Yan Ting glanced at me, smiled softly, and her tone was gentle, but very annoying: "The four of us, except for you, who is not easy?" ”

I glanced at her, looked away coldly, and didn't answer.

When Jiang Wei rode back, I got into the car in a hurry, eager to try.

But I didn't expect my car to stand for only three seconds. Whenever I pedaled my right foot and my left foot was about to step on the ground, the car would not cooperate and immediately fell to the left.

I tried like this five or six times, but I went to the left when I got back, and even Yan Ting and Jiang Wei, who were so patient, couldn't help but complain: "Whale, you were a left-handed person in your last life, right?" Back to left? ”

"Is there no bone on the left half? Do you have to twist to the left? ”

Yan Yu narrowed his eyes and didn't speak for a long time.

Finally, he finally released his ultimate, grabbed the back seat with both hands, and said loudly: "Do it again!" ”

"Oooh" I sat up, ready to do it again.

I carefully followed Jiang Wei's teachings step by step, the car did not deviate, and my left foot also successfully stepped on, and slowly, the car began to move forward.

Little by little, and finally slowly get faster.

I shouted happily: "Hahahaha, I made it!" ”

Words also shouted: "Keep pushing, keep pushing, don't stop!" ”

In late autumn, the leafy road is haunted by my hearty laughter and the panting of words.

Hahaha, November is really beautiful!

On the first day of learning to drive, I tasted the sweetness of learning, and I was excited to continue learning.

However, the 3,000-word essay required by the economic history teacher should be written on Friday, and it must have a complete framework and conclusion, and not a single word of plagiarism is allowed.

In desperation, I had to give up my plan to study and drive at night, and seriously build a framework and write a thesis.

It doesn't matter if you write this, after you write it, you will find a lot of gossip.

The advantage of sitting in the last row of the Flat Sect is that you can get an overview of the whole class, and you won't miss a single thing.

So, the action of Mei Ai and the boy leaning their heads against their heads naturally fell into my eyes.

God knows how strong the fire caused by my gossip heart burned in my heart, and I looked around to find a reliable person to ask about the progress, but the gossip little angel was not by my side and went to play on the basketball court.

And Jiang Wei and Yan Ting ......, forget it, the activities of the radio station will not be finalized until midnight, and now there is no time to gossip with me, and I can't find anyone.

I just watched the interaction between them, the boy's expression, and Mei Ai's red-hot ears, and I knew what was going on.

Ah, it's almost winter, the thick sweater has been put on the body, and it's time to find a boyfriend to spend the winter.

I thought as I hummed a song that came out of my head at an unknown time: "Where is Eros Eros, why can't you be seen......"

After singing it several times, I realized that I couldn't calm down at all, and the frame was still the same as in the afternoon, and no new content was added.

I sighed, looked at my hand that had been tapping on the table, and my trembling legs, and realized that I had been waiting for Jiang Yueze's news.

The message that was sent an hour ago, but has not yet been replied to.

Didn't he see my message? I picked up my phone in a bit of a hurry, looked at it, and found that there was still no new news coming in.

Hey, I looked at my phone, slowly propped my head, and shook my head.

This doesn't work, this really doesn't work.

I closed the computer, put it in my bag, and watched Mei Ai listen carefully, and the boy smiled secretly, his eyes full of love.

I smiled and shook my head, the sour smell of love, sour.

Carrying a computer and books, I stood at the bottom of the school building, not knowing which direction to go.

To the left, Chongming Road, the best way to the playground; To the right, Chongxian Road, the focus is on the Chonglin Canteen, which is open 24 hours a day.

I looked up to the sky and sighed, ah, forget it. Let's go back to the dormitory.

I walked back with my computer, and suddenly I thought of telling her the homework assigned by the teacher at noon, but Shi Yu didn't reply.

I took out my phone, and without further hesitation, I dialed her voice call.

"Tut, toot......" Just when I was about to give up and hang up, Shi Yu picked up the phone, but he just didn't speak.

"Hello?" I tentatively cried out, "Can you hear me?" Shi Yu? ”

“…… Yes. Her voice sounded hoarse, obscure, and tinged with sadness and grief that she couldn't even ignore if she wanted to ignore it: "What's wrong. ”

I tried to pretend that nothing had happened and continued to tell her about the homework: "The economic history teacher wants to ask me to hand in the paper, you remember to do it." ”

On the other end of the phone, there was silence for a while: "Well, thank you." ”

I knew it was time to hang up, but I couldn't help but say something more: "If you're busy with your own business, I can help you set up a framework to ensure a high standard." ”

“…… No need," her voice suppressed her sadness, as if she was about to cry if she said one more word: "I'm coming to school." ”

Well? I came to school, I was very surprised, I came to school, why didn't I see it in class today?

But I didn't say much, my mind began to mess up, thinking that I had already said one more word, so it didn't matter if I said one more word.

