To a certain extent, Lian Xin doesn't like his so-called big brother very much. After all, he was killed by him in those things before, if it weren't for her, she wouldn't have experienced so many innocent things before, not to mention that she herself is an innocent person who was involved in this way without knowing anything, then she is the biggest victim of this war in a sense. And all the reasons for her tragedy, one is his father, the other is his eldest brother, and her mother is also involved, if his mother could be an ordinary wife back then, there would not be so much trouble afterwards. It was precisely because of the grievances left by her predecessors in the previous generation that it caused the sad things of his generation. Because of this, so now, there is not much nostalgia for this family, because he feels that this family has brought him, in addition to the carefree life and material satisfaction when he was a child, spiritually, in some, things they have not given him, so that he can feel warm enough to make him feel warm and meaningful. Even his father, although he said that he loved her, did not love her for other purposes. Not to mention. The daughter herself is a good bargaining chip for a business marriage, but now she loves her so much, to put it bluntly, but he also wants to wait until the time of the business marriage in the future, he can be more obedient to his father. In this way, for the sake of so many years of nurturing grace and so many years of love, he will at least be sent to someone else's bed, and he will willingly count the money for others. In his eyes, what kind of family, friendship, and love are all zero in front of interests, and whoever violates his interests, no matter who this person is, he will ignore it, such as his own son, his good big brother is a very living example.

Lian Xin is psychologically speaking. Yu Yanbei: He actually still has a little bit of hatred. After all, she was the one who hurt her, but when I think about it. The purpose of his doing these things was only because his father attacked him first, if it weren't for that, he would never have done these things, at least from this point of view, he believed in the character of his eldest brother, after all, his sister-in-law was such a gentle and lovely woman. It is absolutely impossible to choose the wrong Lang Jun.

"Yes, no matter what you say, you will always feel that you are right, that you are acting for me in a good sense. After all, you are a man of two families, and you are the pillar of two families. My mother wants to rely on you, I also have to rely on you, in your eyes, maybe the home in the old mansion is not your real home, from your heart, this is your real home, but my mother, she has been with you all her life, and now I have been born for 20 years, he has been with you incognito for 20 years, you died a wife and went to another, and after marrying a wife, in the end, don't you still want to kill your wife? Do you really think that I don't know anything, that I've been kept in the dark by you for so many years, and that I don't understand anything? For me, it's just because I grew up in that kind of environment every day without scheming and deceit, so to a certain extent, I am indeed simple and kind enough, but you are starving me like this, because I can't be so kind forever. If I still have such a simple and kind character in the future, how will I live in this society in the future, but now I have developed this kind of character, even if I tell myself again, I will become a little more vicious, a little more vicious, and my stomach will not be able to change back. That's how my personality is, I've grown up in this environment since I was a kid and it's impossible to change, so until now. How much father-daughter love is there between us? You know much better than me, you know much better than me what kind of position my daughter puts in your heart, I am an illegitimate daughter, and you and my mother stayed outside. Growing up, how many people scolded me for being a wild seed, and they laughed at me for not having a father. You think you love me, you think you are good to me, how much you have paid for me over the years, but do you know how much damage I have been hurt by the psychological shadows of the ridicule I suffered in my childhood? You have never considered that you always think about these things from your own standpoint, you never think more about others that I am your daughter, and I am not your enemy, why can't you think about it from my standpoint? You love me, it is true that you love me enough, but on the basis of love, you still did some irreparable damage to me. How could that video leak out without you, and if it weren't for you, how could your son do that kind of thing to me. Besides, I think it's good that he hasn't made it public now, and it's strange that a father like you has been beating and killing him since he was a child, so it's strange that he can respect you. Do you really think that he doesn't yearn for a family of filial piety at all? No one wants their family to be crippled, I tell you, I am, I am the person with a broken family, I am a person who has had low self-esteem since I was a child, even if I am rich, even if you love me enough, I can never stand in the sun, I can't stand in the sun and say to others openly, my father is you, because I am an illegitimate daughter, I want to maintain your image outside, maintain your strength outside. So I can't do a lot of things I want, and in your eyes, you love me and spoil me just to let me do a lot of things I want to do, but I really want to do what I want to do, but I can never do it, because my identity is not visible, I can't stand in the sun and shout, who is my father. Have you ever counted the damage you brought to me? I am your daughter, in your eyes, I am your appendage, and you have the final say on what you want to do with me, because in your eyes I came out of your body, and without you there would be no me, so you will always feel that I am your appendage. I have to get your consent for whatever I do, and I should do whatever you ask me to do. Is it true that today's young people have no spirit of rebellion at all? I tell you, no way, really can't be. ”

Lian Xin can't accept his father no matter what, and he has brought a psychological shadow to him since he was a child. So many years have passed, he has lived in this shadow for so many years, and he has lived in the scolding of others for so many years. Even if they didn't dare to scold her in the open, but in the end, they still had to scold him behind his back, he couldn't just say that he was an illegitimate daughter, that she didn't have a father and said that he was a wild child, and from childhood to adulthood, those so-called moral shackles have been binding him as if his birth was a mistake Indeed, her birth was indeed a mistake, because his father and his mother, the two of them are not a couple in the open and honest at all, he is. The proof of their error is the crystallization of the error between the two of them, and as long as there is him, the error between them will always be proven, because he was born under the premise that the two of them are wrong, so he is also wrong.

