Chapter 26: New Year's Chapter 5

The snowflakes in the sky, white and immaculate, are like angel feathers, and there must be wounded angels.

"You know what? When I was a child, I learned from a storybook about angels, who were holy, beautiful, upright, and kind, just like Yuxun. I longed for it, I liked it, and I believed that one day she would grow wings and become an angel. ”

Now Wu Wei just wants to protect the girl in his arms and protect her angelic heart. The beautiful snowflakes melted at the touch of his hand, just like an angel can't stay in the world, and he doesn't want the angel in his arms to leave him one day.

"This pendant was given to me by her, a copper dolphin, she used to want me to be free like a dolphin, not to be bound to her, obviously she has me in her heart, but she is afraid to bind me, knowing that you will not accommodate her, so she does not dare to accept me. How many grievances she has suffered in her life, she never tells it. ”

"It is said that when the tears are exhausted, people will not cry, only laughter will remain, is she considered to have left all of them?" Wu Wei lowered his head, held back his crying, and asked his parents.

No one answered, I don't know how to answer. The sound of silence is the most terrible sound.

"A little worry... It's home. ”

"You guys go up first, she hasn't woken up yet."

The parents didn't stop him and handed him the car keys because they couldn't do anything. In the dark night, Wu Wei waited quietly in the car, and the only coat was draped over her.

Mu Yuxun said that he was tired, but he didn't want to wake up, in the dream, he was holding Wu Wei with his right hand and his mother with his left hand, and he kept running among the flowers, endlessly. Mu Yuxun realized that this was his dream, the more he didn't want to wake up, the more he couldn't sleep, but he always closed his eyes and wanted to return to his dream.

"What time is it?"

"I don't know, it's supposed to be the middle of the night."

"You know I'm awake?"

"Well, you know, your forehead is locked all the time and your eyes are closed."

"You're going to let me be so willful?" Mu Yuxun opened his eyes and was still lying still.

"Is it cold?"

"Why are you letting me play tricks?" Mu Yuxun struggled with this question. "Just because you promised my mother to take care of me?"

"It doesn't matter if you misunderstand me, you can't misunderstand Aunt Mu. It's not so much to entrust you to me, it's better to push the two of us, as long as we work and study together, what we save by ourselves and what Auntie stays is enough for us to complete our studies, Auntie just hopes that we will suffer less. ”

"Auntie left 20,000 yuan with me, and 6,000 under her mattress, she said that the money was left for us to go to school, and she said that we both. Counting the less than 9,000 we have saved, it's almost there. So, don't get me wrong, Auntie. ”

"I'm sorry..."

"I'll only deliver those letters to you on time, and even if you know them all, I'll only give them to you once a week."

"Let's go upstairs." Mu Yuxun felt it, and Wu Wei was trying to keep himself from trembling.

"Auntie, uncle, haven't you slept yet?"

"You're hungry, Auntie will cook you noodles." Xie Lan wiped the corners of his eyes.

"Auntie, no need, I'm not hungry, you can rest. Stay with me all day. Mu Yuxun bowed from the bottom of his heart, because the most difficult moment was when they accompanied him.

Wu Wei accompanied Mu Yu to find the room,

"I'll fetch water for you to soak your feet." Without waiting for Mu Yuxun to speak, Wu Wei went to the bathroom to fetch water by himself.

"I can do it myself, and I'm like a child." looked at Wu Wei who was holding a basin of water and muttered quietly.

"Having said that, Aunt Mu did entrust you to me, then I have the right to do so."

"It's not a responsibility, it's a right." Mu Yuxun was talking to himself in his heart and was moved.

Wu Wei is talking about rights, expressing love and care from the heart, and also defending his responsibility to take care of Mu Yuxun and not allowing it to be taken away.

"My feet are a little cold, so I often soak them in the future to relax my muscles and invigorate my blood." Wu Wei took off her socks and slowly poured hot water on her feet.

After soaking my feet, Mu Yuxun curled up on the bed, "Will you talk to me?" ”

"Well, I'll pour the water first."

