on the execution ground when the Yun family's house was broken, had my head cut off, and buried in the soil quietly, so that no one would be harmed. Ruoyan's voice blew lightly and dispersed.

"Put the hairpin down." Luo Hansheng coaxed.

Ruoyan suddenly smiled, laughing wantonly and insolently, and the hairpin in his hand fell to the ground with a "dang chang", and the crisp sound showed that something invisible was completely shattered.

"Yes," Ruoyan smiled sweetly, his white fingers untying the complicated garment, "what's the use of me dying here." ”

The clothes fell to the ground, and Ruoyan shivered in the sun: "I figured it out." Brother Sheng's plan has always been seamless, if I die here, the war in Nanban will not be resolved, and Li Yizhe will not admit that I am a gift sent to beg you to fight, but with his temperament, he will not be willing to believe in my innocence, I will be hastily buried and all traces will be erased. I should have been a gift according to his will, according to your painstaking calculations, and according to my fate. ”

"Yan'er, don't be like this." Luo Hansheng sighed, picked up the clothes on the ground, and draped them on her body.

"So what am I going to do?" Ruoyan looked at him confusedly, "Isn't this what you want?" ”

"This is not what I want," Luo Hansheng carefully fastened her clothes, and a trace of choked throat welled up, "I just want you to talk to me well, say that you like me, even if it is to lie to me, just to make me happy." As long as you say a word, I can go to the front line regardless of life and death. ”

"Li Yizhe won't believe it." Ruoyan closed his eyes, "He won't believe it." ”

"Yan'er, if I go to the front line and can't come back, will you be sad for me?"

"Your illness doesn't look like something is wrong." Ruoyan said in a muffled voice.

"It's better now," Luo Hansheng touched her cheek, "but I'm afraid I won't be able to heal completely." ”

Ruoyan's face became more and more ugly: "So I'm here to force your life this time?" ”

Luo Hansheng was noncommittal: "If you want my life, you must always be able to give up the precious bait." Yan'er, what are you going to do? ”

"I don't know." Ruoyan snorted.

"Then are you willing to give yourself to me, as a little consolation to the dying?" There was a hint of cunning in the corners of Luo Hansheng's eyes.

"I don't know."

"I'm sorry," Luo Hansheng apologized, "I calculated you, it's my fault." I'm sorry. ”

Ruoyan's tears flowed out again without obeying the call: "It's useless, I'm sorry for this sentence, it's useless." ”

"But I have to say, I did it wrong, I didn't expect you to be so desperate." Luo Hansheng looked at her, gently stroked the wound on her neck, and said softly, "I'll go get the medicine, you wait for me." ”

Ruoyan watched Luo Hansheng enter the room, and after a while, she took out a medicine box, which looked like the one she had used back then.

Luo Hansheng took out a box of ointment, scooped a small spoonful with a silver spoon, and gently applied it to Ruoyan's wound.

"Yan'er, you have to remember my words one by one." Luo Hansheng gently drugged her and said solemnly.

"You already know about the Yun family's private property, what I'm going to talk about next is related to these things, you have to remember it, they will be your most important life talisman, if I come back, you won't need them, if I can't come back, you will do what I say."

Luo Hansheng put down the medicine box in his hand, pulled Ruoyan who was standing stupidly into his arms and sat on the rocking chair, and instructed earnestly in her ear:

"I don't know the whole picture of the Yun family's private property, but I know a more important part. Now the emperor used the heirloom jade seal and tiger talisman were later imitated, to be precise, the first emperor used to imitate it. Luo Hansheng said lightly the secret that was enough to change the color of the whole world, "And the real jade seal and tiger talisman are in the Yun family's private property, and the way to open them is left to you by your sister, I don't know what it is, I want you to find it yourself." ”

"You...... What exactly are you talking about? Ruoyan was so frightened by such earth-shattering words that she even forgot to break out of Luo Hansheng's arms.

"Don't interrupt me, just remember." Luo Hansheng continued, "After you go back, Li Yizhe may be suspicious of you, or maybe not, so Yan'er, I'm afraid you really can't escape me today." ”

Luo Hansheng laughed softly: "You said that my plan has always been seamless, because you must have an affair with me, which confirmed Li Yizhe's suspicions." Only if he is suspicious of you, you will have a chance to leave the palace and get those two things after I die. ”

"Aren't you afraid that I will tell Li Yizhe and use this secret in exchange for his trust or favor with me?"

"Yan'er, you and I both know that broken things can't be replaced no matter what you use, especially trust." Luo Hansheng paused, "So you won't do this, if you do, you won't be the Yan'er I know." ”

"But I can't go with those two things...... Go and claim the throne, right? ”

"Why not? Emperor Wu can be called, Chu Changxi can be called, why can't you be called? Chu Changxi owes me a favor, if you want to be the emperor and let her help you, it is not impossible. Luo Hansheng rubbed the top of her hair, "Yan'er, I want you to be well better than anyone else." ”

"But you count me."

"I said I'm sorry, if you don't accept it," Luo Hansheng laughed, "What if you don't accept it?" If I die on the front line, what can you do to a dead man if you don't accept it? ”

Only Luo Hansheng knew that even if he could come back from the front line, his days would not be long, and sooner or later he would be a person who was going to die.

"You already know about the Yun family's private property, what I'm going to talk about next is related to these things, you have to remember it, they will be your most important life talisman, if I come back, you won't need them, if I can't come back, you will do what I say."

Luo Hansheng put down the medicine box in his hand, pulled Ruoyan who was standing stupidly into his arms and sat on the rocking chair, and instructed earnestly in her ear:

"I don't know the whole picture of the Yun family's private property, but I know a more important part. Now the emperor used the heirloom jade seal and tiger talisman were later imitated, to be precise, the first emperor used to imitate it. Luo Hansheng said lightly the secret that was enough to change the color of the whole world, "And the real jade seal and tiger talisman are in the Yun family's private property, and the way to open them is left to you by your sister, I don't know what it is, I want you to find it yourself." ”

"You...... What exactly are you talking about? Ruoyan was so frightened by such earth-shattering words that she even forgot to break out of Luo Hansheng's arms.

"Don't interrupt me, just remember." Luo Hansheng continued, "After you go back, Li Yizhe may be suspicious of you, or maybe not, so Yan'er, I'm afraid you really can't escape me today." ”

Luo Hansheng laughed softly: "You said that my plan has always been seamless, because you must have an affair with me, which confirmed Li Yizhe's suspicions." Only if he is suspicious of you, you will have a chance to leave the palace and get those two things after I die. ”

"Aren't you afraid that I will tell Li Yizhe and use this secret in exchange for his trust or favor with me?"

"Yan'er, you and I both know that broken things can't be replaced no matter what you use, especially trust." Luo Hansheng paused, "So you won't do this, if you do, you won't be the Yan'er I know." ”

"But I can't go with those two things...... Go and claim the throne, right? ”

"Why not? Emperor Wu can be called, Chu Changxi can be called, why can't you be called? Chu Changxi owes me a favor, if you want to be the emperor and let her help you, it is not impossible. Luo Hansheng rubbed the top of her hair, "Yan'er, I want you to be well better than anyone else." ”

"But you count me."

"I said I'm sorry, if you don't accept it," Luo Hansheng laughed, "What if you don't accept it?" If I die on the front line, what can you do to a dead man if you don't accept it? ”