After Lian Xin said these words, he made more of them. He couldn't understand why his parents had to do this, especially his father, and whatever he did was an indelible mistake in her heart, but it was these mistakes that broke up a peaceful and peaceful environment without any intrigue. Let him grow.

Yu Lin stood alone, and for the first time he had a frustration that he couldn't say in his life. From the time he was young, his father thought he was a waste, he couldn't do anything, he would only drag the family back, he had no business talent at all, and for him, it was like an accumulation at all. So he grew up and logically lived in inferiority, but later because she was good at hiding relationships, he didn't seem to be so wasteful. So in many ways, he is actually a very potential genius, but his father failed to see through it, and he wanted to pass on the position of president to his son, so that he, a person in the middle generation, seemed very embarrassed. It was only from then that he began to hate his father. He just began to vow to be a good person. He just started to have a new plan. It is precisely because of these things that he now has to take action against his biological child and has to take advantage of his biological daughter. said that it was Li Yong, but he actually just had this idea in his heart, but he was still hesitating. After all, this daughter is his biological daughter, not to mention that she has two sons, and she usually has no daughters, and her daughter has brought him a lot of joy since she was a child, and brought him a lot of happiness that his son can't bring him. What's more, his two sons at home don't take him seriously at all, especially the second son who doesn't know what is going on now. For him, it was especially rebellious. It's clear that the rebellious period has passed. Thinking left and right, he can only blame all the faults on his eldest son. Or there are so many people with conscience in this world who feel that their eldest son is a vulnerable group, after all, she has spent his father in assassination since she was a child, and she doesn't love him, and his mother has already been forced to death by her father, at this time, in the eyes of people, he is the villain. But everyone knows that he lies in his bed every night and repents. But there was no turning back for him.

From the time he began to try his best to hide in writing, he could not do everything smoothly, except for his two sons, especially his eldest son, which made him feel very wrong, but only this one, and this time it was his own daughter who experienced this frustration again. It is not what kind of blow this woman gave him, in the economy, or in the political mess of things involving interests, but it is not the blow to those interests that hurts him the most, although he regards interests as above all else. But this daughter. It's what he really wants to hold in the palm of his hand to hurt, to spoil, even if she had the idea of letting him marry before, but in the end it was not implemented, not to mention that he also felt that he was too young, even if he let him even Yitai not force him to go in the future, he just wanted to let him marry if he liked it, then let him marry, not to mention that he had loved her since he was a child, spoiled her, if she didn't like it, she wouldn't dare to say it. It is with this mentality that he loves his little daughter even more, but I don't know when it started, but his little daughter just thinks of it as the kind of father who sells his daughter for glory. He may not have been a good father to his two sons. But he thought that he should be a very good, very qualified father for this woman. But in the eyes of their daughter, he is not a qualified father, it turns out that he has brought him so much harm since he was a child, and he has lived in the shadows since he was a child, it must be very hard, right? Thinking of this, he felt a little sorry for her daughter, but he didn't know what to say. had to be silent, he was a man, he was not very suitable for expressing his feelings, and he was not very good at expressing them, so in many cases, he was actually the one who suffered more, because she would not say what he had in his heart, and she didn't know how to say it. Because of this, he looks very scary in front of outsiders. And what she wants to do is just to make her children be kind to her. Let his eldest son and second son be able to submit to him and stop disobeying himself, but his little wish cannot be realized, and now even his daughter is disgusted with her. It's because she brought her too much hurt when she was a child, and she couldn't be by his side since she was a child. Now that he's older, he has time to make up for him, but he doesn't need it anymore. Thinking of this, she felt so helpless in life for the first time, and this frustration was different from the feeling that was combed through when she was fighting against her eldest son. Rather, it's another kind of real emotional frustration.

"Whether or not my existence is a mistake, whatever I do is wrong. I know my existence is a mistake, but why do all the people in this world do this to me? What am I doing wrong again? I'm just an innocent cannon fodder for their mistakes, and I've done nothing wrong. ”

Lian Xin cried.