The two sat on the bed, leaning on each other.

"Does the place where I hurt still hurt? I want to hear the truth. ”

"Looking at you that day, my heart hurts, no matter how hard you bite, how hard you scratch, to be honest, I don't think it hurts, the more you bite, the more you scratch, the lighter the pain in my heart, really."

"I really don't want to see you break down, it's a bad feeling." Wu Wei held her hand, felt her body temperature, and his heart was steady.

"Wu Wei, you know, I picked it up by my mother, and I don't have a birthday. But every year on April 1st, my mother boiled me an egg noodle, and on that day, no matter what happened, my mother would not go to work. I also knew that I was picked up on this day. It's a bit ironic that April Fool's Day was the day when people made all kinds of jokes, but this day was the truest day for me. ”

"It wasn't until your tenth birthday that I really saw what a birthday cake was for the first time, and I promised my mother that day that I would go home after giving you a pencil, but I didn't resist the temptation of the cake, I wanted to know what the cake was made of, whether it was better than the sugar packet, I wanted to taste the white cream, I wanted to see if the pink flower was real, so I didn't listen to my mother."

"I knew that Aunt Xie would be unhappy and angry, but I still stayed selfishly, looking at the sumptuous dinner, I wanted to taste the eight-legged crab, I wanted to eat greasy meat, I wanted to eat soft and smooth cakes. I've tried hard not to annoy people since I was a child, but they still hate me, how I laugh, they don't like me, only you don't dislike me. ”

Wu Wei listened quietly, and Mu Yuxun closed his eyes for fear that his tears would flow out.

"I just once, in order to satisfy my selfish desires, I took the initiative to do something that made your mother angry, I didn't dare to pick up vegetables, I didn't dare to go to see the cake, I wanted to cry, but I didn't dare, I was afraid that if I cried, you would be uncomfortable, I tried hard to eat rice, and I wanted to go home quickly. I regret it, I know that after I'm gone, you'll be angry with your mother, and I shouldn't have gone in. ”

"My mom guessed that I was wronged, and asked me, and I made up lies, but I said that the cream was hard and sweet. The next day my mom took me to buy a cake, and when I heard that it would cost fifty yuan, I cried and went home. Now that I think about it, I shouldn't have cried, that was my only chance to eat cake with my mom. ”

"Do you hate my mother?"

"I hated, I don't hate her for hating me, I don't blame her for pushing me, I don't blame her for not letting me taste those foods, those people around me treat me like this, I don't think there's anything. They called me to pick up the rags and call me a wild girl, and I could accept it, but my aunt was the first to say that I was a wild girl with a mother and no mother. I have a mother, but I don't dare to argue. ”

"I don't care what others do to me, I have a mother, I have a family, my surname is Mu, my mother is also surnamed Mu, I am not a wild child with a mother and no mother, do you understand?"

Mu Yuxun tugged at Wu Wei's sweater, a little irrational, "I'm really a wild child without a mother now." ”

Wu Wei hugged her and kissed her gently on her tearful eyes, "Nonsense, Aunt Mu is your mother, and she always will be." And you still have me, I not only have to supervise you, but also manage you, take care of you, love you, how can I say that I am a wild child. ”

Xie Lan held the bowl with noodles in one hand and covered his mouth with the other, squatting at the door, hearing it all. And Wu Yajun stood next to her and heard it all.

The two of them did the most irreparable thing in their lives. The parties Mu Yuxun have long been out of their hearts, forgiving their indifference, forgiving their broken words, and forgiving their ruthlessness. And Wu Wei didn't forgive, and now even they can't forgive themselves.

Xie Lan couldn't forgive herself, remembering that she just reached out and patted and stroked the girl in front of her, which already made her tremble and tremble. How much fear does a person have in his heart to behave like this?

And on that day, I threw away the unfinished spoiled meal with my own hands and threw half of the cake into the trash, remembering that a little girl licked her lips and watched herself throw half of the already sour cake into the trash, and she showed a smug smile.