"Do you want to go out for a walk?" I tried to suggest, "I know there's a nice place for you to relax." ”

She didn't speak first, and was silent for a long time before she said slowly: "You provide the place, and I provide the beer." ”

I breathed a sigh of relief: "Okay." ”

"On the rooftop of the No. 3 laboratory building, I'll wait for you."

Half an hour later, the bangs of the girl I hadn't seen for a long time had grown longer, her face was more haggard, the dark circles under her eyes could be seen clearly in the dim light, and her expression was even more decadent like a loveless person.

She tried hard to smile at me, tried a few times, but found it difficult to complete, and had no choice but to give up.

"Long time no see," she said, placing the wine lightly on the table, her voice so soft that she could barely hear it: "Put the beer here." ”

"Thank you." I tried to put on a big smile, opened my tote bag and took out two cans, pulled open the tab and handed her one.

She took it, and without saying a word, she poured it into her mouth.

I watched her drink in a hurry, and subconsciously wanted to persuade her. But when I saw her raise her head, the tears that came out of the corners of her eyes stopped when she came to her mouth.

Forget it, I also took a big sip, it seems that she is very bitter in her heart, so why stop it?

The moment she finished drinking, she threw the can in her hand into the trash, wiped the corners of her mouth, wiped the tears in her eyes, and the whole process was smooth, in one go, and it was simply not like words.

In the next second, she let out a long breath, as if she was spitting out most of the unspeakable pain and resentment in her heart, and the whole thing came back to life a little.

"I'm sorry" her brows were still furrowed, but she stretched a lot, and her voice had some strength, but it was still weak: "I'm a little out of control." ”

"Where is this?" I warmly relieved the siege, trying to relax her tense nerves with my own smile and gentle tone: "When I lost control, I smashed my brother's head out of a hole." ”

"Yes" She tried very hard to cooperate with me, but she still didn't laugh, and she could hear that she was obviously not very interested: "Then you are genuine." ”

I looked at her bloodshot eyes and the dark green around her, and I couldn't help but feel unbearable: "Shi Yu, don't laugh if you don't want to laugh." I called you out to make it easier for you, not to force you. ”

She pursed her lips, took out another can of beer, and after a crisp sound, she raised her neck and poured it down.

Not long after, she threw the can into the trash with unmistakable accuracy, but this time, she didn't wipe the wine stains on her mouth and the tears in the corners of her eyes.

I quickly took out the paper and handed it to her, but I didn't know what to say.

She didn't answer, but slowly leaned against the edge of the table, her hands propped up on the edge of the table, her fingers frighteningly white.

I watched her trembling shoulders and suppressed cries, and the distress came from all directions, drowning out all my other emotions.

I slowly got up and patted her on the shoulder: "If you feel uncomfortable, just cry." ”

She didn't speak, but her head was buried lower and lower, and the hair on her shoulders slowly drooped, covering most of her face, her embarrassment, and her trembling heart.

I didn't know what to say, but listening to her extremely suppressed sobs, I found that all the comfort in front of her was so pale and powerless, and it had no effect, and it was not as reliable as the transmission of body temperature.

Thinking of this, I had to hold her shoulder hard and tell her in this way that there was more than one person around her.

I didn't give her a hug. Because in my opinion, a girl like Shi Yu, she doesn't need a hug, she can also absorb the strength she wants.

I don't know how long it took, Shi Yu slowly raised his head, looking at her in the distance, her face was full of tears, her eyes were swollen like words, the broken hair on both sides was also glued together, her eyes were dull and wrapped in extreme sadness, not a little like the first time I saw her.

I hurriedly took out the paper and tried to wipe her tears.

"My mom can't do it anymore." Shi Yu tried his best to restrain his emotions, but he still said the five words with great trembling and grief, crying and tugging at people's hearts, and he didn't let go for a moment.

I was about to wipe her tears with my hand, and my heart seemed to be pinched tightly.

"The critical illness notice has been issued for half a year" She seemed to be numb, her tone was flat and straightforward, and her whole eyes were dull, as if she was just mechanically pulling the corners of her mouth, rather than speaking: "It's raining like snow." ”

I felt like I had eaten a walnut, but it was stuck in my throat, so uncomfortable that I couldn't pronounce a syllable.

"Obviously some time ago," she swallowed hard, as if swallowing all her hopes, and the rest, hidden in the back half of the sentence, seemed to be pouring out of boundless despair: "I obviously said that there are signs of sobriety." ”

I couldn't help but squeeze the bottle, not knowing what to say. Or how to bring back such a person who is on the verge of collapse and despair.

"I'm so scared." In just three words, it seemed to have wasted the strength of her whole body, and she said it intermittently and unclearly: "I was afraid from the time I reread." ”

She seemed to be stuck in painful memories, and it was difficult to connect her words: "At that time, I was afraid that she would not see me go to college, and I was afraid at that time." ”

Slowly, she whimpered: "I'm ready for her to be in a vegetative state, just hope she's still there." Just hope she's still ......"

"I'm ready to accept all her bad luck and give her all my good luck, just hope she's still there......"